Cannon fodder to save the male god

Chapter 1176 Fu Qingyu Thinking 39
I thought, how firm and indestructible his love for Xiao Ya is.

But the truth, to her at this time, is like a big joke!
He said that the person he really loved turned out to be her!

Ah!
This is really a big joke!

He obviously loves her, but he can turn a blind eye to her love. He obviously loves her, but he can cruelly end her life with his own hands!

这样 的 爱
It will only make her feel ironic, she would rather not!
Therefore, when Fu Qing said that the person he really loved was actually himself, the eldest princess felt relieved suddenly, and suddenly lost her obsession.

Fate makes people, fate makes people.
Fate sometimes has to be there, and there is no time to force it. Sometimes, people's happiness really depends on fate.

Otherwise, even if the two love each other, there may not be any good results and fate
Just like that, she was just like Fu Qing.

If there is nothing in the heart, where is the dust?
She was tired, and she didn't want to continue to entangle with these love affairs, and she didn't want to continue to spend her heart loving this man.

The endless obsession and unwillingness for a long time have scarred her whole heart.

The eldest princess still remembers that when she was five years old, before her mother died, the queen's family dominated the harem and the emperor "specially favored".

Countless people admire her, countless people respect her, and countless people envy her.

But she has never seen her mother really smile happily
Her mother always has a sad face, and her eyes are always filled with countless sadness and sadness.
At that time, the young eldest princess didn't understand at all why her father and emperor doted on her mother and queen, and she and the prince's brother, but the mother was never happy.

"Queen, why don't you smile?" At that time, my little self would always ask innocently.

The queen mother will only gently touch her little head, and sigh softly: "In the future, don't say such things in front of your father, remember, Mu'er."

"Why?" She didn't understand.

The queen mother just looked at her and smiled softly: "The queen mother is not unhappy. Who else in the harem can be as precious as the queen mother and her children!"

"Don't ask such questions again in the future. There are many people in the palace, lest your father find out one day and make your father dislike you. Remember, Mu'er."

Even though she said so, her mother was also smiling.

But that kind of smile made people not feel a trace of warmth and happiness, but a little sadness.

Every time I saw this kind of smile on my mother's face, the eldest princess at that time would have a very urge to cry
She knew that her mother was not happy, otherwise her mother's smile would not be so sad, it only made her want to cry when she was young
So she would always ignore her mother's advice and ask her mother over and over again, tirelessly.

It's just that her queen mother never answered her question directly, and would prevaricate it with different reasons every time.

Until she was seven years old, her mother was critically ill
At the last moment before leaving this world, the queen mother suddenly took her hand.

At that time, the queen mother had become very thin, and Fenghua, who was clearly only in her 20s, looked like an old woman in her 30s, so haggard that she didn't look good.

(End of this chapter)