my dream adventure

Chapter 286 The Butterfly Effect (54)

Hu Die didn't hesitate for a long time. Although she was simple, she was still a smart person in her bones. She wouldn't even be unable to figure out this question, and quickly understood what Lin Yuan meant.

"I understand what you mean, sir. Some people just can't restrain their desires, and their desires run amok. Even if one day they feel remorse, it may not be able to drive them to repent as before. People are deeply in desires. Falling into desire and unable to extricate myself." When she said this, her little heart also felt a little depressed.

Most of the time, people are powerless, especially those who want to change others, even more powerless. Some people can't even change themselves or tame them, let alone pin their extravagant hopes on others.

Lin Yuan added a few words, "Being controlled by desire and unable to extricate himself, the typical story in the story is similar to Jia Rui who was tortured to death by Fengyue Baojian, as well as Daiyu, Baoyu, Sister Feng and Jia Lian. In the desire of the ego, bound by greed, lust, arrogance, idealism, love, possessiveness, competitiveness, etc. in the ego, I can't see the possibility of other things other than myself. Regardless of high or low , people bound by desires have always been the majority."

Hu Die nodded, vaguely feeling that the reason why Mr. Mu Yuan said this and spent so long chatting with her patiently at the dinner table might not be as simple as having a class on the history of Chinese literature in the afternoon.

He should have a deep meaning, but Hu Die is not a savvy head, but she will not be able to understand it for a while. Mr. Mu Yuan explained the reason for this matter, and she was considering whether to ask directly.

"Sir, do you want to tell Hu Die something when you accompany me to talk about the Dream of the Red Chamber?" She opened her big eyes, with crystal clear water in the eye sockets, very simple like the eyes of a small animal.

"What do you think? What is the purpose of my saying so much?" Lin Yuan nodded and smiled, and asked gently.

Hu Die thought about it, but couldn't think of a reason. This is the third time she and Mr. Mu Yuan met in her life. Mr. Mu Yuan didn't know her before, and Hu Die's understanding of Mu Yuan was limited to books and in the virtual world.

For what purpose would he talk about this, Hu Die couldn't figure it out, so he could only shake his head with a look of confusion and helplessness.

Lin Yuan smiled, but changed the subject.

"I have a friend, her name is Fu Que, and she is also a writer. The articles and novels she wrote all her life are reminiscing about the past, the tragic experience of her childhood life, in the village, her father beat her, scolded her, and even Things that violated human relations were not only his father, but also other men in the village. This incident became the shadow of her life, and she was obedient to the next few boyfriends, because in childhood, she I learned to use the method of showing weakness to obey men to get rewards of safety and food, and the relationship orientation established in childhood has not changed in adulthood."

He began to tell the story of Fu Que. Hu Die shrank her shoulders while listening, not knowing whether it was because of fear or fear.

Or when I think of my own personal experience, I am overwhelmed by the sudden sadness and pain in my heart.

"You know, how do readers view her? Of course, some readers pay attention and sympathy to her out of the same personal experience or compassion. But there are still a large number of readers who feel that she writes those disgusting things. The thing is just to win sympathy. Whenever there is a news report on Weibo that Fu Que has made a new boyfriend, they will insult her below, saying that she will break up sooner or later. When she finally breaks up as she wishes, netizens will gloat below, Finally broke up, how good it is, you deserve to wait, as if torturing others can bring joy, and even make them eat an extra bowl of rice."

When he said this, his tone was unusually calm, but Hu Die could hear a hint of sarcasm that couldn't be concealed.

She lowered her head and sighed, feeling that what happened to Teacher Fu Que was too far away from her and too close to her. For a public figure like her, it is basically inevitable to face the virtual world, where people wearing masks vent their emotions. Emotional attacks, they don't distinguish between good and bad, being driven by the media's emotions, they are simply the most loyal headless chickens.

"You said, can she still be happy?" He asked a very strange question.

Hu Die associated the personal fate in the Dream of Red Mansions mentioned by Mr. just now, and added this theory to Teacher Fu Que. She suddenly realized what she realized.

"Sir, what you mean is that the reason why Teacher Fu Que didn't get happiness is because her actions were wrong, right?" Hu Die said bluntly.

Lin Yuan nodded slightly, "Constrained by her own pain, addicted to the pain of the past, thinking that it is her unique poetic trait, writing and creating with the help of pain, is not the same as those who are greedy in desire. what a difference."

"But, but, Teacher Fuqu did nothing wrong, isn't she the victim? Why did the world insult her, who was originally a victim?" Hu Die couldn't figure it out.

