I have a big problem with my past life

Chapter 238 I owe a thousand years of love debt

At this moment, Ning Ye, who was listening to Long Liuxi's evaluation of Xiao Lian's biological father for the first time in his life, felt extremely complicated.

In Long Liuxi's narration, Xiao Lian's biological father is completely a scumbag who ruthlessly abandoned his wife and daughter, not to mention that he did such beastly things as a bully before.

However, Ning Ye could still see from Long Liuxi's words and expressions that she loved and attached to that man deep in her heart.

Now, he really couldn't understand it. Logically speaking, this kind of scumbag who couldn't be more scumbag should have been destroyed by humanity long ago and hated to death by Long Liuxi.

But after thinking about it later, Ning Ye immediately felt extremely fortunate, with mixed joy and sorrow in his heart.

According to the current situation, there is a high possibility that the overlord who raped Long Liuxi, an innocent and innocent girl thousands of years ago, was "myself".If Long Liuxi had always harbored hatred for that man, he would have been ruthlessly smashed to pieces when he saw her for the first time.

Therefore, I should be delighted that I was able to survive under her nose, safe and sound until now.

Worry is guessing that he is really Xiao Lian's biological father, so how can he repay this love debt that has been owed for thousands of years?And what kind of face should he face Long Liuxi who has been hurt so deeply?

Recalling the first encounter with Long Liuxi, Ning Ye remembered a small detail that was very puzzling at the time.

I remember that day, when Long Liuxi came to Chu Ran's mansion and wanted to take away his daughter, when he saw him coming, he subconsciously took half a step back, as if he was some kind of rough beast, so he was afraid of him. .

He didn't understand the situation at the time, and mistakenly thought that Long Liuxi, who looked like a weak woman, was worried that he would hurt her because he was a bad person, and he even explained to her that he was not a bad person.

Thinking about it now, as Longliuxi's true dragon in Shenzhou, he could easily be crushed to death without even relying on his own power. At that time, he was just a beginner in cultivation, so why should he be afraid?

Too many clues are connected in series, and the truth seems to be close at hand and within reach.

Ning Ye asked in a low voice, "Senior Longliuxi, if reincarnation really exists in this world, did we know each other thousands of years ago?"

"I do not understand what you are saying!"

Perhaps it was because of the previous questions that Long Liuxi was already mentally prepared, so when Ning Ye finished speaking, she immediately replied.

"Senior Longliuxi, when you see my current appearance, do you think of the old man named Daochu thousands of years ago? I have seen the same appearance in the dream that I experienced before, and in that In the fantasy dream, there is a little girl who is exactly like you, senior. I thought it was just a coincidental illusory dream, but later I slowly found out that it is not the case. I have always had a very bizarre guess in my heart, and I want to verify it with you, senior. If you know, please let me know!"

"Ning Ye, you just woke up from a deep sleep, you should go and have a good rest, don't talk nonsense anymore."

Ning Ye noticed that when Long Liuxi in front of him heard the name Daochu, his delicate body trembled slightly, and then when he answered himself, his eyes also averted a little, which was far from her previous character performance.

Such an answer is obviously a cover-up.

As the saying goes, explanation is cover-up, cover-up is fact, fact is fact.

Ning Ye had already finished asking all the questions that should be said and asked, and had already got a very clear answer, so he stopped asking.

Now, what he has to do next is to implement the decision he has made before.

"The truth I learned this time out, in fact, you already knew it, Senior Long Liuxi, but you were always afraid that I would be sad after knowing the cruel truth, so you kept hiding it from me. But it is true, at that time When the uninvited guest learned the truth from his mouth, it was really uncomfortable and painful. My whole heart seemed to be torn apart, but I don’t regret it. But no matter what, even though you have concealed the truth from me, But I still want to thank you, at least for making my life less painful during the previous period."

Ning Ye paused, and continued: "I used to know nothing, did a lot of naive and ridiculous things, and did a lot of irreparable mistakes. Even I began to hate myself like this, feeling that I It's like a catastrophe that brings disaster to the cherished people around them, without my presence, they could have lived their lives in peace and happiness."

When talking about this last confession, what he thinks in his mind is not only because of himself, but the demon of blood sense turned into Jiang Jingyi, a lover who only knows how to kill demons, and finally chooses to die because she does not want to be redeemed.

These words of Ning Ye were also addressed to Long Liuxi in front of him.

After so many clues, and the straightforward temptation just now, he has been able to confirm one thing to a large extent, Xiao Lian's biological father should be himself a thousand years ago.

Just like what he said just now, if he hadn't met Long Liuxi a thousand years ago, then she, who is innocent, innocent, lovely and untainted by the dust of the world, would not have experienced the things that followed, nor would she be in such pain as she is now .

There is also her daughter, Xiao Lian, who was implicated and died thousands of years ago. Despite all her efforts, she only gathered some of the remnants of her soul. The memory and the body have always stayed at the size of a child, and they can no longer grow up.

The mistakes of the past have already been made, all Ning Ye can do now is to try his best to make up for this pain.

"That person once said that I am a fruit, a precious fruit that many people will fight for and eat. For a fruit, being eaten is indeed a so-called fate."

Having already made a decision, he asked, "But even if I have to be eaten, I still want to choose a more meaningful way to die. As for Xiao Lian's current physical condition, if I eat her, will I be able to recover?"

As if he didn't expect Ning Ye to make such a decision, Long Liuxi's eyes widened. In addition to shock, there was uncontrollable anger in his eyes.

"Do you really know what you're talking about? Do you choose to escape when you encounter problems? You don't know how much others have paid for you?"

In anger, Long Liuxi asked directly. She thought of the sword master who had just left not long ago, and how the sword master gave up everything to give up the sword many years ago, and wanted to cut off the shackles of fate for this man and let him be free. Pay without regret, even if you are treated as a pawn, you will have no regrets.

But this man cowardly gave up at such a time?

Ning Ye, who was scolded bloody, would have fled in embarrassment in the past, but at this time, his expression did not change at all, he remained calm, and silently accepted all the scolding from Long Liuxi .

He is also very clear that his current actions really look like cowardice and cowardice.

It's just that there are some reasons that he hasn't had time to say...

Because he learned the cruel truth, Ning Ye really fell into self-loathing and self-loathing. He felt that he was like a disaster star that brought disasters to those around him, making those close to him unhappy, and he didn't want the tragedy to happen again.

But besides that, there is another important reason.

After waking up from a coma, his cultivation base has soared, he always feels that his body has become strange, and even fears himself, as if there is some terrible demon sealed in his body, and once he is released from the predicament, it will cause immeasurable damage. Tragedy, when the time comes, all the cherished people around will not be able to escape.

And in his subconscious mind, there was always a voice reminding him to seek death as soon as possible, and never let the horrible things in his body grow uncontrollably.

That voice was very familiar, it was Ning Ye himself.

(End of this chapter)