in love

Chapter 18 For You

"Qing'er..." Gu Zeyu suddenly hugged her into his arms and hugged her tightly, "Promise me that you will never see Mu Cheng again, okay?" He trembled imperceptibly.

I have always seen him turn upside down and look high-spirited.Now that the tone of voice is so sad, Yan Qing's heart is sour, and she also softens.It's just that she can't see Mu Cheng again.

"Gu Zeyu, Mu Cheng has myasthenia gravis inherited from the family, and he is running out of time. He broke up at the beginning to not drag me down, and I owe him."

"Yan Qing, you don't owe him anything!" Gu Zeyu pushed her away from his arms, held her face in his hands, and looked at her, "Since two people who love each other are together, they should never leave, share weal and woe. Those who can only share joys and sorrows are not good people. No matter what reason he has, when he pushed you away at the beginning, he voluntarily gave up the relationship between you. So, Qinger, you owe him nothing !"

Yan Qing looked at him, wanted to say something, but was at a loss for words.A true lover is to share weal and woe, to cling to each other no matter in good times or bad times, and never leave.It's a pity that Mu Cheng didn't understand her at that time, and she had never met Gu Zeyu at that time.

But now, Mu Cheng is already dying.No matter what the reason was, she didn't want him to be alone in the last paragraph.

"Gu Zeyu." She called him softly, and looked at him beggingly, "Mu Cheng's days are numbered, and once I see him, I'll miss one. Don't be so fussy and embarrass me, okay? I know you never Not a stingy person!"

"Yan Qing, it's not that I'm making things difficult for you! Everyone has their own destiny, and Mu Cheng's days are numbered. But if you go to see him, will he get better?"

Yan Qing bit her lip and hesitated for a few seconds: "Gu Zeyu, I don't know what to tell you. Mu Cheng is like this, even if it's out of friendship, I don't want him to be lonely and uncomfortable in his last days. What's more , I have missed too much with him..."

"Enough!" Gu Zeyu interrupted her with a low growl, and the hand pinching her chin suddenly strengthened.

Yan Qing frowned in pain and snorted.

But his eyes were full of redness, as if he didn't realize it: "You two missed too much? Did you plan to live with him when he recovered? Or did you stay by my side all the time because he was going to die?"

"Gu Zeyu! How can you miss me so much?"

"How do I miss you, do you care? Yan Qing, what do you think of me as Gu Zeyu! He feels lonely and sad, but have you ever thought about me? It's the same sentence, he is the son-in-law of the Feng family and has a daughter-in-law If you have relatives, is it your turn to be courteous every day?"

"Do you have to fight a dying man?"

But who can compete with a person who is gone forever?

Mu Cheng's life is not long, but who can guarantee that even if he leaves, he will not be stationed in the deepest and softest corner of Yan Qing's heart forever, and will not take away her once sincere feelings?

He loves Yan Qing no less than he loves his own life.

I have been waiting for so many years, just to slowly impress her and make her belong to me wholeheartedly.So how could he endure such a thing, how could he allow it!

"Yan Qing, there is no precedent for this disease without a cure. I assure you, I will do my best to find the best doctor for him. As long as you promise me, I will never see Mu Cheng again."

"What did you say?" She looked at him, and it took her a long time to realize what she just said.She took a deep breath and repeatedly told herself to calm down. "If you have anything to say, let's talk about it later! Both of us are not calm enough now." After speaking, he pushed his hand away and wanted to go upstairs to the bedroom.In the end, he walked around the coffee table but was grabbed by him again.

"Don't go to see Mu Cheng again, okay?"

"Don't make trouble for no reason, okay?" She turned her head to look at him, unable to feel the emotion of anger anymore.

As they looked at each other, the coldness in his eyes gradually faded away, replaced by an emotion that she half understood.

Yan Qing suddenly didn't dare to look directly, and just turned away his gaze when he heard a soft voice saying: "If Mu Cheng and I can only choose one, will you abandon me without hesitation?"

