My host is the Queen of Prophecy

Chapter 886 Xu Mu
I have a dream that I can be by her side all the time.

Yes, by her side, by her side, by her side.

Since I have self-judgment, I have returned to Xu Country.

I don't remember very clearly what happened when I was a fool. There are always some vague fronts flashing in my mind, but it is difficult to connect them into a complete story.

At that time, there was only one thought in my mind, and that was to get the throne of Xu Kingdom.

This matter is not easy, I need to devote myself to it physically and mentally.

Many things are not taken to heart, especially things about the relationship between men and women.

The first time I saw her was at a banquet, and many people came that day.

There are those who are good at singing and dancing, and those who can dance with knives, but no matter what kind, she is the most dazzling person at this banquet.

Although it seems that I am not the only one who thinks she is dazzling.

When I looked into Xu Ci's eyes, I knew he liked her too.

Even if he had had many women before, he still couldn't stop him from liking her.

I also had unspeakable feelings in my heart, but I didn't express it.

But I didn't expect that my mother and concubine actually helped me to ask for her, and she also chose me.

I looked into her eyes with joy in my heart.

If we say that meeting this time is our "previous life", then in fact, I had very little contact with her in this previous life.

Even, it seemed that she had already been grounded in the Winter Sakura Palace without saying a word.

I know that at that time, I can no longer have any objections.

Because the father is still there, even if I believe in my heart that there must be nothing between her and Xu Ci.

Why believe it?

Maybe even I can't say why.

But it is to believe, that is an unconditional belief.

I haven't had time to see her since she was grounded in Winterbloom Palace.

Because I know that the more I don't look at her, the more it is a kind of protection for her.

but……

After all, he still couldn't escape his heart.

Or is it……

An indescribable longing.

I put on a mask and met her in another way.

Her complexion is much better than when I saw her before, and she is playing chess with a person who is not very good at chess.

After observing the chess game for a while, the opponent probably took two or three moves before she won.

When I showed up, I was actually very nervous inside.

But she was different, she wasn't nervous at all, and she didn't care who I was.

Those days were the happiest days when I was with her in this palace.

until--

That Yan Qiushuang's... overreaching (zhugong).

Only then did I realize that I was not unrequited love, it turned out that the person she had always liked was also me.

Just to protect me, I used another seemingly extreme way to stay by my side.

The moment I knew the truth, I just felt that I was really stupid...

Naturally, I can't let her get hurt for me, so I can only say goodbye to her first.

But God seems to be kind to me, and my poison has been cured.

These days, I know deeply that if I have to make a choice.

Her smile can be exchanged for one of my country.

In my mind, it's not about which is more important, but it's simply incomparable.

After the poison was cured, I chose to stay in Winter Sakura Palace.

If one day she finds out that I am lying to her, I will push her down desperately.

Anyway...

This idea has been in my mind for a long time.

Such can't wait...

The time of being together in this life is too short, I only hope that in the next life I can be with her from beginning to end.

That is the greatest satisfaction in my heart.

(End of this chapter)