Becoming a Senior Sister Lingshan

Chapter 836 Let go of the shackles
Maybe it's because she thought she was in an illusion, so although the younger sister was a little strange, for example, she didn't ask clearly about many things... But Lu Ling would not suspect that there was something wrong with the younger sister now, this is the benefit of the illusion.

In reality, no matter how real Liu Fufeng is... But as long as there is something wrong, Lu Ling can immediately feel it.

But now, she just wants to fully release her psychological soft side in a place where no one is around.

"Junior Sister, hold me for a while..." Lu Ling opened her arms to Liu Fufeng.

Seeing Lu Ling about to hug her, the seriousness on Liu Fufeng's face slowly collapsed, looking at Lu Ling helplessly, he could only sigh in the end.

"You... There's really nothing I can do about you."

Speaking of this, Liu Fufeng squatted halfway, gently hugging Lu Ling into his arms, feeling the touch of Lu Ling's chin, Liu Fufeng said softly: "Senior sister, you are obviously a big girl, why are you clinging to me more and more? How can you let me rest assured to let you go out alone in the future..."

"..." Smelling the familiar fragrance, Lu Ling remained motionless.

[You must make my junior sister regret it. 】

This is the reason Lu Ling has always given herself.

But now the emergence of the secret realm completely shattered Lu Ling's thoughts, and made her see clearly her self-deceiving heart. Lu Ling's mentality is slowly changing.

Even a phantom, she can't bear to take revenge, wishing to stay in the illusion forever... If it is real, she...

She didn't know what to do.

In other words, her insistence... was all false and useless.

After that... what to do.

How to... live.

Lu Ling embraced Liu Fufeng, feeling the softness and heartbeat, as if... no, the junior sister was right in front of her eyes.

"Junior Sister, you won't leave me, right?" Lu Ling leaned on Liu Fufeng, trembling.

"Why did you suddenly say such things in the morning?" Liu Fufeng stroked Lu Ling's long hair, letting the coolness flow between his fingers, and after thinking for a while, he pressed Lu Ling's shoulder, making her look into his eyes.

"Senior sister, no one is inseparable from anyone, and so are you."

Lu Ling was slightly distracted when she heard Liu Fufeng's words.

Yes.

Junior sister always likes to say that.

No one is forever inseparable from anyone...

His eyes are sad.

In the past, she always responded silently, but today she...she wants to speak her mind.

Lu Ling raised her head and raised her volume, even if she exposed her hoarse voice, she still wanted to express her thoughts clearly.

"But... I just can't do without you! Why do you...why..."

Lu Ling's voice gradually weakened.

The biggest knot in Lu Ling's mind right now is that she doesn't know why Liu Fufeng wants to leave... It's just that she keeps pressing it in her heart.

The sudden strangeness of his own girl made Liu Fufeng's whole body stiff, and he clenched his fists in a place that Lu Ling didn't see, his nails embedded in the soft flesh of his palm.

She did often say this sentence, but at the beginning she just used the words "no one can do without someone" to scare Lu Ling.

It was just to make Lu Ling more dependent on herself.

Selfish girls are normal.

No one is forever inseparable from anyone——

But as time passed, she was no longer jealous of the people around Lu Ling. At that time, the meaning of this sentence changed, and more of it was for her own ears. Back then, Liu Fufeng didn't think that her talent could accompany Lu Ling. It's too far away, so... use this sentence to remind yourself of the preciousness of life now, and cherish every moment of life with Lu Ling is what she should do.

And now... what kind of state of mind is it?
Because Lu Ling was too excited, she didn't realize that the "phantom" in front of her didn't dare to look her in the eyes.

"I'm sorry, I got a little excited..." After Lu Ling calmed down, she clutched the corner of Liu Fufeng's clothes and looked at her junior sister pitifully.

She... shouldn't have told her junior sister, and her attitude was wrong.

"Senior sister, you don't need to apologize to me. You don't need it now, you didn't use it before, and you don't need it in the future." After Liu Fufeng finished speaking, he looked at Lu Ling worriedly: "Is it because of the nightmare... If you are not in a good state today, then don't go Senior Sister Shen is over there, if you are afraid of what Senior Sister will say, I will go and tell her."

Seeing Liu Fufeng's appearance, Lu Ling wanted to sigh, but after a short breath, she swallowed it back.

She really likes the concern of her junior sister.

Unfortunately, it's too late.

The deepest part of Lu Ling's heart quietly changed.

