I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 8 That's it
"I···"

Throwing away the cigarette butt, Su Tou looked at the flickering Huoxin above him, and didn't move at all.

Even if there is that kind of impulse physically, but psychologically, I only feel a burst of sadness.

Why do you have to treat yourself to this extent?
"through."

"Do you still hate me even if you lose your memory?"

Xia Li'er clenched the hem of Su Tou's clothes.

"It's not that I hate it, I'm just saying that I can't do that now."

"Woo..."

"Do I really have no room for Tou to be liked?"

"no···"

Su Tou stiffened his body, not daring to meet her eyes.Now her eyes are too direct for people to pick up.

"Then why won't you accept me!"

"It was my fault before I lost my memory! It was because I was cowardly and afraid of getting into trouble with those who laughed at their emotions. It was my fault. I am willing to redeem my sins for the rest of my life."

"But why now?!"

"Tou doesn't remember anything, doesn't know anything, why is he still unwilling to accept me?"

"What am I going to do?"

"Obviously it was hard to be able to be with Tou."

"I still can't do anything, I don't want to be the same again..."

"Woooo..."

"Tou, tell me, what should I do? How can I stay with you?"

She may have a breakdown.

While crying, he said hysterically.

Su Tou couldn't say anything, so he could only stay away from her, looked at her face silently, and said, "I'm sorry, I can't tell you what to do. I have lost my memory, and I don't remember anything about you at all. Your liking is right It’s unfair to me who is not healthy right now.”

If you are a vulgar person, you might say that you don't care about him so much, and it is good to accept it physically.

But Su Tou can't.

It doesn't matter if she is a prodigal woman, but Su Tou is not willing to desecrate her sincere feelings.

"Is that so?"

"Even after amnesia, wouldn't you want to look at me more?"

"so···"

"Wow!"

Xia Li'er suddenly took out a fruit knife from the coffee table drawer, and murmured, "Then my life is meaningless."

"Bah!"

"Are you crazy?!"

Fortunately, Su Tou quickly grabbed the knife and deflected it to the side, otherwise, her blow would definitely be enough to pierce her own heart.

"Haha."

Xia Li'er suddenly laughed: "I knew that Tou would definitely not watch me die. Tou was lying to me, but Tou didn't have feelings for me at all."

"It hurts, right? It's okay."

She gently took Su Tou's bloody palm, put it near her mouth, and licked it carefully.

"Crazy. Really crazy."

For a moment, Su Tou was afraid of her.

If she was a little slower just now, she would definitely die.This point was absolutely clear to Su Tou when he just held the knife and felt the decisive force.

Just to prove such a problem, she can hand the knife to her chest without hesitation.

gentle?

Wife attributes?
No, it's all gone.Only crazy impressions remain.

Su Tuo stared at her dumbly, watching her take out a snow-white bandage from the room and wrap it around her palm.

"Sorry, it's all my fault."

While apologizing, Xia Lier gently kissed Su Tou's face.

"Let's go back to the room together."

She took Su Tou's arm and led Su Tou back to the guest room.

Su Tou was lying on the bed, and she was lying beside her, pressing Su Tou's arms.

"Tou, you're not afraid of me because of what happened just now, are you?"

"Don't worry."

"I will never do anything that hurts Tou. I like you Tou. For example, even if Tou cheated, I would only look for reasons in myself and ask myself what I did not do well enough."

"As long as Tou doesn't reject me, I'm satisfied. I don't want to die like this, at least in a world where Tou exists."

Xia Lier's voice is very nice.

Su Tou didn't say anything, and let her wriggle in his arms.

Until she lay on top of her.

"I feel the shock."

Su Tou spoke: "If you like me with memory so much, then what is it to do this to me without memory now? Suppose I recover my memory, what will I think of you now? Have you thought about it?"

"I like Toru enough, I'm willing to do it no matter what."

"If you are willing, you are willing to open your mouth and shut your mouth. Have you ever asked me, who has a sound memory, if I am willing?"

Su Tou asked.

Xia Lier stopped moving.

"You obviously want to use my amnesia to escape the mistakes you said, why put on such a righteous and infatuated look?"

"Why don't you continue?"

"Come on. I'm also a man with normal physical needs. Come on, you're welcome."

"You should continue!"

Su Tou reached out and grabbed her shoulder, forcing her to look directly into her eyes.

one second.

two seconds.

Xia Lier got off Su Tou, took her coat and underwear, and went out with the pillow she brought.

From the beginning to the end, Su Tou never stopped her from doing anything.

If she really wanted to go on wrong like this, then yes.It doesn't matter that Su Tou will use her as a tool.

If she doesn't even respect that feeling, why should Su Tou respect it?
but···
She probably broke her psychological defense just now.Su Tuo could see the expression of losing something in an instant.That state should be more uncomfortable than crying.

What else can you cry for, what you want to get or beg for, and there are corresponding goals.

As for her appearance, she suddenly became sober, understood what she was doing, or regretted it, or had a feeling of disgust ten times stronger than that of Su Tou.Even Su Tou felt the shock, so it is normal for her to have ten times more as a person with a sound memory.

"Ugh."

Su Tou turned over.

Talk to her again tomorrow.he thinks.

the next day.

When Su Tou got up again, he found that Xia Lier was dead.

Since she hadn't come out of the room for a long time, out of fear, Su Tou opened the door and entered her room.

The sun shines on the quilt.

Xia Li'er lay quietly on the bed, with her hands peacefully placed outside the quilt on her abdomen.The expression on her face was as kind as the Virgin Mary.

There was a suicide note on the table.

"sorry."

"Maybe I was wrong from the beginning."

"The Toda I wanted didn't exist anywhere in this world from the very beginning."

"Maybe I've been dreaming."

"Maybe I've been in hell."

"Perhaps the living world is hell, and the dead world is the real world."

"There must be something I like in there."

"Toru there must also like me."

"There we will get to know each other and love each other again."

Su Tou finished reading.

I also understand why she still has such a serene smile on her face when she is going to die.

"So, I see."

Su Tou exited the room and closed the door.

Sitting on the sofa, I wanted to light a cigarette, but I gave up immediately.

Just sit and say, "I know you're here, come out."

"Wow..."

As if obeying Su Tou's words, the light blue curtain shook a few times.

"Is big brother sad?"

In a blink of an eye, it has appeared from the window.

It turns out that it can appear effortlessly even on the 12th floor, Su is transparent and white.

"kill me."

Suto said.

"why?"

"Please kill me."

"I don't want to do that."

It shook its head.

"If so?"

Su Tou took out a fruit knife from the drawer and pointed at her.

"Why do you want to do this? Big brother has no ill intentions towards me, but he threatens me with a weapon. Why do you hold a weapon because you want to be killed?"

It frowned, as if puzzled.

"Why, why... I want to know why too."

Su Tou aimed the knife at his chest.

"Why do I have to come here?"

"Why do I have to be killed countless times by you?"

"Why should someone be killed because of my flirtatious words?"

"Why exactly?"

"I don't understand, I really don't understand."

Perhaps tears were shed.

Not sure.

It doesn't matter whether he was killed by a monster, whether he was loading the file, or just died like this, in short, I don't want to suffer this unwarranted crime again.

"That's it."

Holding the knife in both hands, Su Tou aimed at his heart and stabbed it vigorously.

(End of this chapter)