My beautiful boss with a poisonous tongue: Abuse

Chapter 988
Lin Manxue evaded again and again, I know this matter is useless, Manxue is not a woman who will easily change her decision.

That's not her personality.

If Manxue is really determined to do this, I can only accept it frankly.

What if I don't accept it?
Am I qualified and entitled to ask her to do something?

Man Xue has already promised not to leave me, which is already the greatest gift for me, how can I ask her to accept my past and future life?
No.

I know I can't do this.

Nor has the right to do so.

But I just want to know why, what is the reason why she did this.

I sighed and said:

"This is not a question of whether I am entangled or not. Man Xue, I just want to know why you don't agree to marry me. Since you are willing to let me be by your side, why can't we get married? You give me a reason, As long as there is a good reason, I will not force you. You know that I never want to force you to do anything, and if you really don’t want to, I respect your choice, but I want to know why, why do you have to do this?”

Lin Manxue thought for a moment and asked, "You have to know?"

"I don't know that I will always be entangled in this matter. I think about it during the day and at night. Maybe I can't control myself to think about it. Man Xue, you don't want to see me so entangled?"

Lin Manxue nodded, paused and said slowly, "Okay. Let me tell you. Because—"

She seemed to be debating whether to speak or not.

"Because of what? Manxue, it's at this point, what else can you say."

"Because the leaves are falling."

Lin Manxue finally revealed the real reason for not agreeing to marry me.

But the answer took me by surprise.

I have thought of countless possibilities, but this is not the only one.

How could it be because of falling leaves?

Ye Luo is just a brat, can he still take care of his father's marriage?

Besides, Xiao Yeluo probably doesn't know about the relationship between me and Lin Manxue. I don't think it is possible for Manxue to talk about this kind of topic with a kid. How could he tell Manxue not to marry me in the future?

No matter how you think about it, you can't figure it out.

After all, the time I spent with Man Xue in this reunion is still short, and there are still many things that we haven't had time to communicate with each other. I only know that Man Xue has seen Xiao Yeluo on the lonely cliff, and Xiao Yeluo was killed by Man Xue. Xueer took it away.

In the past few months, Manxue and Yeluo have been imprisoned on the lonely cliff by Yan Qingcheng at the same time. Their actions may have been restricted to a certain extent, but I think with Lin Manxue's ability and Xiao Yeluo's wit, there should be many opportunities for the two to meet secretly.

Don't tell me, I'm really curious about how Manxue and Xiaoyeluo got on the lonely cliff, and how they got to know each other. In my memory, these two people were at odds with each other in the past, and they had never met before. What are they going to do now? Very familiar.

There are little secrets between the two of them, can they say they are not familiar with each other?

"Man Xue, I haven't had time to ask you, how did you get up to the lonely cliff, and how did you meet Xiao Yeluo?"

Man Xue said: "These things are a long story, and I can't explain a sentence or two. Let's find a place to sit down and talk."

I took Lin Manxue to an open grassland in front of me. The reason why I chose to sit on the grassland was because the grassland was full of various flowers.

Flowers are the most delicate guests of spring, and spring is the world where flowers bloom, isn't it?

Lin Manxue stood on the spot and looked at the meadow. The beauty of the flowers is even more beautiful. With the addition of Manxue, this piece of flowers is even more charming, like a picture scroll.

The person who gains the most here is me, because I can fully appreciate and integrate into this most beautiful picture.

Lin Manxue admired it for a while and sighed: "This place is so beautiful, I really want to stay in such a beautiful place for the rest of my life."

I tidied up a clean place, plucked some grass and made a simple soft cushion, and said to Manxue with a smile: "As long as you like, we will live here from now on. leave."

I pulled Lin Manxue and sat next to each other, which was convenient for chatting.

After we sat down and started the previous topic, Lin Manxue recalled slowly:
"After you confessed everything to me that day, I kicked you out of the house and shut myself in a daze in the villa. I was just thinking wildly and crying alone. You know, that was the saddest, saddest and most helpless moment in my life One, just like when my mother left me. I felt that my whole world was dark, all my beliefs, persistence, and expectations disappeared, and I suddenly became confused. I—I didn’t even have the courage to try again. live."

Although this incident has passed for a few months, Manxue has gradually accepted the fact as time goes by, but whenever she thinks of these terrible pasts, these heart-piercing pains will follow her everywhere, and she can't catch up run.

Man Xue's mood instantly became depressed, with a touch of sadness.

Time can dilute the memory, but it can't necessarily take away the real pain, just like I once hurt Manxue so much.

Man Xue's eyes were red, and she burst into tears. She was too wronged and suffocated. The only man she fell in love with betrayed her. As a woman who values ​​love more than life, how should she let go?

Maybe Manxue will never let go of her for the rest of her life.

I put my arms around Manxue and gently patted Manxue's back. At this moment, I wished I could stab myself a few times. I'm not a fucking man. A real man would do such a disgusting thing to make his beloved woman sad tears?
I hate myself!Really, I never hated myself so much!

I am a sinner, God has treated me so favorably and given me the best gift, Lin Manxue, but I myself don't know how to cherish and be grateful, and even do things that are sorry for her, which is worse than a beast.

I sincerely repent:

"Man Xue, I—I'm sorry for you. I'm not a human, I'm a beast, even worse than a beast. You're right, I'm not worthy of you. You're not worthy of having you at all! A scum like me, just Not worthy of talking about love!"

Man Xue's emotions were completely out of control, she cried for a while before she calmed down, she straightened up from my arms and wiped away her tears and said: "It's over, I don't blame you anymore, really. Don't blame yourself anymore. "

"No. Manxue, you should blame me and hate me. These are all my faults. I deserve to be punished. I shouldn't complain. It's just—just or I just beg, beg you not to abuse Myself, don’t leave all the pain to yourself, share some with me, beat me, scold me, or even kill me. I don’t want to see you in such pain, it hurts on your body, it hurts on my heart, Man Xue, don’t stop Will you torture yourself?"

Man Xue said softly: "It's impossible not to be sad. Some things don't happen because I don't want to, so I can not do them. It's like birth, old age, sickness, death, and the passage of time. In fact, pain and sadness are the same. However, I will try my best to restrain myself. Restrain yourself not to think too much, not to entangle, not to complain, and not to hate."

(End of this chapter)