butterfly light sleep deep blue sea

Chapter 17 Pain
Ghosts and wolves were howling in the big private room for singing. In the past, some classmates would call their close classmates to drink songs on their birthdays, but no one had ever called Wen Xinai. This was the first time she came to KTV with boys and girls her own age.

She doesn't know how to get along with people of the same age, so when a group of people quarrel, she just sits quietly by the side, and occasionally rushes to people who cast eyes on her with a flattering smile. The girls who came with her seem to be suspicious of her. There is hostility, she doesn't know where this hostility comes from, but to her who has never been liked, it is nothing.

Du Ning was so disturbed by his classmates that he didn't have time to talk to her. Somebody called for beer. Wen Xin'ai was a little surprised. He was not old enough to drink, so why did he call so much beer in?
So everyone started drinking again, Wen Xin'ai watched Du Ning drank several glasses in one go, and couldn't help but stare.

The girls also came to her with beers, and one of the girls with heavy makeup held up a glass and said, "It's the first time for us to see you. According to the rules, each of us should have a drink for you. Come on, let me go first." Do it to advance." Without waiting for Wen Xin'ai's response, she drank the wine in her glass in one go, and at the same time, the glass in front of Wen Xin'ai was also filled.

Wen Xin'ai has attended several dinners with her father. Of course, Wen Xin'ai knows the rules of drinking. The other party has already drunk it. She should drink it out of politeness, but she doesn't know how to drink at all. She grows up and only uses chopsticks. I dipped some wine in my father's wine glass and put it on my lips, but I found that I really didn't like the sour taste.

"I don't know how to drink, can I use a drink instead?" She took an empty glass next to her and poured a Coke.

Someone wanted to say no, but the girl with heavy makeup smiled and said: "Since you don't know how to drink, we don't make it difficult. We drink, you can drink Coke. After all, you are Du Ning's friend, but you have to be like me, take a sip drink up."

Someone nearby understood what the girl meant, and smiled maliciously, but Wen Xin'ai obviously didn't understand, so she picked up the Coke and drank it like that girl.

When the third person entered her and she poured the third cup of Coke into her mouth, she realized how difficult it was. In the second cup, she was already choked by the bubbles of the Coke several times and almost spit out the Coke she drank. After coming out, the third cup could not be swallowed no matter what, someone lifted the bottom of the cup of Coke she was drinking maliciously, and suddenly a large amount of Coke poured into her mouth, she choked and coughed , He spit out all the Coke in his mouth, and sprayed it all over the table.

"I'm going to die, it's all sprayed on me." Someone screamed.

She didn't know who it was, but felt that the entire mouth, nasal cavity, and esophagus, including the stomach, were full of air bubbles. She said "I'm sorry", then pushed the girls away, and rushed out of the box. At the same time, I heard the proud laughter of those girls behind me.

Cleaning herself up in the bathroom, and rinsing the sweetness in her mouth with tap water, she didn't feel that what happened just now was a big deal, but she was just being bullied again. She leaned against the wall of the bathroom, looking at her wrist On the watch, it’s past three o’clock, don’t go back to the box, walk back to school from here, and then after a while, school is over, and I took my schoolbag and went home.

She walked out of the bathroom slowly, leaning against the wall and slowly walking in the aisle, then the door of a box in front opened, and two people came out, a man and a woman.

"I'm leaving, and my daughter is going home later." The woman turned her back to her, talking.

But the man pulled her back, put one hand around the woman's waist: "Then give me a kiss before leaving." He moved his lips together.

The woman pushed and said, "Your friend is still inside, what does it look like?" But she half-pushed and let the man kiss her, and then she took her bag and walked away with her back to Wen Xinai.

Wen Xinai watched the woman turn a corner and disappear, she leaned against the wall without moving for a long time, her eyes stared blankly at the direction where the woman disappeared, and finally lowered her head slowly.

"Wen Xin'ai, you are here." Someone patted her on the shoulder.

She turned around, it was Du Ning.

When Du Ning saw her face, the face that was originally smiling was stunned. He stretched out his hand to caress her forehead and said, "What's wrong with you, are you feeling unwell, and your face is so ugly?"

Wen Xinai shook her head, and said after a long time: "I just can't find the private room."

"Idiot," Du Ning patted her head, "Let's go, I'll take you back." As he spoke, he naturally took her hand, which was cold.

When we got back to the box, a group of people inside were still making noise. When a boy saw Wen Xinai and Du Ning coming in, he staggered over holding a glass. He seemed a little drunk. He rushed up and called Wen Xinai's sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, we Boss has already admitted, you, you are our sister-in-law, come, let me drink this glass into sister-in-law." He drank the wine in his hand in one gulp, then took an empty glass from someone else, filled it and handed it to Wen Xin'ai.

"Fifth, don't make trouble, she doesn't know how to drink." Du Ning wanted to block the glass of wine.

"I can drink." Wen Xinai said, and then took the glass of wine, regardless of whether she hated its sourness or not, poured it into her mouth desperately.

