I can't be stable in the full-time mage world

Chapter 133 Xu Zhaoting's Psychological Changes
"I haven't been back to the dormitory for a long time, and I don't know if my sheets and bedding are moldy?" Shen Ming stood in front of the dormitory and said with some emotion.

The university I went to was not like a university at all. I didn't go to class a few times, and I didn't even live in the dormitory.

Shen Ming and Mo Fan are probably the only students who are so self-willed.

……

"Are you so serious?"

As soon as Shen Ming entered the door, he saw Xu Zhaoting seriously studying a book called "Introduction to the Intermediate Thunder System".

Xu Zhaoting, who was reading the book seriously, was startled by the sudden voice, but when he turned around and saw the familiar face, he excitedly put down the book in his hand.

"Shen Ming! You are finally back!"

Xu Zhaoting hugged Shen Ming, and patted Shen Ming's back heavily.

Shen Ming was caught off guard by Xu Zhaoting's enthusiasm, but he didn't push him away.

"Well...it's so late, have you eaten yet? How about I treat you to dinner? Your sheets and bedding...I will take them out to dry regularly, so if you stay in the dormitory tonight, there is no problem." Xu Zhaoting said a little He said at a loss, and even acted a little too much, as if treating Shen Ming as a superior.

For Xu Zhaoting's attitude, Shen Ming suddenly felt uncomfortable.

"That... thank you! But I've already eaten, so I don't need to trouble you." Shen Ming was embarrassed, but he still thanked him.

"I should be the one to say thank you, you saved my life. I always wanted to thank you, but unfortunately I didn't have the chance!" Xu Zhaoting scratched his head, looked at Shen Ming with some shame and said.

Once in Bo City, Xu Zhaoting was also a high-spirited young man who fantasized about becoming a grandmaster of a generation.But after experiencing the moment of life and death, the arrogance and vigor in Xu Zhaoting's heart have been completely wiped away.

He thanked Shen Ming from the bottom of his heart for saving him, so he subconsciously put on a very humble attitude in front of his savior.

"En! I accept." Shen Ming smiled and nodded to Xu Zhaoting.

"Ah?" Xu Zhaoting was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Shen Ming to answer like this.Shouldn't normal people say something politely, you're welcome?

Xu Zhaoting didn't feel that Shen Ming's answer was wrong, but that Shen Ming accepted it like this, which made him feel a little bit disappointed.

The two came from the same place, and now one is a high-ranking genius, while the other is an ordinary student buried in a sea of ​​people.

Xu Zhaoting just didn't know how to thank Shen Ming, because he felt that everything he had was not worthy of the sun-like genius in front of him.

"What? Can't you? A thank you is enough. Although I saved your life, your life is not mine. It can only be said that God doesn't accept you! Why should you always take it to heart?" Shen Ming patted Xu Zhaoting's shoulder.

Shen Ming suddenly found that although he saved Xu Zhaoting's life, the "proud heart" of this guy in front of him seemed to be dead.

"But I owe you all the time, and I don't know how to pay it back." Xu Zhaoting's eyes began to flicker, and he didn't dare to look directly at Shen Ming's eyes, and kept scratching his head to hide his embarrassment.

Shen Ming looked at Xu Zhaoting whose hands had nowhere to rest and couldn't help feeling a little more guilty in his heart.

It's easiest to change a person between life and death, but he didn't expect Xu Zhaoting to become so humble in front of him.

"Then treat it as if you owed me! Then you can't pay it back now, your life is worth a lot!"

Seeing Shen Ming's gaze became strange, Xu Zhaoting couldn't help feeling jealous in his heart.What Shen Ming did and said, is this a kind of pity?

Shen Ming looked at the increasingly powerful blue halo on Xu Zhaoting's body, and cursed in his heart: It's bad, did I act so superior?Obviously very approachable, okay?

"Xu Zhaoting!"

Shen Ming suddenly shouted!
Xu Zhaoting, who was originally stunned, trembled with fright at the sudden cry.

"Your attitude made the relationship between us a little awkward. I saved you because we are roommates, we are people we met before. We are friends! If you just feel owed to me, then not only you It’s hard, so I’m also hard.” Shen Ming looked at Xu Zhaoting and said sincerely.

Shen Ming understood Xu Zhaoting's feeling.A person helps you, maybe it doesn't matter to that person at all.But you who have been helped remember it in your heart, but you find that your self-righteous repayment is still insignificant in the eyes of that person.

This feeling has the potential to lead an otherwise grateful young man astray.

Shen Ming didn't want to see Xu Zhaoting become like this.

"Am I... qualified to be your friend?" Xu Zhaoting was suddenly touched.

People flock together and things form groups.In this place of Pearl Academy, the strong survive and competition is everywhere.Where are the so-called friends?But is it necessary for a genius like Shen Ming to lie to himself?

