Yin marriage and Yang marriage, the president is a fierce ghost

Chapter 74
It hurts me more than anyone to make this decision.

Touching my stomach with his hands, the faint reluctance tugged at my heart, making me a little out of breath.

"You can rest for the night, let's set off tomorrow morning!"

Xiao Nianzu glanced at me, as if giving me enough space to be sad, he stood up and left the room.

I don't know why I agreed or even believed Xiao Nianzu's words, maybe it was because of Xiao Nuo, maybe it was because of other things.

I don't want to think about it, and I don't want to guess, but I always feel very lonely and lonely at this time.

Thinking about how Xiao Nuo would choose if he was by my side at this time?

Those beautiful eyes should have already narrowed their eyes, then they picked my chin with those slender fingers, and said arrogantly: "Yue Yiwei, if you dare to kill my child, try!"

Thinking of this, I seem to have seen Xiao Nuo's expression with my own eyes, still that angry look.

A tear trickled down the corner of his eye.

I never felt that I was a weak woman, and I always thought that I could bear all the suffering and choices.

Go upstream in adversity, don't believe in heaven, don't believe in fate, only believe in myself!

But at this moment, the deep sense of powerlessness emerging from the bottom of my heart almost crushed me.

The sound of "tick tick tick" sounded like the sound of water drops falling on the rock wall. It was empty and crisp, but it seemed so lonely.

I lay on the cold jade ice bed, touched my belly, and felt a little thing growing there, maybe he didn't know my choice yet, but he didn't have any chance to come into this world.

I admit that I am not a good mother!

Out of nowhere, I conceived him.But knowingly, he cruelly decided to deprive him of his life and death.

Closing my eyes, I kept my hands on my belly, saying my final goodbyes to my lost child.

Only one night, and he will leave me.

I couldn't express the blockage in my heart, but the whole person was a little drowsy.

Half asleep and half awake, there seemed to be a childish voice echoing in my ears.

"Mama, why don't you want me? Is it because I'm disobedient? Mama don't want me, okay?"

That soft voice seemed to be directly sweet to the heart.

My tears flowed more fiercely.

"It's not that Ma Ma doesn't want you, but can't! I'm sorry, kid! I'm sorry!"

I didn't open my eyes, but my heart called out my helplessness.

If I want his birth to replace Xiao Nuo's existence, how can I do this?

Leaving aside my feelings for Xiao Nuo, let's just say that if his status is replaced by An Ye, the world will be destroyed.Wouldn't the underworld be in chaos?

I think I don't have the heart to beg for mercy, I just don't want the man I like to disappear in this world forever.

"Ma Ma, you are a bad person! You are a bad person! Woohoo! I don't want to die! I don't want to!"

Ruruan's voice sounded again, but it was more violent.

My stomach hurts slightly.

But I didn't dare to speak, I just gritted my teeth and silently endured his torment.

Perhaps, this is the last time.

Being able to torment me is also a blessing, isn't it?

After dawn tomorrow, I will never have anything to do with him again.At that time, even if I want to experience such a toss, I will have no chance.

My heart hurts, but I can't say anything except sorry.

My stomach hurts more and more, my head is sweating, and I can even feel his restlessness and eagerness to come out.

But my hand was tightly placed on the navel, and the scorching temperature passed through my palm to my heart, and even my whole body, limbs and bones.

"Ma Ma! Ma Ma! Woohoo! I'm so uncomfortable!"

Ruruan's voice couldn't tell a man or woman, but it seemed like a magic voice pierced my ears, forming a force more powerful than an atomic bomb, blasting my desolate heart into pieces.

In a daze, he was tossed all night like this.

When the belly turned white, my stomach finally subsided.

The whole night of tossing and tossing made me sweat coldly, and my whole clothes were soaked, but under the stimulation of the cold jade ice bed, it turned into a thin layer of ice, which attached to my body, which was abnormally cold.

When Xiao Nianzu opened the door and walked in, the sunlight outside gave me some warmth.

"What's wrong with you?"

Xiao Nianzu frowned slightly, he stepped forward and wanted to do something for me, but I stopped him.

From the bottom of his eyes, I saw my own appearance.

A face was as pale as paper, without any blood, but there was a purple mark between the eyebrows.

The totem was very complicated, but it shone with purple light, which made people feel coquettish.

"what is this?"

I pointed at the imprint between my eyebrows and looked at Xiao Nianzu, he just gave me a faint look, and then said in a low voice: "The birthmark of a demon spirit!"

My heart paused slightly, and I said in a daze, "How could it be? There wasn't any yesterday."

"Yeah, it can be seen that the demon already has its own consciousness and wants to stay, that's why the birthmark surfaced. Yue Yiwei, people with a little common sense now probably know that you are pregnant."

Xiao Nianzu's words made me slightly stunned, but I didn't know how to refute.

I was exhausted all night, listening to the fetus shouting "mama" in my ear all night, those immature voices made me feel like I was being tortured, and I couldn't bear the pain.

