ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 158 The Terrifying of Human Nature

I looked into An Ran's eyes and asked: "Have you ever thought about my feelings? It's not that I don't know these things, I just don't want to talk about them. I'm even willing to stand in your position and think for you. I will comfort myself, yes Your parents want to see Pan Feng, and they want to thank Pan Feng for finding you a job at Kunming TV Station, but you don’t cherish it yourself, and your parents feel sorry, please ask Pan Feng to meet and chat with him. I would like to stand by you Thinking about these issues for you from a different perspective, isn’t it just to make yourself feel better? Have you ever thought about how I felt when I saw those pictures? I don’t argue with you, I don’t argue with you, I just want to be alone Just calm down quietly for a few days, isn't that all right?"

An Ran was silent for about a minute before she looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "I'm sorry... Tianyu, I didn't do it on purpose... I'm sorry..."

I held An Ran in my arms and said softly: "Of course, I can understand you very well, just like when you asked Pan Feng to go to your house one night, it should be your parents who want to see him, and say some words of thanks, after all you A girl, so far away from home, working alone in Kunming, working and going to school are different, how can your parents not worry about you? They know Pan Feng, and they will definitely see you when they come Friend, tell your friends to take care of you, I can understand all this, so I saw Pan Feng go to your place that night, I don’t blame you except for a little bit lost! I want to be quiet Adjust your mood, as if nothing happened, I don't even want to tell you that I saw those pictures, lest you feel burdened."

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." An Ran choked up softly in her arms, "I don't want to tell you this, I'm afraid you will have a psychological burden, I'm afraid you will be unhappy, Tianyu is sorry..."

"Fool!" I hugged An Ran and said softly, "It's like I helped Zhao Jing take care of the child for a few days. The purpose I didn't tell you was the same. I was afraid that you would think too much, and that you might misunderstand. Sometimes concealment is good intentions. .”

"I understand." An Ran said softly: "I understand all these, but you really don't need to do this, I'm very sensible! You just say I can understand you."

"But you will feel uncomfortable, just like at this moment you know that Zhao Jing and I have nothing to do, but I help Zhao Jing take care of the baby, you still feel uncomfortable, isn't that so?"

An Ran thought for a while, then said in a low voice: "Perhaps... that's it... We are all annoying and cannot escape the prejudices of the world, in fact..." An Ran whispered: "Actually, I don't like Zhao Jing's baby very much, really. "This is a very real thought in my heart."

"He is still a child, a child who is not very sensible."

An Ran nodded and said: "Yes, he is just an innocent child. When will Zhao Jing come back? She is really relieved to leave the child alone to the nanny, isn't she worried?"

"Believe me..." I said to An Ran: "If there is a way, Zhao Jing will not leave the baby in Kunming. She is the person who cares about the baby most in this world. It must be love to make such a choice." It is a last resort. I remember Zhao Jing told me that her family opposed him marrying Han Jianchuan at the beginning, but she still married and later divorced. Zhao Jing said that because of this incident, her parents still refuse to forgive her .”

"As for what?" An Ran said incomprehensibly: "No matter how you say it, this is her own daughter, because she made a wrong marriage once, so she will never forgive her?"

"I don't know!" I sighed softly and said, "Zhao Jing's life is quite pitiful by herself, and the man who made him pregnant is a bastard. I also feel unfair for Zhao Jing, we are working together to start a company, if there is anything we can help, we can help each other, after all, we have known each other since college, and we know each other well."

"Whatever you want!" Speaking of this, An Ran suddenly remembered something, she stared into my eyes and said, "Tianyu, let's not be like this, okay, I don't want to quarrel with you, really!"

"The more we care about each other, the more burden we will have in our hearts. I want to quarrel with you too, but there are some things we both know, and we can't say it out loud, just like your parents invited Pan Feng to your house. You tell me, what would I think? Let everything take its course, we have more understanding and tolerance..."

Before I finished my words, Bai Xue screamed in the living room: "Brother... hurry up... the baby shit... it stinks..."

I was very speechless, turned around and walked towards the living room, and asked as I walked, "If you shit, take him to wash his little butt, what's the use of calling me?"

Bai Xue shouted: "I can't..."

I'm... super speechless, but this little guy is still laughing!Smile so innocently.

Qiu Min got up to help and said: "Let me come. I have taken care of my cousin's baby and know how to change the baby's diaper. First, take him to the bathroom and wash his butt with warm water."

Qiu Min and I came to the bathroom, I held the baby's armpits with both hands, and just carried him like this, Qiu Min found a pack of wet tissues, changed the baby's diapers, and used wet tissues to help Wipe his buttocks, and then pick up hot water to help him clean. Every step was done delicately. I looked at Qiu Min from the bottom of my heart and said, "Thank you, I can't do it by myself."

Qiu Min smiled and said, "You're welcome. Today I heard that you and An Ran had a quarrel. How was your communication on the balcony just now? When two people are together, they must learn to be humble to each other. Quarrels hurt feelings."

I smiled awkwardly and asked, "Are you arguing with Oulong? Uh... Don't talk about quarreling, will you two be awkward?"

