I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 62 Finding a Suitable Room

There is indeed a space under the test bench.

There's only one safe there.There is no lock, and it opens with a light pull.

Su Tou glanced at them, and found that they were all things that were said to be useless, but would probably be used in the future.

but.

Right now, it really doesn't make sense.At least for the current situation, it cannot be said to be of any help to Saya who is standing here.

"Saya..."

"Have you seen it?"

Su Tou looked at her.

"Ah."

Saya still lowered her head as she did at the beginning, her eyes locked on her short boots.

"Then what were you thinking before?"

Su Tou took a step back, swept away the beaker on the test bench, sat on it, smoked a cigarette and lit it.

"I···"

"I want to try the possibility that Dad said."

"Does that mean you have sex with me?"

"Ah."

"Actually, in the human circle, no one would say mating. We call it making love."

Su Tou took a puff of cigarette lightly.

Saya, who is in sight, will not feel shy at all because of the lines.Understand, she was just for that vague possibility.

"Love? What to do?"

"This question is really difficult."

want to laugh.

But it can't be Saya's fault.The knowledge she has acquired is one-sided, and of course normal people would think this question is funny.

But for Saya, this is an important question that is so profoundly related to the meaning of life or existence.

"However, there are two types."

Su Tou smiled, "Some people do it purely for desire. It's nothing to do it in this way, that is, pure physical venting."

"And the other is full of love."

"Give me an example of something you hate."

"The woman you hate, Xia Lier."

"She likes me enough. She wants to be closer to me, wants to be different from me, wants me to only look at her, and wants to keep me."

"That's not to say there's no physical desire."

"It's just different from the former. There is a priority for doing this. It is the desire to develop a closer relationship with me, and want to gain a sense of security from me through sex. The physiological idea born from this idea strong desire."

"Categorize, the former can be said to be mating, while the latter is because you want to do it because you like someone, so it is different from mating in zoology."

"Can you understand?"

"Well···"

Saya thought for a few seconds, "I seem to understand."

"So, do you think you want to mate with me, or do you mean make love?"

What a strange question.

Even Su Tou himself wanted to laugh, but the question itself was ridiculous.

"I do not know."

After thinking for a while, Saya gave up, "But I want to get along with my big brother like before."

"That's it."

Su Tou sighed and said, "Then let's talk about something else."

"Why are you killing people?"

"···"

Saya was silent.

"Is it because I was seen during my menstrual period?"

"No."

Saya shook her head, "I just want to try."

"try what?"

"I want to see if there are other possibilities besides big brother."

"Other possibilities?"

Su Tou was dumbfounded.

"If it proves that people other than big brother can treat me like big brother, then there is no need to trouble big brother. I think so."

Saya lowered her head, "But, he's different. Even if I return to my current form to face them, they won't be gentle with me."

"What are they like?"

"The first guy had a knife and tried to force me to have sex with him, so I stabbed him and ran away."

"The man who appeared later saw that he was dying on the ground, snatched the watch from his hand, and killed him. When he stopped in a place, he was very nervous and kept looking around, afraid of being discovered."

Saye paused and said, "I want to show my favor to him. Tell him that he can put the charge of killing him on me. I wonder if this will make him accept me? But he wants to kill me , so, I killed him."

"That's for sure. As a criminal, how could he tolerate the people who saw him committing crimes alive."

"No."

Saya raised her face and said calmly: "I appeared in that disgusting manner at that time. He was terrified at first, but I didn't hurt him. I tried to explain my intentions to him."

"Then he was able to communicate with me slowly."

"I am very happy to be able to communicate with the second human. I am also willing to bear the crime of killing that person. It is because I stabbed him that he died."

At this time, Saya's expression was a bit painful, "But he lied to me. He wanted to kill me when I was defenseless. He said I was a dirty thing, an ugly piece of meat, and told me to go back to the sewer."

"I am angry."

"Obviously I didn't do anything, I just wanted to help him. Even sitting far away, I was afraid that I would scare him."

"But why would he do it?"

"I suddenly understood when I broke him down into countless pieces."

"Even if there are people, there are different types. There are good people and bad people. Good people can't accept my existence, but how can a criminal like him accept my existence?"

"There are others."

"I figured it out too. No matter what kind of person they are, they can't accept me. Because even a gentle and kind person like Big Brother will have that expression on me at that time."

"I know, I'm ugly compared to humans."

"So, it's even less likely that other people will have any kindness towards me."

"I'm sorry."