"This assumption is not valid." She sighed, exhausted and helpless, "I'm tired and don't want to argue with you." Then she shook off him, went to the drawer of the cabinet by the wall and took out the spare key for the garage downstairs.

She was going to take out the backpack that was left in his car, and then find a quiet place where no one was around.

"Where are you going?" He asked in a low voice when she put one hand on the doorknob.

"Go out and walk around."

He walked towards her step by step: "where are you going?"

She frowned, but still managed to suppress her anger: "I don't know either. Just walk around and go wherever you go."

"I don't know, or I can't tell? Should I go and see Mu Cheng?"

Yan Qing didn't even look at him, and directly screwed the door lock, but unexpectedly, just as he opened a small gap, the person behind him closed it forcefully.

"Yan Qing, if you dare to step out of this door today, you will never come back again!"

Never come back again...

Yan Qing didn't know how Gu Zeyu could say such a thing, and Gu Zeyu also didn't know how he blurted it out.By the time she regained consciousness, she had already rushed upstairs to the bedroom with tears in her eyes.He quickly chased after her, thinking that what he said probably scared her too much.

But she didn't want to see the suitcase she brought when she came spread out on the bed as soon as she arrived at the door of the bedroom.Yan Qing came out of the cloakroom with a pile of clothes in her arms, and began to pack things inside.

Gu Zeyu was startled: "What are you doing?!"

Yan Qing didn't answer, just lowered her head and was busy with her own work.

"Yan Qing!" Gu Zeyu was in a hurry, strode forward and grabbed her wrist, "What are you doing!"

She paused, but refused to look up at him.He just clasped the hand he was holding and pulled it away slowly and firmly.

When he turned around, he hugged him from behind.

"Qing'er." Gu Zeyu's voice trembled, with obvious panic, "Tell me, what are you packing up for?"

"I'll go." Yan Qing finally spoke, her tone was calm without a trace of ups and downs, "Gu Zeyu, since you've reached this point, I'm not counting on you, I'll go!" When the voice fell, she shook violently Pulling his arms away from him, he quickly packed his things, obviously he didn't want to stay in this house for a minute.

Gu Zeyu suddenly felt unspeakable fear, and he stepped forward to put his arms around her shoulders again: "You are in a bad mood, just go out for a walk, what are you doing packing up? I apologize for saying the wrong thing, I didn't really want you The meaning of leaving, let's stop making trouble, okay!"

Who the hell was the one who was aggressive and messing around from start to finish?Now she's making trouble for no reason!

Yan Qing went to the bedside table to get the last bits and pieces and threw them in, and looked up at him: "Gu Zeyu, you don't have to pretend to be magnanimous here. There are plenty of obedient girls out there! I'm not good enough You. But don't worry, it doesn't matter to you if I die in the future!" After finishing speaking, he quickly closed the box, carried it to the ground, and was about to leave.

He grabbed her, eyes full of tension and fear: "It will be dark in a while, where are you going?"

Yan Qing staggered forward because of his obstruction, then turned to look at him with a sneer, with a sarcasm on his face: "I'll go to find Mu Cheng and live with him, are you satisfied now?"

With a loud bang, it was Gu Zeyu who threw away the suitcase in her hand and smashed the door panel of the cloakroom.

Yan Qing was frightened and froze in place, forgetting to move.Then, she didn't even have time to scream, she jumped into the air and was thrown hard onto the bed.

She was stunned by the pain, just as he snorted, he had already bullied her and grabbed her neck with one hand: "Yan Qing, you're tired of working, aren't you?"

Throat hurts, breathing is blocked, but at this moment Yan Qing doesn't care about these at all.

He looked ruthless, with red eyes.This kind of Gu Zeyu was so frightening that Yan Qing had never seen it before.

Boundless fear enveloped the whole body at that moment.Panting for breath, she grabbed the hand stuck around her neck and began to struggle desperately.But the difference in strength is too great, everything is just in vain.

