Chapter 70
Xiao Nuo looked at me a little differently.
I don't know how many things are contained in it, but at this moment, although I was puzzled, I also knew that there was no relationship between me and Ji Heng.
Call me cold-blooded or call me fickle.
From the moment Ji Heng hurt me, my ignorant vision of love for him was broken, and I even once doubted whether love really existed in this world.
So now when Yan Zairuo said what happened to Ji Heng, apart from being a little surprised, I no longer had any other feelings.
Maybe it's because I'm a heartless person, I liked Ji Heng because he was the only sunshine and hope in my life.
But after this sunshine was replaced by Xiao Nuo, I didn't have any feelings for him.Besides, during this period of time, he has been helping Zhang Lingzhi and Yue Siyu deal with me, and to be honest, the last bit of emotion left has been exhausted.
Xiao Nuo's eyes looked at me, I didn't have any guilt or incompatibility, I looked at him lightly, with a polite arc on the corner of my mouth, but extremely indifferent.
Seeing my expression like this, Yan Zairuo frowned slightly.
"Yue Yiwei, you really... how should I put it?"
"Cruel, heartless, huh?"
I opened my mouth lightly, but looked like I had nothing to do with myself.
"Yan Zairuo, since you are Xiao Nuo's friend, I don't want to be too blunt, but I can only say, karma. I don't know what Ji Heng has suffered now, and I didn't authorize it. But he Now that I have endured it and feel that I have done something wrong, no matter what he does or endures, it has nothing to do with me, Yue Yiwei. I don’t even get any sympathy and pity from me. I’m sorry, I’m going out to reveal Tone."
After saying this, I turned and left.
I don't know what Xiao Nuo and Yan Zairuo think of me, but they feel that this moment is very depressing.
Maybe I don't care about Ji Heng's life and death, and I can even forget that ignorant longing for love, but my heart is still very chaotic, far from being as calm as it appears on the surface.
The moonlight is like water, and the wind is also a little cool.
I left the room and leaned against the pillars in the corridor, not knowing what kind of thoughts I was having now.
The chaos is terrible, but I tell myself rationally that everything has nothing to do with me.
Until a coat was put on me, the faint scent of cologne made me frown slightly.
Xiao Nianzu stood opposite me wearing a shirt, looked at me with a wicked expression, and said in a low voice: "It's cold, don't catch a cold."
This sentence is like a greeting between friends, if it was before, I would not have cared about it, but today, after listening to what Yan Zairuo said, I have doubts about Xiao Nianzu.
"Why do you want to breathe out for me? Why do you care about me?"
When I looked at Xiao Nianzu, I always felt that there seemed to be another pair of eyes behind his pair of pupils, which was hard to see through, but always felt mysterious.
Xiao Nianzu took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but when he noticed that I was frowning slightly, his hands paused, and then he put the cigarette on his ear.
"No reason, I just see Ji Heng unhappy! I, Xiao Nianzu, always do things according to my mood, and it has nothing to do with you!"
Xiao Nianzu said casually, as if he was such a person himself, but I didn't believe a word.
"If I told you that I didn't believe even a punctuation mark in what you just said, what would you think? Do you think I'm a fool? No one in this world will be nice to another person for no reason, right? ?”
Xiao Nianzu looked at me, said with a faint smile: "If you insist on an answer, then I will tell you that I like you. Are you satisfied with this answer?"
"Why? We just met! Besides, I'm your brother's wife!"
To be honest, when I heard Xiao Nianzu say this, my heart was even more confused.
However, Xiao Nianzu didn't seem to care about Xiao Nuo at all, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, he said: "What's the matter? If I, Xiao Nianzu, want to like someone, do I still need other people's consent?"
This sentence is a bit overbearing, but it makes me very depressed.
"Qin Qing likes you, and as far as I know, you also care about Qin Qing, don't you?"
"It's not the same. My liking for you is different from liking for Qingqing. You are the person I want to protect with my heart in this life, and Qingqing is the woman I want to love with my life in this life. This is not the same. Do not conflict."
Xiao Nianzu's words made me even more confused, when he wanted to ask something, he glanced at the room behind me and said with a sneer: "Don't think that Yan is a good person, and don't think that Xiao Nuo will do anything for anything. Yue Yiwei, relying on others is not as good as relying on yourself. If you don’t want to experience the feeling of being betrayed and abandoned by others, you’d better become strong yourself. Be strong enough that you can protect yourself and bully others at will without complaints. Good. No one can accompany you forever, even Xiao Nuo!"
After speaking, he turned around and walked away.
"and many more!"
I couldn't understand what Xiao Nianzu said to me, but I also heard that he didn't mean to hurt me.
In his heart, I am as important as Qin Qing.
This is his message to me.
