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Chapter 92 Xi Xiao's Determination

what……

What on earth am I doing.

I'm probably retarded.

It actually brought the Two-dimensional story into reality.

How can there be so many people who can't survive in reality?

simply……

What a shame.

Only 0.5 seconds before Lin Huan's head hit the edge wall of Xi Xiao's balcony, Lin Huan realized that the student Xi Xiao, who was standing very high, was just collecting the sheets. It looks like it's raining.

But... there is no turning back...

Lin Huan slammed his head against the wall of Xi Xiao's house because of his panic-stricken stagger before, which really shocked Xi Xiao.

"Student Lin, Huan? Nothing, nothing, nothing?"

Because the situation was too urgent, Xi Xiao didn't have time to write or sign language. She pushed and pushed Lin Huan anxiously, and asked Lin Huan's situation in an unclear voice.

"I...I'm fine." Lin Huan covered his head, and with Xi Xiao's support, he slowly sat down cross-legged, "It's just...a little dizzy."

[Don't worry, classmate Xi Xiao.Gou Huan is a dog's head, he can't be hit to death. 】

Xia Mo laughed from the side, and mocked Lin Huan for telling me not to come in and take a look.

However, in that case, if Xi Xiao really committed suicide, I would probably regret it for the rest of my life.

After all, Xia Mo has no entity, even if she saw it, she couldn't save Xi Xiao.

【I'm really sorry—I'm obviously here to visit you on behalf of my classmates. 】

Lin Huan twisted his head from the bump just now, and now he is lying on the bed—signing in Xi Xiao's room.

[It doesn't matter] Xi Xiao has already taken out her hearing aid and put it on, she sign language to Lin Huan, [I am very happy that Lin Huan can come to visit me]

It's fun... isn't it?

There was something like a fever-reducing sticker on Xi Xiao's forehead.According to her explanation, after returning home with Lu Mingxue last night, she did have a fever, and she didn't have any energy when she woke up this morning, so she asked for leave - Xiaoxue helped with the leave, Lin Huan didn't reply last night because of fever So go to bed early.

As for the reason why the door was not closed, it was because I was sorting out the garbage bags just now, and I was going to take them down and dump them later.

[Really, don't you need to go to the hospital? 】Xi Xiao looked at Lin Huan with concern.

"No, no need... I just have a little neck pain, and it's much better now."

Huh... the bed is full of Xi Xiao's body smell, a bit like citrus-flavored shampoo.

Lin Huan felt ashamed of the current posture, so he took the opportunity to find a topic to talk about, "When you returned to the classroom yesterday, didn't everyone bully you?"

Xi Xiao shook her head, pursed her lips and smiled, "Everyone treats me very well."

Seeing Xi Xiao's expression, Lin Huan would think of the things Qinghua said to him yesterday.

"I...meet Qinghua classmate yesterday."

Xi Xiao stopped twisting the towel, and Lin Huan continued, "She told me... what happened between you and her."

【so】

After finishing the sign language, classmate Xi Xiao squinted her eyes and smiled at Lin Huan. She continued twisting a towel to wipe Lin Huan's elbow and lower back that were swollen due to impulsive impact just now. Cold compresses can reduce the swelling.

Am I... a little bit wrong with the timing?
Well... After all, this posture is indeed a bit perverted.

And——at a time like this, I deliberately bring up other people's sad past, what am I doing, I...

As a result, Xi Xiao, who was applying cold compresses to Lin Huan's wound, suddenly raised his head.

"The scene just now... is a bit, like "The Shape of Sound"."

Xi Xiao is no longer afraid to show Lin Huan her inarticulate voice.

"Ah... yes." Lin Huan immediately remembered that Xi Xiao's avatar was Nishinomiya Glass. Even though it was just a story in Two-dimensional, for Xi Xiao, the sense of substitution should be very strong.

"I...it seems, just like Nishinomiya used to, I also hate it, myself. Now, I also hate it very much."

"Ah...why do you hate it? Student Xi Xiao, you clearly—"

"Obviously, I'm a handicapped person, but I always want to live... a normal life." When Xi Xiao spoke, it always made people feel very strenuous. Even so, she still tried her best to speak every word. talking.

