Began to become popular after divorcing Tianhou wife

Chapter 233 "I really want to love this world"

The entire Internet is discussing "Deception".

The reading volume directly exceeded [-] million.

People have a new understanding of "sex".

Zhang Mingyu opened the door to a new world for everyone and made them dare to face reality.

It's a "hygiene" song.

There's also a "spiritual" song below.

In terms of mental illness, the most well-known one should be-depression.

There are about 3.22 million people in the world suffering from the disease, with a prevalence rate of 4.4%.

The prevalence rate in my country is about 3% to 5%.

Depression (also known as melancholia, depressive disorder), with significant and persistent low mood as the main clinical feature, is the main type of mood disorders.

Simply put, it is a prolonged period of depression.

Mild manifestations are bad mood, upset, frustrated, not happy.

Severe manifestations are frowning, worried, gloomy, pessimistic and hopeless.

Depression patients have several symptoms:

Don't want to do anything.

I don't know what to do.

Not interested in anything.

It feels like nothing makes sense.

Refuse all social activities.

Low self-esteem is often referred to as inferiority complex.

Depression patients often think that they can't do anything well, are useless, have a bleak future, feel guilty and blame themselves, and think that they have sinned deeply.

Zhang Mingyu didn't give the audience a chance to breathe, and said directly:
"My friends, please suspend the discussion of "Deception" because I will bring you a new song. This song may affect many people, because many of us will more or less I have similar symptoms, and the song I will bring next is to hope that friends with this symptom can see the light and get out of the gloom."

"Today is World Mental Health Day, and mental illness and depression top the list. I don't know if you have the same feeling. We are all very afraid that people around us think we are normal, so no one cares about us, but one day we Tell others that they are sick, and they will say things like 'I think you are fine', 'You look normal', etc., but they don't know that their unintentional words will make us feel bad about the world and people. Create panic."

"Friends who are about to get sick or who are already sick on the scene and in front of the screen, I hope the next song can warm you up. If you have a good life, I also hope that you can care for the friends who are about to or who are already sick around you."

"I want to love this world so much" for those friends who are in a dark life, I hope you can find yourself, feel the love of this world for you, and welcome the new life with a new attitude."

After Zhang Mingyu introduced his new song, some people suffering from depression in the audience didn't think much of Zhang Mingyu, thinking that he was completely consuming himself, a group that was already in great pain.

actually not.

Want to love this world so much?

No, I don't want to!
There are people I love in this world, but I don't love this world.

I believe this is the voice of many people.

Today, Zhang Mingyu wants to use his songs to make people face up to themselves and the world.

"Hugging the sofa, sleepy eyes, messy hair, but longing to be as chic as the protagonist of the movie."

"Under the corner of the eaves, there are crows lined up densely, and I don't know how to express my suppressed emotions."

Just a few short sentences mobilized people's emotions, especially those suffering from depression, who felt the same way.

The atmosphere on the scene gradually became depressed.

The tone of the lights in the arena began to dim.

There was also a crow call or two on the stereo.

People don't know how to express their depressed emotions, so they can only accept them passively.

In a corner of the scene, a girl was sitting there with her hands on her knees, sobbing silently.

The girl is a patient with depression. At this moment, when she heard Zhang Mingyu's voice, her heart completely lost control.

On the stage, Zhang Mingyu's voice continued, with a slightly higher pitch:

"Whether I am here or there, I feel like a lost soul, but I know that I should make some efforts at this moment."

"Whether I am here or there, the irreparable past, whenever I think of..."

The tempo started to pick up.

The girl sitting in the corner suddenly raised her head and stared straight at Zhang Mingyu on the stage.

"I thought about leaving and existed in this way because of those narrations, those gestures, and those injuries."

"I don't want to leave. When you said that you were still here, I suddenly began to... look forward to it inexplicably."

After hearing this, the girl cried.

There were also sobs.

Of the 4 people at the scene, about 2000 of them were sobbing silently with their heads down, with tears in their eyes.

Not only the scene, but also the live broadcast room was full of tears.

"Give me the fuck to live a good life!"

"Suddenly full of hope for life."

"The world is so big, there will always be good things."

"May everyone in front of the screen be treated with tenderness by the world."

"I really want to love this world, but I can't even love myself!"

"The stranger who saw my comment: Promise me that no matter how difficult it is, you must live on!"

"Brother Yu, there are stars and oceans in your eyes."

"The world kisses me bitterly and asks me to sing in return."

"It's great that I'm alive!"

There are negative and optimistic bullet screens.

Most people have a negative attitude.

optimism?

Already tired of being alive, okay?

Heavy medicine for severe cases.

Zhang Mingyu has also walked through darkness, and also spent painful and lonely nights, but he said with the most relaxed melody and the most gentle singing voice: "It's okay, I understand you. Don't be afraid, I am here!"

Depressed people are easy to be ignored. They disguise themselves with protective colors, and then suffer alone and despair alone. They magnify their negative emotions several times on themselves.They hide in the corner and wrap themselves up, they really want to love this world, the love they need is a hug, a simple love, a shoulder that makes them love the world bravely.If they are with you, hug him and tell him, "Don't be afraid, we are all here."

On Weibo, a netizen named "Zoufan" started to turn on the computer code words the moment he heard the song "I really want to love this world", and began to share all kinds of things about his past.Because she is also a patient with depression. Although her symptoms have been relieved a lot compared to the past, she still relapses and cannot be cured.

The former Zoufan posted some very negative comments on Weibo, and even wanted to commit suicide at one point.

But the world is a good place!
Although Zoufan is not a big star, but because of his good looks and his love of surfing the Internet, he has some fans.And when Zoufan made those negative remarks, some people who cared about her directly messaged her: "Sister, there are really many, many good things in life, don't do bad things."

At that time, Zoufan was silent for a while, and replied: "Of course not, I am very afraid of death."

In fact, at that time, I really wanted to love this world!
　I really want to love this world, but this world doesn't love me!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)