My beautiful boss with a poisonous tongue: Abuse

Chapter 952
On the day I left, Yinhu was wearing this outfit. Could it be that my worries were about to become reality, something really happened to Yinhu?
I hugged my clothes tightly in my arms, shuddering in my heart, I came back late, and I came back late after all.

I was swallowed by a huge fear, my body trembled and my legs went limp, and I fell to the ground suddenly, Yu Xi was startled and crouched on the ground hugging me and said, "Chutian, what's wrong with you?"

I muttered to myself: "The silver fox is gone. The silver fox is gone. The child is gone."

"Child? What child? Whose child? Your and Silver Fox's child?"

"Ah."

"You have children?"

"Ah."

Yu Xi paused and asked again: "You and her have been hiding here the past few days?"

"Ah."

Yu Xi was wearing a gas mask, so I couldn't see her face, so naturally I couldn't see her expression, but she might be very surprised when she heard me tell the story about me and Silver Fox.

Yu Xi saw that I was sitting on the ground in a daze, looking like a soulless fool, so she comforted me and said, "Maybe things are not as bad as you think, maybe Yinhu took the child out."

"This place is occupied by miasma, and there is nowhere to go. Except for this cave, the outside has long been occupied by ferocious beasts. It is impossible for the silver fox to get out."

Yu Xi said: "It's impossible! She wants to eat and drink, maybe she's going out to find something to eat and drink. Chutian, don't be like this, cheer up, now is not the time to be discouraged, I believe Silver Fox will definitely It'll be all right. Let's go out and find her now."

I knew that Yu Xi was trying to comfort me, but knowing that I knew it, there was still a surge of hope in my heart, maybe it was just like what Yu Xi said, the silver fox just went out to find something to eat?
Yu Xi and I searched the miasma forest for more than a dozen times, not to mention silver foxes, but we didn't even see a single living animal. There is no living thing here anymore, so I was completely discouraged.

I feel dizzy.

My body didn't fully recover, and I sucked a lot of miasma into my body, and I was so sad that I fainted in the woods.

It was already a week after I woke up, I was lying in a thatched hut, Yu Xi was watching over me.

"Silver Fox." As soon as I opened my eyes, I yelled Yinhu. Yu Xi was overjoyed when she saw me wake up. Yet?"

Yu Xi shook her head in embarrassment and said, "I went in a few times to look for it recently, but I didn't find anything."

As soon as I heard the bad news, tears welled up in my eyes, and my sadness was like sculls, rippling and rippling in my heart.

I clenched my teeth so tightly that I almost crushed them.

I refrain from crying, don't cry.

When the sadness reaches the extreme, maybe the tears become a burden instead.

There is nothing greater than death, my heart is already dead at this moment.

Yu Xi saw that I was so sad that my lips were bitten, she also cried with me, Yu Xi hugged my head and said: "Chutian, don't be like this, just cry if you want to cry, cry out, don't hold back .Cry out."

I still bit my lips, I can't forgive myself, because I let the silver fox and the child die tragically in the cave, I'm sorry for them coming back late.

I became numb in an instant, as if I was no longer me, I was just a poor guy, a poor guy who accomplished nothing, I couldn't save Lan Xin, let her be forced to jump into the sea and end up with nothing left. I can't save the silver fox, let her evaporate and disappear in the cave without a sound, why am I so useless.

I am a waste, a natural waste, what am I doing alive, the one who is going to die should be me, not Silver Fox.

"Chutian, don't do this. It's not your fault, and you don't want to do this either! Just cry, just cry."

Yu Xi hugged my head and buried it in her chest, she wanted me to cry, because only when I vented could I regain my strength, if I kept silent like this, I would definitely be forced to get sick.

I gritted my teeth and lips tightly, but didn't cry, I didn't have the right to cry, I even lost my qualifications to be a human being.

Yu Xi and I hugged each other like this for nearly an hour, and suddenly I broke down completely, the tears couldn't be stopped, the old tears flowed horizontally, I couldn't hold it anymore, and finally turned into crying loudly.

Yu Xi and I hugged each other and wept bitterly. I cried because I was sad, extremely sad. Yu Xi cried because I was sad and she was also sad. She cried because she loved me.

After crying a lot, I lay my dead body on the wooden bed, lying upright, like a body without a soul, my eyes staring at the thatched cottage without blinking.

I neither eat nor drink, nor speak, just like a living dead.

Maybe my body is still alive, lingering, but my heart is dead, really dead.

Yu Xi was anxious at the side, she fed me food and drink, and if I didn't open my mouth, she opened my mouth and forced to feed me, I spit out all the food she forcibly poured down, completely uncooperative.

Yu Xi had no choice but to try to enlighten me and chat with me to relieve boredom. I ignored her and treated her as if she didn't exist, maybe I even treated myself as if I didn't exist.

I lost my soul, but I didn't close my eyes. I opened my eyes and stared at the thatched roof all day long.

Yu Xi was so anxious that she wiped away her tears. At first she tried to persuade me with nice words, but later she simply scolded me, trying to wake me up, but no matter what she said or scolded, I remained indifferent, and still lay straight, without any reaction.

More than a month later, Yu Xi and I lived in the thatched cottage for more than a month, the winter snow melted outside, and spring came.

In the season of late winter and early spring, the chill is still there, but there is a little more hope.

Today, I am so thin that only skin and bones are left, and I still haven't recovered from the pain. Yu Xi still never leaves me, and has been guarding me.

During the day, she would get me food, and at night, she would warm my quilt. In fact, there was no quilt at all. It was just a popular saying. If it wasn’t for Yu Xi, I would have died a long time ago. Not now.

A few days ago, Yu Xi fell ill and had a high fever. She slept next to me like a stove. I was so numb that Yu Xi woke me up in an instant.

"Xi'er—" I can't get up, I haven't eaten much for more than a month, it's no wonder I have any strength, if I don't rely on a stream of air in my body to support me, I'm already finished.

Yu Xi's face was burned red, her whole body was limp, and she couldn't lift up any strength. Maybe Yu Xi had been ill a long time ago, and she never told me about it. The procrastination got worse and worse.

"Chutian—you are finally willing to talk to me." Yu Xi chatted with me weakly, her condition was too scary, her high fever was at least over [-] degrees, it was too scary.

(End of this chapter)