Just when she was exhausted and about to give up, he suddenly let go and pulled a little distance away from her.

In the next second, she was firmly imprisoned by the man.

The frantic kiss fell regardless, sweeping her with a tyrannical aura.

Yan Qing shook her body, turned her head and dodged left and right, and sobbed repeatedly, only two words: "Don't...you can't do this..."

But at this moment, Gu Zeyu's blood was boiling with anger and fear, and no sound could be heard.There is only one thought in my mind, which is to possess her.Possess her fiercely!That was his woman, and he would not allow her to leave, let alone have anyone's shadow in her heart, not even the slightest bit.

He wants to imprint his own mark on her whole body!He wants to tear her into pieces and rub her into his own flesh and blood, never to be separated!

She had never felt such fear and despair, not even the time she watched Zuo Sha being dragged back to the bar.

She tried her best to contend with him, but in the end she could not escape the fate of being forced to surrender.

A sob overflowed from her throat, angry and sad, like a desperate cub.She has stopped all unnecessary resistance, waiting to be slaughtered by him.

His ferocious movements stopped for a second, but just before he was about to possess her, Yan Qing suddenly burst out laughing.

Amidst the hoarse and stern laughter, he heard her bone-piercing voice: "Gu Zeyu, if you dare to touch me again today, I promise you will die tomorrow!"

About every girl once looked forward to a prince in her most beautiful years.

Yan Qing's prince came in a hurry in her life, and left in a hurry after leaving a severe scar.From then on, she understood that princes are unreliable, and she no longer expects them.

So, from the first moment Gu Zeyu entered her life, she warned herself: If you don't love, you won't die.It's just that the relationship is never under the control of others, and after several years of getting along, the body and mind will eventually sink.It's not that he doesn't know that the person who sleeps with him every day is not a simple character, but he doesn't know that this time the man he wants to entrust his whole life to can be as vicious as a devil.

When the two black wings behind him were revealed to her, Yan Qing was terrified, but more sad and desperate.Because he couldn't believe it, let alone accept it, that he was willing to treat her like this.

Yan Qing said "one dead body, two lives", but in fact she didn't really verify it.It's just that during this period of time, all the changes and reactions of the body have clearly conveyed this message to her: she is going to be a mother, and she can't go wrong.

She was both delighted and bewildered.She wanted to wait for Gu Zeyu to come back, go to the hospital with him, and have him by her side when she wanted to confirm the news.But I didn't want to expect that when the person came back, it would be like this.

Gu Zeyu was so dazed that he seemed to have lost his mind and soul, and knelt and sat beside her for a long, long time.Until night fell outside and the moonlight fell.

"Qing'er, you have it? It's our child, I'm going to be a father?" His hoarse voice trembled, full of excitement and surprise, but Yan Qing's words "You don't have the qualifications" chilled his whole body.

It was he who was blinded by jealousy and fear and burned his mind to hurt her like this.He wanted to hug her into his arms, but in the end he was overwhelmed by the hatred and disgust in her eyes, so he could only put down his arms resentfully, and kept repeating the apology in his heart: "Qing'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

This night is destined to be a sleepless night.

A heart felt like a knife was twisted, full of remorse.A sad and desperate, weeping Tianming.

The next day, Yan Qing took her belongings and moved out of the two people's residence early.

Gu Zeyu has thousands of words of apology and reluctance in his heart, but he also knows that any words of retention are meaningless.He was worried that Yan Qing would be pregnant and alone, so he suggested that she should continue to live here and he would leave by himself.

She raised her eyes to look at him, and just a single word made him feel like a knife twisted: "Gu Zeyu, don't forget, I was in this room last night, and I was almost raped by you!"

When the taxi stopped in front of him, Gu Zeyu almost wanted to hug her tightly in his arms, but he didn't dare to act rashly.

"Qing'er, come back when you calm down! Okay..."

His tone was full of humble begging, Yan Qing's heart felt sour, and she almost shed tears at that moment.

