The infinite redemption of the Holy Light

Chapter 217 The Choice of "Justice"
"Kiritsugu, you are not living a human life at all." Natalia's tone became very strange, like a mother nagging a child.

"I always thought you were a more indifferent person..." Kiritsugu's face was as expressionless as a machine, but his hands were constantly clenched, with deep bloodstains on his nails.

Natalia sneered: "What's the matter? Isn't it me? When did I ever let you act like a baby?"

Emiya Kiritsugu shook his head: "It's true, you are always strict."

"You always cultivated me wholeheartedly and relentlessly."

Emiya Kiritsugu sailed the motorboat on the sea, looking for this suitable angle, and finally he found it.

Emiya Kiritsugu saw the plane flying high in the sky, and he took out the things he bought from the black market in New York.

Natalia was still talking to herself: "But it's a pity, it's usually the father who trains boys... How should I put it, I always feel that I deprived you of the opportunity - in fact, I also I'm ashamed, I can't bring you the feeling of home, after all, I only know this way of life."

"Do you want to think that you are my father?" Emiya Kiritsugu's lips trembled a little, but his hands firmly picked up a military portable surface-to-air missile he bought.

Natalia curled her lips on the plane: "Stinky boy, you are so rude, I'm a woman... At least, I should be said to be my mother's..."

"I'm sorry." Emiya Kiritsugu apologized, not knowing who he was speaking to.

Natalia looked at the blue sky through the glass: "For a long time, I was alone in a pool of blood, and it even made me forget that I was alone."

"However, it sounds ridiculous to be together like a family." She smiled, and the meaning in her words was not funny at all, but rather satisfied.

Tears unconsciously blurred Emiya Kiritsugu's eyes: "I have always regarded you as my mother, I am very happy, I am not alone"

"Hey, don't say these things anymore, I'll feel embarrassed when we meet later." Natalia seemed to be shy in a rare way.

"Really, what's wrong with me, there are only 10 minutes left. At such a critical moment, I don't want to make a fatal mistake just because I think of something funny." She seemed to be still thinking about how to land safely, because she My maxim is that no matter what happens, you must first embrace your own life.

"I'm sorry...it's my fault." Emiya Kiritsugu was apologizing for some unknown reason.

Natalia didn't seem to notice Emiya Kiritsugu's words, she said happily and melancholy: "...Maybe I, I don't seem to be suitable for this industry anymore. Unknowingly, I started playing tricks, Maybe that's what made me naive and make such a big mistake, maybe I really should retire."

Emiya Kiritsugu raised the portable missile, aiming at the coordinates of the plane with his blurry pupils, he tried to calm his voice: "After you stop doing this business, what do you want to do in the future?"

Natalia smiled: "After I lose my job, maybe I can really only play the game of being a mother..."

"Perhaps I might really want to be your mother. If that day comes, would you like to?"

The sea gulls were flying all over the sky, Emiya Kiritsugu desperately suppressed his emotions, he said firmly: "Natalia, you are my real family."

Tears finally flowed down, Kiritsugu's tear-filled eyes still judged that except for the correct target, he knew that as long as he pressed the trigger, he would definitely hit it.

That's his family on it.

He pressed the trigger.

"Natalia, you are really my family!"

Emiya Kiritsugu cried out in tears, and he fired missiles at the airliner carrying his family.

Like fireworks, the plane exploded.

A second before being engulfed by the flames, the corners of Natalia's mouth curled up, and her icy face looked very gentle, with a trace of relief.

When?

When did you consider this kid a family member?

Mother, this word that could never have appeared in her dictionary was getting closer and closer to her unconsciously.

Kiritsugu, I don't regret it...it's just that I feel so sorry for you...my child.

The plane exploded completely, and Natalia's figure completely disappeared into the sea of ​​flames. The fragments of the plane continued to fall towards the sea. All the Dead Apostles and the Dead Apostle bees were burned up by the sea of ​​fire. Even if there were any leftovers, they would not be able to survive due to the high altitude.

Emiya Kiritsugu knelt down with a bang, and he thumped the floor hard: "Xari, have you seen it all? This time I killed my closest relative again, just like killing my father. You couldn't do the same back then... I saved a lot of people."

"Yes, I saved a lot of people."

He persuaded himself earnestly, but his face twitched little by little.

"If Natalia lands, I don't know how many dead people will appear."

His voice was getting louder: "Her sacrifice saved these, so, Charlie, am I right..."

Emiya Kiritsugu suddenly roared violently, and roared in great pain: "What and what, stop joking, what kind of bastard am I!"

"My bastard!"

"Ah!!!!" The painful roar resounded through the sea.

Emiya Kiritsugu thought of the scenes accompanied by Natalia, his pupils lost all their brilliance, leaving only the darkness that could swallow up emotions.

All he wanted now was to see Natalya's face again.I want to call her "mother" once in front of her face.

What he did was not the ending he wanted.

This is just a correct judgment.

His judgment is correct. To kill those who must die and save those who have no reason to die, what is it if it is not "justice"?
The person he loved, neither his face nor his voice, could never come back.Instead, they will all appear again and again in Kiritsugu's nightmares, will they forgive themselves who took their own lives with their own hands?

This is the choice of "justice".

This is the price of his pursuit of ideals.

Kiritsugu growled and suffered, but he already understood that he could not turn back now.

Even if there is only the slightest hesitation and hesitation, what he is after will disappear.Then all the price paid so far, all the sacrifices, will become worthless.

Even if he is cursing and hating, he will pursue the realization of his ideal, Emiya Kiritsugu vowed.

If you bear the cruelty in your own hands.If it is the ultimate for human beings, then let him alone bear all the tears in the world.

Emiya Kiritsugu stood up slowly, he remembered that night, when the girl under the moonlight smiled and asked: "Kiritsugu, when you grow up, what kind of adult do you want to be?"

"I, will become an envoy of justice."

Emiya Kiritsugu wanted to win the Holy Grail, no matter what the price.

Because of the Holy Grail, all wishes can come true.

At that time, he will be able to save everyone, right?

　This is the main tone of zero. Fate is not a cool story in general. Well, of course, Xinyi also has some problems with casting this volume⊙?⊙In fact, Xinyi still likes to write cool and interesting stories. ...I don't know where the style of this volume is out of place, but it can be regarded as trying a new style, hehe.

　　
　
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