My beautiful boss with a poisonous tongue: Abuse

Chapter 861 Guilt or Love?

I sent Mo Han back to her guest room. Lanxin Villa has built many high-end cabins with complete facilities and everything, as well as independent bathrooms and balconies.

Mo Han opened her room and wanted me to go in and sit for a while, but I declined saying that it was late and wanted to go back to rest, Mo Han looked at me reluctantly with blurred eyes, but I lowered my head and dared not look into her eyes .

My complexion is not very good-looking, a little haggard and pale, Mo Han looked distressed and said: "Look at you tired these days, it's my fault, you are so tired and let you accompany me to the top of the mountain, husband, you Go back to sleep, I won't bother you anymore."

I nodded and told Mo Han to go to bed early. I waved goodbye to Mo Han. Mo Han kept staring at me until I turned around and disappeared into the night.

Instead of going back to the house to sleep, I went to sit outside for more than an hour, thinking a lot in my mind, and I had a faint feeling in my heart, which became stronger and stronger as Mo Han became pregnant.

I suddenly realized that I might—maybe I also like Mo Han in my heart, otherwise I wouldn't feel so sad when I learned that Mo Han was pregnant with Bian Yiyang's child.

What happened to me? I was thinking about Lin Manxue and Su Manyu, and now I might fall in love with Mo Han again. Why did I become half-hearted all of a sudden? Don't I hate this kind of man the most?

I thought about it and couldn't figure it out, so I wondered whether love should be single-minded, especially why a man with my personality suddenly vacillated between two women.

Eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, such a man is worse than a pig or a dog. I, Ye Chutian, cannot be such a scumbag.

How the hell am I suddenly like this?Am I fucking sick? Me!

This is the first time I doubt myself, hate myself and reflect on myself.

I tried to analyze my psychology. Mo Han has been with me for many years and has always treated me sincerely. It can be said that the woman I love the most in this world is Mo Han, even more than my mother.

But it is such a woman who loves me, I hurt her time and time again, making her feel so painful that she is hovering on the verge of pain.

I treated her so badly, but she gave me wholeheartedly, didn't have any thoughts of complaining, and even helped me give birth to my son and raised him alone.

I felt guilty for her, so this kind of guilt and regret occupied my heart and gradually made my heart unknowingly make room for her.

This is my interpretation of myself.

It must be so, it must be so.

I kept hypnotizing myself and finding various reasons to tell myself that I didn't really like Mo Han. The reason why I was sad was entirely because of my guilt, not because of love.

But if I am just because I am ashamed of Mo Han, when I find out that she may be pregnant with Bian Yiyang's child, I will be so sulky, what can I be wronged, Mo Han has a child, a family and happiness, I'm not fucking happy Should I be happy for her? What kind of decadence is she playing here?
I suddenly realized a serious problem. I kept finding various reasons and excuses for myself. Does this mean that there is no silver 300 taels here? I have a ghost in my heart. I like her, and I like her for no reason.

I like her not just because I feel guilty about her, maybe even without any reason, just like I like Lin Manxue.

It’s over.

I pulled my hair with both hands and pulled it hard, what the hell happened to me, and when did I fall in love with Mo Han? Since I like her, why do I still hurt her again and again, why do I still divorce her? Why don't you look for her after you come back?

Didn't I always only like Lin Manxue?

I only like Lin Manxue, when did I like Mo Han again?

When did I hide two women in my heart?
I asked myself over and over again, saying it was an illusion for a while, and saying it was real for a while, and so on and on, and finally I was confused.

I gave myself a big mouthful, why bother with these things, Mo Han is pregnant with Bian Yiyang's child, she may not even realize this problem, once she understands it by herself, she will definitely come back to Bian Yiyang again , love is beautiful, but children are the most important.

Even if Mo Han doesn't want to go back, it is impossible for Bian Yiyang to let her wander outside, and it is even more impossible for Xu Mengyao to sit idly by.

Isn’t it what I’ve been looking forward to for Mo Han’s happiness, but I—hey, forget it, I’ll put away these messy thoughts for the time being, the most important thing right now is to take good care of Mo Han’s body, nothing else is important, before I didn't take good care of Mo Han when she was pregnant with Mo Ran, so let me make up for it this time.

I went back to the office and continued to work. I needed to revise my plan. Mo Han and Xu Mengyao broke up and now I am a poor man like me. Find another way.

There are only three days left before the deadline for me to blow it out, three days to get one billion, am I thinking too much of myself?

I suddenly realized that I was really useless. Without these two women, Mo Han and Lin Manxue, I would be useless, and everything would go wrong, and I was too dependent on them, the first thing I would think of when I encountered a problem.

I slapped myself on the forehead, money, money, where are you hiding, at least you guys show your face, so that buddies know where to find you.

My head hurts more and more, Mo Han's appearance disrupted all my plans, whether it was work or life, she made a mess.

When I was worrying about money, my mind flashed, and a thought flashed across my mind, Leng Min took away all the money in Lanxin Villa, where could she go with such a large sum of money?

Bian Yinqiang disappeared inexplicably, and Leng Min walked strangely. Could there be any connection between the two? Given the special relationship between Bian Yinqiang and Leng Min, the two mysteriously disappeared one after the other, there must be some kind of connection ,what is it then?

I turned the pen in my hand, and suddenly thought of the cave on the top of the mountain. I don't know how I thought of it, but I think the cave is very strange.

No one dares to go into the cave, why is it necessary to seal the entrance of the cave with a big stone, and who sealed it, and it was not sealed more than a month ago, why should it be sealed during this period? The time happened to be the time when Bian Yinqiang and Leng Min disappeared, which is weird.

Also, Mo Han said that there was a strange smell near the cave. In fact, I also smelled something faintly, but the smell was very faint and I couldn't tell what it was. It just made people feel uncomfortable.

Where did the strange smell come from? The entire mountain top was empty, and there was nothing emitting any peculiar smell. There should be nothing else except the scent of flowers and plants. Where did these smells come from?

Oh, in the cave, it must be in the cave.

I was so shocked by my own association that I stood up, one after another, I went through the question just now, and finally came to a conclusion: all my guesses are very likely to be true, the cave is weird, Or the disappearance of Bian Yinqiang and Leng Min is related to the stone cave.

(End of this chapter)