"If Wo...doesn't bother others, it will be very, very difficult to survive in school."

"However, I also know that it is wrong to bother others."

"No one has to help me."

"Even for Lin Huan, it's the same."

"So... I was very happy when I heard that you had a self-taught sign language class. However, I was also very sad."

"Because. Last time, the person who took the initiative to learn sign language for me was... Qinghua."

Last time... huh?

Lu Mingxue and Xi Xiao seem to have known each other since they were young, so sign language should be a basic skill for Lu Mingxue; after that, there may be many people who know a little bit of sign language, but at most it is like Songlan. To a certain extent, it was gradually familiarized with and learned from the daily communication with Xi Xiao.If it is really for Xi Xiao to learn sign language by himself, the cost of time and energy is too high.

Lin Huan has faintly noticed that Qinghua's transfer seems to have become a symbolic event of Xixiao's self-closing.Judging from Xi Xiao's personality, she probably never relied on other classmates like she relied on Qinghua after that, so not only was she kept at a distance by her classmates, but there were only a handful of people who could truly be called friends. number.

Even if we do that, we can avoid encounters like Qinghua from happening again, and then bring misfortune to others as Xi Xiao said, but it also makes Xi Xiao fall into a closed world—if it is not for her childhood sweetheart Lu Ming If Xue existed, it would be hard to imagine what kind of lonely life Xi Xiao would lead.

"Xi Xiao...you don't have to be sad about this." Lin Huan struggled to get up from the bed regardless of Xi Xiao's dissuasion - after all, it was a bit embarrassing to lie in such a lying position when talking to someone about business.

"As you can see...I'm a good-for-nothing...or in Momo's words, I'm a worthless doghead. Even a doghead like me...will look for something worth relying on, or Let’s say, trust. After all, the dog’s head can’t rely on whatever it wants to rely on... And in my opinion, being able to be relied on by classmate Xi Xiao-this is just an assumption, assuming I’m not mistaken... For me Said, that is also a kind of [subsistence] of mine.”

"Send...entrust?"

Lin Huan supported his neck, no matter what, he felt that he was probably very funny now, so he kept straightening his head,
"I mean... being able to be relied upon by classmate Xi Xiao, I think it's something to show off. And... it was classmate Xi Xiao who talked to me first, right? I can't even imagine that being able to be with you Xi Xiao became a friend with the current relationship—yes, yes, if it wasn’t for Xi Xiao, I would never have known Lu Mingxue, I would have never had the chance to know Abobo and Yuma, and I would have never had the chance to know Momo’s existence Sensibility points have been raised to today's level, isn't it?"

"So I think [dependence] is a mutual behavior. The dependent person gets help, and the dependent person also gets satisfaction. The reason why such a thing happened to you and classmate Qinghua is entirely because you didn't act like that. Now that we have had such a good communication——in my opinion, when Qinghua talked about this matter, she didn’t have the feeling that she still hates you at all. Because she herself admits that you are really gentle.”

It's just that because she didn't communicate well, and because Xi Xiao's attitude towards everyone is the same, and she doesn't want to hurt anyone, that's why she looks like a virgin in Qinghua's eyes...

Huh... It seems that I just said a series of grand-sounding chicken soup for the soul and so on... I am ashamed to die.

It's obviously a dog's head... I don't have any life experience to talk about.

However, it's just some big principles learned from watching anime.

I saw classmate Xi Xiao pursing her lips. When she slowly raised her head and smiled brightly, Lin Huan suddenly felt like fireworks blooming in her heart - just like the famous scene in "The Shape of Sound".

"I, can, rely on again, classmate Lin Huan, one more time?"

"Ah... um! Of course, you can tell me! We...we are friends." Lin Huan scratched the back of his head, and he had no courage to meet Xi Xiao's eyes anymore.

Xi Xiao nodded, expressing her feelings with sign language and voice at the same time,
"I want to apologize to classmate Qinghua, reconcile with her..., and then, become friends with her again."

Xi Xiao's left hand held his right hand.He paused hard in his chest.

For Xi Xiao, "friend" should be a very important word in sign language, so she emphasized it that way.

(End of this chapter)