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Chapter 26 Now (2)
The few people next to each other glanced at each other, knowing all kinds of guesses, Song Zihe didn't clarify, and continued to drink.

If you don't want to pay, don't pay.

He has never been short of suitors, from elementary school to university, even when he is working, there are nurses chasing him in the hospital, but, how to put it, he always feels that those people are not what he wants, they are just strangers, irrelevant people, He didn't even want to take the time to "develop a relationship," as his mother put it.

Do you like men?

No.

So what are you waiting for?
He occasionally asks himself, what are you waiting for?
Inexplicably, Wen Xin's lovely face appeared in his mind, and he immediately shook his head, maybe he was really drunk, otherwise how could he have such a weird idea?

Later, a few colleagues took a taxi home. The taxi was not very easy to call. There was a colleague who lived in the old city. He thought about it and got into a car with him. It happened that he hadn't seen his parents for a long time.

The taxi was elevated all the way, and when it came down, the speed slowed down. The colleague next to him pointed to an open space on the side of the road, and said, "That's right there. The place where the building that violated the barrier last time collapsed. Now the forklift has leveled it, and three people died." personal."

He looked over and thought it looked familiar. He didn't remember until he saw a rusted basketball hoop not far away. It seemed to be the place where he played basketball in high school.

"Stop." He said to the driver in front.

"Is your home here?" A colleague asked next to him.

"No, I suddenly thought of something, so I won't go back." He got out of the car while talking.

Without the basketball hoop, he would hardly recognize this place. He moved out of the old town after work. Even if he came to visit his parents occasionally, he would not take this road. The place he used to pass by when going home was completely unfamiliar at this time. , He stepped on the rubble and walked to the basketball hoop. Several iron wires were pulled from the rack. It seemed that it was no longer a basketball hoop but a stake for drying clothes, so it had always existed and had not been dismantled.

The basketball hoop was stained with rust, and he stroked it with his hand. The rust on his hand turned out to be the trace of time. Ten years had passed before he knew it, but it did leave traces.

He turned his head and looked towards the side of the road. There used to be a fence there. When he was playing, the girl with the small face liked to watch him secretly there. Ball, pitch.

The corners of his mouth raised unconsciously, and regardless of the rust on the basketball hoop, he leaned on it and looked up at the sky. In the past, he always lay on the ground to watch.

Leaning like this, in fact, the front line of sight will be blocked by the basketball backboard, but let him see a few words written on that rotten and outrageous board, which were not left many years ago, but new traces. There were a few words written in the white correction fluid. Under the dim light, he carefully identified the words, and finally saw the words clearly.

Song Zihe, I'm back.

He stood there in a daze, and read it several times in disbelief. It was indeed those words, and he read them correctly. He had guessed who had written it.

It turned out that she hadn't forgotten.

It turned out that she still remembered him.

Why don't you have a girlfriend?

If you don't want to pay, don't pay.

"Wen Xinai." He suddenly laughed, but the corners of his eyes were already wet. He suddenly understood that he actually cared so much about this matter. He was not a close friend. If he didn’t remember, he wouldn’t remember. Remember him, you can't appear and disappear, he has always cared about it.

The car carried him back to the hospital, and he jumped out of the car and rushed into the hospital. It was already dark, and the hospital was far less crowded than during the day. He went straight to Wenxin's ward, and the sound of his hurried footsteps echoed in the corridor.

He wanted to see her, so much, just like the night Wen Xinai kissed him that year, he stayed up all night, and the next day, he didn't have breakfast, and ran to find Wen Xinai's mood.

However, history seems to repeat itself, the ward is empty, just like the year of leaving without saying goodbye.

He gasped for breath, suddenly at a loss, and felt that empty feeling in his heart again.

Maybe he just went to the bathroom again, he ran back to the service desk to ask the nurse, but met Shen Yingwen head-on.

"It's not good, Zihe, the patient in the second bed on the fifth floor is gone."

"The second bed on the fifth floor?" He was stunned, "Is it Wen Xinai?"

The car was slowly moving forward in the dark night. The neon lights outside drew a distorted halo on the black car body, and at the same time penetrated through the car window and shone on Wen Xin'ai's pale face. She looked out the window in despair. He found it again.

The person was placed on a single stand, and there were people dressed as doctors to take care of her. She was completely indifferent, allowing them to check her pulse and blood pressure, just like how carefully and cherished she was.

"Sister-in-law, boss helped you find the best private hospital in this city. The broken hospital just now is not worthy of my sister-in-law's delicate body." There was a fat man next to him, who looked fierce, but what he said made people's skin crawl all over the floor.

