Apricot blossom spring rain and snow season

Chapter 47
What does Zhan Yunyi see in me?This is the first time I think of this question.Why do I like him, why does he like me, it seems that since he came to Suhe, he fell in love logically.

Think carefully, Zhan Yunyi and I really don't have much time together.He lived in Suhe for a year, separated for six years, returned to B City and stayed together for half a year, and separated for another four years.Except for the one year in Suhe where we met day and night, we also met every now and then during the half year in City B.Four years without contact, do we really know each other after four years?
I ask myself this question.I have some doubts that he and I have lied to myself.

Suhe is a beautiful and natural place, and there are few intrigues in the outside world.Walking in the town, people greet each other cheerfully at any time. What I feel is the simplicity and kindness of the mountain people in the town.The wind is fresh, the water is clear, and the mountains are green.Thinking of Su He, a warm feeling rose in my heart.

Yes, it's kind of warm, and you can't help but smile when you think of it.

When Zhan Yunyi came to my house, apart from my mother and I treating him like our own family, the people in the town were also warm to him.Sometimes when passing by a neighbor’s house, the neighbor steamed the fragrant Baogu Baba, seeing us always handing over two yuan with a smile, Yi blushed, and the neighbor would laugh at him and say that people in the city are polite.It took a long time for Yi to say thank you with a blushing face.At that time, I especially liked to see the blushing face.I often teased him like this, until he slowly talked to the townspeople happily and naturally.

What Zhan Yunyi should like is that kind of simplicity, that kind of family affection.Suhe is a paradise for him, and the people who grew up there are very cute.

What he likes is Su He's me.So he always wanted me to be pure and free from any social atmosphere.But after staying in the society for so many years, leaving Suhe for so many years.I don't know nothing.How could I still be 16 years old?His paranoia and desire are probably a dream of his own.

Thinking of this, my heart is sore.It turned out that he liked, he loved Tang Ziqi who was not grown up at that time, Tang Ziqi who was not mature.Not me, not me now.

And I, apart from liking Yi at that time, I also like Yi who wrote to me, and I like Yi now.Whether he's bossy or unreasonable, whether he's mad at me or not, I still like him.Only his embrace makes me indulge in it, greedy for his warmth, greedy for the brilliance in his eyes.

I know that he and I are people from two worlds, and I know that I have to bear the debt of the Ning family because of him.I still can't miss him, don't love him.Watching the movie "Evil, West Poison", there is a line in it that says, if you want to forget something that you can't forget at all, you just don't forget it anymore.

When I see Yi again, I will give him a good explanation.

Get up early and go to work.Small clerks, type files, organize materials, write meeting reports, and work without worrying is really good.I smiled in the mirror.If the salary is higher, I will not change jobs, thinking in my heart.It's also good to stay in City B like this.

When I went downstairs, I heard the sound of the trumpet, and turned my head to look, and Yi smiled and stared at me.Helplessly walked over: "It's so early, why? I'm in a hurry to go to work."

"Get in the car, I'll take you there."

If you have a free car, of course you have to take it.I get on my feet.Yi handed over a breakfast: "Eat."

"I can't eat it. I can't eat what I did this morning." I looked at the sandwich in my hand, embarrassed.

"You have to eat if you can't eat. When you finish eating, when you go to work, drink the milk first and then eat." Yi said in the same robber tone.

I sighed, he didn't even know that I never drank milk, and I would throw up when I drank cold fresh milk.I have always only drank coffee in the morning, and sometimes I would have some porridge.I thought about not drinking it, but then I thought about it again, so let him see it.I drank the milk like medicine and started vomiting within 2 minutes.

Yi slammed to the brakes, frightened and flustered.

After spitting, I wiped my mouth and said, "I vomit when I drink milk."

Yi glared at me with a dark face: "Then you still drink?"

"You said you have to finish eating before going to work. I dare not stop drinking. I just want you to know that I can accept everything that is not what you think."I turned my head and looked at him seriously.

