After slacking my ex, he became my marriage partner

Chapter 54 Do You Cherish It?

The woman is full of smiles, and there is a hazy layer of water mist in her bright eyes like autumn water. She is young and pure, and her lips are delicate and charming, which is attractive to pick.

Xu Yunjie lowered his eyes to look at her for a moment, but he was still so indifferent, "With your current physical condition, it's a good thing that you can get up tomorrow morning."

He ignored her small movements, did not push her arm away, and let her approach, but did not respond.

"Ah? So serious?"

Cheng Ruan raised his head, pitifully, "Then you stay with me, okay, I'm afraid alone."

Seemingly surprised, the man raised his eyebrows, "Are you still afraid?"

Tsk, what are you talking about? !
Cheng Ruan was upset for a moment, and her tone was a bit accusatory: "Yes, I'm afraid you will get angry, I'm afraid you'll ignore me, I'm afraid you will be seduced by the goblins outside."

"Yeah." The man nodded lightly, "It's normal to be afraid, after all, it's not impossible."

Cheng Ruan: "?"

She was shocked, hugged Xu Yunjie's waist as if revenge, and lit fire everywhere.

The man held her down, "let go, go to sleep."

"I don't, I want you to stay with me." Cheng Ruan turned his face away, no matter what Xu Yunjie said, it would not work.

"Xu Yunjie, you are obviously worried about me, and you are obviously reluctant to let me get hurt. Why don't you admit it?"

Cheng Ruan didn't understand Xu Yunjie's behavior of not alienating her while caring about her, she hugged his waist aggrievedly, "Why do you have to be so indifferent?"

She put her whole body on it, and Xu Yunjie put her arms behind her helplessly, supporting her back, "Then what do you want me to do to you?"

Cheng Ruan said without even thinking about it: "Be gentle, hug me more, kiss me, don't say what you mean."

She spoke happily, but she didn't realize that the man's face became colder almost every time she said a word.

Finally, when she finished speaking, the man was silent for a while.

Cheng Ruan couldn't help looking up at him.

He just happened to look at her, met her gaze, and said slowly: "I have done what you said before."

Cheng Ruan's body froze slightly.

"Do you cherish it?"

The man's voice cannot be said to be cold, but it also has thorns.

Cheng Ruan's arms were just so loose, and all kinds of things from the past flashed before his eyes.

When we were together, although Cheng Ruan took the initiative in many things, Xu Yunjie really doted on her, as long as she asked, he could do most of them.

He is naturally cold-tempered, has a strong sense of private domain, and doesn't like to have too close contact with people, but she is different. She likes to act like a baby to him, likes to cling to him, and likes to share everything with him.

At that time, she was strong and sensitive, in order to make sure that Xu Yunjie really liked her, and to make sure that Xu Yunjie was different from other girls, she would often make some unreasonable demands.

For example, he was not allowed to talk to a girl who had a crush on him, asked him to write love letters to himself from time to time, dragged him to secretly kiss on the school rooftop, and constantly tested Xu Yunjie's bottom line.

He never said anything about it, he just did his best to satisfy her.

Therefore, even though Xu Yunjie was very cold-tempered and sometimes very rigid, Cheng Ruan never thought of breaking up with him.

At the beginning, she always thought that they would go to the end and get married after graduating from university.

Xu Yunjie asked her if she cherished it?
Of course she has been cherishing.

It's just that the incident five years ago touched her bottom line, so she spoke ill of him on the day they broke up.

How good he was to her, how much she hated him back then.

Cheng Ruan recalled those bad things five years ago, lowered his arms, took a step back, and said in a cold tone: "So you plan to keep stalemate with me like this?"

Xu Yunjie's eyelids drooped, his crow-feather-like eyelashes trembled slightly, his gaze fell on Cheng Ruan's face lightly, as if he was looking at her, and seemed to be recalling something through her, his expression was indifferent, but he had a few words for no reason. Very lonely.

Cheng Ruan looked up at him, and quickly looked away.

"I want to rest, you go out."

She will not force him.

She was the one who broke up with her five years ago, not to mention his personality, Xu Yunjie was really kind and caring to her in other respects.When she proposed to break up, he did bow to her.

So much so that at that time she felt that she was his only exception, and he would definitely come to coax her again.
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living room.

The light was not turned on, and the figure of the man was hidden in the darkness. The scarlet fireworks between his fingers were extraordinarily bright in the dark night, and his brows and eyes were full of depression.

Over the years, Xu Yunjie gradually grew up with the indifference deep in his bones, and the unwillingness and helplessness towards Cheng Ruan.

When he first arrived abroad, every time he heard news about Cheng Ruan, he would suffer a lot.

Dark thoughts of love and hate occupy his mind.

Gradually, he began to feel that he was beyond recognition.

He didn't want to be separated from her, he wanted to see her every day.But he can't see her smiling at others, and occasionally wants to tie her up with a chain and lock her in the room, so that she can only see him alone, rely on him alone, and never want to lose him again.

Xu Yunjie had extreme thoughts more than once.

He himself knew that his ideas were dangerous.

No, in other words, he never felt normal.

The impact of the native family on Xu Yunjie is decisive.

When he was young, his love was clumsy and cautious. He thought his love was barren and boring, like weeds worthless, like weeds rooted in the ground and vines flying around. If he was not careful, he would hurt Cheng Ruan.