"Don't call me sister-in-law," Wen Xinai frowned slightly, and said, "Where's Du Ning?"

"Waiting for you at that private hospital."

"How did you find me?"

The fat man scratched his head and said: "Sister-in-law, you know that big brothers are all over the world, so it's very convenient to find someone. If something happened to you, sister-in-law, I should have found you a few days ago."

Wen Xinai bit her lip. She thought it would be safe to return to this city. No matter what, Du Ning would never have thought that she would come back here, but it seems that she was wrong.

Blood was gradually biting from the corner of her lips, and she suddenly felt that it was just Tu Lao's anger, she finally let go of her lips, and continued to look out of the car window in despair.

Light and shadow intertwined in front of his eyes, and he seemed to see that slender white figure again before he knew it.

He has grown up, and his height is comparable to that of Du Ning. The childishness of the past has faded, but the indifference is still there. The indifference makes people feel an inexplicable sense of security, just like the feeling many years ago: as long as Song Zihe is there, everything will not be scary.

That night, the soldiers were in a panic, and her whole body was in pain, but he called out his own name, using his own tone and tone, even if the years changed, he could clearly distinguish it, piercing into the heart like a sharp weapon The pain was unbearable, she thought that such a call was fake, just like the countless times before when she woke up from a dream, she felt lost.

Then he was real. When she woke up after the operation, he was leaning against the door of the ward and looking at her in a white coat. His eyebrows, eyes and mouth were all Song Zihe's unique expression. He was real. At that moment, she was completely convinced .

Really mixed feelings, she almost cried, dreamed countless times, missed him for so long, and finally saw him again, but in the end, she chose to pretend that she didn't know him, and forced herself to turn her eyes away from him.

In ten years, nothing has happened. Song Zihe may still be the same Song Zihe, but she is no longer the original Wen Xinai. If the phrase "Song Zihe" is called out, how can she explain the past ten years? Situation, because it is filthy, she doesn't want him to know, never will, so even if he is a stranger, even if he ran to her bed and gritted his teeth and said, Wen Xinai, don't you know me? Can only be indifferent, really like a stranger.

Tears suddenly flowed from his eyes, the tears that he had been holding back for the past few days could finally flow unscrupulously, sliding down the corners of his eyes into his hair, frantic and heartbroken, the fat man next to him was scared to death, he desperately pulled the doctor beside him and said: "What's going on? Why are you crying all of a sudden, is it hurt?"

And she just pretended she didn't hear anything, just crying wantonly.

"Sister-in-law, don't cry, the boss will kill me if he sees it." The fat man beside him begged for mercy.

Private hospitals are not as big as public hospitals, but when you walk in, you realize that the various facilities are much better than public ones. Green plants can be seen everywhere, from the decoration of the hospital hall, nurses' clothing, to the couches for patients waiting for treatment. Warm colors, special nurses will accompany the patients as soon as they come in, and provide all kinds of free drinks to the special places for the patients’ family members to rest.

At this time, there was a person sitting in the hospital lobby, with a slender and strong figure lying on his back on the leather sofa. The collar of his white shirt was casually opened. He was wearing a camel-colored coat. His eyes were extraordinarily bright, and he crossed his legs lazily looking in the direction of the door. Even though he had no expression on his face, his whole body had an oppressive aura that made people dare not approach easily.

This dangerous atmosphere colored the entire hall, so that no one around him approached.

So when the fat man came up, he only felt a chill on his back. He shrank his neck, as if his fat body would shrink a little because of it, and said to the man on the sofa: "Boss, I have brought my sister-in-law here, but she refuses to see you."

The man raised his eyes and looked at the fat man. The fat man's cold sweat broke out immediately, and he lowered his head and dared not speak.

"Where's the person?" The man's voice was calm, but unexpectedly hoarse and nice.

It's just that the fat man didn't care about whether the voice was good or not, and stammered, "It's outside the door."

The man didn't say anything else, he just stood up and walked out the door, the fat man immediately followed.

Wen Xinai was sitting in the car. In fact, the injury had healed a lot. He didn't have to lie on his back like before. He watched the man come out, and his bloodless face became even paler.

"My dear, I'll carry you in." Upon seeing Wen Xin'ai, the man's original ruthlessness and hostility disappeared, the indifferent lines on his face turned soft, and his eyes became brighter, which made him look different from his usual appearance. For the two of them, it seemed that a few rays of sunshine came out from the haze, and the whole body felt warm. He smiled and said, "Is the wound very painful? Let the doctor check it out later."

Wen Xinai pushed his hand away and lowered her head: "You just think I was crushed to death because of this accident, can't you just let me go?"

