ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 86 The obsession in my heart

For some people, if you miss a moment, you really miss your whole life, right?This phone number will never get through, right?Holding the phone, I couldn't get back to my senses, tears blurred my vision and the past.Maybe for us, the days when the grass grows and the warbler flies away, and the remaining life, apart from the reality, is cruel. And when we look back one day, we realize that we have missed so many beautiful things The scenery, is time forgetting us?Or have we lost track of time?When we can no longer have it, can we just let ourselves not forget it?
I hid at home and drank all the beer, and fell on the bed drunk and dreamy. If possible, I want to hibernate. When I wake up, the outside world has changed, forget today’s sadness, forget those unpleasant...

However, I am not a frog, and I will not hibernate. When I wake up, I still have to face all this. The neon lights outside the window are flickering, decorating the city dazzlingly. I walked out of my house and sat at the gate of the "Old City" watching The scene inside is very lively, there is a sign recruiting waiters at the door of the store, and some people are sitting in front of the door and waiting in line to eat.

Shouldn't the achievements here belong to me?Why do I feel heartbroken when I see the "Old City" now?Zhao Jing and the nanny passed the stroller on the sidewalk, and saw me sitting here. She handed the stroller to the nanny and asked the nanny to take the baby home. She sat down beside me and asked, "What are you doing?" Why are you staring at this place in a daze?"

"No more!" I stared at the "Old City" in front of me, and said to Zhao Jing beside me, "I have nothing left."

"what happened?"

I told Zhao Jing what happened to me yesterday, and I said it very slowly, sadly, and even with some grievances. After hearing this, Zhao Jing comforted me and said: "The past is over, you can start all over again, if you want What project? How about I be an investor?"

I shook my head, took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth and said, "I don't want to do anything now, I just want to move."

"Moving?" Zhao Jing looked at me suspiciously and asked, "Why did you move? Don't you want to see me?"

"No." I explained: "I have to see the 'old city' every day when I go in and out of the community. This is already a pain that belongs to me. Random thinking, I didn't think about moving just to avoid you, not to mention why should I avoid you?"

Hearing what I said, Zhao Jing's mood finally improved a little, she reached out and held my hand and said to me: "Tianyu, if you want to move, I won't persuade you anymore, I can understand your current mood, change the environment Be quiet, be quiet, what I want to say is that you really did nothing wrong."

I nodded and didn't thank Zhao Jing, nor did I say anything else, because at this moment my heart was really messed up and messed up.

We were silent for a long time, I threw away the cigarette in my hand and looked at Zhao Jing and asked, "Why are you staying in Kunming alone? Your job in the property is dispensable, it's just an excuse to kill time, you There is no need to stay in the city of Kunming to trade stocks every day, isn’t it better to go back and live with your parents, and have the elderly help you take care of the children?”

Zhao Jing sighed lightly and shook her head and said: "My father will sever the father-daughter relationship with me after he finds out about my child. He said that if he doesn't bring the child's biological father back, he will not recognize me as a daughter."

"Get in touch." I persuaded Zhao Jing and said, "You have contacted the child's biological father. It would be nice for your family to go back and live a good life. Why are you so stubbornly supporting yourself now?"

Zhao Jing was silent for a while, then changed the subject and asked, "What's going on between you and An Ran?"

"Gone!" I said disappointedly: "Enron left, I left with regret and remorse, in fact, I was the one who was selfish, Anran has always cared about me, I thought I would get more advertising business , do more for An Ran, I hope she can become a moderator in the editorial department soon, who knows that in the end... An Ran actually resigned from the job just to clarify herself to me, is it necessary?"

Zhao Jing smiled wryly and said, "Using resignation as a clarification is really in line with An Ran's character. If she didn't resign, but just explained to you verbally, would you believe it?"

"I..." I paused, and said with a very guilty conscience: "I'm not sure if I will believe her, after all, there is still Pan Feng."

"So An Ran didn't explain to you directly. She gave up her career, her future, and everything she pursued because of you. She just wanted to prove one thing to you: she didn't choose to please Pan Feng because of her appreciation. .”

I took a deep breath, not knowing what to say, An Ran really paid too much for me along the way.

Zhao Jing squeezed out a bitter smile and said to me: "Tianyu, you still love Anran very much in your heart. I can see clearly from the outside. You and Anran love each other deeply, but you never get together. Don't Let this be a regret in your life, if you don’t confess your love, if you haven’t been with An Ran seriously, then this is the regret in your life, even if one day you marry another girl, then An Ran will always be yours The inseparable and unforgettable existence in my heart, a certain

One day An Ran appears again, will you abandon your family and be with An Ran again? "

"I……"

"Don't say no..." Zhao Jing interrupted me and said quickly: "Everyone has obsessions in their hearts, and An Ran is your obsession. But the regret you inadvertently revealed will still be noticed by your closest friends. At that time, it’s not just An Ran who you’re sorry for. Go, go have a good chat with An Ran, and speak out your love loudly. Even if it is rejected, at least it will not become a regret, an unfinished obsession left in the deepest part of my heart."

