ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 89 Enron's Diary

I took the two tissue papers that An Ran's mother handed me, and wiped the tears on my face with clumsy hands. Even though I was holding back the tears, the tears kept pouring out. An Ran's father sighed and said softly: "In your university Before graduation, Ran Ran sent us a photo of you. It should be a group photo taken with your mobile phone. My daughter has the same personality as her mother. She keeps everything in her heart and would rather wrong herself than Say it, after graduating from college, your aunt and I would make fun of her and ask her why she didn't bring you back to show us. She is such a big girl, and she would blush when talking about this topic, so she avoided talking about it. "

"After I got home, Ranran discussed with me whether I could delay the relationship or spend some money to work in a TV station in a small town. It just so happened that I also had resources in this area, and I spent tens of thousands of dollars to send Ranran to the TV station as a host. This is her dream since she was a child. I remember that when Ranran was very young, she pointed to the TV and asked me why there was always a person in the middle of the stage? I told her that the person standing in the center of the stage is capable and envied by others Yes, this kind of person is called a host, with a halo shining on her body. Maybe it was such a sentence that planted a seed in Ranran's little heart. She has been studying hard and expressing herself since she was in school, elementary school, junior high school , In high school, I worked as a host countless times in school. I thought she would be very happy when she returned to the small town and became a TV host. But in those six months, we hardly saw Ran Ran being happy. Everyday life was simple and monotonous. Your aunt and I can't stand the one-on-one fight. I have a mobile phone for work, and I use a mobile phone, but the mobile phone I use is usually not turned on, and we have to call her work number when we find her."

"We also had a serious chat with Ranran about why we were unhappy, but Ranran didn't talk about it. There were also young men chasing Ranran on the TV station, and the flowers were delivered home, but Ranran didn't even look at them. Your aunt and I concluded that it might be because of our relationship. There was a problem on the Internet, and we, as elders, couldn’t do anything about it. In the first few months of this year, Ranran suddenly told us that he would resign from the TV station and return to Kunming to develop. Both your aunt and I were surprised. I asked her why she wanted to go back to Kunming, but she didn't tell us, but we guessed about the same. In addition, Ranran was not happy working at home, so we didn't stop Ranran. Although I have a lot of reluctance in my heart, but consider Seeing Ranran's mentality, we chose to support her. Ranran is a very sensible child. She knows that the family spent tens of thousands of dollars to get a job. She is very guilty of this. Your aunt and I will comfort her not to Because the tens of thousands of dollars have affected my mood, since I want to go to Kunming, I should go with a good mood, and she went back to Kunming to find you, right?"

I don't know what to say, maybe it is!

An Ran's father continued: "Ran Ran is a girl who is not good at expressing her feelings, but as parents, we all know her well. When I saw you today, I could feel that you liked Ran Ran very much. She called us that day, She told us she was coming back, and the air tickets were all bought, but she was waiting for a friend at the airport, but her friend didn’t arrive, so she missed the flight. If I’m not mistaken, the friend you mentioned is you, right?”

I nodded and said to An Ran's father, "It's me. There was an accident that day, and I couldn't make it."

An Ran's father took a deep breath and said to me: "Of course she didn't come back, she is still in Kunming, this child has a lot of delicate thoughts, and she bears her own sadness when she is outside. Actually, when I called that day Knowing that Ranran is in a bad mood, she wants to go home! She cried when she was on the phone. She felt that she would have to find a job again after leaving Kunming and return home, and she would have to spend money again. It’s hard to explain, she thinks this matter makes me and your aunt very embarrassed. So she just keeps crying, and she wants to come back but refuses to say it out of her mouth, for fear of embarrassing us. If you go back to Kunming and see Ranran , give her a little more care, your aunt and I have only one daughter, I really can't see her being wronged outside, and we are powerless."

"I understand..." I said to An Ran's father: "I understand how you and auntie feel. I will definitely find Ran Ran when I return to Kunming. If she is willing, I will take good care of her and never let her suffer any grievances." and harm."

"Good boy..." An Ran's mother said kindly: "Your uncle and I can see that you really like Ran Ran, and we also rest assured that you will be with Ran Ran. We don't ask how good your family is, and we don't ask You are very rich, as long as you can take care of Ranran with your heart, that's enough, your uncle and I both have our own jobs, and having a pension will not add any burden to you, if there is fate, please take care of Ranran."

An Ran's father said, "What are you talking about? Let them let things take their course. Go and tidy up Ran Ran's room. You can stay at home today."

"This...isn't it convenient..."

"It's not inconvenient. There is a guest room for you at home, but I think you should live in Ranran's room. It's getting late, and you've been busy all day. Wash up and rest early."

I still wanted to decline, but An Ran's father didn't give me this chance, got up and walked to his bedroom, An Ran's mother took me to An Ran's room, and the moment I entered, I understood why An Ran's father let me live here up.

