Cannon fodder to save the male god

Chapter 1172 Fu Qingyu Thinking 35
Just so lightly, with a sneering smile, but also sad, looking at him affectionately: "So I lost so thoroughly"

These are the last words she left in this world, shallow, without any trace of blame or hatred, just such a soft sigh, she closed her eyes completely, and never woke up again.
From then on, Fu Qing began to dream from time to time. In his dreams, he always had the same scene, the same dialogue, and the same movement. His long sword pierced into her heart with a chirping sound.

And she didn't ask questions, but just sighed lightly: "It turns out I lost so thoroughly."

This scene has been haunting him like a nightmare, until the moment Xiao Ya made a move on him. He suddenly recalled that dream again in his mind, the incident that year
And the desperate and sad expression of the eldest princess back then: "So I lost so thoroughly"

"So I lost so thoroughly"

"So I lost so thoroughly"

"No! Princess!" Fu Qing yelled, finally waking up from that terrible dream.

"Princess, princess," he kept muttering incessantly, pressing his hand on his heart, feeling lingering fear in his heart.
"You're awake." The next second a familiar voice came from the side.

Fu Qing turned around in a daze and saw that the eldest princess was wearing a bright red wedding dress, and she was sitting on the side of the bed quietly looking at him, neither happy nor sad.

"Eldest Princess!" Seeing the alive Eldest Princess, Fu Qing couldn't help but exclaimed in surprise.

As soon as the words came out, he was suddenly stunned. Not long ago, the joyful scene of the big wedding hall flashed again in his mind. Regardless of everyone's opposition, the new emperor made his own sister a queen...and so on.

The memories of this world that seemed to have become distant in her mind finally returned. The light in Fu Qing's eyes changed from bright to dark, and her body suddenly froze like a sculpture, motionless.

"I'm sorry." It was obviously three simple words, but he almost exhausted all his strength to say them.

"You remember everything, right?" She ignored his apology, and only asked something else lightly.

These words made Fu Qing's guilt-ridden eyes even more evasive. He opened his mouth a few times, but he didn't know what to do to close it again.

"I'm sorry that what happened back then was my fault, and I shouldn't have betrayed you." I owed her a piece of affection, a piece of her sincerity, and a piece of mutual favor from her.
The pain of being killed by the one he loves with his own hands, the pain of that year, he has experienced once, despair, unwillingness, and an urge to destroy everything!

Even if he couldn't be calm, he didn't even dare to imagine how she endured this despair back then and didn't hate him
"Curious why I don't hate you?" She chuckled lightly, seeming to see his doubts.

"You" Fu Qing hesitated, said a word but didn't know how to say it.
Originally, he wanted to ask, were those dreams just now real?
(End of this chapter)