Rebirth of the Star Rat

Chapter 108 Chen Fei's suicide note

Chen Yizhe didn't know how he returned to his so-called home.

All he knew was that he had gone back when he woke up again.

Everything in front of him was familiar yet unfamiliar, and for some reason, tears welled up in his eyes.

He looked at everything in the room in a daze, hugging his knees and sobbing.

In my heart, an unspeakable pain was rising.

The appearance of Chen Fei before his death appeared in his mind. At this moment, Chen Yizhe couldn't describe the feeling in his heart

He stood up in a daze, looked around, and went down again.

There was a "click" sound, and immediately, Chen Yizhe stood up:

"you come back……".

The sound stopped abruptly, Chen Yizhe froze in place, he looked at the person who walked in, motionless like a corpse.

"The head of Fade Chen has already left, you have to mourn and change." The person who came in was Fade Chen's right-hand man Wang Tiejun. He patted Chen Yizhe on the shoulder and stuffed a letter-like letter into Chen Yizhe's hand:
"This is the only thing left to you by Chief Fade Chen. I haven't read it. You should take a good look at it yourself."

Wang Tiejun's eyes were also a little red and swollen. The upper class would never understand the suffering of the lower class. Fade Chen was sincerely kind to his subordinates, so it was impossible for them to be happy when Fade Chen died.

After finishing speaking, Wang Tiejun got up and left. He knew that at this time, it would be better for Chen Yizhe to be alone.

The whole room fell into silence again, and Chen Yizhe froze in place like a log, or as if he had been cast with a hold technique.

After a long time... He fell down and lay on the bed again.

The eyes were blurred, and tears covered everything.

He raised his arm, and he could vaguely see the large characters on the letter: Received by Chen Yizhe——Leave by Chen Fei!

Mechanically tore open the envelope, took out the letter from inside, and Chen Yizhe read it.

His body began to tremble, and the tears welled up more violently, "ah..." he couldn't bear it any longer, and twitched painfully while holding his head.

……

Yi Zhe, I'm sorry, this is the first time I've called you that since your mother died, I think you'll forgive me, right?
But it doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, because if you can read this letter, it means that I am dead!
I really want to go back to when you were young. At that time, you would hold my hand and take me to the place you want to go, pointing to toys or snacks and saying to me:

"Dad, I want that, I want that...".

I really want to go back to when you were young. At that time, our family would often take you to the amusement park. Seeing your cheerful figure, you would hold my hand and say to me:

"Dad, I want to play pirate ship, I also want to play bumper car...".

I really want to go back to when you were young. At that time, you would be very sensible. When the family had dinner, you would serve your mother and me.

But I know that all this can't go back.

Since your mother died, there is no going back.

Your mother is a very beautiful, gentle, and virtuous woman. The two luckiest things in my life are to marry her and then give birth to you with her.

I don't know who I provoked, maybe it was because of my status as the head of the Huaxia State Service Department. In short, I was assassinated.

Your mother was killed by those bastards to protect you.

pain!I should be in more pain than you, after all, my relationship with your mother is too deep...

If I could, how I wish I was just an ordinary person who met and fell in love with your mother, got married and gave birth to you, and the family lived together until death!

will you hate meIf possible, I would like to ask: Yi Zhe, will you hate me?

Hehe, you should hate me, after all, since you were nine years old, you haven't received any warmth from home.

You often ask me: Do I regard you as my own son, or do I just regard you as a tool of power.

Whenever I see you glaring at me, I still have to pretend to be indifferent, and I feel like I'm about to collapse.

So, except for the tasks of the Ministry of State Service, I rarely see you again.

I am not a good husband, let alone a good father.

I can't protect my wife well, and even my son has to suffer along with it.

I was afraid, because of fear, I often dreamed that those who killed your mother came again, and they killed you in front of me.

Even though it's just a nightmare, I feel like I'm going crazy when I think about your pain before you die.

So, I pretended to be myself, I want you to hate me, I want you to use your hatred for me, your desire for freedom to work hard, to strengthen yourself, I want you to be the most powerful person in the world until no one else can Threatening your life, perhaps, at that time, I will let go, and I will not force you to do things you don't want to do.

You are a genius, an unimaginable genius.

As a father, I'm sorry that I didn't recognize your talent. As a teenager, you should have been envied by all your classmates on campus, but I forced you to give you tasks after vacation.

The good thing is that your progress is unbelievable, but you have already reached the initial stage of tendon training, and this level of cultivation is enough for you to protect yourself.