An Ran's mother stood at the door and introduced, "This is the room where Ran Ran lives. You have seen a lot of photos of you. I will go and prepare for you to wash your hands.
Pin, you sit down first. "

"Thank you auntie."

"Sit down, I'll bring it to you later."

Anran's bedroom is very pink and tender, the wallpaper is light pink, the sheets and quilts are warmer in color, besides a computer, there is a photo frame on the desk, basically there are photos of me and Anran, there are also some A few of them are my photos, but all of them were taken secretly by her, such as me lying on the desktop in the library and playing with my mobile phone... the side face while eating... lying on the football field on the lawn and looking up at the sky...

These images record those beautiful moments. Just by looking at the photos, we can imagine the happiness we had in that year. We have never felt like this before, but at this moment, looking at those clips that belong to us, our eyes are full again. Only when we get wet and miss it, we realize that our pursuit of the so-called happiness is the little things around us.

There is a group photo of me and An Ran on the desktop. I can clearly see the scene of taking this photo. We were walking by the Dianchi Lake that day. The afterglow of the setting sun was reflected on the surface of the Dianchi Lake. In the water area, I stood beside An Ran, gently hugged her waist, then moved my head to her side, and said to An Ran: "Stand still, let's take a selfie to commemorate such a beautiful moment."

In fact, I was just looking for an excuse for myself to hug An Ran, but An Ran didn't expose me, and leaned her body to me, showing a sweet smile.

In this way, we have this photo, and I still keep it in my mobile phone. Unexpectedly, An Ran printed it out and made a photo frame and put it on the desktop. I can imagine so many days and nights without me, An Ran How it was to collect these photos.

While I was in a trance, An Ran's mother sent a set of new books and toiletries, and said to me: "My child, you have been busy all day. Here are the toiletries. Go to bed early."

"Thank you auntie..."

I had a few polite words with An Ran’s mother, she left these items and went back to rest, leaving me alone in An Ran’s room, this was the first time I had such intimate contact with An Ran’s life, there were plush toys on the bed, windowsills There are also some small ornaments on it, basically all of which are based on "cute" style.

There is a big closet next to the bed, I swear I am not a peeping tom, but I couldn’t resist opening the door of the closet, I just want to know more about An Ran, there are a lot of An Ran’s clothes hanging in the closet, and there is a Hanging are An Ran's complete set of underwear.It makes people feel a little blush.

Beside the bed, there is an "antique" MP3, yes...you read that right, it is an MP3, the kind of MP3 that is plugged into the computer and downloaded music with a data cable, I slept peacefully in bed after washing On the bed, I turned on the MP3 and listened to the music in it, and there seemed to be an air of peace on the quilt.

An old song "Encounter" by Stefanie Sun came from the earphones, and I fell into it unconsciously. Listening to the soothing melody, I couldn't get out of the music. When I turned over, I accidentally found a diary under the pillow, so I Turned on the lamp on the bedside table, opened the diary... An Ran's delicate handwriting appeared vividly on the paper.

The diary records the time when An Ran was at home for more than half a year and ignored me for the whole half year. One piece of the diary reads: Tianyu called me again. On the 112th day after we separated, I put the phone on the table and watched Our group photo was on the screen, and the eye sockets were moist again. I just looked at the phone screen until tears blurred my vision. I knew I still couldn't let her go. If...the dream with him could be extended indefinitely, I would rather not wake up.

Flipping through the diary in my hand, more than an hour passed unknowingly, the song "Encounter" by Stefanie Sun was always in the earphones, and it has not changed, because there is only the song "Encounter" in the entire MP3.

I would really like to ask An Ran, why did she keep these things so deep in her heart and refuse to talk about them?Could it be that what I did too much that night made her no longer believe in love?Or...don't believe my respect for her anymore?

I remember that Zhao Jing once told me that she had a room with many boys, but I was the only one who slept with her. She just wanted to use the room to test how much a boy respected her. If you follow this logic, on the night of the graduation dinner, I really don't have much respect for An Ran. If I had a little respect, I wouldn't do such beastly behavior.

There is no medicine for regret in this world, but fortunately, I still have a chance to redeem it. Tomorrow, I must ask An Ran's parents where An Ran is in Kunming. I want to find An Ran, and I will find An Ran at all costs.

That night, I lay on An Ran's bed and dreamed of her, and the companionship I had in my junior year. I felt that this dream was so real that I didn't want to wake up. At this moment, I also understood what was written in An Ran's diary... no wish to wake up.

In the early morning of the next day, after I got up and washed, An Ran's mother had already prepared breakfast. After exchanging a few pleasantries, we sat at the dining table and had breakfast together. I summoned up all my courage and looked at An Ran's parents and said, "I'm going back to Kunming today. I want to find An Ran, uncle and aunt, can you tell me An Ran's contact information? And where does she live, do you know?"

After asking, I looked at An Ran's parents with my most sincere eyes, hoping they could understand my determination to find An Ran.
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