Yi stared at me and said, "Tang Ziqi, you really have the ability to drive people crazy." Then he became worried again, "Are you still uncomfortable?"

I giggled: "I'll be fine after vomiting, don't force me to drink something I'm not used to. Drive!"

"Got it, I'll bring coffee and snacks tomorrow," Yi said.

What?He will come tomorrow?What does he want?I am confused and can't figure it out. "Yi, I can go to work by myself, what are you doing here?"

Yi said seriously: "Your place of work is too far away, it's inconvenient."

"But, you have a lot of things to do, so you are not tired every day? I am used to taking the bus to work, and, I want to tell you", I still said my thoughts, "Yi, have you thought about it, what do you like? It's just Tang Ziqi from Suhe Town, I'm no longer as innocent as I was when I was studying."

Yi's mouth turned upwards: "What are you stuffing in your head? Ziqi, I know myself. I'm afraid it's you who don't understand. Stop thinking about it."

When we arrived at the downstairs of the company, it was still early, so it was convenient to have a car.Yi parked the car and said, "Go drink coffee and eat something." He dragged me into a nearby shop.

"Ziqi, do you like Ning Qing's gentle treatment of you?" He looked at me and said.

I drank coffee and ate cake, and replied inarticulately: "Yes, Ning Qing is much better than you, he doesn't get angry at me."

"You came to me for him, does Ning Qing know?" Yi asked me.

"I don't know, I ran away without saying anything." I answered honestly.

Yi showed a sly smile: "Then I won't let you go to work, I will find a place to lock you up, and no one will be able to find you, wouldn't it be much easier?"

I shook my hand and the fork fell to the table with a clang.Eyes stared at him in disbelief.

Yi laughed out loud: "Why do you look so cartoonish when you are frightened? I am teasing you. How do you look like a married person?"

I was angry and felt tight in my chest: "Zhan Yunyi, can you be more serious? I can't stand your repeated torment!"

Yi laughed loudly: "Do you want to know how I plan to deal with Ning Qing? When you married him, I thought, I will make him regret marrying you."

I want to, very much.I am curious to know his various plans and calculations.

"If you want to know, just obediently wait for me to pick you up after get off work." Yi said with a funny look at me.

I don't want to go to work now, I just want to know the answer, who knows Yi stood up and was about to leave.I said angrily: "Pay the bill before leaving, I have no money. Last time I ate fish in Wuxi, I almost couldn't leave."

I look forward to getting off work.Never been so eager.Counting the time and waiting for Yi to pick me up.There will be lunch delivered at noon.Ultra luxurious.I saw my colleagues in the office drooling, and kept asking me what day I needed to order a big meal.I shared the dishes with everyone, and prayed for God to bless Zhan Yunyi to stop.

In the afternoon, someone sent flowers, a large bouquet of red roses, and there was another burst of exclamation in the office.I know that such bright red roses are not for me, but for colleagues in the company.

When I got off work, I rushed out of the office ahead of time, fearing that if I would show off my tricks in front of my colleagues, I would be overwhelmed by curiosity and my peaceful days would be broken.

I looked around in front of the office building, but I didn't see anyone else.What to do?He's beyond my expectations, so why fight?I stood dejectedly waiting for him.

Colleagues left work one after another, and every time I passed by, I asked, "Ziqi, are you waiting for your boyfriend?"

I dealt with it with a half-smile.Until there were no more acquaintances around, Zhan Yunyi still appeared.He never breaks his word, but I don't want to wait for him anymore.

I was walking towards the bus stop when I heard him calling me.I turned to look for him angrily, Zhan Yunyi was standing against the wall, he was clasping his hands, smiling all over his face.

He has been standing by the side enjoying the show, right?I bit my lip thinking I must be angry.Ignore him and continue walking to the platform.Zhan Yunyi strode over: "Angry? Ignore me? You don't want to know about Ning Qing?"

