One way to go north

Chapter 54 Afraid of Love 4
She never thought that marrying Lu Xiangbei would hurt herself...

She thought that without love there would be no harm...

Because my mother loves my father so much, but in the end it was my mother who was hurt the most.

My mother had a suicide note, which my father kept in his study, and she happened to see it again. There were many exclamation marks in one sentence, which said: If there is an afterlife, I will never love someone so persistently again.The deeper the love, the heavier the injury!

Tong Yinian was 16 years old when she saw this sentence. Since then, this sentence has been deeply imprinted in her mind.

She remembered that when her mother passed away, her father remarried, and there were even rumors that her father and young mother had a relationship when her mother was alive. Tong Yinian's heart was so cold at that time, and seeing this suicide note made her mother feel even more heartbroken. ...

This is the fundamental reason why she hated that family and often confronted her father.

She hates her father for breaking her mother's heart, but she can't get rid of her identity as a child's parent. Watching the three of them kiss and get along together, while watching with cold eyes, she will occasionally do small things in the way of her mother, such as ironing clothes , such as cooking, when the halo of nostalgia rises in her father's eyes, she will feel happy, and when she is alone with her father, she will bring out her mother to talk from time to time, she likes to see him in a rage.

Although, she knows that this is naive, but she is such a contradictory person. On the one hand, she shrinks into her own body and does not ask for too much, but on the other hand, she does not want to see others living too well. She is only satisfied when everyone is unhappy together. .

On the one hand, she likes to listen to the past events that her father occasionally mentioned, how he and his mother took care of the wind and rain at the beginning of the business, but on the other hand, she feels sad, what about a couple in need?In the end, isn't it the heartbreak of mom being alone?In a marriage, whoever loves more will be hurt the most.

Without the guidance of a mother during adolescence, and without the warmth of a family in the process of growing up, she shrank in a small shell and looked at the world with her paranoid eyes, so she began to be afraid of love in her subconscious.

Because of her fear and intentional avoidance, she had grown up with Shen Kangqi and Cen Jiexi for so many years, but in the end they failed to form the fruit of love until the summer of that year, when she was about to graduate from her senior year...

That summer night was actually very beautiful.

The company held a celebration event, which she was usually not keen on. She had seen enough of Xiaoma and Yiling showing off, so she hid outside to get some air.

The lotus in the garden pond is blooming at the right time, curling up, and the lotus fragrance is refreshing.

On a whim, she stepped on the edge of the pond to pick the most beautiful lotus, but unexpectedly, she didn't step on her feet and fell into the pond.

The story of a hero saving a beauty in this world will always happen at the right time, and then she is rescued, and that person is Lu Xiangbei.

After she was rescued, she realized that the person who saved her was a beauty...

There is no suspense in this story.

Later, Tong Xingzhi wanted to thank his daughter's benefactor, and found out that this benefactor was a small employee of his company. After reading his education, he was quite satisfied, so he directly entrusted him with the important task of department head.

And Lu Xiangbei lived up to expectations, and within a few months, he achieved results that made the old man admire. During these few months, Tong Yinian discovered how gradually, he became the person who came to school to pick her up every week ?Why did he slowly sit at the Tong's table?
(End of this chapter)