Su Tou wanted to say otherwise.

But in fact, at that time, I really hated her appearance.

Then.

The problem seems simple enough for now.

"That's how people treat unknown things. Humans will be shocked, admired, and then accept what is more in line with human aesthetics."

"The uglier ones are also shocked at the beginning, but then reviled and hated."

"I can draw conclusions for you now."

"If you are like this now."

Su Tou stubbed out the cigarette butt, shook his head, "There is no possibility."

"Well. I know."

Saya wasn't too disappointed, "So, I hope that big brother can forget about me and return to the human world with that person."

"Of course I want to be like this, what kind of monsters, mating, inspection team, murder, etc., how troublesome, I definitely want to comfortably live comfortably with a woman who can be used at will. What's the matter? not good?"

"Then why does big brother still do this, come here."

Saya lowered her head.

She probably understands that she doesn't want to be seen by herself with the disappointment in her eyes.The helplessness of being abandoned like a stray cat.

"I'm here."

Su Tou smiled, stepped in front of Saya, put his hands on her slender shoulders, "I just want to know a small question. I'm quite curious."

"what?"

Saya raised her head and looked at Su Tou suspiciously.

"Can you really return to the world of one person after gaining the possibility? Just in this narrow room, until the maturity period your father said."

"Speaking of which, do you think the maturity period your father said is important?"

"I don't know what that means either."

Saya hesitated for a while and said, "But, at that time, maybe I will feel better. Just be patient, it's fine."

"You didn't understand what I was trying to express."

Su Tou let go of his hand and went to the narrow room outside, "Do you still remember what I told you when I took you out at the beginning?"

"Well, the big brother said that if you dare to run around without authorization, let me copy the core values ​​[-] times, and you can't use the tail."

"Uh. No, it's something else."

Su Tou turned around and said, "I told you. The daily life of human beings is not controlled by anyone, and they are not asked to do so when they walk on the road. They have their own thoughts and their own desires. A place where there is something you want to do.”

"I mean, what about you? What do you think yourself?"

"Do you really want to endure here and hide XZ until the so-called maturity period? What about after the maturity period? If it is just to make you grow taller and bigger, there is no other meaningful maturity period, What should I do at that time? Is it to continue to endure a person's life and wait for the next maturity?"

"Dad said... my maturity must be a change that allows me to more easily integrate into the human circle."

"Father said, why do you have to do everything according to your father's words, Saya."

Su Tou looked directly into her eyes, "I'm asking you now, very seriously. If you answer me by your will and say 'yes, that's it, I want to stay here like this now', then Well, do you think I want to take trouble like this from you? I hate trouble."

"I think you've always misunderstood me. I'm not a good person, let alone a fan of novelty hunting. Do you know why I came here? I came here because you did me a small favor that I would probably find it difficult to do on my own." Come and see you."

"What are you busy with?"

"That's not important, now you just need to answer my question. What do you think yourself?"

"But...my appearance is disgusting...it will be very troublesome. Big brother also said that I hate troublesome things."

"Hey, can you revisit your position?"

Su Tou grabbed her shoulder impatiently, "You are a monster who kills without blinking an eye. Everyone is afraid of you, and no one in this world wants to protect you. Including your father, don't you also read the diary? Don't you understand? He didn't treat you as a daughter from the beginning to the end, he was just researching."

"So, what's your reason? Would it be troublesome to think about the world where no one would think for your sake?"

"Don't you understand yet?"

"I want you to put aside everything, don't care about me and her, what troubles, you just need to mind yourself, there is nothing that I will trouble you, there is nothing that others will think of you, just asking what you want to do What, what do you want? Tell me, you, what do you want to do, what do you want, this is the last time I ask."

"Eggs... are hard to eat."

"what?"

She spoke so softly that Su Tou couldn't hear her clearly.

"Egg fried rice is terrible, but... I want to eat it again, with my big brother."

"anything else?"

"I still want to try the possibility. With my big brother, I still want to continue to try."

Saya raised her face.

Cried.

"Isn't that right?"

"That's how I can repay your favor. What does it look like if a big man owes little Lolita a huge favor and doesn't care about him?"

"Actually, you look pretty cute this way."

Su Tou laughed, and reached out to help her wipe away her tears.

Remember a word.

Death is nothing but passing from one room to another.Can't remember who said it.

But Su Tou felt that this was the case now.

It was nothing more than looking for a room suitable for Saya's survival.Use your own cheap life.

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