The moonlight sees you

Chapter 18 Brotherhood (2)
Pan Erxiu looked at the water in disbelief.He jumped down, just now, without blinking his eyes, the splash of water hit the back of his hand, it was so cold that even the tip of his heart trembled.He suddenly remembered that time when he was a child, the icy lake surrounded him from all directions, no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't stop himself from sinking, the feeling of leaving the air, the feeling of dying...appeared to him again in an instant mind.He trembled uncontrollably, his teeth were chattering, and his beautiful Danfeng eyes were full of mist. He folded his arms and shouted helplessly: "Brother, come up! Come up quickly!"

After a few seconds, only a few seconds, Pan Erxiu felt as if it had been a long time, he squatted down uncomfortably, and shouted at the cold pool: "Brother, stop making trouble! Come up quickly! Brother——"

There was still no reaction in the pool, and Pan Erxiu became anxious. He put his hand into the water and patted around: "Brother! Mr. Pan Er! Mr. Pan! Come out!"

After a few more seconds, the people in the water still didn't respond. The fear in Pan Erjun's heart became more and more intense. He slapped the surface of the water vigorously and shouted: "Come on! Come on! Someone fell into the water!"

"Come on! Come on!" There was no one in the quiet neighborhood, and the people in the water hadn't come up yet.

"Brother, why are you doing this?" Pan Erxiu shouted, "I didn't ask you to do this!"

"What exactly happened?" Pan Erjun and Ding Ling heard Xiu standing by the pool and yelled from a distance, and rushed over to see what happened.He looked at the ripples on the surface of the water, and his younger brother's panic-stricken expression that almost shed tears, and his heart tightened slightly.

"Brother, brother——he jumped into the water!" Pan Erxiu watched the ripples on the water surface gradually become smaller and couldn't see clearly, and looked at the people next to him out of focus with his pupils, as if he couldn't even speak clearly.

"What?" Pan Erjun looked at the calm water again in shock. Ying Yinger jumped into it just now?

"I, I don't want to, I really don't want to. Ling..." Pan Erxiu's tears couldn't stop falling, and he hugged Ding Ling, "I really didn't want him to jump down. I just wanted, just missed him Just hug me like you did when you were a child, just smile at me, apologize to me, and tell me, Xiu, brother didn't mean not to save you. I just wanted to do that."

"I know, I know." Ding Ling hugged him and patted his back comfortingly, "Don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay. Look, someone went down to rescue him."

It turned out that the two patrolling security guards in the community heard the shouts and ran over in a hurry. When they heard someone fell into the water, they immediately jumped down to save them.

"You—don't hate him?" Pan Erjun couldn't calm down the turmoil in his heart. He never thought that this younger brother who hadn't been in touch with him for many years would be reluctant to die by himself.

"He is my relative, what do relatives hate or not?" Pan Erxiu stared blankly at Pan Erjun, his face was already full of tears, "My brother has been cold and cruel since he was a child, and he doesn't want to talk to others. In a word. Even so, I still follow him like a little tail, even though he never looks at me more. But even so, he is still an idol in my heart."

Pan Erjun was stunned, he never thought that he was like this in his younger brother's mind.It turned out that the younger brother who liked to fight against him actually said such a thing at this moment.

Pan Erxiu didn't feel the changes in the faces of the people around him, but just immersed himself in the memories: "When I fell into the water when I was a child, my brother watched helplessly, but he didn't come down to save me. Do you know how uncomfortable I was at that time?" That's the feeling that the whole world doesn't want me, even my brother doesn't want me, who else would want me?" He said, his eyes seemed to be filled with a fog of sadness, which made Pan Erjun's heart ache Distressed.For so many years, he knew that he had always owed him. If he fell into the water that year, if it wasn't because of his cowardice, how could he have been so helpless that he thought he was going to abandon him?

"I... didn't do it on purpose." Mr. Pan Er faltered, his voice was vague.

Pan Erxiu raised his head and asked suspiciously, "What?"

"Oh, let me tell you, your brother probably didn't mean it." Realizing that he was in someone else's body, Pan Erjun immediately covered it up.Looking at his dearest relative in this world, he finally opened his mouth to explain to himself: "He didn't want to abandon you! In fact, he has a lot of regrets for you. It's not that he doesn't want to smile at you, it's not that he doesn't want to hug you. It's just—— It's just that as soon as he sees you, he will hate himself, hate him very much, hate him very much! Hate himself for being incompetent, cowardly, and timid..."

"You are talking nonsense, brother is not a coward!" Pan Erxiu raised his head suddenly, stared at Pan Erjun and said loudly, "brother is the bravest person, you are not allowed to say that about him! He thinks I am too clingy!"

Pan Erjun was taken aback by his suddenly raised voice, and immediately realized that his image in his younger brother's heart had always been so tall.He believed in himself and relied on himself so much, but what about himself?Abandoning him at his most dangerous time, deep guilt and self-blame filled his heart, making his heart ache.

"I'm sorry, you are my brother's secretary. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. Besides, this is our family matter, so I shouldn't have told you about it." Pan Erxiu realized his gaffe, and quickly apologized in a low voice.