I told myself that he was just a monster, not my child!

His birth can bring disasters to the world, revive the demon king, and cause chaos in the demon world. I should cut through the chaos quickly and be him.

But no matter how long I hypnotized myself, when the soft "Mama" called me, I felt that it was a pair of sharp daggers, slashing my scarred heart one by one, dripping with blood of.

"Let's go!"

I sighed softly and made my final decision, but couldn't stand up.

That layer of ice has frozen me.

Xiao Nianzu waved lightly, black mist shot out from his hand, and then the layer of ice melted instantly.

"Bad people! All bad people! I hate you!"

Ruruan's voice came to my ears again, but this time there was more resentment and violence.

I glanced at Xiao Nianzu, he didn't seem to hear anything.

Could this be the telepathy between me and my child?
"Nianzu, did you hear anything?"

"what sound?"

Xiao Nianzu looked blank, but I confirmed that conjecture.

"Hmph! Mama save me! Mama!"

The soft voice grabbed my heart, liver and lungs, making me hesitate.

Finally I sighed, decided to ignore this auditory hallucination, and walked out of the room with Xiao Nianzu.

Under the sunshine, I felt a little warm, but my heart was still very cold.

It seems that a layer of frost has imprisoned the scarred heart. No matter how warm the sun outside is, it can't reach my heart, let alone melt the frost in my heart.

Unconsciously shivering, Xiao Nianzu looked at me, frowned and asked: "Are you cold?"

"A little bit!"

I smiled lightly and walked away, only to find that there was an extra layer of men's coat on my shoulders.

"Brother, can I call you that?"

Heart, inexplicably warm and moved.

"sure!"

Xiao Nianzu touched my head with a peaceful expression, but I thought of Xiao Nuo from his movements.

Xiao Nuo also likes to touch my head, and then talk to me, as if I am a child who will never grow up.

How is he now?

I can only hold back this question in my heart.

Xiao Nuo and I are together, if we are destined to fall in love and kill each other, or torture each other, then why should I torture him?
Xiao Nuo should live a more exciting life without me!
I don't know where the marrow washing pool is, so I can only follow Xiao Nianzu.

I saw a ship docked by the sea, it is estimated that it is going to sea.

When Xiao Nianzu and I stepped on the deck, I found Qin Qing's figure.

She curled up and sat in the cabin, when she saw me and Xiao Nianzu coming in, there was a trace of sadness in her eyes, then she bowed her head and said nothing.

When Xiao Nianzu saw Qin Qing, his eyes instantly turned cold.

"Go down!"

Xiao Nianzu's voice was cold, but it filled Qin Qing's eyes with tears.

"I want to follow you!"

As if mustering up a lot of courage, Qin Qing's voice was clear and loud, much more eye-catching than usual.

Xiao Nianzu still had a straight face, and said coldly: "I'll let you go home!"

"Nianzu, you said you wanted to marry me. Where are you going with Yiwei now? Don't forget, she is your brother's woman!"

"I told you to go home!"

Xiao Nianzu took a step forward, grabbed Qin Qing's arm, pulled her up instantly, and dragged her outside.

"Xiao Nianzu! If you dare to throw me down, I will never forgive you in this life!"

"I'll say it again, you go home right now! It's not your turn to ask about my affairs and my whereabouts! Go!"

Xiao Nianzu didn't care about Qin Qing's tears and cries, and mercilessly threw her overboard.

I was a little worried about Qin Qing, for fear that something might happen to her, but Xiao Nianzu stopped her.

"Don't worry about it! It's impossible for Qingqing to appear here alone. If my guess is correct, this should be what Zuo An meant. Zuo An won't let Qingqing wander outside alone, don't worry."

After Xiao Nianzu finished speaking, he turned around and entered the cabin without even looking at Qin Qing, and then started the boat.

"Xiao Nianzu! Xiao Nianzu, you will regret it if you treat me like this!"

Qin Qing cried loudly.

From the glass window, I saw Qin Qing crying and collapsed on the beach, the grief-stricken look involved my mind, I seemed to see the end of myself and Xiao Nuo.

"Brother, go and tell Qin Qing clearly, it's too cruel to torture her like this."

I held Xiao Nianzu's hand with an anxious expression on my face.

Xiao Nianzu didn't seem to see Qin Qing, he gritted his teeth and said, "I can't go down! I can't care about Qin Qing's feelings either!"

"why?"

"If I cared, Qin Qing would not be far from death. If I want her to live well, I must be ruthless to her!"

Xiao Nianzu spoke very slowly, as if every word came out of his mouth, but I saw his friendship and forbearance towards Qin Qing.

"I don't understand! Why can't two people who love each other be together?"

"Don't understand? Are you and Xiao Nuo in love? Why can't we be together? Why can't you even have the crystallization of your love? Yue Yiwei, don't be so naive! There are still many things in this world that we can't do anything about!"

Listening to my questioning, Xiao Nianzu finally became angry, and the series of rhetorical questions hit my heart like hailstones.

(End of this chapter)