"Child..." He hesitated to speak, and wanted to ask her how to treat the child in her womb, but he didn't dare to ask these words: "Take good care of yourself."

She sniffed: "I know, I'm leaving." After speaking, she broke away from him and got into the car with the suitcase.

As soon as Yan Qing stepped into the door of the apartment building, raindrops began to fall behind her.She couldn't help but turn her head, just in time to see the lightning break through the sky, and then the spring thunder suddenly sounded, and the rain poured down instantly.

The weather in T City has been gloomy for a whole week, and it seems that it is because of this heavy rain.

Yan Qing's current residence is near the company.

She moved out from Gu Zeyu that day, first found a hotel with a good environment and settled down, and then went to a nearby agency to register and find a room.As a result, the agency was surprisingly efficient, so they called her in the afternoon and said that there was a suitable house: a small apartment with one bedroom and one living room, well-decorated.The community listed at the beginning of last year has a very good environment.Ask her if it's convenient to go there now.

Yan Qing agreed without hesitation, but when she arrived at the place, she was surprised to find that the landlord of the suitable house was Tao Zheru!Tao Zheru was surprised when he saw her, and asked, "What are you renting for?"

Her face was a little ugly, and she hesitated for a long time without saying anything.

Tao Zheru tactfully didn't ask any further questions, put the door key into Yan Qing's hand, and directly dragged her to the hotel to pick up things and move.

Yan Qing paid his rent for three months in one lump sum, and Tao Zheru didn't refuse, but gave her a [-]% discount on the market price without refusing.The reason is that if she is the tenant, the house will be lived carefully, and it will save a lot of money to clean up the house later.

The rainstorm came and went quickly.

In the morning, it was still cloudy and the sun was pouring, but by one o'clock in the afternoon, the rain had passed and the sky was clear and the sky was blue.

Yan Qing's quick-frozen dumplings for lunch.After tidying up in the kitchen, seeing the bright sunshine outside, I was in a rare mood to sweep away the gloom of the previous few days, and jumped up with joy.Thinking that he hadn't seen Mu Cheng for a while, he packed up his things and went to the hospital.

When Yan Qing opened the door and walked into the ward, Mu Cheng was staring at the lily in the bottle in a daze.Seeing her coming, she laughed softly: "I haven't seen you for a long time. Feng Xin was still talking about you in the morning, so you're here now."

"Really, what about her?"

"Just walk on the front foot."

"If she comes over that night, we will have dinner together." Yan Qing smiled and held up the bag in his hand and waved it in front of his eyes, "Pomelo or kumquat? Or... papaya."

Mu Cheng was speechless: "What kind of papaya do I eat for a big man?" He pondered for a while, "Are you and Gu Zeyu having trouble?"

"Where did you know that?!" Yan Qing was surprised.

"I guess everyone in his circle knows about it." Mu Cheng snorted a little amusedly, "I heard from Feng Xin that Second Young Master Gu, who had disappeared from entertainment venues for a long time, got drunk until late at night every day recently. If there is no problem, then there must be an emotional problem.”

Yan Qing was silent.From the time the two separated to the present, she hadn't contacted Gu Zeyu for half a month.On the contrary, before going to bed at night, an unfamiliar number often calls her mobile phone, and then she does not speak when she connects, and hangs up after a few seconds.In fact, you don't need to think about it, just by listening to the familiar breathing, you can know who is there.

Several times, she almost couldn't bear Missing to speak first, but in the end she still chose to remain silent.Gu Zeyu got drunk every night, and she also had a hard time.After the anger and fear, there is endless confusion about the future.

"Little Qing."

"what?"

"What's the matter with the two of you?"

"It's nothing, it's just being awkward." She smiled perfunctorily, turned around and entered the bathroom with the fruit in her hand.

During the days when he was separated from Yan Qing, Gu Zeyu's life can basically be summed up in four words: tense and decadent.

Work hard in the company during the day and drink hard at the bar at night.

