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Chapter 266 Curious Xiaoxue (Memories of Lu Mingxue & Xi Xiao 1)

Time goes back to eight years ago, when Lu Mingxue was still alone.

"Xiaoxue Xiaoxue, do you want to come to my house to play after school tomorrow?"

"No, I still have to study..."

"Everyone in the same group will go, only Xiaoxue, if you don't go, you will be excluded!"

"Well, but I'm really not interested," Lu Mingxue said lightly, "I think studying would be more meaningful."

"Hey, Xiao An, don't ask that person to go, we can't talk about the magical girl Kanako if she goes!"

"But……"

Lu Mingxue doesn't really like studying, and studying is stress-free for her; when she was in the second grade of elementary school, she had already learned the curriculum of the sixth grade; in her opinion, it only takes two years to learn in elementary school. It’s just that the professors at the school simply think that children’s intelligence needs to grow slowly to keep up.

She doesn't hate it, though -- it means she has four years to do what she loves.

It's not ballet, friendship, tap, jazz that her parents asked her to learn specially;
It is not the piano music, violin, cello, or guzheng that her parents specially asked her to learn;
Her hobby is reading, she likes to read.

Reading is a form of communication between soul and soul—reader and writer.

In a novel, the shadow of the author is scattered everywhere, sometimes it is the author's simulation, sometimes it is the author's dream, sometimes it is the object of the author's love, and sometimes it is the embodiment of the author's desire.

All in all, every successful author cannot use an impromptu brain hole to support this story. Sometimes what is needed is his own experience, and sometimes what is needed is his own emotion. All stories must be transformed from a prototype to A complete body, this filling process is that the author splits himself into [fragments] and fills them up bit by bit.

But most of the author's stories are magnificent, but few of the real experiences are richer than the novels.

What fascinates Lu Mingxue is their [heart] hidden deep in the novel.

To communicate with such an object is to find the shadow of the author in the book. This kind of patchwork process is undoubtedly a very pleasant thing.

Beyond life and death, across time and space.

Lu Mingxue knew that it was very difficult to fully express the [heart].They yearn to be understood, but they feel that it is boring to pour bitterness on others.

Longing for understanding but not being able to obtain it, it is better to prefer lack than excess - that is the so-called "loneliness".

Her peers, on the other hand, often only pay attention to the price of potato chips, the amount of pocket money, and which episode of the animation show will be updated tonight, that's all.

At the same time, Lu Mingqian (Master Qianji), as the elder sister, has been enjoying the pleasure of being surrounded by stars.She is the king of children in the neighborhood. Whether it is a boy or a girl, they will fight endlessly to get her favor, but Lu Mingqian can always maintain the stability of the circle while maintaining the supreme prestige.

She hates her sister's condescending behavior, which is the behavior of rulers and dictators; she is more like a hermit, and she hates the existence of circles, which are not equal communication; where there are circles, there will be competition, and the weak will always To succumb to the strong, it seems that this rule of survival has never changed since the emergence of human beings.

She also once thought that it was impossible for her to have friends, until one day, Lu Mingxue welcomed a new neighbor.

Lu Mingxue, who was reading at home, was called out by her mother to entertain guests. This was the first time she met Xi Xiao.

At that time, Xi Xiao was still very shy; she was sitting on the sofa, holding her mother's arm, secretly looking at Lu Mingxue.

"Come...Xiaoxue, look! Let me tell you, the girl in the new neighbor's house is the same age as you. You were born on the same day in the same year. This is a rare fate. You should treat each other well. Do you understand, friend?"

The parents of both parties are warm-hearted, no matter who the mother is with, she always looks warm-hearted, Lu Mingxue has already seen it,

However, is it the fate of being born on the same day in the same year...

In the book, this is a fate that can be worshiped, but it also means an unbreakable knot.

Lu Mingxue nodded at Xi Xiao, but her smile was very reserved; she was well-bred, and even if it was something she didn't want to do, she would consider the degree of harm at her own discretion; she could not form a bond at school, but she had to It's okay to obey mother's arrangement, not to mention this level.

Xi Xiao didn't speak, but smiled at Lu Mingxue, made a sign language shyly, and then kept her head down and fiddled with her fingers.

"Xi Xiao, you child..."

Xixiao's mother smiled, and explained to Lu Mingxue, "Xiaoxue, don't get me wrong... our Xixiao's hearing is not very good, and she needs to use sign language to communicate, what she just said is [You are so beautiful] 】This sentence."

It’s not that she has never heard the words that Kwalumingxue is beautiful; on the contrary, she has heard it a lot; however, the interpretation of “so beautiful” in sign language always feels different from the verbal interpretation.

There was an inexplicable sense of intimacy in her smile, as if she knew she was praising herself before Xi Xiao's mother explained it, it was very healing.

Maybe it's because that's not what the real [language] is weaving.

Language is the most convenient and convenient way for human beings to communicate now, but just as Lu Mingxue once dreamed, she hopes to have a way of communication that is beyond language.

If she keeps silent all the time, how will Xi Xiao gain the understanding of others?A timid look.

Unable to integrate into the normal world, but also different from the silent world, it seems to be walking on the edge of the world.

But even so, Lu Mingxue didn't intend to be friends with Xi Xiao, but just communicated with her through text and learned a few words of sign language with her.

She was very excited and kept chatting with Lu Mingxue.

I just learned a few words of sign language from her, as if I have a lot of things that I really want to express.

What a humble child.

Sure enough, it is difficult for everyone to understand Xi Xiao like this; most children of this age are very selfish, they are the darlings of their parents, and they live a pampered life, there is no need to spend money to communicate with this girl normally. Time to go to the playground, go to McDonald's, and have a house with Barbie dolls.

But Lu Mingxue has a lot of free time.She has no interest in recreational activities, and of course her parents have absolutely no time for them.

She is very interested in Xi Xiao.

She really wanted to know that this child who was wandering on the edge of the world obviously lacked an aloof heart like her own; according to common sense, just living is a very reluctant thing.

So, what kind of efforts does she rely on to burst into such a healing smile?
She was curious.

She wants to know why.

(End of this chapter)