ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 107 Zhao Jing and An Ran

At that time, I felt a little embarrassed when I heard Ma Xu yelling so loudly. As for why I was embarrassed, An Ran was very calm. She walked into the private room and looked at the few of us with a smile and said, "Tianyu opened Company, I'm definitely coming, I didn't have time to attend your dinner in the first half, so you won't blame me when the second half arrives, right?"

"How is that possible!" Cheng Ye stood up and said, "Come, come, sit here, I'll give you my seat, Tianyu is on the right, Bai Xue is on the left, these two people have been talking about you all night, and you finally appeared .”

An Ran wasn't too polite, walked between Bai Xue and me and sat where Cheng Ye had just sat. Bai Xue was very excited, hugging An Ran's neighbor next door and said excitedly: "Sister An Ran, you are finally here, I thought you didn't reply to my message, so I It won't come."

An Ran said softly: "I'm sorry, I was supposed to reply to your message, but I forgot about something urgent at the time."

"It's okay, it's okay." Bai Xue rushed to say: "You chat with Brother Tianyu, and I'll sing."

An Ran turned her head and took out a red envelope from her bag and handed it to me, and said softly, "Congratulations, don't refuse your kindness."

I took the red envelope An Ran handed me, it was heavy!I estimated at least a few thousand dollars, and said to An Ran: "I didn't expect you to come here."

An Ran smiled and asked: "Why do you think so? You registered a company and have your own business. I will definitely come to congratulate you."

"You've been avoiding me..."

"No..." An Ran explained: "I'm not avoiding you, I'm just hiding from myself, from love."

"Why?" I really don't understand why An Ran would say that.

An Ran squeezed out a forced smile and said: "Tianyu, I know that you like me, and I also know that I once liked you very much, but now..." Speaking of this, An Ran fell silent, and did not continue talking.

I looked away sadly, actually I was unwilling to accept An Ran's words, but I was a little unwilling in my heart, looked at the screen in the private room and asked, "You mean, you don't like me now, right?" What? Then why did you wrong yourself for me? "

"Tianyu—" An Ran's voice was very gentle, but she said very flatly: "I don't know what state I am in now, if I really don't like you, it doesn't seem like this, but I am very afraid of being with you. Meeting, especially the fear of being alone with you, so... when you said I was avoiding you, only I knew best, I was hiding from myself, from love, remember that night we said in WeChat Is it right? If one day we meet unexpectedly on the corner of the street and we can get along with each other calmly and alone, I think I will no longer deliberately avoid it."

I turned my head, looked into An Ran's eyes and asked, "Don't you believe that I really like you?"

An Ran shook her head, said with sad eyes: "It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that I can't let go of some things that happened in the past. It's always been a knot in my heart, the deepest taboo."

I took a deep breath, and I knew what An Ran said she couldn't let go of. If I hadn't done those things on the graduation dinner, would everything have been different?
If An Ran just said that she doesn't believe that I really love her, or doubts that my current ability can't give her the life she wants, etc... I can refute loudly, but this is the only one that I don't even have the courage to explain and apologize nothing.

That day An Ran chatted with me for about half an hour, An Ran didn't like this kind of occasion, and said hello to the students who were sitting next time, she had to go back early, I sent An Ran out of the KTV to find a taxi by the side of the road. I met Zhao Jing at the door. Zhao Jing drove a Mercedes and stopped in front of An Ran and me. She opened the car door and asked, "But when did you come here? Why didn't you go in?"

An Ran smiled and said, "I've been here for a long time, our company is on a single day off, and I have to go to work tomorrow, so I have to go back early, you guys have fun."

"Tianyu, go and see Ranran off." As she said that, Zhao Jing handed me her car keys, and said to me, "Go by car." Speaking of which, Zhao Jing gave me a trick while Anran was not paying attention. With a wink, he signaled me to send An Ran to know where An Ran lived.

I took the car keys that Zhao Jing handed me, and said to An Ran: "I'll take you home."

An Ran politely refused and said, "I'd better take a taxi by myself. It's not safe for you to drink and drive. It's not good if you accidentally bump into Jing Jing and He."

"It's okay, it's okay!" Zhao Jing said casually, "Tianyu, go ahead, why are we being so polite between the two of us, the car is fully insured, and if it hits me, I will report the insurance myself."

Let the unintentional listener be interested!Especially when Zhao Jing said, "Why are we being polite between the two of us", An Ran's expression was obviously a little unnatural, and it happened that a taxi came by at this time, and An Ran waved to stop the taxi and said politely to the two of us: "There is a car, you

Hurry up and stop greeting me, there are still so many classmates inside, I'll go back first, see you when I'm free. "

I looked at An Ran sadly, pursed my lips and nodded, and said softly, "Go, have a good trip."

