I don't need presence or anything

Chapter 130 The Gradually Disappearing Sense of Existence

The dance practice of the program with the Supernatural Observation Club is over - today's social activities are over, and everyone did not go to the school gate to part, of course this is to cover for Chihaya.

"Hey, Chihaya, how are you feeling today?"

Chihaya touched her head in embarrassment, "I'm really too stupid..."

Because Qianzao has always cared about Lu Mingxue very much, so when she wanted to practice backup dance with her, Qianzao often made troubles, and her training efficiency was worse than that of Lin Huan. For this reason, she also received a lot of criticism from Lu Mingxue , but when Lu Mingxue has always been very patient, can this be regarded as positive feedback...?

"Anyway, it's good to make progress," Xia Mo said with a smile, "I'm more concerned about your opinion of Xiaoxue now, do you still plan as before, do you want to make friends with her?"

Chihaya nodded vigorously, "Of course!"

"I don't understand your girls' preferences," Lin Huan sighed helplessly, "Honestly speaking, I think that although Lu Mingxue's attitudes towards girls and boys are different, in fact, sometimes they are the same. It won't give you face, if you are willing to continue to touch her even if you know this, then I have nothing to say."

"I know..." Chihaya looked away, "Although sometimes it is really shocking, but what she said is my real problem... Even many friends can do this, can't they?"

"So it's the character of Shaking M... No wonder you like Lu Mingxue so much."

"No, that's not the case...it's not." Chihaya retorted hesitantly, "Because I should really like to see other people's faces and live, so I have been living very hard."

correct……

Talk about it.

In the version of the ghost story that Lin Huan heard from Qianzao before, the senior sister died in a car accident after suffering from depression.

Is that also a true portrayal of Chihaya?

If so……

Although he was very concerned about this matter, Lin Huan still chose not to ask any questions.

"You stay at school alone, where do you sleep at night?"

"There are beds in the infirmary, and sleep and food don't seem to be necessary for me."

Lin Huan gave Xia Mo a vicious look, "Maybe you don't need to eat at all."

"If I don't need to eat, will I still gain weight?!"

To actually come up with an irrefutable argument...it's a bit powerful, Xia Mo.

"However, living alone in this kind of place feels a little scary, alone..."

Chihaya smiled, "I was originally a ghost, so it's nothing... Momo, you are because you have someone you know to accompany you when you come out, and the memory is not completely lost, right?"

"what do you mean……"

Chihaya nodded, "I don't remember a lot of things. I only know that I suffered from depression before. As for the car accident I mentioned earlier... there should be a possibility of suicide——"

Chihaya's figure suddenly changed - Xia Mo and Lin Huan saw with their own eyes that her school uniform gradually changed into another old style, and her figure gradually became blurred, just like digital video data.

Is this... about to become a spirit body?

Realizing the crisis, Xia Mo immediately stepped forward and hugged Qianzao tightly.

"Since you will forget, it must be something you don't want to remember?" Xia Mo looked at Qianzao with a smile, "Since I finally got a new role identity, I think it's okay not to think about those things."

"Well... I know." Qianzao rolled up her temples and nodded at Xia Mo with a smile, "Although it is said to be depression, I don't seem to feel depressed now—but most of them think of the past, as if It's all from a dream—”

"Speak up!"

Lin Huan suddenly interrupted Qianzao's thoughts, "Are you really unable to get out? Or is it subconsciously preventing you from going out? Even if it's a ghost, staying at school alone at night will definitely make you lonely, so—"

"Hey."

Xia Mo suddenly turned around and rolled his eyes at Lin Huan.

"What are you doing?"

"You don't want to bring Chihaya back to our house, do you?"

"So I just wanted to ask—"

"You really want to do this, right! Even if you are not satisfied with me, Xiaoxue, Abobo, Xixiao and Yuma, do you want to continue to drive girls to the Crystal Palace?"

"Damn, why don't you keep putting Yuma in it, I'm really going to get sick... And, don't you have any plans for this?"

"Even if I have such a plan, it should be from my side to initiate the invitation. What does it have to do with you?"

"The place you live is my room anyway..."

"It's not anymore, now it's a room we share and I have half the sovereignty."

"When did you get it?"

"My aunt gave it to me."

Xia Mo and Lin Huan bickered every day, and the two of them frowned like cats bowing and growling. Qianzao, who was silently watching the battle, burst out laughing, and kept laughing.

"Is it so funny!"

Lin Huan and Xia Mo spoke almost at the same time, their aggressive demeanor frightened even the ghosts.

It should be... some kind of confinement, right?

Chihaya explained it like this.

She, Lin Huan, and Xia Mo came to the school gate, and Qian Zao put her palm on the air at the school gate, as if she had touched a layer of air wall, Lin Huan and Xia Mo both saw the air floating.

"That's how it is..."

Ghosts are the product of longing, a certain obsession produced by human beings.

But Qianhao passed away three years ago, it was impossible for her to know Lu Mingxue at that time.

"So...although your wish is to be friends with Xiaoxue, that's not the purpose of your own rebirth, right?" Xia Mo reminded, "Although I don't recommend you to force yourself to think about the past, but you are both ghosts. In other words, I think that if you can’t clarify what you really want and feel confused, you can’t even say that you are alive, your sense of existence will be weakened step by step.”

"Then..." Qianzao paused, "What is the obsession that revived you, Momo?"

This is a very serious question, even Xia Mo must take it seriously.

"Although I don't actually have the consciousness of dying, I think the power to bring me back to life comes from Gou Huan's longing."

Xia Mo held Lin Huan's arm and said with a smile, "It's because this guy doesn't want to part with me and hopes that I can wake up and be by his side again, that's why I appeared in front of him."

"Don't make it so nasty, okay?" Lin Huan pushed Xia Mo's arms away with a look of unwillingness.

He knew Xia Mo would say that.

At the beginning, Lin Huan sent her a daily check-in message in the space, that should be her basis.

"If this is the case, as long as someone thinks about it, they can be revived, wouldn't the whole world be full of ghosts?"

"Perhaps, the gods occasionally do good deeds, like a lottery, they happen to draw you, and fulfill your wishes by the way..." Xia Mo rubbed Lin Huan's shoulder, "I guess your luck, Especially since my luck is concentrated on me, otherwise how could I never find a girlfriend."

"That's because kobolds don't need girlfriends." Lin Huan muttered angrily.

"Here it is, Ah Q-type single dog!"

yes……

Chihaya restrained the awkward smile that catered to the two of them, and looked up at the sunset, which was gradually coming to an end.

I am again... If I want to achieve any wish, who will miss me,

Just came back to this world...

(End of this chapter)