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Chapter 88
Sunday, November 11th, sunny.

I had a quarrel with my younger brother today because I didn't let him play with bad students like Ah Gang.My younger brother scolded me harshly, saying that I was meddling in my own business. Even though I was the worst bad student with the lowest grades, I still dared to take care of him who was always in the top ten grades in the class.When my father heard the commotion, he came out to stop him. Instead of disciplining his younger brother, he even scolded me, saying that I couldn't do anything well and that I didn't look like his daughter.I'm confused, am I doing something wrong?

Tuesday, May 11, sunny.

I am very happy that my mother is back today. I haven’t seen my mother for a long time. My mother seems to have become more beautiful.However, my mother didn't seem to like me anymore, she scolded me for not inheriting any of her advantages, like a country girl.I feel sad that everyone doesn't seem to like me.

Wednesday, May 11st, sunny.

My mother just came back yesterday, and I'm leaving today, with Uncle Wang next door.Mom and Uncle Wang looked very dazzling when they stood together. When they left together, Dad's expression was particularly ugly.

Thursday, November 11, cloudy.

A group of new teachers came to the school today. Our English teacher was replaced by a tall and intelligent female teacher. Everyone liked her very much and thought she was beautiful and talented.

Saturday, November 11, cloudy.

This weekend, I'm still alone at home.Ah Yi and Ah Yun don’t need me anymore, my mother is often away, my father started to go to training frequently, and my younger brother hangs out with Ah Gang’s group of gangsters every day. If I try to persuade him, my younger brother will not only scold me, but also start to fight. Hit me.I don't think this home feels like home anymore.

Sunday, November 11th, sunny.

Today I quietly leaned on the wall to watch my neighbor’s sister paint. The neighbor’s sister is still painting silently. She found me, but didn’t drive me away. Is she as lonely as me?

Tuesday, July 11, cloudy.

I met Ah Gang and those gangsters today. I originally wanted to avoid them, but they seemed to be deliberately trying to trouble me. They scolded me for no reason and even beat me. I was so cowardly that I didn't dare to resist.

Wednesday, November 11, overcast.

I was wrong, my non-resistance fueled the arrogance of the evil forces, Ah Gang and the others began to bully me even more, and even my younger brother got involved.Ayun and Ayi saw it, but they seemed to have misunderstood that I was hanging out with a group of gangsters like Agang. They accused me loudly and looked at me with disgust.I tried to explain, but no one listened.

Monday, November 11th, cloudy.

I don't understand why things turned out the way they are.The teachers and classmates in the school talked a lot, saying that I didn't love myself, got mixed up with a group of gangsters like Ah Gang, and that I didn't study hard and brought my younger brother down.Everyone seemed to hate me suddenly, and so did Dad, as if I was something that couldn't be dirty.I'm at a loss, what am I doing wrong?I didn't do anything, why does everyone hate me so much.

Tuesday, May 12, sunny.

I am afraid to go to school because everyone is looking at me with disgust, everyone is cursing at me, and secretly throwing dirty things on my desk.I am embarrassed and sad.

Wednesday, December 12, cloudy.

Today, the little sister next door is still painting.Now only the little sister next door doesn't look at me with disgust. Only by staying here can I feel a little better.I know that she is a senior in high school and is preparing for an art exam, and she hasn't been to school for a long time.

Thursday, November 12, cloudy.

Today, my neighbor's sister actually talked to me, and she told me not to lie on the wall of her house to watch her draw in the future.Why?Is Miss Fairy starting to hate me too?

Friday, December 12th, overcast.

Today's weather is gloomy, just like my mood.I finally know why the neighbor lady said that to me yesterday.The neighbor's sister, her sister, committed suicide.My last ray of sunshine is gone.

Saturday, December 12th, rain.

Mom and Uncle Wang next door are back.Uncle Wang is the father of the neighbor's sister, A Yi, who came back to deal with the funeral affairs of the neighbor's sister.It turns out that Senior Ayi has been suffering from depression.

Sunday, December 12th, rain.

The father who had not been home for a long time also came back, and the father and mother had a big fight.They quarreled fiercely, and the sound of rain could not cover up their scolding. One was obviously an elegant high school teacher and the other was a well-known musician, but they quarreled like shrews cursing the street.I don't know what the reason for their quarrel was, but I heard the word "divorce".Divorce, the relationship between father and mother has always been very good, why did they get divorced?

Monday, December 12th, overcast.

Neither my brother nor I went to school today because there was a lot of trouble at home.Mom and Dad have completely torn their faces. They accused each other of cheating and vowed to divorce.Uncle Wang next door took his mother away because he was afraid that his father would go crazy and beat him up.

Tuesday, December 12, overcast.

Mom and Dad are officially divorced.Mom left with Uncle Wang with part of her property and never came back.Both my brother and I were left to Dad, but Dad said he only wanted my brother, and I didn't know what to do.

Wednesday, December 12, snow.

The English teacher Mr. Zhao came to the house, and my father was very happy.My brother ran out of the house angrily, and my father asked me to find him. I searched all over the town but couldn't find him.It's snowing in the sky, this is the first snow this year, it's beautiful, but also very cold.I don't want to go home, no, I don't have a home.

Thursday, December 12, snow.

I shrank in the corner, looking at the happy smiling faces of the people coming and going, feeling very at a loss.Why is everyone so happy, but I am so miserable? What did I do wrong?
Friday, December 12, cloudy.

The snow stopped and the sun came out.Being in the dark mud, I almost forgot the sunshine in the clouds.If possible, I hope everything goes according to my wishes...

Part of the diary on December 12 was torn and torn, and it was impossible to see what was written behind it.

After December 12, several sheets of the diary were torn apart, and only traces of writing were vaguely visible.

After that, the diary was blank, nothing.

Li Yu closed the diary with a thoughtful expression on his face.

The owner of this diary is Ah Meng, who also recorded what happened from November to December from Ah Meng's perspective.

However, in Ah Meng's diary, the facts she recorded are completely different from the reality experienced by the player, or even completely opposite.

In the diary, Ah Meng's grades are at the bottom of the class, but in reality, Ah Meng just took the first place in the grade.

In the diary, Ayun and Ayi are in love, but in reality, Ayi and Ameng are in love.

In the diary, the relationship between Ameng and Aluo is very bad, but in reality, Ameng and Aluo are in harmony.

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In the diary, the friendship between Ameng and the three broke up, Ameng's parents divorced, and Ayi's senior sister committed suicide. None of these things happened...

(End of this chapter)