China's famous detective Jiangnan: There are ghosts on campus

Chapter 129 No Sorrow No Happiness (3)

"Jiangnan," suddenly, the doctor's voice sounded behind me, "For so many years, we have been mutually beneficial, you let me study, I help you control the disease, but why do you always hate and resist in your heart? I?"

"Is it really because every time I remind you of the past, it makes you feel painful? Stop kidding yourself, constantly dwelling on that image will not only make you better control your emotions, but in a way, you also long to remember In the past, longing to see your biological parents more authentically."

"In fact, what you really hate is the mentally ill and bloodthirsty you in the past, the you in the past that you dare not recall or believe! It is also the you who would die if you laughed out loud now!"

"And the reason why you hate me is only because I know everything about you, the you in the past that you dare not face!"

My heart suddenly shrank suddenly, and my body was trembling slightly.The doctor's voice is so clear in my heart at this moment.

"Jiangnan, no matter how indifferent you can pretend, you won't live long if you are afraid of the past and dare not face it."

The doctor continued to say without any emotion: "I don't know how long your life will be consumed by this mood swing, but I have to say, because you are very fragile now."

I hurriedly opened the door and escaped, leaned against the wall, took out the box of tranquilizers specially made for me that the doctor had just given me in my pocket, tore open the package, fixed the syringe, and inserted it into my arm.

Only then did my mood calm down.

Just at that moment, I thought of the past.

I was at a loss, walking to the square with a blank mind.Among the crowd coming and going, there were people in twos and threes playing and laughing with their friends; there was also a couple who were arguing with each other and seemed very angry; there were also a few children who were crying because their parents didn't buy them toys.At this moment, I suddenly found that I looked very different and out of tune with them—I was the only one in the crowd present with a blank face, neither sad nor happy.

Ding dong.

The phone in the pocket vibrated and a notification sound came out.

I shook my head, my thoughts gathering.I turned on my phone and saw that there were three missed call notifications.

In the doctor's place, the mobile phone cannot receive calls, and the signal will be interfered.

The missed calls are from Zhang Xiaoqi and Luo Shan respectively.

I thought about it, and first called Luo Shan.

After the number was dialed, it was not connected, as if someone hung up.I shook my head, then called Zhang Xiaoqi.

"Jiangnan!" Zhang Xiaoqi said in a very angry tone, "You won't sleep in the dormitory again, will you? Why can't you get through to your mobile phone?!"

I replied to her: "I didn't sleep in the dormitory, but I have something to do outside. I'll go back right now."

"Working outside?" Zhang Xiaoqi asked curiously again: "What do you want to do outside? And you don't take me with you?"

"It's nothing." I dismissed her question lightly, and then asked her, "Where did Luo Shan go to you today?"

"No." Zhang Xiaoqi was also attracted by the topic of Luo Shan, and said with some doubts: "Why hasn't he come here yet? It shouldn't be. It can't be that he doesn't plan to join."

I shook my head here and said, "I don't know."

"Then come back soon." Zhang Xiaoqi said, "It just so happened that we came back to have lunch together."

"Yes." After agreeing, I hung up the phone.

Then I hailed a taxi on the side of the road and prepared to go back to school. ——
(End of this chapter)