Deer in deep forest

Chapter 25 Waiting for Redemption
Xi Guang has never met a girl with more personality than Wen Yuyun.

In some respects, she felt that Wen Yuyun and Tang Su were a bit similar, they also lived recklessly, free and unrestrained.The suddenness in Tang Su's body is that after years of polishing, he is able to be at ease in the face of all kinds of life, and his whole person is bright.But Wen Yuyun seemed to be on the side of the backlight. No matter how unscrupulously she smiled, her spirits were high, but there was a deep loneliness and gloom in her eyes, like someone who walked in the dark all year round.

According to Song Yusheng, she used the pretext of going out to take pictures in college, and wandered around all year round without going home, like exile.

Xi Guang thought this way, and when he reached the door of the apartment, it was almost three o'clock in the morning.

Wen Yuyun said: "It's too late, can you take me in for a night?" She has a kind of affection and trust in Xi Guang that even she finds it inexplicable.

Of course Xi Guang agreed and said, "Come in quickly." She was so tired that she couldn't keep her eyes open, so she went to the bathroom to take a shower and found Wen Yuyun already lying on her bed.

It was autumn, and the temperature in the middle of the night was even lower. The white-haired girl slept on her side with the half-rolled quilt inside.

"Are you asleep?"

Xi Guang suddenly heard Wen Yuyun asking herself this, her head was in a daze, as if she was sinking and floating on the sea, and she didn't respond.

"What do you think people will become after they die? Is there really hell under our feet?"

After a long time, Xi Guang still remembers that quiet night in early autumn, a very soft voice came from beside the pillow, but it seemed to come from the sky far, far away.

Xi Guang's drowsiness suddenly disappeared, he opened his eyes, and saw the invincible Wen Yuyun, covering his mouth, with broken light in his pupils, flowing down the gap between his fingertips.

It seemed that she had endured it for too long, carried it for too long, and was about to collapse when she was alone.

Even breathing is suppressed to the point of pain, and there is no hope, so in such a darkness, I inexplicably ask Xi Guang, is there a hell under our feet?

"I killed someone..."

"There was a fire at home that day, and Yu Sui's mother was trapped in the room and couldn't get out. I didn't save her, and kicked her medicine bottle away...Yu Sui rushed over and saw everything...I have been waiting for her Expose me, but she didn't do anything, she didn't tell Dad, she didn't tell Grandpa, she didn't tell anyone, it became a secret that only the two of us knew..."

"Yu Sui hates me so much, but she doesn't expose me..."

"I found out later that this is the best way for her to take revenge on me..."

"There is always a knife hanging over my head, I don't know when it will suddenly fall..."

"Xi Guang, what should I do to be free?"

She has been to many places and met many people. She keeps them in her lens, and the photos are developed to reveal different faces.Some were smiling, some were crying, some were praying with their eyes closed, and some were wailing hoarsely.She tried to see herself from these faces and find a way out, but everyone's emotions were so different, how could she see the twists and turns and hardships behind them.

Everyone has a different life, with their own suffering and sins to bear.

And the only thing Xiguang can do at this time is to keep silent, pretending to be asleep, and wait for this despair to pass and be wiped clean by time.

Tomorrow is dawn, and it is a new beginning.

In the unlit living room of the apartment, Yu Sui stood in the dark for too long, his whole body became stiff.

She came from the Wen family.During this period of time, she worked very hard and defeated the flu heroically. As soon as her body recovered, she wanted to come back to find Xiguang and give her a surprise.

Quietly took the key and opened the door, Wen Yuyun's voice sounded from the bedroom.

Yu Sui's hand froze on the doorknob, as if frozen.After a long time, a smile appeared on her lips, but there was no half-smile, only the flesh was pulled stiffly.The eyes are occupied by darkness, and only darkness remains.

She almost forgot that she was a person who could not see the light.

Now even Lu Xiguang, the only one she cares about, will be taken away by Wen Yuyun.She couldn't cry, she could only smile with empty eyes like this.

After walking out of the apartment, Yu Sui called Xie Feinian, the answer was very fast, but it was a young and charming voice.Yu Sui said, sorry to bother you.

Knowing that this would be the result, she did not give up and tried again, it was her own fault.

On the street after three o'clock in the morning, except for the street lights that have not been extinguished, there are always other places that have not fallen asleep.In some places, the later the better, the better.

Yu Sui got into that noisy world, wearing heavy makeup, swaying ecstatically in the middle of the dance floor, ambiguous colored lights changing above his head, sweat and perfume mixed in the air.She climbed onto the stranger's shoulder, her eyes were blurred, the corners of her red lips were slightly raised, and her smile was captivating.

The other party brought a chic and small wine bottle in front of her, and she took it without hesitation, brought it to her mouth, poured half of the liquid into her mouth, and the other half flowed down her lips.

(End of this chapter)