The man's smile faltered, but he still stretched out his hand: "Let's go in first."

Wen Xinai felt a little helpless, but didn't say anything else, looked at the wheelchair in the car and said, "I'll go in in a wheelchair."

The man frowned, then suddenly stretched out his hand, picked up the wheelchair next to him and threw it out of the car forcefully. The wheelchair rolled over a few times and rolled to the side, scaring the people next to him so that they dare not speak out, and Wen Xinai was so frightened that his face turned pale.

"Are you still in a wheelchair now?" The man stared at her.

She clenched her fists tightly and didn't dare to say anything else. Only then did the man pick her up in his arms contentedly and headed for the hospital.

"You've lost weight, dear." The man's voice became gentle again, and his movements were gentle, as if the anger that had just arrived hadn't happened at all.

Wen Xinai trembled slightly, letting the man carry her into the special ward and put her on the bed.

"What do you want to eat, I'll ask someone to buy it." The man moved a chair and sat down beside her bed.

Wen Xinai just shook her head. She just said that things are different and people are different. It is not only her who has become human, but also the man in front of her. He has completely changed. He used to be just pretending to be fierce. No matter how people are afraid of him, she never feels He was scary, and later wandered around the world with him, and he took care of her in every possible way, even persuading her to continue her studies in high school. At that time, she felt that he was actually very responsible, so when he said "beloved, wait We have money, and when we are together, she really agreed, and she had to agree, because in her opinion, she would never go back to the city where she was born, let alone see Song Zihe again. Just him.

But in the end she went to jail, and only then did she know that he actually hid many things from her, such as drug trafficking, gangsters, and he was changing a little bit, and it dawned on her at that time, and I will see you when she comes out of jail By the time he got to him, he had become unknown to her.

"My dear, let me take care of you."

"My dear, can't you marry me?"

"My dear, even if you don't want to be with me, I will still pester you."

"beloved……"

She used to like him a little bit, because they were so similar back then, but now, it's completely different, she can't turn a blind eye to ignore what he did, if she didn't know the truth , without going to jail, she may continue to be naive, but now, she has no choice but to escape.

But he doesn't let her go, no matter where she goes, he can find himself, he won't force her to do anything, but interferes with her life domineeringly, he even said bluntly, Wen Xinai, that's because I like you , so don't try to escape.

And isn't that kind of love too frightening?
Her hair grew long after she was released from prison. At this time, it was loosely scattered on the pillow and covered half of her face. The skin on her face showed a jade-like luster under the lamp, but her eyes were as black as ink when she opened her eyes. The purple butterfly on her neck gave her an elf-like sweetness with a charming aura, and that aura was almost captivating.

The man looked at her for a while, and finally couldn't help reaching out to caress the tattoo, but Wen Xin'ai avoided it.

The man clenched his fist in mid-air, as if he was about to get angry, but he held back.

"I'll ask the doctor to come in and examine you." He stood up, and the moment he got up, his face was very close to Wen Xin'ai, and he could hear her suddenly nervous breathing because of his approach.

He smiled bitterly, and when he walked to the door, he said, "I said, I'm a drug dealer. For your safety, I won't interfere with your life too much. I have too much contact with you. You can go to work and make friends." , you can find a house to live in and live the life you like, but there is one thing," he turned his head and looked at her with slender eyes, "don't try to run away from me, you have to remember this."

Wen Xinai's hand subconsciously grasped the bed sheet tightly, and when the man was about to turn around and go out, she suddenly called him: "Du Ning."

Du Ning was startled, and turned his head, with some expectation in his eyes: "What?"

"If you don't sell drugs, I will marry you," she said.

He was stunned, but immediately laughed, walked up to Wen Xinai and said: "Do you think I can get out of my current situation? Believe it or not, if I quit today, I will die on the street soon."

Wen Xinai blinked her big eyes vigorously because of his words.

"It will take time, my love," Du Ning reached out and rubbed her hair, "When the time is right, I will take you to go abroad incognito and leave this damn thing, but before that, you can't leave me."

His hand caressed Wen Xinai's face with extreme tenderness, and was finally seduced by the silky touch. He wanted to lower his head and kiss Wen Xinai's cheek, but when he got closer, Wen Xinai directly covered his face with his hands and shouted: "Don't .”

His expression turned cold, and then he slowly retracted.

He didn't want to be rough on this woman, although sometimes he couldn't bear it, but it was Wen Xinai, and he didn't want to do something irreparable.

So he forced himself to retreat to the door, seeing that she was still stubbornly covering his face, he suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness in his heart, she would never know how much he cared about her, or she didn't want to know at all, And he, will he never win her heart?
(End of this chapter)