I can't be stable in the full-time mage world

Chapter 83 Spiritual World, Dialogue with Joy

"Is there something you are hiding from me?" Mo Fan pressed against Shen Ming's ear.

Mo Fan really knows Shen Ming too well, as long as the other party shows this expression, something must happen.

"It's okay! I really just want to go away by myself. I don't want to talk too much, I'll go away first!" Shen Ming knew that if he kept pestering him like this, he might not be able to leave, and he would not be able to plant people. Do he agree with himself? After leaving the team, he walked in the opposite direction of the plan alone.

"Hey..." Zhao Manyan wanted to say something but was stopped by Mo Fan.

"Let him go, he must have something on his mind! Mingzi has been quite abnormal along the way. But with his strength, there should be nothing to worry about. If he will have accidents, then we are probably close!" Mo Fan looked at Shen Looking at the back of Ming Lie, he said thoughtfully.

He believed that there must be a reason for Shen Ming to leave, and saying that he wanted to walk away alone was obviously a bad reason.But even so, if Shen Ming still wanted to leave, something must have happened, or something might happen.

"You said that, it seems to be true! That night, he peeked at the girl taking a bath. He didn't go with me for such a good thing!" Zhao Manyan rubbed his chin, and he couldn't figure it out.

"Hey! Is your chatting voice a little louder?" Song Xia's complexion suddenly turned bad, and she stared at Zhao Manyan with a flushed face.

"Okay, let's go quickly, don't delay our trip because of a fool! He wants to kill himself, but we can't stop him!" Lu Zhenghe didn't want to delay any longer, and waved his hand impatiently.

Everyone didn't say anything more, Mo Fan and Zhao Manyan glanced at Shen Ming who was going away again, sighed secretly, and kept up with the large army.

However, besides Mo Fan and Zhao Manyan, there is another person who is also paying attention to the departing Shen Ming.

Mu Ningxue's icy blue eyes looked at the back that was fading away, full of doubts: "What do you want to do?"

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"Should have gone far away?" Shen Ming looked back and couldn't see Mo Fan and the others.

At this moment, Shen Ming couldn't hold on any longer, his body surged with qi and blood, and then he spat out a mouthful of black stagnant blood.

"System, come out to me! Why don't you cast emotional magic, those damned emotions are still rushing over!" Shen Ming angrily roared and questioned the system.

He originally thought that as long as he didn't easily use the magic of the emotion system, or replenished the disordered emotions in time, then his emotions could be balanced.But Shen Ming's idea is obviously wrong, even if Shen Ming doesn't use emotion system.The weird seven deadly sins are still constantly absorbing the emotions of people who have been in contact with him.

Shen Ming's mind is very unstable now, that's why he separated from everyone.Although he didn't want to be dragged into the crisis caused by the next military traitor, the main reason was that he was afraid that he would be bewitched by the bewitching spider monster, and that he would lose control.

To be honest, if Shen Ming really fell into a rampage, how much power would he unleash?Even he himself doesn't know!The Thunder Tyrant has entered the first stage of awakening, where is the limit? Shen Ming has never tried it!
But based on the full power of the Thunder Tyrant during the disaster in Bo City, all the people and monsters here, including those who are coming to the military headquarters, as well as Zhan Kong who came to the rescue, probably will not get out alive!

"The system will not take the initiative to harm the host, the host has been suppressing it all the time!"

"You fart! If you really let the emotional system develop arbitrarily, wouldn't I be divided into seven me? Are you willing to see schizophrenia?" Shen Ming retorted.

The third-level skill of the emotion department is extreme, which can split into seven personalities representing Shen Ming's emotions.The emotions of each personality are extreme, once they are not well controlled, they will definitely become lunatics!This is good for Shen Ming!
Shen Ming felt that he had completely fallen into a sinkhole!

"The host has never tried it before, so how would he know the result? The system will not do anything that endangers the host's life and mental safety!"

"The mental state of the current host is about to reach a critical state. Good luck!"

"Good sir!" Shen Ming really wanted to scold his mother at this moment, he was suppressing and suppressing the extreme emotions in his heart along the way.

In the tunnel, the reason why Shen Ming, who has never been the leader, chose to be the leader, is that he realized that things were more and more beyond his control.

Everyone seemed to have a faint red halo, representing fear, and the red halo on everyone was being absorbed by Shen Ming little by little!

"Absolutely can't go on like this! We must find a way!" Shen Ming really felt a sense of crisis this time, and no matter what, he couldn't let his emotions get out of control.

