ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 80 Sakura's Sad Death

I don't know why, I felt a little strange, but I couldn't tell what was wrong, so I stared at Zhao Jing for a few seconds.

Zhao Jing was a little anxious, glared at me and asked, "What do you see me doing? Have you never seen a beautiful woman?"

I stroked my chin and said, "Why did you ask for no reason if An Ran came to me? You know that there is something wrong between me and An Ran, and it has become like this. How could she come to me?"

"Today I took the baby to play and met An Ran."

"In the hospital?" My tone couldn't help becoming tense, "What is she doing in the hospital? Is she sick?"

"Are you stupid?" Zhao Jing said angrily, "Even if she is sick, shouldn't she go to the Children's Hospital? It seems that you are nervous, and you said that you have let go of your heart. Why don't I believe it at all!"

"Okay!" I felt guilty, and said to Zhao Jing, "I'm just a little nervous."

"After vaccinating the baby today, I went to the shopping mall. I met An Ran in the shopping mall. We chatted casually, and An Ran asked me about you."

"What did you ask?"

"Can you stop being so excited?" Zhao Jing said very dissatisfied: "An Ran just asked you politely if your work is going well recently, do you expect An Ran to care about your private life? Tell you not to It was a dream, An Ran didn't ask!"

I glanced at Zhao Jing depressedly, then pretended to be indifferent and said: "You can die if you don't say a few words."

After saying this sentence, Zhao Jing ignored me, really said less!

I have to admit that in my heart, I still hope that An Ran will care more about me, especially that time under the guidance of Bai Xue, the school library saw the handwriting left by An Ran, and I was convinced that An Ran was Like me, our love is pure and beautiful, we secretly like and care for each other, but we don't choose to be together.

If I could go back in time, I would tell her loudly before the graduation dinner that there is a boy who loves you very, very deeply!If I had expressed my inner love earlier, what would my life be like now?
On Thursday, I was so busy alone that I exploded. Oulong led the leaders of five districts and fifty small vendors to the food street to choose booths to prepare for the food festival that will start on Saturday. Zhong Xiong knows that these are all municipal constructions He also attaches great importance to the leadership, and brought a group of his own staff to personally receive me on the spot to cooperate with my work.Noon and night are all kinds of dinners, drink until you vomit, and go back to continue drinking after you vomit.

This is life in the workplace.

When I woke up on Friday, I had to endure a headache and go to the food street to see the preparations for the opening. The opening ceremony was outsourced to an advertising company. The biggest advantage of being in our line of work is that we can outsource part of the project, and spend money if we can’t handle it ourselves. Get the price difference, so many large-scale events can find reliable people to cooperate, as long as it is perfect, Party A will not blame it.

At noon, Zhong Xiong took me to drink again, because I introduced Oulong and other leaders of the municipal department to him yesterday, which is also a great resource. It is reasonable for Zhong Xiong to invite me to drink, and now we meet , He doesn't talk about Su Xiaomo with me anymore, maybe he can see that Su Xiaomo is not interested in him.

At the opening scene of the food festival on Saturday, Director Zheng also gave a passionate speech on behalf of the government. He used all the clichés of promoting national culture and developing ethnic specialties. Later, Oulong told me that it was because Director Zheng accepted I was happy with the 10 yuan, and asked to come over to give a speech, because Director Zheng came, and the leaders of the five subordinate districts also came to participate symbolically. It really made a real estate developer's event an official one. Activity.

The style is extremely high, Zhong Xiong and the others also took the opportunity to increase the investment in publicity funds, and the publicity effect of the small food street exceeded expectations.

At noon on Saturday, Zhong Xiong hosted a banquet for the leaders of the Urban Construction Bureau as the host, and Oulong and I were also among them, because the project was basically settled and on track, and Party A was also very satisfied, so he let go of his stomach and had a drink. Many of them toasted frequently with the leaders of the municipal government, and they were so drunk that they couldn't get up, just like a graduation dinner a year ago.

Because I am happy, I will take the initiative to pick up the wine glass and find someone to toast with. This is the highest state of drinking. I don’t need others to drink it. I have already started to take the initiative. How many times can I have such a drinking game in my life?
After lunch, Oulong took me home. The driver took us to the entrance of the Charm City community. I fell down when I got out of the car. Oulong helped me several times but failed to help me. In the end, he just sat beside me. Moved.

I felt dizzy and uncomfortable, and said to Oulong: "Give me a cigarette, I can get up by myself after smoking."

After hearing what I said, Oulong lit a cigarette and put it in my mouth and asked, "The last time I was like this, was it the day of our graduation dinner?"

