I'm so lucky

Chapter 282

"Should I not come back?" Gao Meng asked.

Huang Xiaoou was eating, and said: "What do you mean should not be?"

Gao Meng stirred the rice unconsciously with his chopsticks, and said, "At the beginning I insisted on moving out, but now I come back with a face."

Huang Xiaoou said: "This dormitory already has your share, shouldn't you come back?"

Gao Meng stared at Huang Xiaoou and said, "You know what I mean."

Huang Xiaoou picked up the rice bowl and said, "If I throw it away, what will happen to this bowl?"

Gao Meng remained silent, as if he understood what Huang Xiaoou meant.

Huang Xiaoou continued: "It will be broken. Then, we glued it together and slowly repaired it by various means. On the surface, it is a complete bowl and it seems that it has never been broken. But It just seems that, no matter what, the fact that this bowl has been broken cannot be denied. Even if no one knows, at least this bowl does."

Gao Meng lowered his head and said, "I understand what you mean, I will move out tomorrow."

Huang Xiaoou put down the bowl, and continued: "Some things, even if they are broken, there will be a crack even if they are repaired. But if I have to choose, I still hope that it will be repaired, not broken all the time."

Gao Meng was a little puzzled, he looked up at Huang Xiaoou, he didn't understand what Huang Xiaoou meant.

Huang Xiaoou asked: "Do you regret it now?"

Gao Meng was taken aback, he understood that what Huang Xiaoou asked was what he said in the classroom.He said at the time that he did not regret his choice.Now he moved back to the dormitory, so now Huang Xiaoou asked himself again.

Gao Meng thought about it, and after a while, he said, "It's a bit."

Huang Xiaoou asked, "Why?"

Some memories appeared in Gao Meng's eyes, and he said: "I have always been a person with high self-esteem. I think that I am better than everyone else. After becoming an Internet celebrity, this kind of thinking has reached the extreme. So I was jealous of you, really jealous of you."

Huang Xiaoou listened silently, this was not the first time Gao Meng said this.

"You are not only better than me in career, you are also better than me in girlfriend, and even in basketball, which I am most proud of, your talent seems to be better than me. I know Li Jinjin likes you, I don't care on the surface, but in my heart But I am very jealous of you, Li Jinjin is such a beautiful and outstanding girl, why should I fall in love with you. Also, senior sister Shu Rou's attitude towards you and others don't want you." Gao Meng said.

Huang Xiaoou was silent, it was the first time he had heard Gao Meng say these words, maybe they were from his heart.

At the same time, Huang Xiaoou also understood why Gao Meng moved out suddenly, perhaps not suddenly, but a process of accumulation.

Huang Xiaoou let out a long breath.

"Whoo~"

"Then why did you move back?"

Huang Xiaoou asked.

Gao Meng said: "Sometimes jealousy really changes people's faces. I left the dormitory and the studio you founded. I thought that if the sky is high, I will be better than you. But I am trying to do this. Do.

In order to be more popular, I desperately shoot videos every day.Put aside my studies, even my favorite basketball, put aside.Gradually, I put my friends aside.

When I went back during the Chinese New Year this year, I suddenly found that I was so lonely.I seem to be missing a lot of things.

So I can't help but think, is it really worth losing so many things for me to be popular, to surpass you, to prove that I am better than you? "

When Gao Meng said this, he stopped.

Huang Xiaoou pursed his lips and asked, "Then do you have the answer now?"

Gao Meng said: "It seems that there is an answer. At that time, I was an Internet celebrity, but I didn't seem to be so happy."

"Let's eat." Huang Xiaoou said.

Gao Meng nodded.

Huang Xiaoou was thinking, blame him?
Maybe a little bit.

But Gao Meng has already regretted it, should he continue to blame him?

As a human being, maybe you should be more generous.

The two didn't talk much after that, they ate in silence.

After a while, after eating, each of them packed up their own tableware.

Gao Meng suddenly asked: "You said, can we still be friends?"

Huang Xiaoou said: "I don't know. I used to think that we would be friends for life, but it turned out not to be the case. Now I don't think we are friends, but... in the future, who can say for sure. I think they should think the same way of."

After Huang Xiaoou finished speaking, he took the tableware and walked towards the place where the used tableware was placed.

Gao Meng stood behind alone.

He understood what Huang Xiaoou meant.

Suddenly, he thought about the bowl that Huang Xiaoou was talking about.

Yeah, the bowl was broken, and even if it was repaired it would have cracks.However, everyone prefers a restored bowl to a broken bowl.

Whether they can become friends again and become a good buddy in the dormitory may not depend on them, but on themselves.After all, it was me who left at the beginning!

After figuring out the joints, Gao Meng suddenly felt relaxed.

By the way, he has already figured out many problems.

He had been in confusion, anxiety and fear before, but now he seemed to be no longer so confused.

A young man in his 20s is not so hard-hearted.

Gao Meng laughed, and after putting away the tableware, he followed Huang Xiaoou.

"Xiaoou, go back to the dormitory first, I'll go out to do something." After leaving the cafeteria, Gao Meng said to Huang Xiaoou.

Huang Xiaoou nodded and said, "Okay."

Huang Xiaoou went back to the dormitory alone, while Gao Meng walked towards the outside of the school.

Not long after returning to the dormitory, Li Jinjin made a phone call.

"Wow! Classmate Huang Xiaoou, have you forgotten that you still have me as a friend?" Li Jinjin asked immediately.

Huang Xiaoou was stunned for a moment, and said: "I said Miss Li, are you out of your mind? When did I forget you?"

"Just tell me, have you ever called me since the Chinese New Year? You didn't say that you came to help me carry my luggage when school started today." Li Jinjin said.

"This... I'm busy with work." Huang Xiaoou said.

"Don't talk nonsense, off-campus milk tea shop, come here quickly, if you don't come, you will die." Li Jinjin said.

"All right, all right, wait for me, I'll be there in ten minutes." Huang Xiaoou said.

"En." Li Jinjin replied and hung up the phone.

Huang Xiaoou got out of bed with a wry smile, he really forgot about this young lady.

Since New Year's Eve, it seems that I really haven't contacted her. Some of the reasons are because I am busy with work, and some are because I have neglected it.

But having said that, Feng Tong himself seems to be a little neglected.

Huang Xiaoou put on his shoes and hurried out the door.

(End of this chapter)