The system forces me to be a male god

Chapter 775

There are a lot of my own ideas in this chapter, which I have laid out since a long time ago. It is really refreshing to say all the words I have buried in hundreds of chapters.

To be honest, writing this way may dissuade some readers, but I still arrange it like this, I just hope everyone can read it.

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"Brother, shall we go to the movies together tonight?" Su Shengxia knocked on the door of the room, but there was no response from inside.

"Sister, why don't we bother brother..." Su Shengtong tugged at her worriedly. She looked at the closed door and felt uncomfortable.

"I know, but it's not an option to go on like this." Su Shengxia sighed: "It's been so long..."

The school is about to start, and they took the high-speed train to Shanghai first. The first thing they did was to contact the elder brother whom they hadn't seen for a few days, and asked him to take them to have a good meal!
But what surprised them was that the elder brother's phone couldn't get through. Later, the sister-in-law went to the high-speed rail station to pick them up, but the elder brother's condition was very strange.

inside the room.

Su Shengchen stood in front of the window, looking out of the window with unfocused eyes, with a cigarette in his right hand, and when the flame was about to reach his finger, he casually pressed it out on the window sill.

On the window sill, countless cigarette butts were scattered.

Savior?
Su Shengchen laughed at himself.

I still remember that I said this word in this room.

He once firmly believed that having a system and a mecha would be enough to be the savior of the world.And Zhao Yunpeng's nationwide search for him alone gave this idea a shot in the arm—the military region, oh no, it should be that the world needs him and this hero.

The fact seems to be true, no one can deal with high-powered creatures except himself.

but.

Why once he closes his eyes, he sees the group of fighter jets that turned into flames, the desperate counterattack of the people on the battleship, and the still photos that cannot be displayed at the award ceremony...

Is this the so-called savior?

Is this the salvation he can bring to mankind?

In the face of real desperation, what is the confident self?
squeak~
The door was gently pushed open, the visitor didn't seem to have thought that the air inside was so bad, coughed several times without preparation, Su Shengchen didn't look back, he knew it was Ye Lingyu from the sound.

The sound of footsteps approaching, Su Shengchen took a deep breath, stretched out his hand and opened the window, the air in the room that had turned blue was swept away by the evening wind at a speed visible to the naked eye, leaving only the sound of the girl's greedy breathing in the room.

"Brother Chen, what happened?"

"fine."

"you're lying!"

Su Shengchen turned his head and stared at the worried girl.

"What's wrong with you! Did something happen to you!" Ye Lingyu's tears flowed down, but she firmly bit her lower lip to prevent herself from crying out loud.

Su Shengchen stretched out her hand subconsciously, but the stubborn girl took a step back and wiped away her tears fiercely as if angry. She looked at the decadent Su Shengchen with some disappointment, and turned around to leave.

The girl's disappointment and tears stabbed fiercely into Su Shengchen's chest like thorns.

Almost savagely, Su Shengchen pulled her into his arms. He hugged her so hard that Ye Lingyu felt pain and discomfort, but he still didn't make a sound. After venting violently, Ye Lingyu felt a warmth at the tips of his ears. .

"I don't deserve...I don't deserve..."

In Ye Lingyu's eyes, Su Shengchen seemed to be the brightest star, always the focus of the crowd, an incomparably dazzling existence.No problem has ever troubled him, and his knowledge and talent have fascinated her.

She knew him who was gentle, domineering, dark-bellied, confident, and even coquettish... But she had never seen him, or even imagined him so fragile.

Su Shengchen cried.

After smoking too many cigarettes, his voice lost its usual magnetism, and was as hoarse as an old bellows, turning into a blade and placing his bloody heart in front of her.

"It's my fault, it's all my fault... I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy to have this kind of power..."

Even though Ye Lingyu didn't understand what Su Shengchen was saying at all, she still chose to be the best listener, and just squeezed herself into his arms, trying to pass her warmth to him.

Huge guilt and self-doubt overwhelmed Su Shengchen in an instant.

In a trance, the blue smoke spewing towards the night sky in front of his eyes seemed to have turned into the appearance of Lao Yan, his face was covered with blood, and he looked at himself sadly while holding the gun that he had replaced.Turning around again, the rib-backed orangutan laughed wantonly, smashing everything he wanted to protect into a stormy sea!
If, if the military was looking for you, could you stand up?

What if I could study the secrets of mechs with the country as soon as possible?
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This is to not expose?Is it for your own safety?

These reasons that once paralyzed myself and made me indifferent to the country's almost crazy search, now seem so hypocritical and ridiculous, but after cleaning everything up, the real reason is this reality and darkness ————

Su Shengchen enjoys the feeling of being admired by people and the feeling of saving the world. He thinks that this kind of power only needs to be mastered by himself. Why should the glory be shared with others?
But this time, he failed.

If virtue is not matched, there will be disasters.

For a long time, Su Shengchen's life has been going smoothly with the support of the system. Like all the protagonists, he has easily obtained money, honor, and knowledge that others cannot obtain in a lifetime... He began to feel that all of this is reasonable Yes, the system is also reasonable, the only thing I need to worry about is whether the system will cheat some of his male gods.

The system had reminded him, and he had been vigilant, but the repeated "successes" washed away his calmness.

Ye Lingyu supported Su Shengchen's body with difficulty, and comforted him clumsily: "Brother Chen, you are the best, you are the best man I have ever seen, you have done your best, no matter what, you still have me ..."

The boy does not cry easily.

Su Shengchen's tears were silent but shocking. Under Ye Lingyu's comfort, the emotions that had been tense for a few days suddenly relaxed in the vent. The feeling of exhaustion hit his heart, and his body that had not had a good rest all day couldn't bear it anymore.

He just fell asleep leaning on Ye Lingyu's delicate body.

The door opened again, and two little heads poked in. Ye Lingyu pretended to be nonchalant and blocked their realization, preventing them from seeing Su Shengchen's tears.

"Sister-in-law, what's going on with my brother?" Su Shengxia asked worriedly.

"Yeah, brother, is he asleep?" Xiaotong wanted to look inside.

"Well, Brother Chen is asleep. He has something on his mind. If he wants, he will tell us after he wakes up." Ye Lingyu gently hugged the two younger sisters: "Let's go out first."

This chapter corresponds to the hole dug at the beginning of Chapter 30. You might as well go back and have a look. When I wrote that sentence, I was thinking about the current scene.

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