"Hmm..." I lay on the ground and looked at the sky and said, "It's that day. If you don't drink too much that day, you won't be a fucking delay."

"What's wrong?" Ou
Long asked, "Why did you miss the job that day?"

"I said Anran..." This is the end of the sentence. When the name "Anran" was said, I felt that my whole body was stimulated by some kind of stimulation, and I suddenly shut up. It turns out that the so-called hangover will be hidden deep in my heart Certain contraindications stimulate sobriety.

"What's the matter?" Oulong asked, "Go ahead."

I got up from the top myself, sat cross-legged beside Oulong and pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's nothing, how much do you keep in touch with An Ran? How is she doing recently?"

Oulong smiled and asked back: "Who do you think An Ran can get close to our classmates? It seems impossible at all."

"That's right!" I said while smoking a cigarette, "An Ran's personality is just like that, gentle and a little withdrawn, even a little out of gregarious."

"So, you asked me if I had a lot of contact with An Ran. Didn't you ask knowingly? How could I have any contact with An Ran? It's you... Can't you let An Ran go? She has treated you so much, just for the sake of appreciation Even at the expense of severing contact with you...isn't it a bit too selfish?"

I didn't respond, because I didn't know how to respond. What Oulong said was the truth, the cruel truth before my eyes.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Oulong patted me on the shoulder and said: "Brother... look at it, this world is very unfair. It doesn't mean that the more we give, the more we get in return. Anyone with a discerning eye will know how you treat An Ran." In my eyes, love should be equal. If you take a hundred steps towards her, don’t ask her to take a hundred steps towards you, at least take one step, right? If the person you love always stands in the original position Waiting for you to keep giving, but don't know a little response, then forget it, this is not love, this is flattery!"

I threw the cigarette in my hand on the ground, got up and said, "No more talking, I'm going back to rest."

Oulong also followed me to get up from the ground, I don't know what to do, I was still shaking when I was walking just now, and I couldn't walk stably, but now I can stand up.Oulong caught up with me from behind, put his arms around my shoulders and said, "Tianyu, it's useless to run away. You have to face up to your relationship so that you can come out with a good attitude. Brother doesn't want to see you like this .”

I think, I will slowly let go of the peace in my heart, let go of those beautiful pasts, those people who have disappeared in our lives, when we recall, they seem to flash in front of us again, so real, so close to us Burned an indelible mark on my heart, clear, sharp, painful, with an untouchable wound, it hurts my heart time and time again when we think about it.The road we have passed is still under our feet, and what is highlighted is only the road that has passed, what we have passed through those sad days, the dust of those thoughts that we don’t understand, settled in an unfathomable place, forever there,

Memories are eternal things that cannot be forgotten, and the kind of things that go deep into the bone marrow are terrible.Forgetting is a knife in the heart. How many people can say "I forgot" so chicly. A truly chic person doesn't care about anything. That kind of state reaches the pinnacle, at least I can't do it.

In the days when the cherry blossoms die, I just want to wait for a happiness that belongs to me under the tree, and then be with him without any worries.I remember the book "Jichuan and Wangchuan" I read before. In the book, everyone is willing to forget the world, because the things I remember always carry the sadness of autumn.

I don't know when, when I think of An Ran, I can do two words - calm!
"Old City" has been open for a week, and I only occasionally go in to take a look when I am off work. Although there are not as many customers as on the first day of opening, it is generally good. I also asked the store manager about the current daily turnover It’s close to 3 yuan. Of course, the main income is the bar on the third floor. As for those snacks, a sales of 5000 yuan a day is pretty good.

On Monday morning, it was the first time I saw that Zhao Yuebao was not late. I arrived at the company on time at nine o'clock, and there was only Zhao Yueru in the office at this time of the day. It's just dawdling, I understand!But today he showed up in the office, which surprised me a bit.

Usually, Zhao Yueru would say hello to me, and then start her work after chatting for a while, but this morning, instead of saying hello to me, she even outdid me on purpose, and she walked out when I entered the door. We have met each other, but we have to pretend not to see each other.

I put my bag on the table, greeted Zhao Yuebao and said, "Good morning."

"Uh...hehe..." Zhao Yuebao gave a particularly awkward smile, "Morning—"

"What's the matter?" I felt something was wrong, and asked proactively, "Why do you feel weird today? Did someone find out that you did something wrong?" In fact, I just said it casually, just as a joke.

Zhao Yuebao suddenly froze, staring at me with straight eyes.

At this time, Zhao Yueru, who had just walked out of the door, came back, and shouted at the door: "Fat Bao, come here."

"Oh" Zhao Yuebao agreed, picked up the phone on the table and left the office, ignoring me.
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