ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 215

At the gate of Charming City Community, I stood here again, but I lacked a kind of courage to walk in, as if there was a city gate in front of me, which was too heavy for me to push open. I stood at the door and lit a cigarette, and sat on the road. Watching the smoke between the teeth burn out, we have to face it after all, even if the reality is so cruel.

Throwing away the cigarette butt in his hand, he got up and wiped it out, walked into the community and went straight to where Zhao Jing lived.

Outside, I knocked lightly on the door, and Aunt Ge opened the door for me. She was a little surprised when she saw me, and greeted me politely, "Tianyu, you are here, come in and sit down."

I nodded and was not polite to Aunt Ge. At the same time I entered, Zhao Jing and Liu Yang came out of two rooms respectively. Both of them were wearing pajamas, which proved that they had never slept together.

Zhao Jing asked in a low voice: "What are you doing here? If you're not at home to spend time with An Ran, is it appropriate to come out at this time?"

I stared into Zhao Jing's eyes and asked without any tone: "Tell me, is the baby's father me? What happened on the day of the graduation dinner?"

Zhao Jing opened her mouth, wanted to say something but didn't say it, she was silent for a second and then changed her words: "It's all over, I don't want to mention it anymore, you can go back, An Ran is still waiting for you at home."

"No." I insisted, "Today I must know the answer. Tell me, on the day of the graduation dinner, was it the hotel you sent me to? It was you, not An Ran, right?"

Zhao Jing's eyes were slightly moist, she bit her lower lip and said, "You go, don't mention it."

Aunt Ge felt that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, and said falteringly: "Well... I'll go back and rest first."

"I'm resting too." After Zhao Jing finished speaking, she turned around and walked to her bedroom, without looking back, she said, "You should leave early."

Only Liu Yang and I were left in the living room. Liu Yang didn't speak from the beginning to the end. He handed me a cigarette silently, and then motioned me to go to the balcony. When he came to the balcony to light a cigarette, Liu Yang said softly: "Brother, we I have always been the redundant person, I know my position in Xiaojing's heart, even if I comfort myself, it doesn't matter if I am a spare tire or a happy father, as long as Xiaojing can accept me, since high school, I I just fell in love with her secretly, but never really walked into her heart. Xiaojing's family conditions are relatively complicated. When he was in college, his parents divorced and then got married again. In our hometown, it is very embarrassing for a girl to conceive before marriage. I know how Xiao Jing has lived these years. She wants to take care of her, but she is not qualified. She only has you in her heart..." Speaking of this, Liu Yang patted my shoulder and said, "I'm leaving. I'll take good care of Xiaojing."

When I was about to say something, Liu Yang had already thrown away the cigarette and returned to his bedroom. I lay down on the balcony and lit another cigarette. Halfway through the smoke, Liu Yang pulled the suitcase out and the door slammed Afterwards, when Zhao Jing came out of the bedroom, she thought it was me, so when she saw me, she was stunned.

I walked up to Zhao Jing and explained: "He's gone, he knows he can't get into your heart, so...he's gone."

Zhao Jing glanced at me, turned around and walked quickly towards the door, forgetting to close the door when she went out, I heard her call Liu Yang, in the elevator room!Liu Yang looked at Zhao Jing with a wry smile, gently stroked her face and said, "I know you always have him in your heart, don't lie to yourself, we want to live a more real life."

Zhao Jing stepped forward and hugged Liu Yang, and said softly in his arms: "Thank you...forgive my selfishness...sorry..."

At this time the elevator arrived, Liu Yang patted Zhao Jing on the back lightly, said with a smile: "I'm leaving, make a phone call when I return to Taiyuan, we can get together like old friends, have a meal and chat together ,Okay?"

Zhao Jing nodded with tears in her eyes and watched the elevator door close little by little. At the last moment, I saw Zhao Jing burst into tears.I walked up awkwardly and wiped the tears on her face with my sleeve.

Asked softly: "Why didn't you tell me that it was you who took care of me that day?"

Zhao Jing looked at me coldly and asked, "What would you think if I hugged you and said Liu Yang's name?"

I... I suddenly don't know what to say.

"Don't you want to know what happened that night?" Zhao Jing said with a cold face: "Then let me tell you, almost all the boys at the party that day were drunk and played until one o'clock in the morning, and the school dormitory couldn't go back. Go, our sober girls decided to go to the hotel to open a room for you, let you sleep, I helped you to the room that day, but you kept chanting An Ran's name, even if you pushed me there again, You still think that it is An Ran who is under your pressure. I have nothing to say. Since you like An Ran so much, I will make this dream come true. I left before you woke up the next day, that’s all. That's what you want to know."

"child……"

"Okay." Zhao Jing interrupted me and said, "I've said everything I need to say. That's all you want to know. You shouldn't be here today. Go back and find An Ran. We've all grown up. You are no longer the age when you were young and frivolous, be responsible for your own choices, I will not invite you in, I will sleep with the baby too, goodbye."

I watched Zhao Jing walk in the door, and then the door slowly closed, this is the result I want, this is the truth I have always wanted, now that I have it, what should I do?

The street at midnight was extremely cold. I don’t remember how many hours it took me to walk back to Anran’s “home”. All the lights were on, I pushed open the door of the bedroom with unconfident steps, there was only an unfolded quilt left on the bed, An Ran had disappeared.

I searched every corner of the room, but I couldn't find An Ran. When I called An Ran's phone number, it showed that the phone was turned off. I thought again, did she go to Pan Feng again?Coming here first, I feel a little inexplicably sad, even if An Ran went to look for Pan Feng again, what right do I have to blame?Is the relationship between me and Zhao Jing really so normal and with a clear conscience?I could say that before, but at this moment... I feel guilty.

This is a very unfair love, we didn't play our respective roles well, and we didn't get into the drama deeply!
Turning around, I saw a few pieces of paper on the coffee table in the living room, I hurried over to pick them up, this is a last letter left by An Ran...
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