But I also heard that he can protect me for the rest of his life, but what he admitted just now is that Qin Qing is the woman he loves with his life.
This kind of cognition gave my brain a flash of inspiration, and some inexplicable pictures flashed by, but it gave me a little headache.
Looking at Xiao Nianzu's stopped footsteps, the firm back made me frown slightly.
"Xiao Nianzu, are you from the devil world?"
My words made Xiao Nianzu's body stiff, and he didn't turn his head back, he just waved his hand at me, and then quickly walked away.
"If you are really good for me, stop. I don't care about Ji Heng anymore."
I shouted at Xiao Nianzu's back.
I don't know if he heard it, but my heart is still soft.
Everyone has their own goals. I dare not say that Ji Heng didn't hurt me, but from God's point of view, Ji Heng just wants to achieve his own goals.
Although he hurt me, it is enough to pay such a heavy price.
Killing is nothing more than nodding, I will not force Ji Heng to death because of a relationship that ended without a cause.
Not because I'm kind, but because I'm hurt and don't want to be full of blood.
It's just my way of thinking, I don't know if Xiao Nian Zuming doesn't understand.
He sighed softly, and when he turned around to go back to his room, he saw Xiao Nuo with his hands in his trouser pockets, leaning against the door panel and looking at me.
I suddenly realized that I was still wearing Xiao Nianzu's clothes, and felt unnatural for a moment.
"Well, I ran into him."
"There's no need to explain to me. Come in, it's windy outside, Yan Zairuo has already left."
Xiao Nuo looked at me with the same expression, but I couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart.
Xiao Nuo and I entered the room, he just let me sleep first, and then went to the study alone.
I didn't know what he was messing with, nor what to do, but when I was lying on the bed, my mind was very clear.
Could it be that the evil energy in Xiao Nianzu's body is really evil energy?
So what is Xiao Nianzu's real identity?
In a trance, I fell asleep like that.
I don't know how long it took, I felt hot and cold in my body, and I could even hear inexplicable screams in my ears.
I want to wake up, I want to open my eyes, but the eyelids seem to be heavy, and I can't open them no matter what.
A slight sigh sounded in my ears, and I could feel that it wasn't Xiao Nuo.
"Yue Yiwei, I seem to have a different feeling for you. What should I do? I seem to like you."
It's Ji Heng's voice!
How did he come back here?
What about Xiao Nuo people?
Didn't Yan Zairuo say that he was seriously injured?That being the case, why can you still control me?
My mind is clear, but my body is imprisoned. This feeling makes me very depressed.
Ji Heng didn't seem to care about my actions, his slender fingers gently brushed across my eyebrows, then groped for my nose, and lingered on my cherry lips.
That feeling sent a tinge of disgust and repulsion running down my spine.
But obviously Ji Heng didn't notice it.
He whispered: "Do you know? I still remember the first time I saw you. Your eyes are like a frightened little rabbit, red and timid, but inexplicably hurt me Heart. I chase you, approach you, I admit that I have some kind of purpose, but the more I get in touch with you, the more I feel that I have become different. I can’t understand myself, and I want to grab you hard I want your smile to bloom only for me, I even want to hide you. Yiwei, I like you. I really like you! That time I really wanted to take you away and live an ordinary life from now on human life. If it wasn't for that damned black cat, we'd be happy right now."
I couldn't refute, I couldn't move, but I felt a little uncomfortable.
He was talking about mandarin ducks.
Because mandarin ducks can communicate with psychics, so they noticed the difference in Ji Heng, didn't they?
But with my IQ at the time, even if I knew something was wrong with Ji Heng, I would probably follow him.
I never thought that one day I would hear Ji Heng's confession to me with my own ears.I thought everything was over with him.
Now he tells me that he really wanted to be with me and used his heart to interact with me, which is enough for me.
At least my ignorant love is not a kind of deception and use.
Maybe it's because of the cleanliness in my relationship. Although I can forgive Ji Heng's difficulties, I can't accept this kind of love.
Ji Heng couldn't hear what I was thinking, so he could only continue to say: "You know? In order to see you, Yan Zairuo tricked Xiao Nuo out. Yiwei, I don't have much time, maybe after seeing you this time , I will never have a chance to see you again. I made a deal with Yan Zairuo, he helped me meet you, and I promised him to go to the frozen land and never come back."
My heart suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
I have never seen Ji Heng like this.The beautiful pictures between me and him gradually became clear in my mind.
Whether it is false or sincere, those days with him are indeed the most precious memories in my life.
"Yiwei, seeing that you and Xiao Nuo are so good now, I'm jealous, have you ever had my place in your heart? If so, why did you forget me so quickly? Why are you so happy with Xiao Nuo?" Together? So, I regret it!"
Ji Heng's words suddenly became much colder, which made me shiver unconsciously.
