entertainment conscience

Chapter 378 [Countdown to Life]

2022, April 12.

Baodao Airport.

"Eleven, what's wrong?"

The assistant glanced at Bao Shiyi, saw that Bao Shiyi seemed to be in a hurry, walked over, and said, "Xiyi, we are about to board the plane, let's go."

Bao Shiyi glanced at the assistant, then at the people who were queuing up ahead, and walked over with the assistant while holding the phone, ready to reply to the netizen on Weibo.

The system has found out that the real name of this Weibo netizen named "Smiling and Sad Life" is Shen Ming.

That is to say, the kind-hearted person who has been providing him with a very large value of despair.

……

"What's uncomfortable, tell us to make us happy?"

No, no!
Bao Shiyi hurriedly deleted his words. Now is not the time to take revenge on the society. If he really takes revenge like this again, he may really take revenge on others to death.

Although he is a stranger, but no matter how you say this is an absolute food producer who contributes to his own life, even looking at those amazing negative energy values, Bao Shiyi also has to help at this critical moment, to a certain extent That's not just a stranger, but a lifesaver.

It is precisely because of knowing this that Bao Shiyi turned into a bosom brother and wanted to enter the inner world named Shen Ming, and wanted to find out why this Shen Ming was so desperate, and now he still left messages like this on Weibo. a speech.

As an idol, it is obvious that he seldom responds to and pays attention to all the comments. Now Bao Shiyi commented directly under the Weibo with the death expression——

"It's not good for you to say that."

Bao Shiyi thought about it carefully, and finally left a message under that Weibo, but it was obvious that Bao Shiyi knew that he couldn't just leave a message like this, so he continued to comment under Weibo: "How can you say such a thing? , Talking lightly about life and death, there is nothing more precious than life in this world, do you mean that you will choose to die after reading my works?"

"Why do you say that, do you know what you are doing is very wrong?"

"Why do you say such things and make such remarks? Did you encounter any difficulties? If you have any bad things, you can tell me. If I can help you, I will try my best to help you."

"Really, don't be overwhelmed. You have to know that suicide is very painful."

"Really, we have to be responsible for every minute of our lives, and we are worthy of the grace of time. We are responsible for our loved ones, and we are responsible for the kindness we are destined to be. We are responsible for our friends, and we are worthy of being bothered. friendship. We have to be responsible for everything around us, we must not end our lives easily, there will never be another chance!"

Bao Shiyi now appeared on Weibo and began to ask, so what is the reason for wanting to end his life.

Just like that, I kept commenting and replying on Weibo, talking non-stop, asking non-stop, very eager to know what happened to this "smiling and sad life" and why there were such remarks .

Was it because he was thinking too much because of the negative energy value? Maybe this man named Shen Ming was just a big farmer and had no other meaning.

Obviously, Bao Shiyi knew very well in his heart that his thinking was too naive, and there was little hope at all.

Because how can a person say such things in a good manner.

The breath of death in these words has begun to permeate.

……

Following Bao Shiyi's reply to comments one after another, it caused a huge sensation on Weibo in an instant.

In this way, it gradually fermented, because it was originally just an inconspicuous Weibo comment, but Bao Shiyi actually replied, even if the last comment was about watching Bao Shili's works, that is, when he died, Maybe it was just a joke.

It is very likely that he just exaggeratedly described that he watched Shiyi's works, and after reading them, he was tortured to death by Bao Shili's works.

"Is it really Eleven? Eleven actually appeared. What happened to that life named Xiaoxiaosan, did he want to commit suicide?"

"No way, that person probably isn't going to commit suicide, is Eleven misunderstood?"

"In the front row, Eleven actually appeared."

"Is that man really going to kill himself?"

"No way, it must be a joke. It's impossible to die just because you watch Eleven's works. This joke is not good at all."

……

"If the blogger is still there, please respond as soon as possible. Eleven has been asking you so anxiously. What's going on? Don't scare us!"

"Why do I read the blogger's words and think about it carefully? Could it be that the blogger really can't think about it, don't do it, there is no obstacle in this world, you must live well."

……

Because Bao Shiyi was about to board the plane, he naturally turned off his phone later.

The Weibo netizen "Smiling and Sad Life" who commented before this did not appear, but netizens on the Internet are already asking what those words mean.Netizens were discussing and asking questions, all because of Bao Shiyi's constant questioning, one sentence after another made the netizens pay attention.

The topic became more and more popular because of the appearance of Bao Shiyi, a popular national younger brother, and the Weibo blogger "Life of Smile and Sadness" was also followed by more and more netizens on the Internet, asking non-stop.

"For a person who wants to commit suicide, solving the root cause of his pain is the root cause, and stopping it is only a temporary solution. It is cruel to prevent him from committing suicide while turning a blind eye to his pain."

Just after the netizen gave such a reply, the "smiling and sad life" who hadn't shown up all this time replied to Bao Shiyi——

"I'm very surprised. You actually saw my message on October [-]. It's really surprising. I'm planning to commit suicide because I'm really in pain now."

"Before this, I always thought that the disease was far away from me. I was only 22 years old and unmarried, but I was diagnosed with advanced liver cancer not long ago. I have learned a lot about what advanced liver cancer means. Those cases made me feel hopeless. , really desperate, I clearly know that the effects of chemotherapy can't save my life, and my body can't stand it at all."

"I went to the hospital yesterday to secretly visit other patients with advanced liver cancer because I was about to be hospitalized, but I knew it would be hell. One patient told me that the most painful time was just to know when he would be relieved. He hopes that God can take him away as soon as possible and let him be free!"