I stopped and said to him: "I don't want to know anymore. I'm soft-hearted, and I always feel that I owe Ning Qing. But it seems that I can't repay him. If you want to deal with him, please feel free. I owe it to you." .Also, don't talk about him anymore, and I don't want to have anything to do with you." After finishing speaking, ignore him and move on.

I don't want to be such an idiot and let him tease me.

However, Zhan Yunyi was not in line with me, he grabbed my hand and dragged him towards the parking lot.His face was very ugly.I opened my mouth to call for help, but Zhan Yunyi let go of his hand abruptly: "You'd better follow me obediently, it's not good to make a scene on the street!"

I sneered at him: "I just don't! You're right, I just like Ning Qing's gentleness. If you think it's too embarrassing to make trouble here, don't drag me away, or I'll call the police."

He smiled, without the slightest lethality: "Ziqi, you have really changed a lot. I like you now. Do you want to give me a ride? I promise to send you home and leave without any complications. "

In the past, I would never have dared to ride in his car.Now, of course, it's better to hitchhike.Because, I already understand that he really wants me to follow him willingly.It's not uncommon for him to come here reluctantly.If you don't take advantage of this, how can you get by?

The days that followed made me restless.Has Zhan Yun changed his mind?Is it raining red?I want to go out and buy lottery tickets.

I felt like I had lost track of him, he was docile and considerate, and I was wayward and savage.

After he came to pick me up at the company that day, he would come to pick me up every morning and evening.Every day, I will prepare breakfast and take me to dinner at night,
Occasionally go shopping and watch a movie, and then send me home.He will make an appointment with me in advance on weekends, and if I want to sleep in, he will report at noon.I think he's like a chauffeur part time babysitter.

There were no more luxurious lunches and gorgeous roses in the company, and he didn't ask me to quit my job and move in with him.

This day he came to pick me up from get off work, and then went to the supermarket to buy vegetables.Yi said he would make a big meal for me.I watched him wash again in the kitchen
It feels like living at home in a trance.

I stood at the door and asked him: "Can you make it? Can it be eaten?"

Yi turned around and smiled: "When you study abroad, you cook by yourself, it's easy to do."

In Suhe, men don't cook. I never knew he could cook.Being with him is often eating out.this
What are some good days?

When the food came to the table, I was dumbfounded.There are quite a few dishes on the table, such as cucumbers, tomatoes mixed with sugar, lettuce dipped in sauce, old

Tiger vegetables, sliced ​​stewed beef, a few steamed buns, and the only hot dish is tofu soup. "These are tonight's big meal?"

Yi was very proud: "How is it? Tonight's food must be delicious."

I couldn't laugh or cry: "So you only know how to make cold salad."

Yi pointed to the tofu soup and couldn't say: "I can cook soup." After finishing speaking, he was a little nervous: "Ziqi, don't you like it?"

I really don't want to give him face.For the sake of his hard work, I said: "Next time I will make it for you to eat, and let you know what a big meal is."

Yi was very happy, and graciously handed over a steamed bun: "You should be satisfied, this is the first time I cook for a woman."

I nodded, yes, he was right, I was not only satisfied, but also apprehensive and flattered.Touched by his tenderness,
I was afraid that he would have some bad intentions and make crooked ideas, and I had lingering fears.

Once bitten by a snake, I was afraid of well ropes for ten years.Besides, he is not Zhan Yunyi in my impression.

I asked him while eating: "You report to work every morning and evening, and date me on weekends, are you really not busy?"

He complained: "Busy, how can I not be busy. Every time I finish seeing you off, I will fly back, go to the company or handle official business at home."

I quickly said, "Then you don't need to come, it's not good to be like this."

Yi smiled and asked me: "Ziqi, do you feel distressed? If you feel distressed, no matter how busy you are, it's worth it."

"Zhan Yunyi, you can't change your thick skin." I said with a straight face.

Can't deny, there's always sweetness in my heart these days.I wish it could go on like this forever.suddenly wanted to play with him

Smile, I suppressed my smile and said solemnly: "You are seducing someone else's wife."

