Cannon fodder to save the male god

Chapter 42 Extra Story (She's Like Light)
When I saw Ni Ruo appearing suddenly and attacking Mu Si, I almost instinctively killed her without any hesitation.

Before I was five years old, I still remember that my life at that time was very happy and sweet.

But after the age of five, after that woman was found by my father to raise a man outside.My life started to turn upside down, turned upside down
Because, my father suddenly discovered that I was not his biological child, but the offspring of that woman and that wild man outside.

Gao Xingxing helped others raise their children for five years, and his wife was also slept for five years without his knowledge.

It is conceivable how intense his anger will be.

After he found out the truth, he caught and raped that woman and that man in bed.Immediately, he beat the woman severely.

When he came back, he beat me up hard.He also cursed and said a lot of nasty words. One mouthful of a little bastard, one mouthful of a little bastard!

And I, also under his beating and cursing, understood the truth of the matter ignorantly.

Even though I was young at that time, when I heard my mother steal someone and I was not my father's child, I could still roughly understand the meaning.
He hit hard, and his fists rained down on me.

I'm just a five-year-old child, an age when I don't understand anything.But he has to bear the beatings of those closest to him.

At that time, not only my body was in pain, but my heart was also very wronged and sad.

So I cried, crying very loudly, crying hoarsely.

Before, I was a very obedient and well-behaved child, and I never cried.

But even so, it didn't arouse the slightest pity from his father.

So, this is my first cry, and it's also my last cry.

I was beaten half to my life by him, my internal organs were bleeding, and there were many bruises and bloodstains on my body.If that woman hadn't come back in time, I think I might have been beaten to death by him directly.

When the woman rushed in, her nose was bruised and her face was swollen.But I don't feel distressed, she deserves it!
I was sent to the hospital by that woman and stayed in the hospital alone.But after only half a month of recuperation, he was kicked out of the hospital.

Because I have no money to pay the rest of the medical bills.I am a child, where will I have money to pay for medical bills.

At that time, I was standing at the gate of the hospital, feeling the sky and the earth, but I didn't know what to do.

I dare not go back to the previous home because I know my father will beat me violently.

oh!That's not right, that man has already said that I'm not his child, so I'm not allowed to call him daddy anymore.

As for that woman, when I was chatting with the nurses, I heard the nurses say that after her deeds were exposed, she took a man's money and ran away with her lover.

It never occurred to me to control my life or death.

After that, I became a homeless orphan directly and started to live a wandering life.

I was severely beaten by that man, and the injuries on my body were only in the hospital for half a month, and I was not fully recovered.

I dragged my seriously injured body like this and started wandering around.After only two days like this, my body couldn't bear it, and I had a fever and passed out.

I was unconscious on the street for a whole day, and during this time, no one thought of reaching out to help me.

Maybe it was my fate, but after I had been in a coma and had a fever for a whole day, I miraculously woke up by myself.

I started wandering again until I was ten years old when I was adopted by a rich man and brought him home.

That rich man treated me very well, but I have been wandering outside for several years, and I have seen a lot of the warmth and warmth of people in the world.

So at the beginning, I didn't believe in that rich man, and I was always wary of him, and it was only later that I was slowly moved by him.

It's a pity that such good days only lasted for a year.A year later, the rich man showed his true colors.

Only then did I realize that the reason why I was adopted by that rich man was only because of some special hobbies of that rich man: he likes underage teenagers.

I started to be tossed by that rich man day and night, during which time I thought about resisting.But at that time, I was only a ten-year-old boy, and I was living and sleeping outside, and my body was already broken.

Although he was raised by the rich man for a year, he seemed to be quite healthy on the surface.But in fact, just like machine parts, the inside has long been damaged.

I endured it for more than a year before I found a chance to finally kill that rich man.

The rich man has no children, nor a relative.There are no friends around.I took over all his property very logically.

I sold all the property of the rich man, left there with the money in my hand, and came to a new city to start over.

From then on, my life started to get on the right track.

I'm smart, and despite only starting to read at the age of 13, I have a high IQ and a genius.Those teachers praised me so much.

Later, when I was in college, I took biology as an elective, because I was very talented, so before I graduated, I had officially become a researcher of the National Scientific Research Department.

I am gentle and polite, handsome and charming, young and promising, and a genius. This is how they evaluate me in the eyes of outsiders.

