Siheyuan: I became Xu Damao

Chapter 52
"I also want to try everywhere, but it's too stingy!!!"

Originally, I wanted to maintain it for a while and get a marriage certificate, but thinking of my sister who is showing off non-stop now, and her husband Yan Jiecheng, who is almost exactly the same as her father-in-law, Yu Li felt her head was about to explode .

Think of all the grievances you have suffered.

I couldn't control my body at all, tears just fell down.

a woman.

Especially now in his office, he kept crying to himself.

If someone sees it, they must think that they are bullying the other party.

So for such a situation, especially for the other party crying, Xu Damao hurriedly comforted him.

"Anyway, it's not like that kind of relationship hasn't happened yet. If you think it's really inappropriate, you two can separate directly!!!"

"After all, in the new society, those old rules don't need to be!!!"

Because the other party was originally as beautiful as Yu Haitang, Xu Damao was in the process of comforting the other party.

Xu Damao lightly touched the opponent's face with his hand.

And for such a situation, especially Xu Damao's salary is very high.

It can be said that Yu Li enjoyed it very much, and she didn't have the slightest intention to stop it.

Xu Damao's courage can be said to be getting bigger and bigger for the other party who has no obstacles in front of him now.

Adding that the other party was so beautiful, Xu Damao swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

Just when Xu Damao was about to say something, he was at the door of the office.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

Thinking that the voice rang out before he even said the earthy love words.

Xu Damao felt.

Such a voice, especially if it appeared at a critical moment, would simply destroy one's luck.

Although he knew that he couldn't say some earthy love words, he still deliberately took advantage of it.

But for the knock on the door, because the office door was closed.

In the office, Xu Damao didn't hesitate, Xu Damao's voice was directly conveyed.

"Who???"

"it's me!!!"

Xu Damao's voice came out, and Yu Haitang's voice came out soon.

When Yu Haitang was talking.

For the office door, just gently push the office door open.

After pushing open the door of the office, Yu Haitang, who can be said to have very sharp eyes, saw his sister in the current place.

For seeing my sister.

Because I never thought of it.

Yu Haitang was very surprised.

In Xu Damao's office, I asked my sister directly: "Sister, you are not going back to your job now, you are going to work, why did you come to Director Xu's side???"

Although I came to Xu Damao to express my emotions, I was embarrassed to express it.

For such a situation.Yu Li quickly explained: "I just have something to do with Director Xu. You are here, so you can talk now. I have already solved it, so I will leave first!!!"

when speaking.

Quickly open the door.

Then hurried away from the office.

Yu Haitang was even more curious about her sister's current appearance. After her sister passed by, Yu Haitang was directly in front of Xu Damao.

To Xu Damao, Yu Haitang could also ask: "Director Xu, I don't think my sister will come looking for you for no reason. Just now in the office, why did my sister look for you!???"

when speaking.

Glasses blinked.

Very curious to know the answer.

"Your sister's matter, that's your sister's matter, it has nothing to do with you at all!!!"

"You have nothing to care about your sister's affairs, why are you so lenient???"

Because the matter is not easy to tell, it lies in front of Haitang.

After Xu Damao took a deep breath of fresh air, Xu Damao also spoke directly.

"If you really want to know what is going on, you can go to your sister and ask carefully, then you will know!!!"

"Don't say pull it down!!!"

Yu Haitang pouted her mouth, obviously a little dissatisfied with the current situation.

Because he is the announcer of the factory.

In addition, I often have to write manuscripts.

Because I wrote a new manuscript recently, I know that Xu Damao's literary talent is very good.

In front of Xu Damao now.

And Xu Damao is the director.

Yu Haitang said directly to Xu Damao.

"Director Xu, the director of our factory asked me to write an article about the cafeteria, praise that!!!"

"You know, I've been in school before, I don't know much at all!!!"

"Your identity is the director of the cafeteria, can you help me to write the manuscript for me!!!"

When Yu Haitang was speaking.

Give the pen and paper to Xu Damao.

If it was the original Xu Damao.

Facing the current situation, I don't know how to solve it.

But now Xu Damao, not the original Xu Damao, nodded lightly, and then said: "No problem, don't worry, you will leave it to me!!!"

Get your pen and paper in hand.

Once upon a time in the age of the Internet.

Xu Damao just started writing.

The cultivator believes in his own sweat the most, and every drop is pregnant with a seed of hope.

If we want to change our lives, we must first change ourselves.To change ourselves, we must first understand ourselves correctly and dare to deny ourselves.