"Now you are not qualified! Because you subconsciously put me in a high position and yourself in a low position. Sometimes it is really difficult to tell who owes whom between people. I used to I saved you, why can't you save me in the future?
I just saw that you were reading that "Introduction to Intermediate Lightning System" very seriously.I can see that you are working hard to become stronger!Although it is unknown now, who can tell the future?
I don't want you to feel like you owe me your whole life just because I saved you once.It's that simple! "Shen Ming looked at Xu Zhaoting with very sincere eyes.

The nameless fire in Xu Zhaoting's heart suddenly went out.Emotions are a very complicated thing, and things are reversed when extremes are reached. When gratitude and indebtedness reach a peak, it is easy to evolve into hatred.

"I don't want to say anything, you don't owe me bullshit. Because you owe me, and you are worthy of my rescue! At the beginning, knowing that it was a dead end, didn't you rush in? This kind of bravery is not for everyone. There are all of them. Are you worse than anyone else?" Everything Shen Ming says now is what he thinks in his heart.

Shen Ming never pity anyone, because there is no need for that.The reason why he chose to save Xu Zhaoting at the beginning was partly because he hated the Black Vatican, and partly because he felt sorry for the loss of this brave life.

"I..." Xu Zhaoting suddenly felt that he was ridiculous. Just now, he felt a little jealous in his heart, complaining about a person who regarded him as a friend.

"You were a genius in Bo City back then, who are you inferior to? So... I am your friend, not your creditor?" Shen Ming smiled and patted Xu Zhaoting's shoulder lightly.

Having said so much, it is almost enough. Xu Zhaoting is a smart person, so he will not fail to understand.

"I'm going to wash up, I hope we can stand together as equals when we wake up tomorrow!"

After Shen Ming finished speaking, he turned around and walked into the bathroom with his own toiletries.

Xu Zhaoting looked at Shen Ming's back, and his heart was full of emotion.

Ever since he came to Pearl Academy, everything that has happened has hit Xu Zhaoting's self-confidence.No one can bear such a psychological gap from being a genius before to becoming obsessed with everyone.

After experiencing the incident with the Black Vatican, Xu Zhaoting felt even more that the gap between himself and Mo Fan, Shen Ming and the others could not be erased.Even more because Shen Ming saved his life, I feel distressed that he doesn't know how to repay this kindness.

But hearing Shen Ming's words today, Xu Zhaoting suddenly felt stupid.If he no longer has confidence in himself, then he will never be able to repay Shen Ming for saving his life.

……

Early the next morning, Shen Ming came to the magic training class with sleepy eyes.

Since Shen Ming went to university, he really didn't take a few classes seriously.It's not that Shen Ming is so condescending, as this guy doesn't have a certain amount of time for cultivation.It is better to practice than to attend lectures.

"Didn't you sleep last night?"

Sitting next to Shen Ming, Xu Zhaoting asked with a smile, this time Xu Zhaoting did not act as humble as he did last night, but became different.

Seeing Xu Zhaoting's changes, Shen Ming couldn't help feeling a little relieved.In fact, he doesn't need to care about what Xu Zhaoting has become, and what is his opinion of himself?But Shen Ming didn't want to lead the person he saved with all his efforts to go astray because of such a small problem.

"It's okay! It's just an old problem, and I get sleepy after class!" Shen Ming said weakly.

Xu Zhaoting was not surprised at all, after all, in high school, Shen Ming was a sleepy god.

Soon, students entered the classroom one after another, and a "very smart" man also walked in.Don't ask why you look smart at first glance, just ask!
The extremely smart man scanned the crowd, and then took out the roster.

"Xue Banshan!"

"To!"

"Miao Lei!"

"To!"

……

"Shen Ming!"

When the name was just called, the teacher didn't wait for the students to call it, and called the next name directly.

In fact, Shen Ming hardly came to attend a few classes, and the teacher simply gave up on this student.The reason for the roll call is only out of a teacher's basic respect for the students.

"Guo Yuhang!"

"To!"

"To!"

The two voices in unison made the teacher a little confused, and some angrily pushed the glasses hanging on the tip of his nose.

"You guys, although our class is a bit boring, you can't be so perfunctory to the teacher! Anyone who calls for help will be snatched up, and the friendship between classmates is really deep!"

As soon as the teacher finished speaking, the classroom burst into laughter.

The boy sitting in the first row raised his hand in confusion and embarrassment and said, "Teacher, I didn't let anyone shout for me! I'm Guo Yuhang!"

"Huh?" The teacher was a little surprised, and pushed the glasses again out of habit.

"Which classmate also called out just now? Come and explain to me what's going on?" the teacher said sharply, although he was not surprised by those who skipped classes.But if he made such an oolong, as a teacher, he would be too embarrassed if he didn't respond.

(End of this chapter)