"Anyone can use their sympathy to sell it. When they get sympathy, they actually owe others a debt. What's more, do you think those people will buy it when they use their own pain to create pain for others?" He just said superficially. Two sentences.

"Then how can we obtain happiness? If it is wrong to expose our pain and darkness, then how can we obtain happiness?" Hu Die's eyelids drooped, as if a storm was brewing.

Subconsciously, Hu Die felt that what her husband said so much was actually implying to her that she had been planning for a long time.

"It's okay to expose the pain. It's okay to simply find someone to talk to and gain temporary relief. For example, talk to a psychologist and so on. But trying to use pain to gain sympathy and expose it to the public is asking for trouble. We You can imagine the consequences." He knew that Hu Die was still not firm at this time, and he needed to continue to explain her.

"Then, if you don't say anything, no one in the world will know that this incident happened once, and it was covered up in the dust of history. Wouldn't it be more painful?" Hu Die asked repeatedly.

Lin Yuan asked back, "Let it go, won't it stop the pain?"

"Why? Why did you let it go?" She looked shocked, and felt that Mr. Mu Yuan said this sentence with a sense of disobedience.

Lin Yuancai took out a bookmark from his jacket, with a line written on it.

"All conditioned dharmas are like dream bubbles, dew and electricity, and should be viewed in this way."

The font is beautiful, and it looks the same as the signature given by Mr. Mu Yuan last time.

"This is, a sentence in the Diamond Sutra?" Hu Die was a little confused.

"That's right. Although what I'm talking about here is about law enforcement, the same principle applies to ego. You think that pain is an important part of your life, and you don't want to give it up, so you tirelessly absorb nutrition from pain. If you continue to breed pain, then you will never be able to get out. No one can get out instead of you." He put the bookmark in Hu Die's small palm.

"Pain breeds pain. So what do I do right? So as not to lead to tragedy?" She picked up the bookmark with her slender fingertips, then put it in a handkerchief and folded it carefully .

"That's up to you." He nodded and smiled, and took the bowls and chopsticks to wash them up.

After the two finished their meal, Lin Yuan quietly washed the dishes, while Hu Die sat on the sofa in a daze, still holding the bookmark in his hand.

She felt that Mr. Mu Yuan might already know about her life experience. When Teacher Wen Suxin saw her before, she was still confused and asked Mu Yuan repeatedly.

At first, she didn't understand the meaning of the conversation between the two, but then she thought about it carefully, did Mu Yuan borrow the record of her conversation from Dr. Wen Suxin, and Mu Yuan already knew her before meeting her for the first time, and treated her extremely understood.

Is this also because of the power of magic, or is it that Mr. has planned for her in the first place?

Hu Die knew that he was a good person, because the husband took care of her everywhere, and was even willing to patiently warn her, proving that he was good to her, without the slightest malice.

"Oh, what a useless person I am."

She lowered her head, crossed her fingers, and her tone was very helpless, with a hint of self-condemnation.

When I first met my husband, I still had the ignorant feelings of a girl that shouldn't be there. In the end, my husband only regarded himself as a younger sister and a junior. He patiently pointed out, but she didn't have enough understanding. What should I do is right.

This is a question that only she can answer, and no one else can answer this question instead of her.

Lin Yuan didn't say much, he didn't even talk about her and her mother's affairs, and didn't mention Hu Siyu and revenge related words at all, but he felt that the enlightening words he carefully designed had already played a role up.

After the meal, he made two cups of coffee. Considering that Hu Die was not used to bitter coffee, he added some milk and sugar. The taste was almost the same as the coffee on the market, and even had the strong aroma of coffee beans.

"It smells so good, thank you."

When Hu Die took the coffee, her complexion improved a lot. She didn't get too obsessed with the question Mu Yuan raised just now, but naturally chose to give up thinking for the time being.

Regarding the question of whether Mu Yuan knew her life experience, Hu Die also wisely chose not to continue to ask, because it would probably destroy the shallow relationship between her and Mr. Mu Yuan that had been established with great difficulty.

She still has time to think about right and wrong, and she has the courage to face the changes in her life. She will continue to think about happiness and how to lead to happiness. By his side, Hu Die doesn't feel anxious at all. I really trust the smart and knowledgeable man in front of me who has insight into the wisdom of life.

At least on this point, she will always choose to believe in Muyuan, even if one day, she realizes that the Muyuan in front of her is completely different from the virtual person she has seen through a thin piece of paper in the past ten years , it doesn't matter anymore.

(End of this chapter)