In the mouths of outsiders, I am almost a legendary figure, with good looks, high social status, and high IQ.

In fact, what is the real me, only I know
From the very first moment I saw Musi, I knew the difference between me and this girl.Although in the outside world, we all have the same good looks, high social status, and high IQ, except that I have no father and no mother.

But I knew in my heart that although my appearance was perfect, the inside had long been rotten and maggots.Inexplicably, I hate this world and all the good things.

But that girl, she is really sunny, like a little sun, which makes people feel warm unconsciously.

I still remember that when I saw her for the first time, she was wearing a white overalls, her hair was loosely scattered on her shoulders, there was no makeup on her face, but her skin was as smooth as a baby's.

Qi Qi's bangs covered her forehead, her eyes were crooked like crescents when she smiled, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously grinned, revealing eight neat and white teeth, and a pair of sweet dimples on her cheeks .

She stretched out a hand towards me, and her voice was as clear and sweet as an oriole: "Hi, Professor Qin, my name is Mu Si. It's a pleasure to meet you. I will be your assistant in the future. Please take care of me!"

At that moment, I looked at her smile and felt like I saw the sun
But I have been struggling and suffering in hell for so many years, and I have long been used to the darkness.Begin to subconsciously hate the sun.

In the end, I let her stay by my side and became my little assistant.

Ever since I came into contact with biology, I have been thinking about creating an apocalypse and destroying this world that I hate.

Finally, I succeeded.The apocalypse begins to erupt...

It was more than a year after the end of the world broke out, and I saw her again. She was wearing a black skirt, and she rushed towards me with joy.

Somehow, I suddenly remembered the first time I saw her.In fact, before that, I never thought about her.

Even though she was wearing a black dress when we met again this time, I still felt as if I saw the sun shining into my heart unexpectedly.
At that moment, my heart was very flustered, so I pushed her away with a livid face.

But I didn't expect that she didn't seem to feel sad or embarrassed by my actions, and she kept talking to me with a sweet smile on her face.

She has become an eighth-level supernatural user, and she is also the most powerful superhuman in my base except Ni Ruo. I don't know if I should be happy about this.

Every day after that, I can see her figure.

She seems to be a person who will never have troubles. Even in the environment of the end of the world, she still lives happily and joyfully every day.

The reason why I let Ni Ruo be my woman is because this woman is the same as me, and the most important thing is that she is obedient.

I also know that my closeness to Mu Si makes her feel very sad, but I have always been a heartless person.So I don't care if others are sad or not.I just warned her not to get Mu Si's idea.

And at this time, I haven't noticed... I am different from my little assistant.

Until one day suddenly, the situation in the last days began to improve, and no one among human beings would turn into zombies anymore.And at this time, I haven't got my reagents out yet.

I found it strange, but I found out that this little assistant was staying by my side after someone made an investigation. In fact, his purpose was not pure.
At that moment, I suddenly felt the long-lost heartache, shallow and not deep, but it made me feel uncomfortable all the time.

I didn't open my mouth to ask why, but quietly watched Mu Si's movements in secret, and didn't try to stop her.

Until, her ability reached the full level like mine.

So she couldn't bear it anymore, and it was the first time I saw her face downcast to me, and she stopped talking and laughing at Yanyan.

She and I went outside and fought each other for a long time without a decision, at least on the surface.

But in fact, only I know, as long as I think, I have many opportunities to kill her.

But every time the opportunity comes, I find that I can't do it at all, and we have been deadlocked like this
Until Ni Ruo's sudden appearance and sneak attack, I had already warned her not to touch Mu Si, but I didn't expect that Ni Ruo wanted to kill Mu Si this time.

Even though she was trying to save me, I still killed her without hesitation, because I don't like disobedient pets.

Death is nothing to me, and I feel that I am willing to die in her hands.

At the last moment when I was about to close my eyes, I suddenly wanted to call her Mu Mu, because I thought she was very suitable for this nickname.She is like a little sun, every time I get close to her, I feel like I am bathing in sunshine.
I really called her that, and at the same time, I told her the truth that I have never dared to admit in my heart: that is, I actually love you.

After I finished speaking, I closed my eyes and completely left this world that I hate...

"Ding! Found a suitable soul body!"

　Doomsday Wenwen is over, dear friends, do you want to have a special episode of Mu Si?
　　Suddenly I really want to give Qin Yimo a special episode

　　
　
(End of this chapter)