One way to go north

Chapter 260 I Will Too 1
His heart was already shattered into pieces because of the child, and Tong Yinian's words were like stepping on the broken pieces of his heart, sending him directly into purgatory...

"Nian Nian! What are you talking about? Do you know what you are talking about?" His hands holding her face were trembling, his voice was trembling, and his broken heart was like breathing in the cold wind...

"I know! I'm sober!" She let him hold her face, stiff and indifferent, "Lu Xiangbei, I don't want to see you again, you are the source of my pain and disaster, now, please leave my Sight!"

He could no longer pretend to be peaceful, and suddenly, he pressed his face close to hers, "Nian Nian! There will be no more pain! Don't say such words! I promise that there will be no more pain in the future!"

Her breathing froze for a moment.

Between the skins, there is a slightly cool dampness moistening, slightly salty.

That's the smell of tears...

She is crying and she knows it.But what about him?Are there his tears?

She can't see.

I could only hear a suppressed voice rolling in his throat...

At that moment, she clearly felt his pain.

It turned out that he was also in such pain...

Isn't her original intention just to hurt his mother?Doesn't it hurt just to want him?

she did it...

She is in more pain...

There are two modes of getting along between close people in this world.One is like birds in the cold wind, they can snuggle together to keep warm when it is cold; the other is like hedgehogs, once they get close, they will hurt each other more...

She and Lu Xiangbei seem to be the latter, and they will never be able to comfort and warm each other.

Like many times in the past, when she was enduring unbearable pain, what she did must turn her pain into a ridicule, into a sharp sword, and then stab him fiercely.

Then, the two fell into the abyss of pain...

This is her and Lu Xiangbei's pattern, sometimes even out of her rational control, she has never even thought about why this is so, but it seems that it is like this...

Maybe, after all, it's just because they're hedgehogs.The variety cannot be changed, resulting in the irreversible mode of getting along...

So Lu Xiangbei, stay away!Stay away from each other, there is no harm!
He appeared in front of her from time to time like this, and she would never be able to get out of the haze...

She numbly let him kiss him, and when he left her lips, she said in a trembling voice, "Lu Xiangbei, let's go, it's late, I want to rest..."

She made up her mind and raised her voice, "He Er! Let him go! Let him go!"

He Zixiang, who was punched by Lu Xiangbei until his nostrils were bleeding, has been watching quietly. Sometimes, there are some things, it is better for him not to intervene and not fight back...

However, now that Tong Yinian has spoken, he cannot remain silent.

Putting his hand on Lu Xiangbei's shoulder, "You'd better go!"

She actually let another man drive him away?

This blow was much stronger than his punch on He Zixiang's face!He beat He Zixiang to the blood and knocked him to the ground, but in fact, he was the one who fell down now!

It seems that it is really impossible to stay any longer...

He stood up silently, his face was shining, it was the light of liquid, I don't know, is it her tears or his?
Did he cry?
No, definitely not, he is a man, how could he cry so easily?Those red eyes were just caused by staying up all night, so it wasn't him crying...

Standing up straight, the whole body is clear, and he said in a low voice, "I'm leaving, you have to take care of yourself..."

She bit her lips tightly, not letting herself speak, because she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would not be able to help crying...

She ignored him all the time, he thought, she really didn't want to see him anymore...then let him go...at least let her rest now...

Before leaving, he said to He Zixiang behind him, "Come with me."

He Zixiang glanced at Tong Yinian, saw that her tears were fading, and her eyes were wandering, so he followed Lu Xiangbei out of the ward quietly. If there is something to say between men, it is definitely not a good one in front of her. choose……

What's more, he punched him, how could he be innocent!
The moment the ward door was closed, and the moment he left with him, Tong Yinian, who was lying on the bed, caressed his lower abdomen with both hands, and once again, tears fell like rain...

In the lobby waiting for the elevator, Lu Xiangbei lit another cigarette, stood by the window, and blew out a few smoke rings, "What's going on?"

"Wu Ruoshui!" He Zixiang didn't intend to hide anything, and gave a rough account of what happened.

"He Zixiang, you and I are both wrong!" He has always been good at analyzing and summarizing, and he has never been shy about taking responsibility.

He Zixiang didn't speak, he admitted that he had been blaming himself for what happened last night.

"He Zixiang, you should know that you are not suitable for her. If you don't have a plan, don't get close to her!" It is actually stupid to say such things to your rival, he knows, but sometimes people will make mistakes. stupid.

He Zixiang smiled flamboyantly, "Really? Not necessarily! I will do anything for her!"

Lu Xiangbei pursed his thin lips, then took a puff of the cigarette, and when the smoke ring was blown out, he said three words firmly, "I will too!"

"No! You will never be as thorough as I am! Director Lu, this is the difference between me and you, the difference between a police officer and a bad guy! Ha ha!" He chuckled, degrading himself to a bad boy, and turned back to the ward.

He hit him with a punch, and he wasn't going to get it back.

Sometimes, giving up a little blood may be a gain...

The sound of He Zixiang's footsteps gradually faded away. In the empty hall, Lu Xiangbei was the only one left. He was still standing in front of the window with a cigarette between his fingers, but he didn't smoke.

I just feel that the whole person is ignorant, as if the brain can't think, the only feeling is the pain that completely swallowed his heart, so sharp, so deep...

He went to feel for the wallet, but the pocket was empty, and he found nothing.

My heart was completely empty at that moment...

In the wallet, there is a picture of Niannian, and another picture, which is silly, cute and cute... He used the software on his computer to upload the picture of him and Tong Yinian when he missed her and the baby in the dead of night Come out with baby pictures.

It was just for fun at the time, but when he met the cute little thing on the computer screen, the virtual photo suddenly came alive...

How could there be such a perfect combination of his nose and outline, Tong Yinian's eyes and lips?
The baby in the picture is still smiling...

She has the same smile as her, playful and witty...

His heart was filled with happiness at that moment, he printed the picture without hesitation, put it in his wallet, and put it with Tong Yinian...

Many times, when he misses her but can't see her, he will take out the photos in his wallet and look at them, as if they are real and vivid little lives, as if they are the most perfect crystallization of him and her, And just because of this photo that he can stare at, every time he is alone, he will feel that Tong Yinian is by his side, never far away...

what about now?Wallet lost, photos gone, kid...

No!He couldn't think of these two words again, it was a deep wound in his heart, he couldn't touch it, he couldn't...

Why is this happening?

Could it be God's retribution for him?

That's right, he really never thought about having a child. How could he be qualified to have a child when he was doing something like that?But no, it doesn't mean he doesn't want to.

After being lingering with Tong Yinian, it's not good to personally feed her the medicine afterward!Seeing how wronged she felt when she took the medicine, his heart was cut like a knife!
But what can he do?
He thought, maybe it was God's mercy that allowed him to have a child. For this gift from God, he valued it more than anything else...

But he didn't expect that it turned out that it was just a joke made by God for him after all...

Under the lonely light, he smiled wryly...

This joke is too big, beyond the range he can bear...

"Hey! This is a hospital! You can't smoke, don't you know? Even police officers can't!" The nurse came here to lock the door, smelled the smell of smoke, and found him smoking at the window alone. angrily warned him.

His meditation was interrupted, he turned around, stubbed out the cigarette butt, and threw it into the trash can, "I'm sorry!"

(End of this chapter)