"What's the trouble?" Qiu Min said with a smile
Said: "Oulong and I are relatively harmonious, the main reason is that Oulong will understand me and think of many things for me. I also understand Oulong. It is very hard at work, and often have to socialize late at night, smelling of alcohol. Every day when I get home, I won’t take off my clothes, every time I see him like this, I feel sorry for him, even if there is resentment in my heart, it’s all gone.”

I said enviously: "Oulong has picked up a living treasure. If I go to see An Ran like this, she will definitely dislike her."

"Really?" Qiu Min said with a smile: "You have to have some confidence in Ranran, I don't think she is the kind of girl who makes trouble for no reason."

I sighed tentatively, and said to Qiu Min: "I used to think that Ran Ran was a well-educated girl, no...now I think so too, but I know 'human nature' better."

"What do you mean?" Qiu Min didn't understand what I said.

"It's nothing!" I felt that I had said too much, got up with the baby who had just cleaned his ass, and said to Qiu Min, "I'll go outside to find diapers for the baby." After speaking, I walked out of the bathroom.

An Ran came out of the kitchen and put a plate of fruit on the sofa, Qiu Min also came out of the bathroom and helped me put on diapers for the baby, An Ran kept watching.After changing the diapers, the baby seemed a little tired. I hugged him, and he lay lazily in my arms, and fell asleep after a while. Qiu Min carefully picked up the baby from my arms, yes I said, "Put the baby on the bed and sleep."

"Wait a minute." I got up and said, "The mattress is too soft, and the baby can't sleep on a place that is too soft. I will find something to throw on the bed."

"Computer desk!" Cheng Ye reminded me: "I have a computer desk in my bedroom, the kind that is placed on the bed. You can use the computer desk as a bed board, and put a blanket on the computer desk for the baby to sleep on."

Although the computer desk is not big, it is more than enough to sleep this little guy.Qiu Min and I were busy again, putting the computer desk on my bed, and the baby slept on it. Fortunately, my bed is also for two people, otherwise I wouldn't know how to sleep.

After the baby fell asleep, we chatted in the living room for more than half an hour. An Ran was the first to suggest that she was tired and wanted to go back. Seeing that An Ran was leaving, Bai Xue also said she wanted to go back to rest.

Qiu Min took the initiative to say it went well, she and Oulong sent An Ran and Bai Xue back, I sent them to the elevator, An Ran turned to me and asked, "Did the baby sleep here today?"

"En." I replied, "It doesn't matter where he sleeps. Now that he's asleep, don't bother him. I'll send him back to the City of Charm tomorrow morning."

An Ran responded and didn't say anything else.

After the elevator arrived, Cheng Ye waved his hand and said goodbye to them. I stood outside the elevator and watched the door close a little bit, and finally heaved a sigh of relief. As for why I was relieved, I couldn't explain it clearly.

Cheng Ye handed me a cigarette and asked, "What's the matter? It feels like you and An Ran are at odds again?"

"It's all right!" I lit a cigarette and took a long gulp, and said to Cheng Ye, "It's just a lack of communication."

Cheng Ye smiled meaningfully, but he didn't say anything after the laugh. He went back to the room alone. I went there after smoking while standing in the elevator. After I washed up, I lay on the bed, taking care of the baby carefully. , he sleeps soundly, with a chubby little face, pink skin, and pouting from time to time, I really don't understand why his father doesn't want him?
Human nature is always scary!

Even a girl like An Ran can't escape, I always thought that An Ran was a gentle, sweet, educated girl, no... now I think so too, but tonight made me fear An Ran for the first time, just Because of what she said: I don't like Zhao Jing's children.

The speaker is not interested in the listener, but An Ran has enough reasons not to like this child. The root cause is probably because of me.But children are innocent, and I can understand why An Ran doesn't like this baby. We are not saints, and An Ran's reaction is normal, but I fell into deep fear. It turns out that human nature is so terrible.

I couldn't sleep, so I called Cheng Ye up to drink, the two of us sat in the living room with beer in our hands and served peanuts as food, I told Cheng Ye about my inner distress, Cheng Ye said that I was worrying too much, there was no need to think so much, An Ran didn't like Zhao Jing's I don’t need to worry about the baby. After all, this baby has nothing to do with me. I just helped take care of it for two days. I don't need to worry about these things.

All I can say is: I hope so.

In the next two days, An Ran didn't take the initiative to send me a message, nor did she make a phone call. I knew she had a lump in her heart, and I simply prayed that Zhao Jing would come back soon and take care of the baby herself.

On the morning of November 11th, I woke up and received a call from Fang Xiaoqiang, telling me that Ding Wenxuan had discussed a list, and it was not a small list, let me go over it.At that time, I was packing my things at home and bought a bullet train to Guiyang at 9:[-] pm. Fang Xiaoqiang and Xiao Meng both had air tickets for today, flying to Chengdu and Chongqing respectively.

Despite the rush of time, I decided to go to the company to have a look, what kind of order Ding Wenxuan got. Before leaving, my little baby looked at me with big eyes blinking. Kissed him on the cheek, the little guy was so cute.I explained it to Aunt Ge, and left 5000 yuan in cash for Aunt Ge, and then I left the house. After closing the door, I heard the baby crying "Wow".
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