Rebirth of the ugly girl

Chapter 212 Fu Xiao's Nightmare

Fu Xiao had a physical symptom that was not considered a disease since he was a child. Whenever his body was weak, he would sink into nightmares, have nightmares, dream deep in his memory, and usually dare not recall good nightmares that were blocked.

Most of his nightmares come from his mother when he was a child. She is sometimes gentle and sometimes hysterical, because she suspects that her husband is unfaithful in marriage and betrayed her original love, and because she is extremely unconfident about her appearance, she leads to psychological inferiority.

She is a low self-esteem and timid woman. Even if she suspects that her husband is cheating, she doesn't dare to question her. She will only help her husband tie his tie and send him out on the surface, and then hide in the bedroom and cry secretly, and repeat it over and over again. Ask yourself a son who looks very similar to your husband, do you think your father still loves your mother?
Fu Xiao had a childhood that couldn't be described as happy or painful.

When the father is at home, his mother will be like the gentle mother who spoils her children on TV, without any private nervousness. She will bake sweet and creamy cakes for the family of three to enjoy a leisurely afternoon tea.

When my father rushed to the hospital because there was an emergency patient in the hospital, or decided to come back late because of a dinner at night, the gentle mother would hug the young Fu Xiao during the day and ask him over and over again, like chanting a spell, Why hasn't your father come back yet?

When the other children finished their homework and went out to play together, Fu Xiao stayed at home and comforted his cranky mother. He was obviously younger than the children around him, but his psychological age was several years older than theirs.

In terms of love, if you love someone too much, you are not far from death.

This is what Fu Xiao's mother often said, and it was only said to Fu Xiao, because he heard it more than once or twice, so it was like a curse, and it settled in his mind.

Fu Xiao's parents met on a blind date. Because of their ordinary appearance, Fu Xiao's mother did not leave an impression on Fu Zhiyuan's memory, but Fu Xiao's mother fell in love with Fu Zhiyuan at first sight, and it will be unforgettable for a long time after returning.

At that time, Fu Zhiyuan was still an intern who had just worked in the hospital for two years, and Fu Xiao's mother was the daughter of a well-known wealthy businessman at that time. Because she liked Fu Zhiyuan so much, Fu Xiao's mother ignored her timidity and took the initiative to pursue Fu Zhiyuan. Zhiyuan.

The woman chased the man's layer yarn, not to mention that although the other party was not very good-looking, he had a good personality and was not at all proud and complacent of a rich girl. It took the two of them only half a year from confirming their relationship to getting married.

The married life can be regarded as happy, the couple enjoyed their life and gave birth to Fu Xiao not long after.

Fu Zhiyuan's career also began to go uphill from here, and the help of his father-in-law was indispensable.

Women are very suspicious animals, especially when they are not confident in themselves. After the birth of the child, the husband is always busy and spends less and less time at home.

Sometimes the more you doubt something, coincidentally, there will be a lot of evidence pointing to your doubt.

The clothes that Fu Zhiyuan took off smelled of perfume, which was very strong for women.

That was the first time Fu Xiao's mother had doubts, and she mentioned it to Fu Zhiyuan. Fu Zhiyuan's explanation was that on the way to the hospital, he encountered a woman unconscious, and he gave first aid to the patient.

This explanation sounds believable, but it is not so easy for a woman who has planted the seeds of doubt to believe it.

On the surface, this matter was just exposed, but Fu Zhiyuan's career was on the rise. Zengtian was either busy with the hospital or going out to socialize. The time at home was indeed much shorter than before.

Because of her ordinary appearance, Fu Xiao's mother was rejected several times when she confessed to her crush, and was ridiculed loudly by her classmates. As a result, when she grew up, her personality became more and more introverted, timid, and afraid to try new things.

Although she regained some self-confidence by successfully chasing Fu Zhiyuan back then, it also made her regard Fu Zhiyuan as someone very important to her, so important that she couldn't imagine that he would be separated from her, and could only grow old hand in hand for the rest of her life. .

Men who work hard outside, especially when they are very tired after a day, and hear their wives say these irrelevant things in an unclear voice, will feel extremely boring.

So when Fu Zhiyuan showed no interest in the topic time and time again, and went straight back to the bedroom to fall asleep, Fu Xiao had grown up enough to hear his mother clearly and react to it, and Fu Xiao's childhood officially began. Seeing the mother's mood is good or bad, painful and happy.

The reason why Fu Xiao chose to be a doctor was [-]% because he always asked him if he was not good-looking, so ugly that he couldn't meet his unattractive mother.

When he was very young, the child didn't have the ability to distinguish between beauty and ugliness, and Fu Xiao had already been led by his severely depressed mother to distinguish between beauty and ugliness.

At that time, he was sitting on his mother's lap, and there was a thick photo album on the table in front of him. The first page of the photo album was a beautiful and delicate beauty, and the second page showed a dislocated nose and eyes, and his facial features looked like after being drunk by a sculptor. , an ugly man carved with a carving knife.

I am cowardly, my son is still young, there is only a father in my natal family, there is no mother to confide in, I don’t go out of the house all the year round, I don’t have any close friends who speak my heart, and at the critical moment when my husband is promoted to chief physician, I have no time to care about more and more Sensitive wife.

All the exits were blocked. When Fu Xiao's mother passed away, she quietly took sleeping pills and died in her sleep.

Fu Xiao still remembers that day, he called his mother up for dinner as usual, but when he opened the door, an unusual cold air rushed in, the room with the curtains closed was extremely dark, and there seemed to be something lurking in the dark, waiting for an opportunity. A monster, ready to pounce and bite him at any time.

Fu Xiao hated Fu Zhiyuan, not only hated him for being preoccupied with his career and not paying attention to his wife's unusual behavior, which eventually led to the tragedy, but also hated him for bringing Zhao Wan back three months after his mother passed away.

If he hated Zhao Wan when he was a child and wished that she would be hit by a car when she went out, then after so many years of getting along, people's hearts are full of flesh. Vicious thoughts.

But even if his mood had changed, he still couldn't be kind to Zhao Wan, as well as her and Fu Zhiyuan's daughter.

Their existence is to remind him all the time how happy they are, how bleak his mother was when she died, no one was by her side, quietly swallowed her breath, and died alone in that claustrophobic bedroom.

Shen Ting didn't know why he had such an attitude towards Ding Ding, but she was an outsider who knew nothing, so she couldn't say anything, she just pulled Ding Ding behind her, walked to the side of the hospital bed, poured a cup of tea and handed it to Fu Xiao , "Do you want some water?"

Fu Xiao didn't want to drink water, most of the glucose was hung up, he just wanted to go to the toilet now.

"Help me ring the calling bell." Turning over with great effort, Fu Xiao's face suddenly turned pale, and the wound was involved.

Shen Ting thought that he was not feeling well, so she hurriedly rang the bell and asked, "Did the wound open?"

Fu Xiao shook his head at her, hoping that it was a male doctor who was waiting.

(End of this chapter)