There are only a few places where their friends usually gather.Second Young Master Gu was considered a player back then, but since he was with Yan Xiaoniu, he retired completely just like Feng Xin said.Recently, he has "returned to his old business", reporting to various bars and clubs on time every day after work.

Sometimes I sit alone at the bar, and sometimes I nest in the corner of the box.The group of "husbands and dogs" asked him why he didn't say anything, and when he was teased, he gave up with a glance.But after a long time, all my friends felt that there was something wrong with him, so within a week, the news that Second Young Master Gu lost his love and bought drunk every day had spread in circles.

Gu Zeyu held an impromptu high-level meeting before leaving get off work today. It was almost seven o'clock when he left the company. He still didn't have dinner and went directly to the bar.After drinking two glasses with his friends, he felt that it was noisy inside, so he slipped out of the box and sat down at the corner of the bar.

After drinking half a glass of red wine, it felt like someone sat down next to him.He was too lazy to answer, and he didn't even lift his eyelids.

Unexpectedly, the man moved the high chair closer to him, and reached out to pat him on the shoulder.

Gu Zeyu was restless, turned his head and saw that it was his cousin Gu Zeqing, Gu Zeqing looked bad and was a little listless.

He froze for a moment: "Xiao Wu? Why do you come here when you have time?" As he spoke, he beckoned the bartender to refill Gu Zeqing's glass of wine.

"Don't mention it!" Gu Zeqing picked up the cup and drank it clean.

Gu Zeyu didn't have time to stop him, so he couldn't help frowning and scolded him: "The wound has just healed, you don't want to live anymore, do you?"

Gu Zeqing said stubbornly: "You know I'm hurt, but you still give me some wine!"

"Fart!" Gu Zeyu raised his hand and slapped him on the head, "Did I make you drink so hard?"

The Gu family's Xiao Wu was silent for a while, and he looked up to the sky and sighed for a long time: "Second brother, I'm so exhausted every day, it's a waste of time!"

"If you have something to talk about!" Gu Zeyu squinted at him, displeased with his dying look.

"Brother, do you remember that I was following the suspect that day and was found injured?"

"Well, what happened?"

"That person is the one my sister-in-law asked you to investigate!"

Gu Zeyu's eyes lit up, and he raised his eyebrows to signal him to continue.

"We knew that the man was not clean, so we didn't touch him because we were afraid to scare the snake. This time he stabbed me and was arrested. It was actually a good opportunity to find a breakthrough, but it turned out..."

"What's the result? Can't ask?"

"I asked, but it turned out to be a fucking waste of work!" He turned his head to look at Gu Zeyu, and took a sip from his glass, "Brother, sister-in-law's friend named Zuo Sha has evidence in his hand. But what do you think?" That's right, the things were already in their hands at that time, and now there is another top bag, who is the original subordinate of Xin Zhao's father. Even Zhao's father and son can't be involved, let alone go deeper. Rich checked!"

Gu Zeyu looked at him without saying a word, his gradually dark eyes made people a little puzzled.In fact, he himself was a little confused, but his confusion was not the same thing as Xiao Wu of the Gu family.

During the half month of separation, he was going crazy, and he was always looking for a chance to calm down with Yan Qing, but he was not sure if she had calmed down.That girl was stubborn, and he was afraid that it would be counterproductive if he didn't grasp the timing well.

Now that Gu Zeqing told him about Zuo Sha, he naturally thought of Yan Qing.If Gu Zeqing had reported good news to him today, he could still use excuses to find Yan Xiaoniu'er, but...

Just as he was having a headache, he heard Gu Zeqing yelling again.

"Second brother, do you think it's easy for me? I'm so tired that I finally pulled out such an irrelevant person! This job is really boring. Looking back, I might as well resign and go do business with you!"

Gu Zeyu was speechless for a moment.

I thought that I would have to talk to his third uncle when I got back, and I would have to leave this child to a difficult place.Where can I experience people in this position!No matter how good a student is, what's the use of being young, no one has gone through the troubles, just can't bear the blow!
"There is no conclusive evidence, and..." Before he finished speaking, he was hit on the back of the head again.