When she drank it, she felt that the taste of the wine overlapped with the sourness in her heart, which was extremely uncomfortable, and the smell of the wine rushed straight to her forehead, making her feel like she was about to vomit. She quickly covered her mouth, and tears flowed from her eyes like a broken thread down.

Du Ning was startled, and pushed the boy named Lao Wu away, and hurriedly wiped Wen Xinai's tears: "Why are you crying? I told you not to drink." He watched her cry, feeling so distressed, He hugged her, hugged her, and coaxed her, "Don't cry, don't cry."

Wen Xin'ai felt that she was not crying, but was forced out by the smell of alcohol rushing into her nose, why did she cry?What I knew earlier, I just saw it with my own eyes today, so why cry?
However, the tears could not be stopped, she thought that today is Du Ning's birthday, but she is crying, what is this?
"I'm fine, I just drank too much," she gently pushed Du Ning away, trying to smile at him, but couldn't, and said, "I haven't wished you a happy birthday yet, happy birthday, Du Ning."

Du Ning looked at her face, watched her tears flow down her fair face, stretched out his hand to caress her face as if possessed, and then stopped on the tattoo on her neck, rubbing it back and forth, the numbness made Wen Xin love it Panicked, she retreated subconsciously, while at the same time Du Ning lowered his head and kissed her forehead.

There was a sudden uproar from the side, and Du Ning smiled proudly. Originally, he wanted to kiss Wen Xin'ai's lips, but he didn't want to show so many people a good show. It was red, and the hand subconsciously broke away from Du Ning's hand, and took a few steps back.

Du Ning only thought she was embarrassed, and took her hand again to sit on the sofa. The people next to him came to drink again, and he accepted all the orders. Wen Xin loved to see him drink five or six glasses in one go. The smell of wine filled the whole box, she suddenly felt that her limbs became heavy, and her head was blurred, she shook her head, stood up and wanted to go outside to take a breath, but found that she was very dizzy.

Are you drunk?But her mind is clear, but her limbs don't work, and at the same time, she is a little irritable and hot. There is something churning in her stomach. Supporting her with one hand, she looked up, and it was the girl with heavy makeup just now.

"Are you feeling unwell? Maybe you drank too much just now. Let's go. I'll help you to the bathroom and wash your face." The girl changed her face and said sincerely.

Wen Xinai couldn't tell the difference between good and bad, so she nodded and let the girl help her out, while Du Ning beside her was pouring a big glass of wine into her mouth, and didn't notice her going out at all.

I vaguely felt that the toilet was not in that direction, but Wen Xinai found that she couldn't walk well, so she could only be supported by the girl. It seemed that she entered a door, and then her eyes were dark. Wen Xinai was about to ask if she walked the wrong way. , she was slapped on the face suddenly, and then a few times, someone twisted her arms and legs, and her hair was pulled a few times, it hurt, and the corner of her mouth seemed to be bleeding.

There should be several people beating her at the same time. I can vaguely guess that it was the girls just now. Wen Xin wanted to resist, but was held down by hands and feet, unable to move at all. The experience of bullying made her bite her lip stubbornly and refused to make a sound as before. Someone scratched hard with her nails on the place where she had the butterfly tattoo, which should have been broken, and at the same time pulled her hair fiercely. Banging her head hard against the wall.

The dizziness was even more dizzy, and the associated pain made her heart gradually grow a wave of hatred in such hurts again and again, why did she treat her like this?What did she do wrong to treat her like this, the blurred picture, the sharp ridicule, the half-pushed kiss in the corridor just now, the sour liquid poured into her body, and the punching and kicking now, why is the whole world bullying? she?
"Ah!" She asked herself in her heart over and over again, the hatred finally grew stronger and stronger, and finally she couldn't help bursting out in her heart, and she opened her mouth to scream.

It was a somewhat inhuman cry, like the wailing of a wild animal.

Such a cry startled several people, they subconsciously stopped, and after a long while, they heard Wen Xin'ai's heavy breathing, and finally did not dare to fight again.

"You vixen, if you dare to pester Du Ning again, I'll kill you next time." Before leaving, one of them said something, and when he heard the door open, his eyes brightened and then darkened, and he didn't listen to any movement. Not anymore.

It was a vixen again, Wen Xinai huddled into a ball, heard the scolding, bit her lip hard, the pain in her body made her drunk just now, the surrounding was very dark, there was the sound of "whoosh", she changed In this posture, sitting on the ground with her body leaning against the wall, the cry seemed to be still reverberating around, carrying her suppressed anger hovering around, but finally calmed down, as if her heart turned from rage to death, No more anger.

She just sat quietly like this, guessing that this should be the stairwell on this floor, she didn't want to go out, and she didn't want to go back to complain to Du Ning. She had been looking for a place to calm down all afternoon, and now, finally, she found it.

After a while, she stretched out her hand to caress the tattoo, it was sticky, it should be bleeding, she wiped it with her sleeve indifferently, closed her eyes quietly, warm liquid slowly dripped down from the corner of her eyes.

(End of this chapter)