"It's okay." Pan Erjun nodded, "Your brother did something wrong, and he is sorry for you. Because of his fear, you became a vegetable. For so many years, he has been living with guilt, and he has always wanted to tell you, but he just didn't Dare to speak out."

He said these words to his brother with a sincere tone, which was the first time in many years that he expressed his true inner thoughts.Although it is Ying Yinger's identity, this situation seems a bit strange, and I am afraid that only under such circumstances, I have the courage to speak out.After saying this, he actually felt slightly relieved, as if he had put down a heavy boulder.

Pan Erxiu didn't seem to expect that his brother would think this way, and muttered to himself: "Brother, does brother really think so?"

"Wow——" A sound interrupted the conversation between the two, and Ying'er suddenly emerged from the water and shouted at Pan Erxiu, "I can't hold it anymore, are you really not going to save me?"

"Are you all right?"

"What are you doing, what are you pretending to commit suicide in winter?"

"I'm freezing to death!"

Two security guards also surfaced and cursed at Ying Yinger.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Ding Ling hurriedly apologized.

"It's unlucky for us." The two security guards climbed out of the water and ran away trembling.

Pan Erxiu glared at Ying Ying'er in the water, and said bitterly, "You're just pretending!"

"If you are not satisfied, I will also go to the hospital bed for seven years, so you can forgive me, right?" Ying Yinger looked at him and asked.

"Is it so difficult to say I'm sorry?" What he wanted wasn't that, he just wanted him to apologize to him properly and treat him well, why didn't he understand such a simple thing?
Ying Ying'er stood in the water with a smile, and saw that the expression on Pan Erjun's face seemed to have moved. He looked at her and nodded.Ying Yinger chuckled, turned her head to look at Pan Erxiu and said seriously: "I'm sorry. Xiu, can you forgive brother?"

Pan Erxiu looked at her stupidly, his eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky, he didn't expect to hear his brother say sorry to him.He looked at Ding Ling and Pan Erjun next to him with joy, and smiled like a child: "Did you hear that? Brother, he said sorry to me."

"Yes, he told you!" Pan Erjun looked at him seriously, nodded vigorously, then glanced gratefully at Yinger in the water and said, "Then will you forgive him?"

"Xiu! The water is so cold, hurry up and ask Jun to come up!" Ding Ling looked at Ying'er with concern, her eyes couldn't hide her excitement.

Xiu held out his right hand.

Ying Ying'er raised her hand to grab it, and clasped her hands. The two smiled knowingly, and Ding Ling nodded happily behind them, "Great, you finally reconciled, that's great!"

Pan Erjun also had a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and a joyful smile in his eyes.

A few days later, Pan Erxiu and Ding Ling's wedding was finally held with great excitement.Pan Erxiu wore a well-tailored black suit, which matched well with Ding Ling's dreamy white wedding dress.A pair of Bi people stood in the field, attracting everyone's attention.

Pan Erjun and Ying Yinger stood aside to see them look happy and smile at each other, this is really good!
Ying Yinger looked at the beautiful lace on Ding Ling's wedding dress, and said enviously, "That's great, I want to get married too."

The expression on Pan Erjun's face softened a lot: "Yes. Yes."

"Ah? You also want to get married?" Ying Yinger looked at him in disbelief.

"Is there anything strange about this?" Pan Erjun lowered his head and pondered, then suddenly looked up at her and said, "I want another relative." This time, he will definitely protect her well.

Ying Ying'er squeezed her eyes, and said with a narrow smile: "You have more than one relative when you get married. Maybe your wife will help you give birth to seven or eight relatives."

Pan Erjun smiled and said nothing, looking in a good mood.He watched the two people on the field exchanging rings and contracting for life, and the emotions that were uncontrollable before were no longer there.The sunlight evenly sprinkled on his face with soft lines, Ying Ying'er inadvertently turned her head to look at it.It turned out that his own face could be so attractive against the backdrop of his temperament.

"What are you looking at? Don't make me an idiot in public, embarrass me!" Ying Yinger was fascinated by the sight, and was suddenly blindsided by him, full of contempt.

"Hey! Pan Erjun, you—" Ying Yinger was extremely angry, but couldn't say a word, and finally turned her face away to look at the protagonist in the field angrily, and didn't bother to pay attention to the annoying guy next to her.

There was a long silence between the two, and Pan Erjun's voice suddenly came softly: "I'm sorry."

"Ah?" Another inexplicable sentence, Ying Ying'er was taken aback, could it be because he taunted me just now?Thinking about it, he felt like he had heard it wrong. He had become a habit of ridiculing himself, so how could he feel guilty?

"I shouldn't have gotten angry at you that day." Pan Erjun looked at her confused expression, a corner of his heart gradually softened, and his voice was softer.

Ying Yinger rubbed her nose and blushed a little. Pan Erjun apologized, it was really a miracle.

She lowered her head, wondering whether Pan Erjun's face would look special now because of herself.Fortunately, they were standing in a remote corner, and no one would pay attention. If someone familiar with Pan Erjun saw them, they would definitely be frightened. Pan Erjun would blush!
"Pan Erjun, why are you telling me this?"

"Because you are my friend, the closest to my heart."

Ying Yinger's eyes widened in surprise, and she looked back at him in disbelief. What does this mean?
(End of this chapter)