Gu Zeyu snorted coldly: "Don't forget your surname is Gu! If you say this again, I'll tell your father and let him beat you to death!" After finishing speaking, regardless of whether he was sick or not, he beckoned to the bartender for two bottles of wine, and the two brothers started To drink.

That night, a lovelorn person and a frustrated person had a drink together.

Gu Zeqing's drinking capacity was a little light, leaving his cousin to collapse first.Gu Zeyu didn't get any better, and while he was still conscious, he called the special assistant and told him to come pick him up.Then he was unconscious.

On the day when Gu Jiaxiaowu removed the meat thread, Gu Zeyu deliberately skipped half a day's trip to accompany him to the hospital in person.

This time, Gu Zeqing was really shocked.He actually wanted to say to Gu Zeyu: "Second brother, I have the ability to be independent and I don't need you to accompany me. You are always so considerate all of a sudden, I'm afraid!" But in the end, looking at the curved smile on Gu Zeyu's lips, he didn't fart. Dare to put one.

In fact, Gu Zeyu's purpose of accompanying him to the hospital is self-evident, he just planned to find Yan Qing.Two days ago, he routinely made "harassment" calls to Yan Qing, and finally mustered up the courage to call out "Qing'er", but the other party hung up without saying a word.Originally, they thought that the relationship would be eased by breaking up after she calmed down, but who knew that Yan Xiaoniuer was determined not to forgive him this time.

Gu Zeyu has gone completely crazy now.He felt that if he didn't see her again, maybe his wife and children would grow wings and fly away.

But telling him to deliberately look for Yan Qing, he really dare not now.There is no other way but to create chance encounters.There is no doubt that the hospital is the most suitable place.

He had already inquired with various eyeliners that Yan Qing would go to the hospital to see Mu Cheng that day.It just so happened that on the same day, Gu Zeqing removed the stitches, and took this opportunity to meet her by chance, to see if he could play tricks on Yan Xiaoniu to change her mind.

It's a pity that in response to that sentence, the plan did not change quickly!Gu Zeyu never expected that something difficult happened in Tao Zheru's company, so he asked Yan Xiaoniu to rescue him early in the morning.

On the way to the surgery clinic, Gu Zeyu deliberately acted like he suddenly realized something, and told Gu Zeqing that he suddenly remembered something urgent and had to leave for a while, and told him to wait at a certain tea restaurant in front of the hospital after removing the thread, and then left impatiently up.

Gu Zeyu wandered around the floor where Mu Cheng's ward was located for nearly an hour, and he didn't even meet Yan Qing's shadow by chance.Instead, he ran into Mu Cheng who came back from basking in the sun.

Mu Cheng is sitting in a wheelchair, but his spirit is not bad.It's just that he lost a lot of weight compared to the time he saw it more than half a month ago. If he lost a few more pounds, he would be no different from a refugee who was about to starve to death.

The moment their eyes met, both of them were slightly taken aback.Then Gu Zeyu looked at the nurse pushing the wheelchair and couldn't help frowning, why wasn't it Yan Qing!

Mu Cheng looked at his expression with a clear smile, and said weakly and softly: "Yan Qing has something to do today, so he didn't come."

Gu Zeyu didn't speak, but there was a bit of doubt in his eyes.

"Mr. Gu, you don't mind talking to me." Mu Cheng's attitude was very sincere. Before Gu Zeyu agreed, he turned his head and said a few words to the nurse behind him, and sent him away. Push it to the ward? It's the third to last room inside."

Gu Zeyu stood there staring at him for a while, then laughed softly: "Aren't you afraid that I'll leave you here alone?" That's what he said, but he still went around behind Mu Cheng and supported the pusher on the wheelchair.

Mu Cheng also laughed lightly, and said firmly: "I believe Mr. Gu is definitely not such a person!"

(End of this chapter)