"It's okay, I just...forget it." Lu Ling couldn't explain why, and let go of Liu Fufeng's hand.

After letting go, who will hold you...

Junior sister always says this kind of thing, Lu Ling wants to use this sentence to benchmark herself, but in fact, even if junior sister let go first, she can't say harsh words, and she will even take the initiative to ask for a fantasy embrace .

She is like this... Junior sister will look down on her.

But Lu Ling can't ignore her existence, she can't do it at all... Even if a person who is more important than her life abandons herself, that is her right... You know, Lu Ling has always regarded herself as the most important person. Doing Liu Fufeng's belongings.

Thinking like that would make her extremely at ease.

"Okay, I'm going to study." Suddenly, Lu Ling gently pushed Liu Fufeng away and gave her a bright smile.

Liu Fufeng still looked at Lu Ling worriedly, but because of the illusion, he didn't know what to say—at least in Lu Ling's eyes.

"Come back anytime you feel uncomfortable." Liu Fufeng urged.

"Got it." Lu Ling drove the wheelchair and looked at Liu Fufeng. In the past, the exhortations that were even a little annoying to hear were so kind to Lu Ling now.

"Wait, it's cold outside..." Liu Fufeng took a white blanket and covered Lu Ling's body, then took out an oiled paper umbrella and stuck it on top of Lu Ling's wheelchair.

Seeing her busy, Lu Ling whispered, "Junior Sister, I'm not afraid of the cold..."

"If you say you're not afraid, you're not afraid?" Liu Fufeng patted Lu Ling's head: "Be obedient, go, by the way, Senior Sister Shen's temperament is not very good, if there is any difficulty, it will always be beneficial to persevere."

"Yeah." Lu Ling nodded vigorously: "If it is really difficult, I think I learned it for you, my junior sister, so that I will be motivated."

"What is this called, what is it called for me to learn..." Liu Fufeng pinched Lu Ling's face: "Well, I am relieved to see you recovering your vitality, Senior Sister."

"Okay, I'm really leaving, Junior Sister. I'll be back at noon. I want to drink...um...egg drop soup for lunch. Whatever else you want." Lu Ling raised her hand and asked.

"Understood." Liu Fufeng looked at Lu Ling dotingly, until Lu Ling disappeared from his sight, then he stretched, picked up the broom to clean up the housework, and hummed softly.

Exactly like the parent who just sent their daughter to school.

……

……

outside the world.

Ten minutes later, Lu Ling's eyes left the illusion, and the expression on her small face was completely different from that in front of Liu Fufeng. It was terribly cold, very similar to Shen Gui.

She is not stupid.

She knows what her greatest weakness is.

If someone pretends to be her junior sister, or uses illusions to control her...it is very dangerous.

Therefore, after Lu Ling left, she immediately adjusted her mood and escaped from the illusion.

In front of her was a silver ball of light with one person tall, and Lu Ling... came out of it.

After she left, she watched the mini Jiufeng and Liu Fufeng outside.

The conclusion she got was that if she didn't know that the world in front of her was created by her space power, she really suspected that her junior sister was living in this illusion, and everything was so similar.

Unfortunately... this is an illusion.

The silver light ball in front of her eyes is her power. Lu Ling can feel that the power in the illusion is gradually disappearing with the passage of time, and as the master of the power, she can cancel the illusion at any time.

She actually seriously considered continuing this illusion, but the answer she got was that it was impossible. The illusion here depends on the overall secret realm, and the power will always be exhausted one day.

sigh.

Lu Ling's face gradually turned cold, she raised her hand, and slowly changed her hairstyle, only in front of her junior sister would she let it loose...others only saw her with her hair tied up, this is the way Lu Ling needs to abide by.

Gently stroking the white blanket that her junior sister put on her just now, feeling her own space power inside, Lu Ling's eyes gradually became firmer.

She didn't think of it herself.

Just seeing the phantom of junior sister, she unexpectedly changed so much.

Maybe it's because I have seen my heart clearly, from revenge to urgency, it's just a moment.

All the confusion and weakness disappeared, and Lu Ling's face was replaced by a coldness that was completely opposite to the innocence she had when she was with Liu Fufeng.

In the past, Lu Ling once wanted to take revenge on her junior sister, put her in a hostile position, and even wanted to ruin herself to make her regret it like she did at the beginning...

But all of this disappeared after seeing the phantom of the junior sister.

She... wants to see her.

She wants to see her at all costs... No matter if she was good or bad, clean or dirty at that time, this is something she must do.