"Go find a safe place to hide!"

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In a basement in the east of the city, the door of the basement could have been locked by countless rusty steel chains.

And Shen Ming was sitting in the basement at the moment, with a very struggling expression on his face.

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In a chaotic space, here is Shen Ming's spiritual world.

"You... which emotion is mine?" Shen Ming looked warily at the guy who looked exactly like him standing opposite him.

"Haha, don't make the atmosphere so tense, okay? You call me Joy!" Joy hugged Shen Ming's shoulder very familiarly.

"Don't mind, those lunatics didn't want to see you, so they all hid." Joy said with a big smile, but there seemed to be a little more sadness in her expression.

"Are you joyful and free and easy?" Shen Ming was a little confused about the situation, he entered his own spiritual world inexplicably, and inexplicably saw the guy in front of him who claimed to be joyful.

"Yes! I am you, but you are not me!" Joy said with a smile, and there seemed to be some regret in her tone.

Shen Ming's eyes became more and more weird. This guy who claimed to be in a joyful mood actually had other emotions besides joy and freedom!
Joy obviously understood Shen Ming, after all, they were alone.

"Don't act so strange, although I am joy, I am also your personality! I am just extreme, it doesn't mean I don't have other feelings!"

"Crack!" Joy snapped her fingers, miraculously conjured up two jugs of wine, and handed one to Shen Ming.

"Come on, it's not easy for you to come here once! Let's take this opportunity to have a good chat!" Joy seemed very magnanimous, as if she didn't care at all that Shen Ming came this time to solve the seven of them.

"Drinking in my own spiritual world, I'm afraid I'm the first one!" Shen Ming was a little dumbfounded. He originally thought that his seven extreme emotional personalities would have a war with him, but he never thought that it would be like this.

"Is it like this all year round?" Shen Ming asked curiously.He has never paid attention to his own spiritual world, it should be said that he does not know how to get in.

"Yeah! This place has always been like this, forever unchanged. We are just your emotional personality, and we only have part of your memory! You are us, but we are not you! Even if you don't have an emotional system, We still exist! Everyone is the same, when a certain emotion goes to the extreme, we will be born! We have never really existed, but we have always been with you!" Joy took a sip of wine and said very satisfied.

"I thought you guys would be like in the movie, with several personalities mingling together and wreaking havoc everywhere!"

"Although I know that the question I asked may be a very stupid question to you. But I still want to ask, will you disappear?" Shen Ming didn't know what he should do, he would not allow himself to appear mentally Split.Not allowing these extreme emotions to control his body, then he is definitely not him.

This question is very contradictory, even funny!

"Actually, I'm quite strange. What are you resisting? You see, this chaotic area is like a cage, which tightly controls us in your spiritual world! We will never be able to escape from here for the rest of our lives! Unless someone Break! Do you really think there is any power to break this cage? No one but yourself can break our prison!
Do you think the system will really arrange for you a legal system that endangers the host? "Joy said with a smile.

Shen Ming felt very strange, the feeling of reasoning for himself was very strange.

"Are you really me? Why does it feel like you know me better than me? You know my emotional system better!" Shen Ming said with some doubts. His emotional personality, all memories, and all feelings come from himself.But why does it feel like he said that he has never thought about it.

"That's not my problem, but how you treat us! Is it crazy to have different emotional personalities? Then why do human beings need different emotions?" Joy looked at Shen Ming with a smile, as if expecting the other party to understand Give yourself a satisfactory answer.

"But your existence has troubled me. Extreme emotions will make me feel out of control!" Shen Ming said what he was most worried about. The reason why mental patients become mental patients is because they cannot control their behavior.Or that extreme emotion is controlling their every move.

"You're right about that. Apart from me, I also feel that the other six lunatics are abnormal." Joy laughed, not caring at all that Shen Ming also listed it as a possible empty object.

"But why don't you give it a try? Only by accepting us will you be able to exert the power that the emotional department should have! Why worry about your own power?"

"In this case, why did I suffer backlash just now? You are trying to break through the cage!" Shen Ming's eyes suddenly turned cold, and he asked the most deadly question.

"The key to this problem still does not lie with us. If it is really like what you worry about! It will not be me appearing here, but the seven of us! Without you, we are tantamount to choosing death! It is the seven deadly sins that guide you Here it is! It's longing!
The seven deadly sins are not for you, but for us! "

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(End of this chapter)