This spring rain is unhurried, dense and dense, is it as gentle as a mother's hand, lingering like a breeze, caressing and infiltrating the mountains and rivers?The sky is twilight, and the rain and dew are dancing on the leaves of flowers and plants like a girl singing and dancing. When the sun comes out, the dewdrops turn into steam, and the smoke rises to the sky like a fairy.The mountains are also beautiful, the water is also abundant, and the people are more energetic.

The lingering spring rain kept playing the ancient and simple village overture. At this time, there was a line of poetry jumping in front of my eyes: "Good rain knows the season, when spring happens. Sneak into the night with the wind, moisten things silently." How beautiful verse.The simple people in our village, silently selfless and unchanging, with sincerity and kindness, nourish this land and the simple culture rooted here.

and so.

The canteen in the factory.

Although it looks like a sparrow, it has all internal organs.

Probably cast a few glances.

After feeling that the writing was not bad, Xu Damao directly handed it over to Yu Haitang.

Yu Haitang took a closer look and admired Xu Damao's literary talents.

Seeing the other party put away the things he had read on the Internet, he took a deep breath of Yu Haitang's breath.

Xu Damao said directly to Yu Haitang: "Haitang, I've already solved the canteen work for you, so I'll make you a cup of tea now, and then talk to me, what do you think?"

in the process of speaking.

Pointing to the opposite side of the office.

Xu Damao behaved like this.

The other party seemed to want to do something, Yu Haitang could be said to be very shy.

Yu Haitang said directly.

"Director Xu, I feel that the two of us haven't developed to that point yet. It's a little bit bad now, isn't it?"

The other party said hello last time.

That's all careless.

Now she has become extremely shy.

For now, there are various changes in Haitang.

Xu Damao also had a deep feeling.

A woman is a creature that is completely wonderful, because often inadvertently, it seems to be a different person.

These things are not the point, the point is that after changing a person, it makes people feel very strange! ! !
But Xu Damao is not in a hurry about the current matter.

It can be said to know clearly.

Want to grab a girl's heart.

That is simply not to worry.

Sometimes if too anxious.

It can only backfire.

……

……

afternoon time.

The progress between Ran Qiuye and Ran Qiuye was getting faster and faster.

In addition, the other party wants to read books in the bookstore, and has already agreed on the time.

After get off work time arrived, Xu Damao went directly to Ran Qiuye's school.

Just came here.

Xu Damao saw Ran Qiuye.

Ran Qiuye looks very beautiful.

Although the make-up is very light.

But it's like a fairy in the sky who accidentally fell into the mortal world.

Ran Qiuye, who was holding a book in the middle of the school, also spotted Xu Damao with his eyes.

Because it is about to develop to the last step.

So for Xu Damao.

Especially when those eyes saw Xu Damao.

Immediately felt very happy.

"Teacher Ran!!!"

Xu Damao is so beautiful right now. Ran Qiuye, Xu Damao's whole person can be said to not have too much delay. As soon as those eyes saw each other, Xu Damao immediately took the initiative to say hello to him.

"Um!!!"

Hearing the other party's greeting, Ran Qiuye walked directly in front of Xu Damao.

"Then let's go to the bookstore to read the books now. Didn't you say you like it? How about it???"

Smelling the fragrance of Ran Qiuye's body, thinking of what he said at the appointed time, Xu Damao was in front of the other party, and Xu Damao said directly to the other party.

"it is good!!!"

Originally, she liked reading very much, so Ran Qiuye nodded directly.

I also feel that Xu Damao is not only handsome, but also has a very good temper.

……

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bookstore.

Think of the things about the Ming Dynasty that the other party explained last time.

Wanting to know what kind of Ran Qiuye the other party likes, he and Xu Damao went to a nearby bookstore, and asked Xu Damao about it in front of Xu Damao.

"The types you mentioned last time are all ancient types, modern type articles, what type do you like???"

Xu Damao, who knew how to please a girl, was concerned about topics like Ran Qiuye.

Plus wanting to pretend to be unfathomable.

Xu Damao was in front of the opponent.

Xu Damao also said directly.

"I like Lu Xun picking up flowers in the evening!!!" I have heard of Lu Xun's name in the Internet age.After reading some articles, Xu Damao said it directly to Ran Qiuye.

"So it's the master's article!!!" Ran Qiuye liked Xu Damao and found it interesting.

Of course, pick up flowers in the evening.

Didn't see much.

Lived in the Internet age.

In front of Ran Qiuye now.

Think of some comments on the Internet in later generations.

Xu Damao spoke directly.