The most important thing she should do is not to make her junior sister regret, nor is it to wait for her to come back, but to go and find her.

That's what she should be thinking.

This encounter with Phantom completely activated Lu Ling's longing for Liu Fufeng.

The world is big...

Very big.

Lu Ling knew.

But as long as she lives long enough, there will always be traces of her in the world, even if her junior sister is "gone", she will still see her bones.

Being able to die with her is also a kind of happiness... right.

Lu Ling didn't realize how dangerous her eyes were now.

She doesn't care either.

Anyway, there is no difference from before.

The greedy character that had disappeared was gradually returning, and she...had suppressed it for long enough.

Because I feel that I was abandoned by my junior sister because of my bad personality, I have been suppressing all bad emotions, suppressing [Li Lu Ling] who has carried everything.

Because I feel that my body is not clean, I suppress myself from thinking about this problem.

Because I want to become what my junior sister expects, I am extremely afraid of my identity as a demon...

I want to gain power, but I am afraid of my elf identity...

There is a huge mental pressure, and the body is also tortured by the cold palace and the yin.

Lu Ling felt that she was almost crazy.

And now all scruples coalesce into one idea.

to see her.

She only wants her... nothing else matters, nothing is more important than being in close contact with junior sister... what kind of excellent future, what kind of demon race... are all empty words.

Get stronger and find her.

Continue to live together.

Or... die together.

Even Lu Ling herself didn't think about it, but just looking back at her daily life once strengthened her idea of ​​wanting to gain power at all costs. Lu Ling, who used to use the power of ice, really has no psychological scruples now.

Lu Ling, who should have become soft after meeting Liu Fufeng... not only did not soften, nor did she cheer up because of Liu Fufeng's appearance, but because she realized that everything in front of her was false, she awakened her desire to pursue the truth.

at all costs.

She admits.

In the past, she wanted to become stronger not only because she wanted Liu Fufeng to regret it, but also because she wanted to become better and get her back... There is no shame in admitting this.

But it is different now.

Instead of redeeming, it is better to take the initiative to find and ask clearly.

Of course, this is not a conflict. She can also become stronger by actively looking for it. Maybe when she is famous enough, the junior sister will come back by herself.

Lu Ling smiled foolishly.

Obviously, Liu Fufeng's appearance this time not only did not become the light of redemption, but instead became the heaviest burden that overwhelmed Lu Ling. Rather than saying that she became stronger...it was better to say that she was stimulated by Liu Fufeng.

But... Lu Ling does have motivation, and it will never be weakened, and she still doesn't have confidence, but... enough faith can exceed confidence.

Senior Sister Shen...

I am coming.

……

Choose the secret realm, and the figure disappears.

in secret.

One minute later, Lu Ling appeared on the spot.

Not surprisingly, I lost.

Sure enough, although Senior Sister Shen's sword is fast, it's not fast enough...it's not strong enough...it can be won with a little more training.

but……

She has better ideas.

Because I didn't want to use the power of the elves before, but now I don't have to worry about it anymore, as long as I don't use it to hurt Shen Gui, defense...is still okay, right?

In this way, she will be invincible.

……

……

On the top of the mountain, a strong wind was blowing, and Lu Ling's long hair was flying, but she lightly pressed the white blanket on her body without moving.

This is in fantasy.

Shen Gui is waiting somewhere...

But Lu Ling no longer has the patience to accompany her anymore... To be honest, what can be learned from this Shen Gui, with Lu Ling's talent, she has learned almost all of it when she had a mental breakdown before, and the rest is her own polished.

coming.

Feeling the strangeness of the wind, if it was Lu Ling from before, she would have raised her hand and swung her sword behind her, but this time she didn't move.

Until she smelled the smell of sinking in front of her, felt the opponent's sword approaching the skin, and the skin on her heart was stabbed by the sword energy...

"when."

With a crisp sound, Shen Gui looked at the ink sword in his hand in disbelief...

Returning the sword is broken.

The unformed sword spirit was howling.

As for Lu Ling, she was not injured at all, and she didn't even feel pain.

The fabric of the clothes at the back was smashed by the sword energy, revealing the crystal-clear white jade skin inside, and the slowly fading blue remained on Lu Ling's snow-like skin.

This is the defense of partial elf.

When Lu Ling felt that she could use this change without being exposed to others, no one could hurt her.

And... when Lu Ling accepted her elf status and didn't care whether she would disappoint Liu Fufeng, she had already won.

(End of this chapter)