He dare not love too much.

Moreover, he wanted too much, and what she could give was far from enough.

Five years.

He survived for five years.

Now he can finally control his own life, can give Cheng Ruan everything she wants, and has the ability and means to lock her by his side.

But looking back, he found that he was almost at the end, and Cheng Ruan was still standing there without moving.

She liked him one bite at a time, her mouth was sweeter than anyone else's.

But from her eyes, Xu Yunjie couldn't see much concern.

At least she didn't like him as much as she said.

The cigarette between his fingers was about to burn out, so Xu Yunjie extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, picked up the ice water on the table, and drank it all in one gulp.

It seems that Cheng Ruan's knot was still five years ago.

What on earth is she minding?
Mind if he didn't stay with her during the period after the college entrance examination?
Or do you mind his studying abroad?

Xu Yunjie got up and walked to the guest bedroom where Cheng Ruan was sleeping. He came to the door and pressed the doorknob, but he didn't use any force.

What if?
If Cheng Ruan was just playing around, she would have lost her feelings for him long ago.

The man's hand didn't work hard for a long time.

After a long time, he relaxed like accepting his fate.

Xu Yunjie returned to the room and made a call.

"Have you found it?" he asked over there.

"Found it. The person who knocked Miss Cheng unconscious and brought her into the alley was Yan Mo, the young master of the Yan family, who was also...your high school classmate."

The man's expression changed, and a hint of surprise quickly burst from his calm black eyes. After a moment of thought, he asked, "Are you sure it's Yan Mo?"

"Sure! The roadside surveillance shows that that person is the young master of the Yan family."
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In the room, there was a small lamp by the bed.

Cheng Ruan hadn't slept yet, she sat on the bed for a while, and before going to sleep, she saw a glass of milk on the bedside table, which Xu Yunjie brought in for her.

Cheng Ruan walked over, picked it up, put it to his lips, and sipped his mouth lightly.

After a while, she turned and walked into the bathroom with a numb expression, and poured the milk into the sink.She turned on the faucet and rinsed away the remaining milk in the sink.

After doing all this, she slowly raised her head and stared at herself in the mirror.

His eyes seemed to be looking at another soul hidden under this skin.
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The next day.

Cheng Ruan was awakened by a nightmare.

After waking up, she felt a dull pain in her head, and she couldn't remember what happened in the dream, but the bloody picture spread in front of her eyes in the dream was still flashing.

She lay on the bed and thought about it for a long time, and felt as if she had dreamed of Yan Mo.

In high school, Cheng Ruan and Yan Mo had always had a close relationship.

Especially in a fight, the two are perfect golden partners.

Doing the math, Cheng Ruan has known Yan Mo longer than he has known Xu Yunjie.

She and Yan Mo met because of a fight in the first semester of high school, but Xu Yunjie appeared in the second semester of high school.

Cheng Ruan's entire high school life, even his entire youth, was connected with these two people.

It's funny to say that after graduating from high school, one of these two people broke up with her and the other broke up with her.

Back then, almost as soon as she broke up with Xu Yunjie, Yan Mo suddenly came to look for her, like crazy, grabbing her and asking questions, asking some inexplicable questions.

But she didn't remember the things he asked.

He insisted that she had killed his sister.

But Cheng Ruan didn't have any episodes related to Yan Yuwei in his memory at all, and he didn't know Yan Yuwei well. He only knew that Yan Yuwei chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building because she couldn't stand the bullying on campus.

In Cheng Ruan's memory, Yan Mo was not an impulsive person, nor was he someone who would be easily provoked by others.

So, after Yan Mo came to look for her that day, she recalled it for a long time, but she still couldn't remember anything.

For a while, she even began to doubt her own memory. Later, her father told her that she was not in good health during that time, and she had a high fever all the time in a daze. She almost didn't have a fever.

Not long after Xu Yunjie left, Yan Mo also left the country.

At this point, Cheng Ruan's wanton and bright youth came to an end with the departure of the two.
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Cheng Ruan lay on the bed to calm down, and tilted her head to look at her phone, it was only ten o'clock in the morning.

That's six hours of sleep.

She wanted to sleep for a while, turned sideways, and subconsciously swept her arms around, but found nothing.

At the same time, there were sores all over the body.

She regained her composure, oh, yes, this is not her home.

There is no bear in her bed.

Cheng Ruan turned over with difficulty, hugged the quilt and continued to sleep.She had just closed her eyes when her cell phone rang.

The call was not signed.

Cheng Ruan thought about it, and guessed that her grandma probably made the call.

She pressed connect, threw the phone aside and ignored it, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

The old lady seemed to have eaten gunpowder: "Cheng Ruan! Come back to Cheng's house, now! Immediately!"

After she finished speaking, Cheng Ruan even heard the sound of bowls and chopsticks being smashed over there, "Cheng Ruan, what are you messing with? Why did I get involved with such an uneasy junior like you?"

Cheng Ruan thought her grandma was still talking about the news, so she said lazily, "I won't go to Ji's house, let alone marry Ji Fanli."

There was a pause, and then the voice became more aggressive: "I don't care who you marry now, I just ask you a question, why did you report your sister to the Education Bureau?!"

(End of this chapter)