"I like Mr. Lu Xun's articles. The most important thing is that every word is perfect!!!"

Think of your own impressions.

Ran Qiuye was in front of Xu Damao.

Ran Qiuye also said.

"In fact, I have read a little bit of Mr. Lu Xun's articles, and I also prefer abbreviated texts, but some sentences are too emphatic, so now I prefer Zhang Ailing. Perhaps this also shows that I and Romanticism are very, very interested in!!!"

"The novel I'm reading recently is Love in a Fallen City, it almost made me fall in love with it!!!"

Because I lived in the Internet age.

What Ran Qiuye said now.

Xu Damao understood clearly.

Xu Damao said in front of Ran Qiuye.

"I have also heard the novel you mentioned, it seems to be a famous work!!!"

"Yes!!!" Knowing Xu Damao immediately, Ran Qiuye looked very happy.

Because recently I fell in love with this novel.

Plus feel this novel.

It's very, very interesting.

Ran Qiuye continued.

Before I read Zhang Ailing's "Love in a Fallen City", I didn't like Zhang Ailing's works.Because Zhang Ailing's love is too humble, so that she has a deep misunderstanding of her, how can a legendary woman fall in love with such a person, and still love so "humble", "When she met him, she became very low Low, low in the dust. But she was happy in her heart, and flowers bloomed from the dust." So I think that for such a humble person who loves, no matter how legendary the works are, there will be no place to attract me.

"Love in a Fallen City" made me re-acquainted with Eileen Chang and her works.She likes to use "desolate philosophy" to create, because she believes that "desolation" is enlightening and reveals simple truths, so many of her works are shrouded in the sense of desolation at the end of the century. "Love in a Fallen City" is another "beautiful and desolate gesture" in her works. "Love in a Fallen City" mainly tells a gorgeous and desolate legendary love story in Shanghai and Hong Kong.

The ending of "Allure" seems to be a comedy that everyone is happy with. Bai Liusu finally married Fan Liuyuan, which actually adds to the sense of sadness.Marriage is just a transaction, which embodies Bai Liusu's bleak life. The desolation of "Love in a Fallen City" reveals that women cannot break through the predicament of survival. When Bai Liusu faced the choice of "making a living" and "seeking love", he put survival first, and used his future as a bet to capture Fan Liuyuan, son of a rich family.Desolation is in the face of reality, love can only become a myth.It also just reflects Zhang Ailing's creation of the novel "Love View"-the reality in the pen is sad, revealing that love is just a kind of economic dependence of women on men.Because of Fan Liuyuan's money, Bai Liusu wanted to tie him up with marriage, and because of his helplessness, he became Fan Liuyuan's mistress; and Fan Liuyuan only wanted to get Bai Liusu, not get married, and what he longed for was classical love.If the war hadn't just broken out, there wouldn't be such a "simple marriage under fire". Perhaps, Bai Liusu could only be a mistress.

Zhang Ailing once said: "I don't like heroism. I like tragedy and desolation more. Heroism has only strength, no beauty, and seems to lack humanity. Tragedy is like a supporting role in a big hit, which is a strong contrast. The reason for desolation It has a deeper aftertaste because it is like light green and peach red, which is a kind of contrast." This is her point of view, which can just explain "Love in a Fallen City".Fan Liuyuan, a vagabond son, is alone looking for the classical love of "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son" that he longs for in his heart. He has "wandered" in many countries, but he does not have a real home.Reflected from the side, the tragedy is not only Bai Liusu who was born in a feudal family, but also this illegitimate child who grew up in England and was not recognized by the family.The contrast between Bai Liusu and Fan Liuyuan is tragic, but more desolate.It was the destruction of a city that fulfilled the legendary love story of Bai Liusu.Just like the last sentence in the article, "There are endless desolate stories-it doesn't matter if you don't tell them!"

The passage that touched my heartstrings the most is "He is just a selfish man, she is just a selfish woman. In this age of war and chaos, there is no place for individualists, but there is always a place for an ordinary couple. husband and wife." In that bleak era, love with "love" was so elusive. "Love in Ruins", both he and she are just looking for stability, longing for a home of their own, with a faintly depressing feeling related to the times.Suddenly I understood why Zhang Ailing could love so humblely, because Hu Lancheng understood her and gave her the love she longed for.

"Love in a Fallen City" not only reflects desolation in terms of content and plot, but also uses many techniques to describe desolation.Use the environment to set off the sad atmosphere of huqin, moon, mosquito coils, mirrors, empty rooms, etc. to create a desolate image.There are a lot of psychological descriptions to describe the desolation of that era.There is also Zhang Ailing's consistent writing style, which is mixed and contrasted.