Angry, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Don't talk about those third parties with moral standards and uneasy conscience, I don't care about them! Seduction, hum, I will let you know what seduction is right now." by my side.

I smiled and begged for mercy: "You said that you want me to be willing, so it doesn't count to speak so soon?"

Yi said: "Who told you to talk about Ning Qing all day long? You still made out in front of me in Taihu Lake!" Yi said, his face sank.

I quickly acted like a baby: "I'm jealous, who told you to be tired of being with that young and lovely little actor all day long. We are even." Yi was stunned, and said unreasonably: "I didn't kiss her in front of you. Huh!" He said as if he wanted to kiss back.

I pushed him away with a smile on my face: "Yi, can we always be like this? Don't get angry or quarrel?"

"Ziqi, I haven't seen you so happy for a long time."

I put my arms around his neck and kissed him.

Yi sighed: "It turns out that you are so easily satisfied."

He hugged me, his arms are very warm.I heard him tell me the past in a soft voice: "Ziqi, my mother is a concubine, I came to Suhe
When she passed away, the Zhan family didn't recognize me. Your mother's cousin was my nanny, and I came to your house as if I was fleeing.You are so tired of me all day long that you can't get rid of me like a little tail.Your mother treats me well, and so do the people in this town. I have never felt so warm.When I saw you for the first time, you looked at me with dark eyes, very flexible.I am curious that there are such pure eyes in the world.I really hate to make you cry.Ziqi, please forgive me, I want to fight for my mother's rightful title.I put pressure on myself, and I can't help putting pressure on you.Whenever I see you free and leisurely, I get anxious towards other men without the slightest bit of wariness.You left me, said goodbye to me, I hate you so much, you took away my most precious things.Why do you always grow up, always so willful? "

I looked up at him: "Yi, you were the one who attacked me first. You demand too much, and I can't adapt."

Yi sighed: "Yeah, when I entered Yuntian, I was too busy to take care of you, and I was afraid that you would go crazy all the time outside and would fall in love with that house."

The boy doesn't want me anymore. "

I smiled: "How come?"

"After you left, I thought about it for a long time. I promised my mother that I would have a place in the Zhan family. I have been busy for four years and let you play
Four years.In the end, Ziqi, you really make me sad, you are afraid of me, four years have passed, and you are still afraid of me.Did I hurt you so much? "

Ting Yi spoke to me tenderly in the night, and my heart was moved by it, overflowing with tenderness.I raised my hand to touch his face, touch his
forehead, wanting to heal the faint sadness.

Yi took my hand and rubbed it on his chin, his beard tickled me, I giggled.

"Ziqi, when I see you again, I am reluctant to let you go. You are always disobedient and always against me. You think of the way

torturing me.I'll just go one day and you can have a wedding the next day.It's not that I can't take you away, I'm just afraid that you will go more simply than before, so that I will never be able to find you again. "

Yi's voice slowly lowered, "Ning Qing actually came up with such a plan at this moment, he is also a ruthless guy, I see that you are afraid of me, afraid that you will marry him in the old days, and you, unexpectedly Agreed. Ziqi, you would rather marry someone you don't love than be with me. I'm so angry, I want you to come back by yourself. You are so kind, how can you ignore it? You really came back. I don't know whether I am happy or sad, you didn't come back for me. But, I am still happy. I deal with things as quickly as possible and come back. You said you have to marry me willingly. I am relaxed for a moment, I don't want to You are reluctant, I don't want you to be unhappy. Ziqi, how about I start from scratch?"

Yi's voice is really nice.I've never heard such a nice voice.Just like when he was in Suhe, when he was tired from playing on the mountain, he

Carry me down the mountain, and tell me the voice of the story all the way, I relax my body, and slowly fall asleep in his arms.

I took two days off and had four days off for the co-authoring weekend.Yi said that he happened to be free, and we went to Mount Tai to play.

I am excited.I didn't mention anything about the Ning family.It's rare for He Yi to be so harmonious, and I can't bear to mention Ning Qing to break this peaceful relationship.
beautiful.I want to let go of my mood and stay together with Yi.