But it's not enough, it's not enough, you have to get stronger.

Yi Zhe, do you know?The luckiest thing in my life is to have you and your mother, and the pride of my life is you, my son of Fade Chen!
Although, when facing you, I must be indifferent, even though I miss you so much, I dare not face it... But whenever I hear people from the Ministry of State Affairs mention you, at that moment, I feel I am the happiest person in the world.

I'm glad you found someone you like in Sijiu High School. Li Jing is a nice girl. You can rest assured that I didn't do anything to her. If you can, you can take her to my grave after I die. Bye me?

If possible, I also hope that you can bring a few bottles of Lao Baigan to my grave to chat with me during the Chinese New Year?Don't say you don't drink, I know, you drink better than me.

If possible, I hope you can visit your grandpa if you have time. I am also not a good son, because I love your mother, and I haven't been back for 26 years since we got married.

if it is possible……

Well, the mission is about to begin, and the competition for energy spars is not easy.

I'm very glad that the chairman called you over alone, so at least I don't have to worry about your safety.

I have a premonition that maybe I will die in this competition for energy crystals. This premonition appeared when your mother was there, so I thought about it and decided to write this letter to you.

Because, I don't want my son to still hate me after I die.

Finally, if possible, I really want to hear you call me "Dad" again.

Yi Zhe, my son, my son of Fade Chen, if you really read this letter, then it means that I am dead, so... At this moment, time and space seem to overlap, and Fade Chen's appearance is in the Chen Yizhe clearly appeared in front of his eyes.

His pale face, the gentleness when he looked at Chen Yizhe, and the big bloody hand stroking him.

"Yizhe, you are free."

"Yizhe, you are free."

"Yizhe, you are free."

"...".

Chen Fei's words kept lingering in Chen Yizhe's ears, like a curse that would never dissipate.

"Ah" pulling his hair tightly, Chen Yizhe's eyes were bloodshot, bloodshot, he screamed like crazy, his whole face was wet with tears.

Suddenly, he seemed to think of something, and he stood up.

His eyes were blood red and looked extremely ferocious.

He galloped in one direction like crazy, rampaging along the way, and his powerful cultivation in the late stage of muscle training made him not afraid of any modern means of transportation.

Cars, buses, and sports cars were smashed into pieces by Chen Yizhe. He turned into a phantom and disappeared into the city in an instant.

In the base of the headquarters of the Huaxia State Service Department, except for the harvest of the energy spar this time, all the senior officials of the State Service Department are discussing who should be the next head of the headquarters.

With a bang, the iron door was knocked into the air, and everyone looked at the door.

There, Fade Chen was standing with his eyes bloodshot. He looked at the fiery high-level executives of the State Service Department who were talking, and said word by word:

"I want to be the head of the headquarters."

He took a sharp step forward, and the ground sank immediately, and the whole base trembled slightly. He looked crazy, looked at these people with a distorted expression, and roared:
"I said, I want to be the head of the Ministry of State Services, and the things of my old Chen family must never be taken away by anyone."

"Chen Yizhe" a 30-year-old senior member of the State Service Department stood up in an instant. Among them, he has the strongest foundation, and he has the greatest chance of becoming the new head of the headquarters, so he can't let Chen Yizhe make trouble. He pointed Chen Yizhe, with a face full of anger:

"What the hell are you crazy about?"

With fierce eyes and cold eyes, Chen Yizhe looked at this person, he stepped forward, and his body immediately disappeared in place.

Immediately afterwards, with a loud bang, Chen Yizhe lifted the man up against the wall of the base.

The violent force directly hit the base slightly dented, the man couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood, he looked at Chen Yizhe in horror.

His whole body exuded hostility, his eyes were bloodshot, Chen Yizhe was like a devil, making people frightened, he stared at this man firmly, and roared:

"I said, I want to be the head of the Ministry of State Service, didn't you hear?".

Quiet, no one spoke anymore, everyone was afraid of Chen Yizhe, they were afraid that this lunatic would completely lose his mind just because of his own words.

"Okay, I'll give you the position of head of the headquarters." Qin Li, who fell into silence, spoke at this moment. His eyes were deep, and he met Chen Yizhe's crazy eyes:
"However, I only give you three months. Within three months, if you fail to meet my requirements, you have to step down from this position."

His figure trembled, Chen Yizhe looked at Qin Li, he smiled, coupled with that ferocious face, blood red eyes, enough to make anyone terrified...

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