An Ran opened the door to get in the car, said goodbye to Zhao Jing politely, and walked away.

Zhao Jing reminded me: "You chase, watch my car follow, then you will know where An Ran lives."

I lit a cigarette and took a long drag and said, "Forget it, it's meaningless, An Ran always has a knot in her heart."

Zhao Jing suddenly looked at me with a very guilty conscience and asked: "The knot you said is not because of me, is it? The day Han Jianchuan and I just separated, I said in the group that the child is yours, An Ran she...just now I seem to have said something wrong too."

"Forget it!" I, An Ran, Zhao Jing said: "An Ran's knot has nothing to do with you. I did something I shouldn't have done. You didn't say anything wrong just now. I know you have no malicious intentions."

Zhao Jing sighed softly and said: "But I can see that Anran is concerned... Tianyu... If Anran keeps doing this, we should stop contacting, and I will not participate in the company's management and help you manage the financial affairs. Let's have less contact, and Anran will Mind less, I hope you can get together as soon as possible, she is someone you can't let go, I wish you all the best."

"What do you say?" I said to Zhao Jing with a little blame: "You can easily do you know if you speak like this? Who stipulates that you must be friendly and you can't be friendly? Besides, there is nothing to do between us. Why hide it? Instead, you will be suspected."

Zhao Jing suddenly looked at me and asked, "If you had to choose between me and An Ran, who would you choose?"

I was stunned for a moment, how to answer this kind of question?How can there be such a problem?Is this as terrible as "wife and mother fall into the water at the same time"?I've become a complete dumbass.

About ten seconds later, Zhao Jing suddenly smiled, and said to me: "Forget it, don't make such an expression, I'm just asking casually, how can I compare to An Ran in your heart? Let's go, We're going in." After finishing speaking, Zhao Jing turned around quickly, without waiting for me at all, and walked into the KTV alone.

Looking at Zhao Jing's back, I can feel that her heart is very complicated at this time, and finally understand what the word "forced face and smile" means.

I smoked a cigarette outside before returning to the private room of the KTV. When I entered, Zhao Jing was singing, it was the song "Always Quiet" by Ah Sang, the love for you has always been quiet, in exchange for what you occasionally give Concern, it is clearly a movie of three people, but I have never been able to have a name. The love for you has always been quiet. I made up my mind from the beginning, thinking that what I want is the past, but I found that love must have an echo...

I sat down at a random place, picked up a bottle of beer and blew it on my neck. After drinking, I leaned on the sofa with the bottle in both hands and listened quietly to Zhao Jing singing.

Next to me, Bai Xue leaned her head on my shoulder, and whispered: "Brother, I always think that you and Sister An Ran are the most suitable, but... Senior Sister Zhao Jing sings so emotionally, maybe it has something to do with you The way she looks at you is very gentle, and there is always expectation in her eyes, and I was touched for a few moments."

I put my arms around Bai Xue's neck, and said in a tone of educating children: "Little girl, you don't understand what happened between us, so you will have an illusion..."

"No!" Bai Xue interrupted me and said affirmatively: "A girl's intuition is very keen. Sister An Ran and Sister Zhao Jing both look at you with a trace of... a trace of..." Speaking of this, Bai Xue seemed I'm at the end of words, "What should I say? Anyway, they are very gentle, but the gentleness of the two people is different. Sister An Ran's eyes are restrained and gentle, while Sister Zhao Jing's is undisguised. It may have something to do with their personalities. Bar."

"Oh?" I came to chat with Bai Xue and asked, "Then tell me, what is the difference between An Ran and Zhao Jing in your heart?"

Bai Xue thought for a while and said, "Sister An Ran's character is a very gentle and quiet girl. She is knowledgeable, gentle and generous. If I want to compare her, Sister An Ran should be Zhou Zhiruo in "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji"... No, no! I said that Yes, that very gentle Zhou Zhiruo is not the Zhou Zhiruo who turned bad later. Sister Zhao Jing is like the Zhao Min in it, she is straightforward, smart and witty, she seems unreasonable, but in fact she is also very sensible, understanding and considerate Girl, you have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, a chivalrous woman... um... That's it, I don't think my feelings are wrong."

I thought about it for a while, and felt that Bai Xue's analysis was really interesting, so I couldn't help being excited, chatted with Bai Xue and asked, "Do you think An Ran and I are more suitable or Ha Zhao Jing is more suitable? Let's analyze it from your point of view. , or you change roles, you are me, how do you choose? One is the gentle An Ran, and the other is the alert Zhao Jing, which one do you think is more suitable for you?"

Baixue looked at me and thought about it for about a minute. Actually, I was also looking at Baixue. I wanted to see the story between us from the eyes of others...
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