After slacking my ex, he became my marriage partner

Chapter 65 It was you who provoke me first

The meteorological radio broadcasts the rainstorm warning in a loop, reminding the general public not to go out unless necessary, and to prepare for flood control.The typhoon warning was sounded, and the torrential rain was raging. Several trees on the street were crooked, and the doors of several convenience stores were also blown up and smashed by the typhoon.

In the middle of the night, the evil wind whistled.

Thunder and lightning.

Perhaps because of the weather, Cheng Ruan didn't sleep well this time.

She tossed and turned, and her dream was full of pictures from the past.
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Five years ago, after Xu Yunjie left, Cheng Ruan forced himself to forget him and everything that happened with him.She swore that she would never miss someone who had abandoned her.

It's really hard to forget someone.

So, Cheng Ruan started self-hypnosis.Since I can't forget it, I might as well think about it every day, and think about the time when Xu Yunjie was not considerate to her.

After a long time, Xu Yunjie's image in Cheng Ruan's heart and his attitude towards her can only be recalled by the word indifference.

If you don't deliberately think about it, even Cheng Ruan himself will almost forget that Xu Yunjie lost his composure in front of her.
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She remembered that it was after the third grade of high school.

Xu Yunjie is going out to participate in a competition, and there is a girl who has a crush on him with him.

Coincidentally, the two were also assigned to a group in the subsequent competition.

When Cheng Ruan skipped class to watch Xu Yunjie at the competition venue, he heard gossip about Xu Yunjie and that girl.

She was upset, but she couldn't find Xu Yunjie anywhere.

After inquiring, I found out that Xu Yunjie and the girl were doing experiments in the laboratory.

Cheng Ruan looked for it almost without thinking.

Walking there to see, sure enough, Xu Yunjie was conducting an experiment with that girl.

Because the two were in a group, they were very close to each other during the experiment. The girl saw Cheng Ruan, but she didn't tell Xu Yunjie. Instead, she deliberately touched Xu Yunjie's hand with the back of her hand during the experiment.

Cheng Ruan was outside the window and could see clearly.

Her first thought at the time was to rush in and rub the girl on the ground.

But she had just had an awkward fight with Xu Yunjie at that time, if she rushed in like this, it would be embarrassing for her.

For the first time, Cheng Ruan calmed down, turned around and left, and never looked for Xu Yunjie during the competition.
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Cheng Ruan was depressed for a few days because of Xu Yunjie's incident, but she never lacked friends.

The way they play is also fancy, and they play crazy, and they can forget all the troubles.
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At that time, she hadn't broken up with Yan Mo yet.

Yan Mo was in the same class as her at the time, and her grades in the class were also at the bottom of the class. Cheng Ruan and him were the same kind of people, they couldn't listen to the class, and their minds were all on how to play.

The two hit it off immediately, and skipping classes is a common occurrence.

During that time, they almost played all the Internet cafes and chess and card shops outside the school.

Because the two went in and out together, and even ate together, gradually, rumors emerged.

It is said that Cheng Ruan dumped Xu Yunjie and turned around and fell in love with Yan Mo.

He also said that Cheng Ruan had already slept with Yan Mo.

Others said that they met Cheng Ruan and Yan Mo in a small hotel near the school.

In short, there are any kinds of arguments.

At that time, Cheng Ruan always thought that she and Yan Mo were buddies who hated each other.

He doesn't treat her like a girl, and she doesn't treat him like a boy.

Ever since she was a child, Cheng Ruan had heard a lot of rumors about her, but she didn't take it seriously at the time, she just played as she wanted, as if she wanted to prove that she could live happily without Xu Yunjie.

After that, she didn't even answer Xu Yunjie's calls.
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At that time, in the middle of winter, even standing outside in a down jacket would make your teeth chatter from the cold.

One day, after eating hot pot with her group of friends, Cheng Ruan went back to the apartment her father rented for her around the school.

She drank some wine and blushed.

My head is a little confused.