"Zhao Jing... You are the one who knows me best. If you hadn't left Kunming that summer, and you hadn't taken a sudden suspension of school for a few months, and we were still together, what would it be like now?"

"Why?" Zhao Jing looked at me contemptuously and asked, "What are you doing? Reminiscing about the past? Or is it a disguised confession? Ling Tianyu, let me tell you solemnly, don't treat me as a backup, and let you safely Sad and lost, don't look for comfort from me, my mother won't accept it, and I won't want you even if I'm lonely forever." After finishing speaking, Zhao Jing got up and walked into the community.

I hurriedly got up, walked beside Zhao Jing and said, "I just remember the past, why are you so excited?"

"I don't want to discuss this with you. You should hurry up and find your An Ran. What I said just now is that if you don't break up with An Ran, how pitiful your wife will be in the future! I was still pitying you just now. What about the wife you thought, now you are talking to me about cheating me into being your wife? You are overthinking! I am not fooled! Don’t follow me, I want to go home to feed the baby and put the baby to sleep. "

"Okay!" I asked shamelessly, "Can you lend me your car tomorrow? I want to drive around Kunming. I don't care where I go. If I want to live , looking for a house nearby."

Zhao Jing took out the car key from her pocket and threw it at me, saying, "Drive away, don't bother me."

Why is this guy suddenly out of control, as if he had taken gunpowder?

I put Zhao Jing's car keys in my pocket, walked around the neighborhood a few more times, and carefully examined what I wanted to do now.Are you going to find An Ran?I think it is very necessary to look for it once, as Zhao Jing said, this is a knot in my heart, if I don't solve it, I will never feel at ease for the rest of my life, even if I get married and have my own home in the future, I will still Miss An Ran!

But where is An Ran's home?
I decided to go to the school to find out, of course, to find An Ran's home address, but as a graduate student, I checked the archives and information, and the administrator would definitely not care about me, so I still had to ask Mr. Zhu to come forward and say hello before this matter could be settled.

After deciding what I wanted to do, I immediately called Mr. Zhu. Mr. Zhao is very talkative. I told him on the phone that An Ran had returned home. He didn't leave me his contact information, but I wanted to find An Ran. I need his help to find An Ran's information in the school archives and find out his home address.

After hearing this, the old man Zhu said on the phone: "You can come to school to find me tomorrow. I will also try to contact An Ran for you tonight. It would be the best if you can contact me. If you can't contact me, I will help you find a way."

"Thank you, teacher, thank you, I must find An Ran."

"I know you must find An Ran, and the teacher also supports you in finding An Ran. You are all students I taught. When I was in school, I thought you two were together. Tianyu, I didn't say you were a boy. Take the initiative, did you ask An Ran to confess to you? Do you think that with An Ran's personality, she would confess to you? I guess her face turned red before she said the words "I love you" .”

"Yes... the teacher taught yes."

"Sometimes I see that you are all anxious. Being a boy is not refreshing at all. I think back when your teacher and I chased your wife, it was refreshing. I pulled a few wild flowers from the flower bed by the roadside, and grabbed your wife's hand. Just stuff it in with your hand, it doesn’t matter if you don’t want it, if you have the courage I had back then, you’ve already been with An Ran, and An Ran is a good girl, I’ve taught thousands of students, so leave it to me There are not many girls in my impression, you boy, come on, I will wait for you in the office tomorrow, I have a class at ten o'clock, you come early."

"Okay, I must come here early, and I want to hear you give me another class."

"Get out! Don't sycophant here, don't forget to come early tomorrow, let's do this first, I will contact An Ran first."

"Good night, teacher... Teacher, I will wait for your news. If you have any news about An Ran, you must tell me tonight. I don't want to wait until tomorrow."

"You boy, why did you know today? Wait, I'll tell you the news."

After hanging up the phone, I started to study the air ticket. I only knew that An Ran would fly to Xiamen every time she went home, so I was also looking at the air ticket to Xiamen tomorrow, and found An Ran’s address. I wanted to fly there to find her as soon as possible. The sooner the better!

While I was looking at the air ticket, the old man Zhu called again. I was very excited at that time. Did the old man find An Ran's contact information?
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