My beautiful boss with a poisonous tongue: Abuse

Chapter 169 There is a kind of love called letting go
"Why did you go back to Hangzhou? Business or tourism?"

"It doesn't count."

"When are you going to go back?"

"In a few days."

Tan Siyi nodded slightly and said, "You didn't come to see me this time just to see me, did you?"

"Mo Han said you were on the provincial TV station. I happened to pass by here, so I came to see you. How are you doing now?"

"It's pretty good. I've become a regular, and I've become a radio anchor. The man you saw just now, his name is Xiaofan, is my current boyfriend."

I said heartily, "That's great."

Tan Siyi lowered his head and said after a long while: "Although he has no money and his job is not very satisfactory, he is really good to me. As long as I ask, no matter where he is or when he is, he will be the first The time has come before me. Ye Chutian, I promised you to wait for you for two years, but I failed, will you blame me?"

"Tan Siyi, don't think so. I can see that you are so happy now, and I am really happy for you."

Tan Siyi said quietly: "Actually, I know you won't. Because you have never liked me. A person who doesn't love you, how can he care?"

I didn't know how to answer, because Tan Siyi was right, I never liked her, so when she was with others, I didn't feel anything strange, on the contrary, I felt a sense of relief.

"From the moment you didn't want to stay in Hangzhou for me, I knew that you didn't have a place for me in your heart. It's just that I didn't give up at that time, because I liked you for so many years, I was not reconciled, and I I can't bear you either. But since I stepped into the society, I have seen all kinds of love, and they were very beautiful at the beginning, but most of them ended in dismal end. "

"I began to doubt love, and I began to doubt you. I gradually realized the reality. If a man doesn't love you, no matter how much you give, no matter how much you are willing to sacrifice, it will be in vain, because he still pretends to see himself as if he is blind."

"Tan Siyi, I—"

Tan Siyi interrupted me and said, "Ye Chutian, don't say anything, let me talk first. I want to tell you what's on my mind."

I nodded and listened carefully to Tan Siyi's continuation.

"You don't have me in your heart. If I persist, there will be no results. I think, instead of being entangled, it is better to let go and find a man who loves and cherishes oneself. Amu has a song "There is a kind of love" It's called Letting Go, and I think it's very well sung. I figured it out, I can barely have happiness, and I can't get true love. Therefore, I decided to let you go free."

When Tan Siyi said this, her eyes were red. Perhaps these words had been buried in her heart for a long time, and it was a relief to finally have the opportunity to say them today.

"Tan Siyi, I'm really happy that you think so. I'm usually glib, and I can't talk when I'm serious. Don't mind. In short, I will always regard you as a friend, a bosom friend , now that you have found someone who truly loves you, I also sincerely hope that you will be happy forever."

Tan Siyi sobbed for a while, wiped away her tears, looked at me and said, "Ye Chutian, you are so heartless to me, at this moment you don't have a single word to persuade me to stay, it seems that my choice is right."

I looked at Tan Siyi stupidly, girls like to change and change, what does she mean by this?

Tan Siyi saw that I was stupid, she suddenly laughed and said: "Stupid, you're scared, I'm joking with you, let you Ye Chutian laugh and laugh, don't let us scare you."

I pretended to pat my chest and said, "Tan Siyi, take it easy, I have a bad heart, be careful if you scare me out of a heart attack, you will have to pay for my life."

After the conversation was over, we looked at each other and smiled, and all the grievances and grievances were settled, and the conversation after that was much easier.

Tan Siyi looked at me and said, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"not yet."

"Ye Chutian, I'm very curious, what kind of girl do you like?"

I thought about it, and I couldn't tell. I used to like Ye Yingying, so the types I liked were compared according to that standard. But now, if I want to judge whether a girl is pretty, I can't help but see Lin Man in front of me. Snow's figure, and then there is no more.

Is there any woman in this world who can be as beautiful as Lin Manxue?

Thinking of Lin Manxue, I couldn't help showing a happy smile, dreaming about it.

Tan Siyi pushed me and said, "I have returned to my soul. I can lose my soul after drinking a cup of coffee. There is really no one."

I came back to my senses and said embarrassedly: "I was thinking about something just now, and I accidentally overthink it."

"What can make you smile so much?" Tan Siyi is a girl, careful, and very sensitive to such things, so I think it's not so easy to fool her.

"A little personal matter."

"Cheat ghosts, tell me! Is it some big beauty? I don't think this beauty is simple. Can you be so fascinated by Ye Chutian?"

I quibbled: "It's fine if you don't believe it. It's really a personal matter."

"Okay. I won't argue with you. You say yes. Anyway, it's none of my business now. Let Mo Han have a headache."

"What's the matter with Mo Han?"

Tan Siyi stared into my eyes, probably trying to figure out if I was lying on purpose.

"You really don't know?"

"Tan Siyi, just say what you want to say, don't be weird."

"Do you know why Mo Han wants to be my friend?"

I shook my head, because I really don't know, I think it's a fantasy that the two of them can be friends, I can't even dream of it.

Tan Siyi sighed and said: "Because Mo Han is another me. It's just that she is more poisoned than me. Because you never like to talk to me, I don't see any hope in you, but you treat her like you The closeness makes her see hope but falls into despair."

"I said that Mo Han and I are not the kind of relationship you think, we are buddies."

"Ye Chutian, you're so naive. When did you meet a beautiful woman and a handsome guy? It's just friends. Either you pretended to be confused on purpose, or you were really stupid and an idiot."

"What I'm saying is true."

Tan Siyi smiled and said: "I believe what you said is true, but what does it mean? You treat her as a buddy, but she may not really treat you as a buddy. Ye Chutian, you are such a smart person, you don't feel that at all. Can't you?"

In fact, I think Mo Han is really good to me. I used to think that she liked me, but whenever I thought about it, I thought of Lao Ban, and that Mo Han was my buddy.

I told myself that it was wrong and nasty for me to think this way, so I stopped thinking about it like this, and just went with the flow and regarded Mo Han as a buddy.

Tan Siyi said: "Your buddy named Lao Ban is really an infatuated man. He knows what Mo Han is thinking, so he tries every means to match you and Mo Han. He really cares about Mo Han, but love is just a heart. not enough."

"Did Mo Han tell you?"

(End of this chapter)