One way to go north

Chapter 111 The Warmth of the Morning 1
Between the light and the dark, he naturally couldn't hide from his eyes, and hugged her tightly, "Nian Nian, I am a man, this is my belief and faith!"

"I'm no different from them, any ordinary person in the world?" She couldn't hide her disappointment.

"No! Of course there is a difference!" He was a little annoyed at her memory, how she kept forgetting, he dragged her chin, and said every word, "I love you, this is the biggest difference! My belief will drive me to ignore myself Anwei saves everyone around him, but he won't let me travel thousands of miles to save someone, only love, only love has such power!"

Tong Yinian looked at him silently, did not speak for a long time, and gradually made a decision in his heart...

After such a night, is it not just Lu Xiangbei who is tired?

She also seemed to have been ransacked physically and mentally. After the takeaway was delivered, she couldn't swallow it after a few mouthfuls, took a bath in a hurry, and threw herself on the bed.

There was still her favorite novel on the bedside, but she didn't even have the desire to read it. As soon as her head touched the pillow, she felt her bones loosen.

I remember when I was first married, she almost kicked her out of bed when I tried her "Foshan Wuying Foot" for the first time, and then found that she threw off the quilt several times and slept beside him in a cold body.

Afterwards, he hugged her to sleep, first to prevent her limbs from moving too much, and second, when she took off the quilt, he would feel it, so he could wake up and cover her.

It's just that she doesn't know all of this...

And he never thought of letting her know...

When did this heart become so soft when facing her? Could it be the sadness in her eyes when we first met?Or is it the gentleness and tiredness that grows stronger every night?Or was it that year...

After several times of tossing like this, he finally made himself completely exhausted, and he also fell asleep.

The night is shrouded in the big bed with the pattern of dark blue starry sky, and it is shrouded in the two people sleeping in each other's arms, as if it is the most beautiful picture scroll in the world...

When Tong Yinian fell asleep, she felt as if she was sleeping by the fireplace, warm, and there was a heavy weight on her body, and when she moved, she knew that it was Lu Xiangbei's long arms and legs that surrounded her.

She frowned, really speechless, why is he so bad every time he sleeps?Make her even want to move!

Turning around slightly, lying on the bed, there was a gleam of light on the window sill, which was the last moon frost before dawn, and the blurred shadows of the branches were printed on the window, all of which reminded that dawn was coming.

She closed her eyes, wanting to go back to sleep again, but she squinted for a long time, but she couldn't fall asleep. His heavy breathing in her ears indicated that he was still asleep. Once upon a time, there was such a situation. When she was awake, he Dreaming, he didn't have her in his dream, now, who is he dreaming about?
I really hope that the technology of Pirates of Dreams is real...

she thought to herself.

However, at such a dawn, the people around her had the same situation as last time, suddenly became short of breath, and grabbed Tong Yinian's hand tightly.

Her heart was also tense, could it be that his nightmare came again?
Sure enough, his hands became tighter and tighter, his breathing became shorter and shorter, and he was saying something, "Nian Nian! Nian Nian! No! Rujiao! Don't... Nian Nian..."

This time, she could also hear clearly that what he was chanting in his dream were the names of two people... Nian Nian, He Rujiao...

And with the last chanting, he woke up with a start, and sat up, bowed his head, gasping for breath, leaned over to look at her, she was awake, her eyes were bright and clear, shining with unpredictable light.

He was sweating all over, the moment he looked at her, the moment he found her lying peacefully beside him, his eyes turned red, he leaned over and hugged her tightly, vaguely And the hoarse voice was suppressed in the throat, just calling a name, "Nian Nian... Nian Nian..."

She didn't move and let him hold her.

When he was rubbing her temples and laying on his shoulders, she saw the sparkle in his eyes, shining like a morning star in the twilight of dawn...

She saw his distorted face, furrowed eyebrows, and tangled eyes. Such pain is not fake...

She thought, about Rujiao, it must be an extremely bitter story, that's why, after time has passed, he often dreams back and often suffers...

"I'm sorry, Niannian." He really didn't want to let her see this side of him, his pain, his weakness...

"What the hell did you dream about?" This was the second time she woke up from a dream... She felt that her heart was floating, and she couldn't land on land, and her voice was also ethereal like a voice from outside... …

His head rested heavily on her shoulders, his throat was suppressed with sobs, and his arms were like irons holding her tight, "I...I dreamed that Rujiao died...she committed suicide...a lot of blood... …dream of her being hit by a car...dream of a bullet piercing her chest...so many ways to die...full of blood...full of blood...but Rujiao turned into you again...and you too... There is also a lot of blood..."

A sob came from his shoulder, and he couldn't help crying, "Nian Nian... I only have you... What should I do? I only have you..."

Is this sad man on her shoulder Lu Xiangbei?

She wrapped her hands around his waist and touched his smooth and tight back, only then did she believe it was real...

But, how could she believe that this would be Lu Xiangbei?
That indifferent, easy-going, arrogant Lu Xiangbei?
Perhaps, only at times like this, on the frail edge of waking up from a nightmare, under the shroud of darkness before dawn, will he reveal this side of himself...

And Rujiao...

This name made her fall into a bottomless black hole. What kind of unforgettable experience did he and Rujiao experience?I'm afraid he will never forget it in his life, such a memory is too deep.

dead……

A result that worries the living for a lifetime.

She knew that she could no longer compete with Rujiao. No matter what kind of woman Rujiao was, no matter how she died, no matter what stories she had with Lu Xiangbei, Rujiao would always be the winner. It firmly occupied Lu Xiangbei's heart.

Sometimes, she would really rather that Rujiao was still alive, so she still had a chance to win the fight, but if Rujiao died, she would not even have a chance to fight.

Lose without a fight...

However, the man in front of him was chanting her name and said that he only had her...

Facing him in great pain, she didn't know if she should hug him, and tell him according to his words that he has her, as long as he wants, he will always have her...

She loves him, no doubt about it.

Her heart hurts, and there is no doubt that she loves him and his pain.

Just who is this pain for?

She really wanted to reach out, hold him in his arms like he held her, and tell him that it doesn't matter if Rujiao is dead, that has passed, and now she is here to accompany him to the end of the road, she Not like Jiaosha...

However, her hands didn't dare to hug him hard, and her mouth couldn't say such words.

She is afraid.

I am afraid that if I stretch out my hand, there will be no turning back, and if I stretch out my hand, I will walk into the abyss of harm...

And at this time, she never thought that after a long time, he would be willing to have her forever, but she was the one who let go...

The alarm clock rang suddenly, especially harsh in such a dawn.

Lu Xiangbei shuddered, got up from her shoulders, his eyes were still red, but he quickly adjusted his emotions, a slight embarrassment flashed, and he immediately apologized, "I'm sorry..."

She shook her head, and in the morning light, she smiled at him.

This is the limit of what she can do.

And he, in her smile, lost his mind, facing the faint morning light, dreamy and beautiful, just like her in the lotus pond when he first met.

He heard something hitting hard on his heart, and then, taking a breath, holding her face in his hands, every word and every word, like iron nails, knocked on her heart, "Nian Nian, there is one thing I want to tell you, no matter what happens in the future, Whatever happens, remember that I love you very much, very much.”

She was in a daze, and couldn't help but ask, "Love you more than Ai Rujiao?"

He was also startled, then nodded, "Yes!"

Tears rolled in her eyes.

He lowered his head to cover it up, and hurriedly got out of bed, "I'll get up and practice yoga, and you'll sleep later."

As she walked all the way, her heart was ups and downs.

She could no longer ask Rujiao how she died...

(End of this chapter)