Having not been together with Yi for so many years, I am more reluctant to part with this trip than he is.Starting from the foot of the mountain, every stone tablet engraves me
They all stood over to take pictures.

I said to Yi: "These photos are moving, and they can remind us of our itinerary."

Yi smiled and cooperated.

He originally proposed to take the cable car, but I refused, and I wanted to go to the [-]th plate by myself.After a while, I will be too tired.Yi smiled wryly and said, "You
Why bother? "

I held my head high and held my chest high: "It's not bitter, I'm really tired, you carry it on your back."

"I don't, you have a good idea." Yi proudly refused.

"Then I won't leave now." I sat down, half cheating and half really tired.

Yi resigned to his fate and squatted down: "Come on, I'm so grown up, I'm not afraid of losing face, I'm afraid that other tourists will laugh at you."

I laughed and jumped onto his back, hugging his neck tightly: "Just for a moment, I want you to carry me on your back."

His back is very broad, reminds me of when Soo Ha.Eighteen sets are very steep from top to bottom. At this time, I am lying on his back.

Little bit of fear.

We watched the sunset on the cliff of Nantianmen, the fog rose from around us, the light dimmed, but his eyes sparkled.

It is the brightest star in the black sky.

There are so many stars in the sky.It is said that at the autumnal equinox in September, you can see all the constellations in the southern hemisphere at the top of Mount Tai.past

After the autumnal equinox, the stars are still shining in the sky.

I only recognize the Big Dipper, which is like a spoon, and I can see it clearly.Suddenly, he felt emotional: "Yi, it would be great if my mother was here. She will definitely sew a real wedding dress for me."

Yi smiled and said, "How do you know she didn't have it. Maybe she prepared it for you long ago, but I didn't tell you."

I shook my head: "You're teasing me again. However, I am satisfied with that embroidered dress. Yi, I miss my mother very much, and I want to live in Suzhou.

When the three of us are together. "

Yi hugged me tightly: "There is me, Ziqi, you still have me."

I approached him, and Yi gently kissed my hair: "Do you know how angry I am? If you don't tell me I came to marry you, do you think I really don't know how you fell into the water in Taihu Lake? I watched Ning Qing forcefully kiss you, but you pushed him away and didn't stand firm before you stumbled and fell. What can you do to protect him all the time? Dare to treat you like this, I take him for granted. "

Did he see it all?I still owe Ning Qing the heart to marry me with great fanfare, and I also owe him.

"I wanted to take you away when I went to the hospital. You were sleeping on the hospital bed with a pale face. Ning Qing told me that he was jealous. I understand, would a husband be jealous? I know you have always thought about An Anning In Ning's day, Ning Qing said to me, Zhan Yunyi, you caused Ziqi to have nightmares every night. I almost got into a fight with him."

Is what Yi said true?I remembered the quarrels I had faintly heard at that time.

"When I came back from Wuxi, I started to buy Ning's. I want to give you the shares as a dowry. If you really choose him and be happy with him, I will let him go. If he treats you badly, Ning's Tranquility." Yi said.

However, what Ning Qing said was not like this, and my mind was in a mess.I only heard Yi say, "Zi Qi, did he move you? Yes.

Hello, you come back for him. "

I looked at Yi, and finally told him: "I am not legally Ning Qing's wife. It was just an agreement, and I am afraid
Afraid of living the old days, arguing with you all day, crying all day and being unhappy all day.Ning Qing helped me arrange a wedding.I owe him.But you want to take revenge on him, I can only come to beg you to let go. "

Yi's body trembled, and he kissed me suddenly.I responded to him tenderly.I thought, I can finally be with him.

I still remember, Yi gritted his teeth and said to me: "You are such a grinding fairy!"

The vacation is not over yet, Yi received a call from the company to rush back.Suddenly something interrupted the trip.After returning to Beijing, he went to England without stopping.I promised to wait for his return.However, instead of him, Ning Qing was waiting.

(End of this chapter)