One way to go north

Chapter 81 Doubt 3
Why does Lu Xiangbei have such great ability?He knows exactly where her snacks are, and now he has found them all, even the pure green dried sweet potatoes and iron broad beans that the proprietress of Liang's private kitchen gave her were confiscated...

"Hey! Keep that for me! That's not junk food!" She rushed to grab it.These dried sweet potatoes and iron broad beans are not worth much at all, but they are all fried by Mrs. Liang herself. Although they are small, they are full of deep heart. Warm and kind eyes...

Naturally, Lu Xiangbei didn't allow her to snatch it. During the fight between the two, the fragile paper bag burst, and dried sweet potatoes and iron broad beans spilled all over the ground...

Tong Yinian felt something hurt in his heart, as if he saw how Mrs. Liang climbed up and down to dry her sweet potatoes...

Lu Xiangbei didn't understand feelings, nor did he understand the warmth between people.

He is a stone man.

She can only make such a conclusion, telling herself that if she argues with such a person, she will also become a stone.

So, she stopped arguing, and stopped making trouble, took the lost plan, threw it heavily in his face, got under the quilt, and ignored him.

Mr. Yu said that she should calm down and not act abnormally, but how could she calm down with such an annoying Lu Xiangbei?
She heard rustling sounds outside, probably he was cleaning the battlefield.

A few minutes later, someone pulled her quilt.

She twisted and lay on the other side.

He stopped touching her, and put a few packing boxes on the bedside table, "I know you can't make dinner by yourself, so I packed it for you, let's eat!"

She still ignored her, so he walked out. Before leaving, he took a look at Tong Yinian's bag, then walked into the study, opened the drawer, and found that an old mobile phone that had been lying in it was gone...

Before leaving, he didn't tell Tong Yinian where he was going, this was his usual style.

He never seemed to think that Tong Yinian would care about where he went and would wait for him at home.

When she first got married, Tong Yinian tried to wait.Although she had been looking forward to leaving Tong's house to live alone, she still felt a little lonely surrounded by the night, so she tried to wait for Lu Xiangbei to come back.

But he never told her when he would be home, any more than he would tell her where he was going.

At first, out of pride, she would not call him to ask him. After all, the foundation of their marriage was not love in the first place. If she doesn't love him, what right or obligation does she have to control where he goes?The most normal state of life for them should be to live together under the same roof, but keep their own space with each other and never interfere with each other. This is the position she gave her marriage at the beginning of the marriage.

It's just that she didn't expect that day by day, she would become more and more infatuated with his appearance, his gestures, his frowning eyebrows when he stared, his slightly parted lips when he spoke, his lonely back when he turned around, everything about him, They all have a taste slowly.

No, it should be said that he is still the same as before, it's just that the admirer has an idea, and everything becomes so different.

Because of the difference, from the beginning, I should wait for him to come home, but now I secretly hope for him to come home. As for people, it seems that as long as there is hope, disappointment will follow.

Contradictions always go hand in hand like this...

There seemed to be a black hole in her heart. Every time she waited in vain, the black hole would grow a little bit, so the black hole became bigger and bigger until she didn't know how to fill it up. thrown into the abyss.

So, wait no more.

However, some things are messed up, and it is so difficult to restore it to its original state.

Just like tonight, the moonlight is still the same, the night is sunny after the rain, neither hot nor cold, it is the best temperature for sleeping, if you are not married, you have already slept heartlessly, but at this time ?Although the decision to divorce has been made, I still listen habitually for no reason, hoping to hear the familiar footsteps and the sound of the door lock opening.

This has become a living habit.

It seems that to change this habit, we really have to wait until a thorough decision is made.

She closed her eyes and stopped looking at the faint light of the pale moon outside the window.

If we can't see the light, will we no longer have hope that we shouldn't have?
Finally, let yourself completely sink into the night, ignorant and unconscious.

I only wish that in the dream, there would be no more frowning of his brows, so that she would no longer have to worry about figuring it out...

The heat, just surrounded, with a familiar atmosphere.

Tonight, this man is determined to win.

No kisses, no lingering prelude...

However, his mobile phone rang in the dark night, interrupting the harmonious movement harshly.

However, today he is so strange, the phone is placed too far away, out of reach on the bed, he retreated immediately, got out of bed to answer the phone...

His tone was urgent, "Hi!"

Moreover, even without clothes on, she tended to walk towards the living room, as if she was afraid that Tong Yinian would hear.

When he walked to the door of the bedroom, he stopped, and said in a surprised and relieved tone, "What's wrong?"

The person on the other end of the phone was also very anxious and spoke loudly. In this silent night, Tong Yinian could hear a few words, "Miss Wu...is missing...I'm looking for..."

Others, she didn't want to hear any more...

Then, Lu Xiangbei said, "I'll be right there."

She was still lying on the bed, and the moonlight poured down faintly, as if a layer of fat had formed on her back.Lu Xiangbei once praised her back, it was extremely beautiful...

But no matter how beautiful the back is, is it still attractive to him?She lay on the bed and smiled bitterly to herself.

Sure enough, he covered her with the quilt, hugged her together with the quilt, bowed his head and kissed her neck, "Nian Nian, I'm going out for a while, I'm sorry, put the quilt on, don't catch a cold."

She suddenly thought, shouldn't it be time to investigate who he was going to see after going out for so long tonight?Does the call he's waiting on have anything to do with the person he's seeing?

Hearing the sound of him pulling the zipper and knowing that his clothes had been put on, an unspeakable feeling suddenly surged in his heart.

She lifted the quilt and got out of bed, hugged him, stepped on his bare feet, and whispered, "Can't you go?"

He took a breath, picked her up, put her back on the bed, covered her with the quilt again, "Good boy, wait for me to come back soon!" Then he kissed her heavily on the lips.

This time, she didn't kiss back.

Strangely, the soft and sweet taste of cotton candy was no longer on his lips.

She didn't know why she hugged him just now, maybe it was a temptation, maybe it was unwillingness, but she didn't regret her behavior, maybe it was a little bit embarrassing, but at this moment, she remembered one thing deeply: in his heart , the predicted caller is more important than Wu Ruoshui, but Wu Ruoshui is more important than her. To him, she is just as light as a feather...

Having this awareness is not a bad thing, really.Sometimes, destruction must be complete in order to make people stronger and stronger...

The soft knock of the door lock reminded her that Lu Xiangbei had left.Very close, very close, but always separated by a layer of film, can not really get close.

A lovelorn and a failed marriage can turn a person into a philosopher, she believed this sentence...

She was a little self-deprecating.

Lying on the bed, the moon is clearly still the same outside the window, but its grinning appearance can no longer be seen. This round of bright moon, besides her, who else will it shine on?
Whose window lattice is one looking at alone?Whose, is it a reward for both of them?
The world is at this time together, but Yue sympathizes differently at this time...

There was a coldness in her heart, she had no other feelings except despair, not even anger, maybe she had no strength...

I don't want to think about it anymore, because I have already made the worst plan in my heart. Without Lu Xiangbei, I might suffer a lot of pain for a while, but the earth still revolves freely, so let's wait until tomorrow to talk about everything...

And tomorrow, it seemed to come earlier than she expected. She didn't think she had slept for a long time, but the alarm clock rang, and she was still very sleepy.

Unsurprisingly, there was nothing around me, and the person who promised to come back in a while didn't return all night...

Her face was stiff, her body was also stiff, she didn't linger around the empty place that belonged to him, she got up quickly to wash up, those people and things that would make people's hearts hurt, she should take the initiative to shield, don't touch, don't think about it.

(End of this chapter)