"Love in a Fallen City" is a gorgeous and desolate love story with warmth in all of Eileen Chang's "desolate gestures".It used a happy ending to highlight the inexpressible desolation belonging to that era.She uses her sad view of love to appeal to women to have independent consciousness and independent economy.After reading "Love in a Fallen City", you will fall in love with it. Zhang Ailing's "view of desolate love" will come from the heart, and you will want to understand the desolation in "The Fallen City".

Such a joy.

Xu Damao felt like his head was full of seeds.

It becomes a little painful.

Again.

Once lived in the age of the Internet.

So for this novel now.

Xu Damao also expressed his views.

"Love in a Fallen City" tells the story of a divorced woman, Bai Liusu, who lives in her natal family, and meets a man who was originally introduced to her seventh sister——Fan Liuyuan.Fan Liuyuan has a little love for Tassel, but this love is not enough for the cynical him to shoulder the responsibility of marriage.But Tassel just has a marriage contract.She knows that love cannot last forever, and marriage can provide her with everything necessary to survive!She just wants to survive, to survive better!In the illusory atmosphere created by the lingering love words, the unfolding is indeed a silent war, just like the background of the story-the Pacific War!They each set up exquisite traps, looking forward to hunting each other, but they couldn't get what they wanted. Liusu returned to Shanghai full of melancholy, retreating as an advance, hoping that Fan Liuyuan could compromise, give her some dignity, and live!
However, in one autumn, Tassel had aged for two years—she couldn't stand old age.So a telegram from Fan Liuyuan brought him back to Hong Kong.Full of helplessness and failure, Liusu has resigned herself to being a mistress...

The war fulfilled Bai Liusu and made her the identity of Mrs. Fan.But Fan Liuyuan stopped playing around with her, he saved his witty words for the other women to listen to.

In the eyes of ordinary people, Zhang Ailing's "Love in a Fallen City" is a rare comedy in which Eileen Chang is good at writing tragic novels, but in my opinion, "Love in a Fallen City" is a great tragedy through and through—the sorrow of a fallen city!She reveals this complete tragedy from the inferiority of human beings and the incompleteness of morality.The city is about to fall, the country is about to end, and the survival of a feudal divorced woman is based on the short-term love of a selfish man who doesn't want to get married. Tassels as an example.Sad age!Sad city!Sad men and women!

Geographically, the twin cities described by Eileen Chang are the two cities where Liusu and Liu came and went: Shanghai and Hong Kong.Bai Liusu's journey between the two cities reflects the ups and downs of his mood.Shanghai is the home of Liusu's family, representing a traditional, old-fashioned and stressful world; Hong Kong is an adventurous new country, representing the so-called modern civilization, and it is a gamble that Bai Liusu intends to take a chance on.

Psychologically, the twin cities are cities built by Liusu and Liuyuan in their hearts.Liuyuan's city is built on the desire for free and unrestrained love; Liusu's city is built on the so-called economic interests, and she needs a marriage contract as a guarantee.In the beginning, Fan Liuyuan, who was also lonely in his heart, only wanted to fall in love, and he needed a confidante; Bai Liusu wanted to get married, and needed a decent husband so that she could vent her anger.The two started a love battle.Fan Liuyuan wanted to break the heart city of Bai Liusu, a Shanghai girl, who was looking forward to marriage, and Bai Liusu wanted to break Fan Liuyuan's heart city, which only wanted love. A pair of selfish men and women in reality, so this battle of hearts seemed very exciting.For their love battle, the Pacific War was a turning point.

"Your point of view seems to be better than mine!!!" Originally, I wanted to simply talk about my feelings, but after hearing Xu Damao say a lot, Ran Qiuye admired Xu Damao very much.

"So-so!!!" Xu Damao smiled shallowly, because he knew that Ran Qiuye was a young literary woman, and Xu Damao was in front of the other party, Xu Damao continued: "Every time I part with you, it also makes me very unforgettable. I feel like Lantern Festival Like festivals, it is still fresh in my memory!!!”

At Yuan Ye last year, the flower market lights up like the day.

Willow head on the moon, after dusk.

On New Year's Eve this year, the moon and the lights are still there.

No one from last year, tears wet the sleeves of the spring shirt.

After pretending with Ouyang Xiu's poems, I read a book in the bookstore for a while.For the extremely beautiful Ran Qiuye, Xu Damao sent the other party back to the room where the other party was.

(End of this chapter)