Be a paranoid boss in Tianwen

Chapter 51 The Buddhist Layout of the World (21)

The winter was long, and the snow continued to fall, but Lu's mother's health still did not improve.

Nan Xing only understands human bone tissue, and she is helpless about Mother Lu's condition.

Letters from several bandits came from afar again, some people died in battle, some made meritorious deeds, watching the snow that kept falling from the sky, she felt powerless for the first time.

"Er Gouzi, am I really going against the sky?"

When autumn passed, she thought that the trajectory of the heavenly path had been changed.

Can--

Mother Lu is sick.

The sudden illness, the inability to recover from the illness, and the illness made her uneasy.

She had a faint intuition that the way of heaven, whose trajectory had been changed by her, was quietly returning to its original trajectory.

【Xing Xing, you just don’t exist in heaven, just do what you can. 】

Er Gouzi felt strong powerlessness from her for the first time, sighed, and comforted [Heaven, if you think it exists, it will exist, and if you ignore it, it will not exist. 】

As the saying goes, it is up to the people to make things happen. I don’t know where to pull out a cigarette and light it. Er Gouzi, who is about to become a ball, raises his legs, takes a puff of cigarettes, and breathes a long sigh of relief, looking like a social leader Posture:

[Xing Xing, in a word: just do it! 】

Nan Xing was amused by its last sentence. After laughing, he looked at the sky again, caught a piece of cold snow, watched it melted by the temperature of his palm, and the gloom in his heart suddenly became clear.

That's right, she's hypocritical, whatever it is, just do it!
Back at the table, Nan Xing began to grind the ink, spread out a piece of letter paper, some ink was stained on the nib of the pen, and the eyes shone brightly, as usual, full of vigor and cunning.

-

The long winter is finally over, the migratory birds return, everything revives, Mother Lu——

gone.

When she died, she had a smile on her face, and in her hand was the hairpin that Father Lu had given her, and next to her bed were three pieces of clothing that she had embroidered by staying up all night when she was alive.

One is for Rouge, one is for Nan Xing, and the other is for Jin Qing.

Yan Zhi knelt in front of the bed, grabbed Mother Lu's already cold hands, and cried hysterically, no matter who touched her, she would throw herself on Mother Lu who was crying and screaming like crazy.

Afraid that she would cry badly, Nan Xing had no choice but to knock her unconscious with a palm, and carried her back to rest.

In the room, only Jin Qing and the servants who came in and out were left.

He looked at the bed with his eyes closed, like Lu's mother who was sleeping, slowly moved the wheelchair over, and fixedly stared at the light blue dress embroidered with fine embroidered satin.

Lu's mother said that he was too quiet, that a child of his age should not wear such dull clothes all day long, and always said that he was most suitable for light blue, which should be like a high-spirited green bamboo, vigorous and handsome.

She just made three pieces of clothing, two for her daughter and son-in-law, and one for him, a stranger who was picked up!

Did she treat her as her own child?

The eye sockets became hot for no reason, and the nose gradually became sore. Why did you treat him so well? Why! !

Did she know that he was here for revenge, and that he gave her medicine was just a conspiracy!

he--

He remembered the way Mother Lu stretched out her hand to gently rub his head that snowy night, she was very gentle and loving, just like his grandmother who died in the Earth Temple.

Picking up the piece of clothing that belonged to him, hugging it fiercely into his arms, he burst into tears like that rainy day in the Earth Temple.

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When Rouge woke up, it was already the next day, she was still emotionally broken, crying heartbreakingly, she was going to the Western Regions, to find Father Lu, no one could stop her.

Her hysterical appearance worried people who saw her, and Nan Xing didn't dare to tell her the truth that Lu's father had passed away, so he could only knock her unconscious again.

Seeing Rouzhi who had passed out, Nan Xing pressed the center of his brow wearily, feeling a little exhausted.

In the yard, there was the sound of the wheelchair shaking, and Nan Xing walked out after barely tucking in the quilt.

It was Jin Qing. He was wearing a light blue dress. Under the spring sunshine, he was less gloomy than usual and more bright.

It was the clothes that Lu's mother embroidered while she was alive.

"This dress suits you very well."

Sitting down on the stone chair in the yard, Nan Xing glanced at him and said.

"Aunt Lu made it, it fits very well."

Jin Qing responded.

This was the first time he had a non-hostile conversation with Nan Xing.

After that, both of them stopped talking.

Nan Xing looked at the sky habitually, and the white clouds in the sky were crowded one after another, floating freely as if he never knew the sorrow.

It was the first time that Jin Qing took a serious look at the man in front of him who he had always regarded as a devil. He seemed to always wear white, and he was as gentle as jade. He couldn't imagine that he would be the one who burned more than ten people in Wuming Village to death. demon.

But, for some reason, he always felt that he looked a bit bleak, as if he didn't belong to this world, didn't belong to anyone, as if he had been walking alone in the cold winter all this time. This perception made him a little baffled.

"Look what I do?"

Withdrawing his thoughts, Nan Xing noticed Jin Qing's gaze, frowned, and asked puzzledly.

"Did you already know who I am?"

Jin Qing answered without asking.

A few months ago, he was confident in his poor acting skills.

Now, he knows, he underestimated this man.

"know."

Nan Xing answered truthfully.

Jin Qing was silent again, and after a long time, with hatred in his eyes, like a lone wolf about to eat people, he stared at Nan Xing viciously, and asked through gritted teeth:
"Then why don't you kill me, kill me as quickly as you burned my relatives."

Kill him, lest he suffer alone in this world.

The person opposite answered without any hesitation:

"Because Rouge said she wanted to take you in."

After being stunned for a while, the fierce light in his eyes disappeared, and Jin Qing's face darkened instantly. After a while, staring at Nan Xing, he suddenly laughed at himself.

It is so, it is so!
From beginning to end, he was the one who overestimated himself.

He thought that he took him in just to play with him, like a cat playing with a mouse.

turn out to be--

Everything is just a word from his wife.

"You exposed your weakness in front of me without any concealment, aren't you afraid that I will kill her?"

Kill Lu Yanzhi and make him suffer for the rest of his life!

"I was afraid before, but I am not afraid now."

Looking at the past, Nan Xing stared at the young man in front of him, his eyes were extraordinarily flat, but in the depths, there was a palpitating undercurrent.

Er Gouzi is right, when something like the Dao of Heaven exists, it exists, and if it is ignored, it does not exist.

but--

She suddenly didn't want to go against the sky.

　Xing Xing was not hooked up, so many things are beyond Xing Xing's control. She is just an ordinary person, and there will be times when she can't do anything

　　
　
(End of this chapter)