But the nerves are more sensitive.

I always feel like someone is following me.

She quickened her pace, and pretended to take out her mobile phone, pretending that she was talking to someone.

Maybe it's because I just finished eating with Yan Mo, or maybe it's because Yan Mo fought desperately like her.

Cheng Ruan accidentally called Yan Mo's name over the phone.

However, almost the moment she called out Yan Mo's name, she heard footsteps approaching rapidly behind her, and then, her mobile phone was blown away and submerged in the thick snow.

A strong force pulled her body over and pushed her against the wall next to the bushes.

Because she was wearing thick clothes at the time, Cheng Ruan didn't feel much on her back. She wanted to ask for help, but her mouth was tightly covered by the visitor. At this moment, she saw the appearance of the visitor clearly.

Xu Yunjie didn't know how long he had been waiting for Cheng Ruan outside the apartment, his whole body felt cold.

The five fingers looked more like they had just been taken out of an ice cave.

He pinched her neck, the edges of the whites of his eyes were red, the veins on the back of his hands were bulging, but his fingers were still reluctant to use force.

"Cheng Ruan, you were the one who provoked me first, you were the one who provoked me first... I really believed you when you said you liked me..." He repeated in Cheng Ruan's ear over and over again.
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That time, Xu Yunjie was one of the few who took the initiative to kiss Cheng Ruan.

It was also the first time Cheng Ruan knew that Xu Yunjie's kissing was too terrible.

During that kiss, both of them didn't close their eyes. Cheng Ruan always remembered Xu Yunjie's eyes at that time, full of red bloodshot eyes, like a wolf driven to a desperate situation, howling silently in pain and despair .

That was the first time Xu Yunjie showed all his emotions in front of Cheng Ruan.

His love, his hate, even... his fear and despair.

That night, the two wrestled together for a long time, and almost reached the final step.

Cheng Ruan felt that she would never forget that night.

The bloodshot eyes of the young man, the cool and powerful hands, the uncontrollable bloody kiss, the resonance of the heart in the two young bodies.

Cheng Ruan was certain that Xu Yunjie at that time must have loved her to death.

When she was an adult, she would occasionally think, if she could be ruthless at that time and dump Xu Yunjie when he loved her the most.

Maybe she could become a cinnabar mole in Xu Yunjie's heart, and be remembered by him for a lifetime.

Instead of leaving her alone locked in this lonely city like later.
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next day
When she woke up from the hotel, Cheng Ruan was covered in sweat.

The sound of rain beating against the glass windows, crackling.

The curtains were tightly drawn, not revealing any light.Cheng Ruan unlocked the phone in a daze, and with the help of the faint star on the phone screen, the room was slightly brightened.

There are several missed calls on the mobile phone, and there are 99+ WeChat messages.

She took a quick glance and saw that there were [-] wechat messages from Xu Yunjie, and all the missed calls were from Xu Yunjie.

Xu Yun Festival...

In all of Cheng Ruan's bizarre dreams last night, there was Xu Yunjie's figure, her arms were lying on her back, her phone was smashed in her palm.

She closed her eyes, as if she could still feel the lingering warmth of the charming dream.

It's bewitched.

Regardless of the wound, Cheng Ruan went into the bathroom and took a shower.

Afterwards, she had cosmetics and clothes brought to her.

Cheng Ruan doesn't like makeup, but it is undeniable that makeup can make people look better. She stretches her eyeliner and puts on lipstick.Although the bruises on her body hadn't disappeared, Cheng Ruan wanted to wear a skirt today, so she took out the cream and covered up the bruises bit by bit.

Dressed up and down for about an hour.

She drove to the busiest shopping mall nearby.

Get a facial, get your hair dyed, go shopping, get new jewelry.

Spend money to make her happy.

Hair should be cut when it needs to be cut, clothes should be changed when it needs to be changed, and men should be thrown away when it needs to be thrown away.

Life is limited, and Cheng Ruan wants every day in his life to be satisfactory.

(End of this chapter)