(End of this chapter)
Xiao Nuo looked at me a little differently.
I don't know how many things are contained in it, but at this moment, although I was puzzled, I also knew that there was no relationship between me and Ji Heng.
Call me cold-blooded or call me fickle.
From the moment Ji Heng hurt me, my ignorant vision of love for him was broken, and I even once doubted whether love really existed in this world.
So now when Yan Zairuo said what happened to Ji Heng, apart from being a little surprised, I no longer had any other feelings.
Maybe it's because I'm a heartless person, I liked Ji Heng because he was the only sunshine and hope in my life.
But after this sunshine was replaced by Xiao Nuo, I didn't have any feelings for him.Besides, during this period of time, he has been helping Zhang Lingzhi and Yue Siyu deal with me, and to be honest, the last bit of emotion left has been exhausted.
Xiao Nuo's eyes looked at me, I didn't have any guilt or incompatibility, I looked at him lightly, with a polite arc on the corner of my mouth, but extremely indifferent.
Seeing my expression like this, Yan Zairuo frowned slightly.
"Yue Yiwei, you really... how should I put it?"
"Cruel, heartless, huh?"
I opened my mouth lightly, but looked like I had nothing to do with myself.
"Yan Zairuo, since you are Xiao Nuo's friend, I don't want to be too blunt, but I can only say, karma. I don't know what Ji Heng has suffered now, and I didn't authorize it. But he Now that I have endured it and feel that I have done something wrong, no matter what he does or endures, it has nothing to do with me, Yue Yiwei. I don’t even get any sympathy and pity from me. I’m sorry, I’m going out to reveal Tone."
After saying this, I turned and left.
I don't know what Xiao Nuo and Yan Zairuo think of me, but they feel that this moment is very depressing.
Maybe I don't care about Ji Heng's life and death, and I can even forget that ignorant longing for love, but my heart is still very chaotic, far from being as calm as it appears on the surface.
The moonlight is like water, and the wind is also a little cool.
I left the room and leaned against the pillars in the corridor, not knowing what kind of thoughts I was having now.
The chaos is terrible, but I tell myself rationally that everything has nothing to do with me.
Until a coat was put on me, the faint scent of cologne made me frown slightly.
Xiao Nianzu stood opposite me wearing a shirt, looked at me with a wicked expression, and said in a low voice: "It's cold, don't catch a cold."
This sentence is like a greeting between friends, if it was before, I would not have cared about it, but today, after listening to what Yan Zairuo said, I have doubts about Xiao Nianzu.
"Why do you want to breathe out for me? Why do you care about me?"
When I looked at Xiao Nianzu, I always felt that there seemed to be another pair of eyes behind his pair of pupils, which was hard to see through, but always felt mysterious.
Xiao Nianzu took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but when he noticed that I was frowning slightly, his hands paused, and then he put the cigarette on his ear.
"No reason, I just see Ji Heng unhappy! I, Xiao Nianzu, always do things according to my mood, and it has nothing to do with you!"
Xiao Nianzu said casually, as if he was such a person himself, but I didn't believe a word.
"If I told you that I didn't believe even a punctuation mark in what you just said, what would you think? Do you think I'm a fool? No one in this world will be nice to another person for no reason, right? ?”
Xiao Nianzu looked at me, said with a faint smile: "If you insist on an answer, then I will tell you that I like you. Are you satisfied with this answer?"
"Why? We just met! Besides, I'm your brother's wife!"
To be honest, when I heard Xiao Nianzu say this, my heart was even more confused.
However, Xiao Nianzu didn't seem to care about Xiao Nuo at all, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, he said: "What's the matter? If I, Xiao Nianzu, want to like someone, do I still need other people's consent?"
This sentence is a bit overbearing, but it makes me very depressed.
"Qin Qing likes you, and as far as I know, you also care about Qin Qing, don't you?"
"It's not the same. My liking for you is different from liking for Qingqing. You are the person I want to protect with my heart in this life, and Qingqing is the woman I want to love with my life in this life. This is not the same. Do not conflict."
Xiao Nianzu's words made me even more confused, when he wanted to ask something, he glanced at the room behind me and said with a sneer: "Don't think that Yan is a good person, and don't think that Xiao Nuo will do anything for anything. Yue Yiwei, relying on others is not as good as relying on yourself. If you don’t want to experience the feeling of being betrayed and abandoned by others, you’d better become strong yourself. Be strong enough that you can protect yourself and bully others at will without complaints. Good. No one can accompany you forever, even Xiao Nuo!"
After speaking, he turned around and walked away.
"and many more!"
I couldn't understand what Xiao Nianzu said to me, but I also heard that he didn't mean to hurt me.
In his heart, I am as important as Qin Qing.
This is his message to me.
