dandy god

Chapter 810

When Zhu Fei said this, it seemed as if he remembered something he didn't want to think of, and there was a faint look of pain and struggle on his face.

Since she knew Zhu Fei, this was the first time Qiu Ruoxue saw Zhu Fei showing such an expression. Apart from being surprised, she couldn't help feeling guilty and distressed.

She stretched out her arms, hugged Zhu Fei again, put her face on Zhu Fei's chest, and said softly:

"Zhu Fei, forget it, don't talk about it anymore, let's not talk about it, okay?"

However, Zhu Fei shook his head at this moment, forced a smile and patted Qiu Ruoxue on the back, and in turn comforted Qiu Ruoxue and said:
"It doesn't matter. These things have been in my heart for two lifetimes. Now that I tell them all, I may feel better."

Seeing Zhu Fei's insistence, Qiu Ruoxue also understood that the matter between Zhu Fei and Huansha in the previous life may be the biggest knot in his heart in these two lives.

If he can really tell all the past events as Zhu Fei said, it might really help him to untie his knots.

Thinking of this, Qiu Ruoxue stopped insisting, but she couldn't help but tighten her arms around Zhu Fei at the moment.

It seemed that Qiu Ruoxue wanted to use this method to give Zhu Fei greater comfort and encouragement.

Zhu Fei could feel Qiu Ruoxue's ardent love for himself hidden under her cold appearance, seeing this, she smiled slightly at Qiu Ruoxue, and then continued:
"One day, because I bought alchemy medicinal materials, I accidentally had a conflict with a cultivator family named Su at that time. At that time, I was only a Nascent Soul cultivator, but the Su family was a huge family with Void Returning cultivators in charge.

Maybe it was because they wanted to protect the face of their Su family at that time. The Su family sent nearly ten Nascent Soul monks to chase me down. Fortunately, I had a friend at that time, Xu Yang, who temporarily helped me through some hidden means. I avoided the pursuit of the Su family.

But it is precisely because of this that in the end, it brought my good friend Xu Yang a fatal disaster..."

Speaking of this, Zhu Fei rubbed his brows bitterly, took a deep breath, and then regained his energy, and continued:
"I remember very clearly. It was a bloody evening in the setting sun. I took Rusha with me to feel the meeting place I had agreed with Xu Yang at that time. But do you know what I saw?"

Zhu Fei was a little emotional, "In the end, I saw Xu Yang's body, and it was hung high in the middle of the city wall! And around the city wall, stood a group of monks from the Su family who had chased and killed me before." .”

Zhu Fei slowly closed his eyes, as if recalling the scene he saw at that time.

After being silent for a while, Zhu Fei said again in a slightly hoarse voice:

"It was only then that I realized that Shasha, who had been following me for decades, was actually a member of the Su family. Haha, on the one hand, he was the murderer who killed my friend, and on the other hand, he was the person closest to me at that time. , in the face of such a 'fucking' thing, what else can I do?"

Zhu Fei shook his head and smiled bitterly, "Although I also know that what happened back then has nothing to do with Shasha, but after all, Shasha is from the Su family, and she has been with me for so long, and she has never told me about her. real identity.

Even if I don't intend to pursue anything, I still can't convince myself. After all, Shasha is from the Su family, and the Su family is the enemy who killed my friend. I really don't know what to do with such a complicated matter... ..."

"So you only killed the members of the Su family who were related to that incident at that time, and you threw Sister Huansha to the Pavilion Master, and you avoided Sister Huansha for hundreds of years. as long as?"

Qiu Ruoxue finally spoke for the first time since Zhu Fei narrated it.

Looking at Zhu Fei's bitter and complicated expression, she felt a little uncomfortable when she saw him nodding his head with difficulty, so she couldn't help comforting her:
"You don't need to think about it anymore. It's been so long. You don't have to carry some things by yourself all the time. Mengyun and I will always stand by your side."

Speaking of this, Qiu Ruoxue's expression was slightly hesitant, but in the end, she still didn't say anything.

Realizing this, Zhu Fei couldn't help taking a deep breath, as if he wanted to vomit out all his years of torment.

At the end, Zhu Fei pretended to be free and easy with a smile and said, "Hehe, it really feels much more comfortable to say these words that are suppressed in my heart."

After a short pause, Zhu Fei smiled and looked at Qiu Ruoxue, as if the bitter and painful person before was not Zhu Fei at all.

"By the way, I saw that you seemed to have something to say to me before, why? Don't you plan to tell me now?"

Seeing the smile on Zhu Fei's face, Qiu Ruoxue also knew that Zhu Fei probably did it on purpose, so she shook her head lightly and said:

"Let's forget it. I'll tell you something later when I have a chance."

"Oh."

Zhu Fei was not surprised that Qiu Ruoxue would have such an answer right now.

But because of this, Zhu Fei was even more moved.

He knew that no matter what happened or what situation he encountered, everything about him would always be given priority by Qiu Ruoxue and the others.

Even for someone like Huansha who is kind to Qiu Ruoxue, Qiu Ruoxue's first consideration is still Zhu Fei's feelings.

Thinking of this, the haze that Zhu Fei had appeared earlier because of the magic sand incident disappeared inexplicably at this moment.

He looked at Qiu Ruoxue with a smile, and suddenly said: "Ruoxue, if I guessed correctly, what you wanted to tell me just now should be related to Rusha, right?"

Seeing that Qiu Ruoxue's expression was slightly unnatural, he immediately picked up Qiu Ruoxue's entire delicate body, and placed it directly on his lap. Feeling the elasticity and softness of Qiu Ruoxue's delicate body, he smiled and said:
"Actually, it's nothing. As you said just now, things have passed for so long, and it's time for me to let go of some things.

It's just that you also know that we monks either don't have knots in our hearts, and once we have knots, even if we want to let them go, it's not something that can be done in a short time.

So now I am thinking, if I can straighten my mind and face the current people and things in a positive way, can my knots be untied faster, Ruoxue, what do you think? "

"You... what you said is true?"

Qiu Ruoxue still had a worried expression on her face, and asked Zhu Fei with a slightly uncertain tone.

Zhu Fei raised his hand, and lightly tapped Qiu Ruoxue's forehead a little angrily, and then pretended to be vicious and said:

"If you don't trust your husband so much, you should be punished!"

After finishing speaking, Zhu Fei ignored Qiu Ruoxue's astonished expression, and resolutely picked up her delicate body, and then walked towards the 'bed' not far away.

"Since you don't want to say it now, let's talk about it later."

"Ah, no!"

Qiu Ruoxue exclaimed.

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(End of this chapter)