"I'm ready to accept my own death, and my family doesn't have to spend the money anymore. It's a relief for me to die like this."

……

Bao Shiyi didn't know what was going on yet, but when the netizens saw the latest message from that Weibo netizen, they couldn't calm down for an instant. They didn't know how to comfort, explain, or dissuade them.

Because such cruel facts are in front of us, all dissuasion seems to be ineffective.

"I don't know what to suggest you, because all the suggestions are really useless. One of my aunts died of lung cancer last year. I clearly saw her undergoing chemotherapy in pain and finally passed away."

"Why give up targeted therapy? Really don't give up targeted therapy. Compared with ordinary chemotherapy, the side effects are much smaller, but the effect is very good."

"I really don't know what to say. Chemotherapy is really painful. The pain really makes life worse than death. I have stage II liver cancer, and I am still alive. Many times, all cancers are so painful when they reach the terminal stage." The pain of life is worse than death. Many people say that they can’t help but end the treatment, but after the treatment, is the pain over? If you don’t take treatment, you still have to suffer, unless you really choose to commit suicide right now.”

"There will be a miracle, come on, don't be overwhelmed! I just want to cry, thinking why people have to suffer this when they came to this world. I really hope that everyone is healthy and safe."

"I'm really praying for you. I really hope that all the sufferings will pass. It must be a misdiagnosis. Blogger, don't give up. You must think about your family. The illness is like a spring. If you shrink back first, then he will Even more rampant, so you must be strong!"

……

"The pain of chemotherapy is worse than life, and death is also an inevitable result. It is a very difficult choice whether to accept death peacefully or live toward death."

"I don't know why I saw many netizens urging bloggers to work hard, but I think it is really unnecessary for people who have never had cancer or are struggling with terminal cancer. That kind of pain is not something everyone can bear. The patients themselves want to give up. It really means that the pain is beyond what she can bear. Who doesn't want to live, but it is so painful for them to live. Not seeing hope and physical pain are not something everyone can bear , perhaps death is the real relief."

"I disagree, blogger, you should at least try chemotherapy first. If you can't hold on, stop the treatment. Although life is better than death, it's better to get rid of it earlier, but don't you even have the courage to try chemotherapy now? ?”

"Tell your parents your love for them, tell them what you want them to help you accomplish, tell anyone what you want to say, I don't know if your choice is right or not, I really just want all sentient beings to be free from suffering and find happiness .”

"Don't go to the hospital for advanced liver cancer, walk in standing up, and sleep out with you, is it interesting?"

……

Although Bao Shiyi did not reappear, what netizens said to netizens with advanced liver cancer has aroused great repercussions. Of course, before this, it was because of Bao Shiyi’s questioning every sentence. It really touched other fans and netizens.

Because there has never been such a celebrity idol who would be so anxious to ask a strange netizen what happened.

Such enthusiasm and eager concern really moved the netizens very much, but the answer given by the blogger later left many netizens at a loss for what to say.Even doctors have different opinions. Some doctors suggested bloggers to receive treatment immediately, while some doctors directly said that chemotherapy is really painful, especially for advanced liver cancer, it is really difficult to predict the hope of final cure.

Although many netizens have never experienced the pain of chemotherapy, some of the pain will make people afraid if they have not experienced it. Just like Shen Ming's choice now, he is already afraid before it starts.

Netizens are all discussing it, and they all very much hope that this netizen will not choose such a cruel result as suicide in the end.

Because such a choice is also very painful.

……

After Bao Shiyi got off the plane, he went home directly. When he opened Weibo on his mobile phone on the way, the topic became more and more popular, and even surpassed the Golden Park Awards ceremony this time.

Because there is a living human life counting down right now behind this topic.

Perhaps, that person will commit suicide in the next second and die just like that.

After reading Weibo, Bao Shiyi did not think that the reason why he chose to commit suicide in despair would be because of this.

Bao Shiyi had already thought about the reason for suicide a lot on the plane. What kind of reason would make people despair and make people choose to die?

Now after seeing this answer, Bao Shiyi's mind was full of thoughts, because just like what netizens commented on, he didn't know how he should persuade that Shen Ming.

Is it to accept death, or to accept pain cruelly, to accept that life is worse than death, and to live like that all the time?
When Bao Shiyi returned to Nanzhong Street, he still hadn't figured out how to persuade Shen Ming to face him.

His current life is also counting down, but he seems to be luckier than Shen Ming, because at least he is not facing the cruel result now, and his death is not tomorrow.

Although his death is also very scary, because he doesn't know how he will die at all, he just knows that he will die at a later moment.

die?

Why is there such a cruel thing, why do we have to experience death while alive.

Looking at the comments of those netizens, Bao Shiyi really didn't know how to persuade that blogger, he is not the god of death, he is also a dying person living under the scythe of the god of death.

Now the right to choose is in Shen Ming's hands.

Bao Shiyi sat there like that, motionless, thinking about how to help this talent.

However, he didn't seem to be able to save that person.

Because now he doesn't know if he can save himself, try to live, live like that, and then die suddenly like that one day very early.

……

Seeing Bao Shiyi looking at her mobile phone, Zhou Yun started to cry like that, her heart tightened, she walked up to Bao Shiyi, and asked, "What's wrong? What happened?"

"Eleven, why are you crying?"

Bao Shiyi burst into tears, turned his head to look at Zhou Yun in a daze, touched the tears on his face in a daze, and said with a smile: "Yeah, why am I crying?"

"But, he's going to die."

……

Someone's life is counting down...

(End of this chapter)