But I also heard that he can protect me for the rest of his life, but what he admitted just now is that Qin Qing is the woman he loves with his life.
This kind of cognition gave my brain a flash of inspiration, and some inexplicable pictures flashed by, but it gave me a little headache.
Looking at Xiao Nianzu's stopped footsteps, the firm back made me frown slightly.
"Xiao Nianzu, are you from the devil world?"
My words made Xiao Nianzu's body stiff, and he didn't turn his head back, he just waved his hand at me, and then quickly walked away.
"If you are really good for me, stop. I don't care about Ji Heng anymore."
I shouted at Xiao Nianzu's back.
I don't know if he heard it, but my heart is still soft.
Everyone has their own goals. I dare not say that Ji Heng didn't hurt me, but from God's point of view, Ji Heng just wants to achieve his own goals.
Although he hurt me, it is enough to pay such a heavy price.
Killing is nothing more than nodding, I will not force Ji Heng to death because of a relationship that ended without a cause.
Not because I'm kind, but because I'm hurt and don't want to be full of blood.
It's just my way of thinking, I don't know if Xiao Nian Zuming doesn't understand.
He sighed softly, and when he turned around to go back to his room, he saw Xiao Nuo with his hands in his trouser pockets, leaning against the door panel and looking at me.
I suddenly realized that I was still wearing Xiao Nianzu's clothes, and felt unnatural for a moment.
"Well, I ran into him."
"There's no need to explain to me. Come in, it's windy outside, Yan Zairuo has already left."
Xiao Nuo looked at me with the same expression, but I couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart.
Xiao Nuo and I entered the room, he just let me sleep first, and then went to the study alone.
I didn't know what he was messing with, nor what to do, but when I was lying on the bed, my mind was very clear.
Could it be that the evil energy in Xiao Nianzu's body is really evil energy?
So what is Xiao Nianzu's real identity?
In a trance, I fell asleep like that.
I don't know how long it took, I felt hot and cold in my body, and I could even hear inexplicable screams in my ears.
I want to wake up, I want to open my eyes, but the eyelids seem to be heavy, and I can't open them no matter what.
A slight sigh sounded in my ears, and I could feel that it wasn't Xiao Nuo.
"Yue Yiwei, I seem to have a different feeling for you. What should I do? I seem to like you."
It's Ji Heng's voice!
How did he come back here?
What about Xiao Nuo people?
Didn't Yan Zairuo say that he was seriously injured?That being the case, why can you still control me?
My mind is clear, but my body is imprisoned. This feeling makes me very depressed.
Ji Heng didn't seem to care about my actions, his slender fingers gently brushed across my eyebrows, then groped for my nose, and lingered on my cherry lips.
That feeling sent a tinge of disgust and repulsion running down my spine.
But obviously Ji Heng didn't notice it.
He whispered: "Do you know? I still remember the first time I saw you. Your eyes are like a frightened little rabbit, red and timid, but inexplicably hurt me Heart. I chase you, approach you, I admit that I have some kind of purpose, but the more I get in touch with you, the more I feel that I have become different. I can’t understand myself, and I want to grab you hard I want your smile to bloom only for me, I even want to hide you. Yiwei, I like you. I really like you! That time I really wanted to take you away and live an ordinary life from now on human life. If it wasn't for that damned black cat, we'd be happy right now."
I couldn't refute, I couldn't move, but I felt a little uncomfortable.
He was talking about mandarin ducks.
Because mandarin ducks can communicate with psychics, so they noticed the difference in Ji Heng, didn't they?
But with my IQ at the time, even if I knew something was wrong with Ji Heng, I would probably follow him.
I never thought that one day I would hear Ji Heng's confession to me with my own ears.I thought everything was over with him.
Now he tells me that he really wanted to be with me and used his heart to interact with me, which is enough for me.
At least my ignorant love is not a kind of deception and use.
Maybe it's because of the cleanliness in my relationship. Although I can forgive Ji Heng's difficulties, I can't accept this kind of love.
Ji Heng couldn't hear what I was thinking, so he could only continue to say: "You know? In order to see you, Yan Zairuo tricked Xiao Nuo out. Yiwei, I don't have much time, maybe after seeing you this time , I will never have a chance to see you again. I made a deal with Yan Zairuo, he helped me meet you, and I promised him to go to the frozen land and never come back."
My heart suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
I have never seen Ji Heng like this.The beautiful pictures between me and him gradually became clear in my mind.
Whether it is false or sincere, those days with him are indeed the most precious memories in my life.
"Yiwei, seeing that you and Xiao Nuo are so good now, I'm jealous, have you ever had my place in your heart? If so, why did you forget me so quickly? Why are you so happy with Xiao Nuo?" Together? So, I regret it!"
Ji Heng's words suddenly became much colder, which made me shiver unconsciously.
(End of this chapter)
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